Jealousy and I love you

Before the show was over, I had already started to have a fever, and I was mixed back to the hotel by Zhang Xiaoge in a daze.

Zhang Xiaoge's skills are superb, she did not know where to contact the doctor to come to my door to fetch water for me, and even gave me a few mouthfuls of bitter medicine.

"Bah!" I was so burned that I didn't forget to "vomit bitterness".

"Eat it!" Zhang Xiaoge threatened me, "Or I'll feed you mouth to mouth!"

"Tch," I would bicker with her in my dreams, "Want to kiss your male god indirectly? It's not cheap for you!" I raised my neck and drank the medicine in the cup in one go, frowning.

"What did you say!" Zhang Xiaoge heard the mystery in the words, and wanted to put his ear to my mouth, "What indirect kiss?! Say it again!"

"Huh..." I consciously slipped my words, lay back on the bed, pretended to snore softly, and actually fell asleep.

I was so tired, this time I slept in a dark night, and I didn't wake up all at once, but slowly felt the consciousness around me.

I closed my eyes and didn't know the exact time, but I heard Liu Xun coming to my room, and Zhang Xiaoge had a simple conversation with him trembling with his voice squeezed.Liu Xun replied politely.Then there was the sound of doors opening and closing.

"Fantasy!" I didn't want to open my mouth, but I counted Zhang Xiaoge from head to toe in my heart.

Luckily, I was about to open my eyes and formally reprimand her, but I felt a person sinking into the pillow, and the warm breath sprayed on my face.

"Hydrochloric acid?" Liu Xun called me cautiously.

"Hmm." I opened my eyes in a daze, and Liu Xun's face was very close to me. I looked at him silently for a few seconds, and suddenly coughed violently.

I hurriedly backed up and sat up. This time the cough was worse than before. The cough made my throat sore, the cough made me dizzy, and the cough made me shed tears.

Liu Xun also panicked, hurriedly took the mineral water on the bedside table and unscrewed it and handed it over.

I took a sip in a muffled voice, and before I swallowed it, a stronger itching surged up from the depths of my throat. I was really choked up, and coughed even more fiercely.

"You... oh." Liu Xun didn't know what to say, so he could only climb onto the bed and pat my back.

"Cough, cough, cough, don't get so close, I'll infect you later." I pushed him away in disgust, and coughed twice more, covering my chest, before calming down.Sure enough, I am old. I insisted on exercising for the past few years and thought I had a strong body. I didn't expect that I would not get sick on weekdays, and the illnesses came like mountains.

"You...are crying." Liu Xun pointed at my face and said doubtfully.

"What?" I rubbed my cheeks with the back of my hand, and as expected tears flowed down, I explained a little shyly, "Maybe I coughed too hard and choked it out."

"But..." Liu Xun tilted his head, his cute look made people feel pitiful, "You are still crying now, is there something sad?"

"What?" I frantically wiped away the excess tears, turned my face to the side and turned my back to Liu Xun, "cough cough, you read it wrong."

"Is work not going well? Or too tired? I am also very busy recently, and I don't have time..."

"Shut up!" I'm most annoyed by Liu Xun's self-righteous chanting, which seems to be complaining, but in fact, his tone is full of showing off, "You know what, you are a front line and you should be busy. You want Miss me, on the way □□"Accepting the Challenge", even an assistant sneered at me. I joined the crew of that period drama, and the male lead ignored me, and I went crazy with those children in their early teens and twenties. I feel wronged