Jealousy and I love you

It’s not far from here to Rongcheng, and it’s a bit extravagant to take a plane. Usually, I always lie to my parents that I’m busy, so I don’t go back to see them, and I don’t let them come to see me.

Sister Yang's studio is still short of staff, even Liu Xun's assistants have been reduced to two, and the work assistants are already waiting for us in Rongcheng, and there is only one young life assistant to help us with our work. To pick up the ticket for consignment.Thanks to Liu Xun, I also enjoyed the treatment of being served by someone, although the assistant's attitude towards me was far less respectful than Liu Xun.

This is a private entertainment, and it's not nice to say it out, so Liu Xun appears to be extremely low-key, and even the fans don't know where he is going to fly.However, there were sharp-eyed fans who recognized us at the airport, and then spread the word, and the crowd gathered again.

This dinner has just been finalized. There are no first-class tickets on the flight to Rongcheng, only one of them has business class.

I don't care. Anyway, when I was walking on the street before, no one would look at me more. Now it's different with Liu Xun. Everywhere I go, there are people's voices, and most people will call Liu Xun. Name, occasionally a few girls, I don't know if they are my fans, shout Yan Su'an, which is particularly abrupt in the crowd.

"Yan Liu CP!"

This is the most common thing. I heard a scream that was so high that my voice almost broke. I turned my head and smiled helplessly at Liu Xun.

"Are we really compatible?" Liu Xun ignored the shouts around him, deliberately leaned over and bit my ear, with a smirk still on the corner of his mouth.

In my daily impression, he is always weak. Occasionally, when I see his cool posture in the camera, I always laugh at his prudence. I didn't expect him to have a different appearance in front of fans.

It seems a little darkened?

I was stunned for a moment, didn't figure out what he meant by what he said, and he didn't pursue the answer. He left a warm sigh in my ear, then retracted his body, turned around and talked with the boy he just pulled up. Fans outside the fence beckon.

Even when I observe him from such a close distance, I feel that he has suddenly lost the nature of that idiot, just like a big star.

Fortunately, the business class passengers were not very interested in the two of us. Two stewardesses happily came to ask for autographs, and enthusiastically poured us the high-end red wine that can only be found in first class.After take-off, the surroundings became quiet again.

Liu Xun took off his sunglasses, rubbed the center of his eyebrows, there were obvious bloodshot eyes.The smile that was still hanging on his face just now disappeared to only the inconspicuous curvature of the corner of his mouth, and the shaved chin made people feel old.

He randomly covered his body with the thin quilt that he had just bought with the flight attendant, turned his head sideways, with his back to me and the aisle, maybe he didn't want people to see his exhausted appearance.

The ears were suddenly empty, only the roar of the plane engine made the roots of the ears tickle. The middle-aged man in the front row was flipping through the newspaper, while the strong woman in the back fiddled with her long nails uneasily. .

The sound is rich, but I just feel empty in my ears, empty in my head, empty in my heart.

I suddenly stiffened my neck and didn't dare to turn my head, I was afraid that I would know the answer all at once.

The flight time is very short, I can take a short nap or close my eyes and take a nap to look more in tune with Liu Xun, but I can’t sleep, and I don’t want to close my eyes, I’m bored in every way, so I take out the notepad that has been just a display from my carry-on bag .

I wrote the first line of that song:

"Like honey wrapped in night."

Just when I scratched my head and didn't know how to answer the next sentence, Liu Xun's hoarse voice, which was completely different from usual, sounded in my ears: "Write something?"

"Huh?!" I panicked and put the unfinished pieces of paper into my bag, "Ah... just write whatever you want."

"Let me see if it matches my song."

"No, no, I haven't finished the draft yet... I don't think it's very good."

Liu Xun saw my strong resistance, so he didn't push me anymore, he just stuffed the quilt on his body into the gap between our seats, and asked me nonchalantly, "Are you coming soon?"

"Well, it's landing right away, you can still sleep for a while."

"No, I just lay down and didn't fall asleep for a long time."

ah?He was not asleep?Didn't he know the whole process of me carefully taking out the notebook and starting to write lyrics?I don't know if he didn't catch my strange expression of frowning and smiling from the corner of the eye, or hear the annoyed click of my tongue when I couldn't think of the next sentence.

It's a bit embarrassing, writing something in front of him, I feel like I will be laughed at.I haven't created seriously for several years. I just concentrated on thinking for a while, and I feel that my brain is going to be rusty and my fingers are going to be moldy.

Sure enough, geniuses rely on inspiration, do mediocre people use their brains?

The plane landed on time, and Liu Xun looked even worse after leaving the airport.He retched twice, and I was interrupted by him when I wanted to express my concern. I could only silently go to the convenience store and buy a pack of salty plums for him to keep in his mouth.

The car bumped for a while and arrived in the urban area. Rongcheng is also a large and medium-sized city that has developed rapidly in recent years. In the early years, because it was located in the inland and lagged behind in development, now with the support of the state and our own joint efforts, high-rise buildings are also rising everywhere. .

Sister Yang's current studio is rented. Although I haven't been there a few times, I know that she is not satisfied with the environment there. Rongcheng's transportation is convenient and the development momentum is strong. Sister Yang seems to have the intention to take root here.Maybe it also has something to do with her acquaintance with the big bosses here.

Sister Yang was waiting for us in the lounge attached to the high-end restaurant. The formal clothes were also ready, and she even called a makeup artist to help Liu Xun and me put on a little makeup so that we didn't look too tired.

Here I met my first acquaintance, Yang Xiao, a starlet who has never been able to get ahead like me, but he is much younger than me, and he looks more tender and likable.I don't know when he also signed to Sister Yang, but the last time I saw him was at a small party, and he had a one-night stand as a matter of course.

I have an impression of him because he was the person who had sex with me recently before Liu Xun, but he has no impression of me, maybe the number of people who have slept with him is countless.

Even though he called me Little Brother Yan unknowingly, and expressed flattery to Liu Xun in his words, I still felt a little embarrassed. I was afraid that when he looked at me next second, he would recall that we were in bed. And dirty things rolling on the ground.

But he didn't.In addition to Sister Yang, he only saw Liu Xun, and he only greeted me in a friendly but perfunctory manner when he met me for the first time.

Well, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

We arrived at the private room a long time ago, and several big bosses came over one after another, and the leader always had to come late to put on airs.Hungry and patient, I chatted with a few middle-aged and elderly people who had no common topics, and then I started to help Sister Yang stop drinking.

Oh, I understand a little bit, Liu Xun couldn't stand it alone, so Sister Yang called for help again.

The cups are mixed, the cups are pushed and changed, the wine can be opened first, but the food is not easy to touch the chopsticks first. Fortunately, Liu Xun has experience and let me secretly fill my belly, so that the food will not be stopped immediately before the main show.

But Yang Xiao was a bit miserable. No one reminded him, so he came on an empty stomach. No matter how good he was at drinking, he was a little dazed now.I didn't pity him, but I was afraid that he would go crazy after drinking and do something indecent.

Fortunately, the leader was not late for too long. He arrived with a beautiful female secretary. She was young and personable, and her beer belly could not be seen clearly under the well-fitting suit.

"Xiao Yan?" He entered the table jokingly surrounded by the crowd, looked around at the people present, and then recognized me in surprise.

I pursed my lips and forced a smile: "Senior."

I thought he would pretend not to know me... After all, not everyone can calmly face the decadent past in the trough of life, and the romantic affair before marriage and childbirth.

He should be... 35 this year, right?When I first entered junior high school, he was a sophomore in our school, handsome and knowledgeable, he just walked out of an idol drama.

When I met him again, he didn't seem to be doing well. He was in the early stage of starting a business, and the economic pressure and psychological pressure were extremely high, and he didn't look as good as before.

I kept in touch with him though, helped him out from time to time, and somehow ended up sleeping with him by accident.

Then he couldn't bear the pressure from his family, took the civil service exam, and returned to his hometown to marry a wife and have children.

Then, he became the object of my flattery now.

I harbored suspicions, but he introduced to everyone generously: "Xiao Yan is my junior. Although he is five or six years younger than me, he is very close to me. When I started my own business before, Xiao Yan Yan helped me a lot!"

When he said this, Liu Xun also had a vague impression, and said with a smile: "Ah... Senior, you were a school grass at the time. I don't know how much I admire you. You are a good student and handsome."

"Hahahaha, that's not the case." He waved his hand, his brows could not hide his joy, "Now you and Xiao Yan are both big stars, I should be the one who admires you."

He was so nice to me and put me among the big stars.

The topic of the campus days was immediately submerged in the persuasion. I was finally able to eat a few mouthfuls of cold dishes with my chopsticks. As soon as Sister Yang stood up, we had to toast with her, but if she drank a small cup, we had to drink a cup instead of her. big cup.

The secretary brought by the senior is also quite drinkable. The more you drink, the lower the buttons on your chest will be.

Yang Xiao, who didn't talk much before, suddenly followed up with the senior's words very enthusiastically, and took the conversation away from Liu Xun and me several times.I gave him a disdainful look and didn't say anything unnecessary.

Sister Yang is very shrewd, she negotiated the venue and decoration before my brain completely crashed. I don't know what role the senior played here, but the big bosses became refreshed when he came.

I don’t know how long it’s been, but the dishes on the table haven’t moved a few plates, but I drank a lot of wine. I haven’t drank like this for a long time. I wanted to burp my stomach many times, but I forcibly held back. Liu Xun’s situation is similar to mine. , They are all suppressing discomfort and continuing to socialize.

Yang Xiao didn't seem to be very drunk, and he seemed to be unconscious. He sat closer and closer to the senior, and the words he said made people feel pleasant and uncomfortable.He tried his best to curry favor with his senior and let him be his backer.

I sighed inwardly.

It's useless, Yang Xiao, you have found the wrong person.He has a wife and child... Besides, his position is the same as yours.

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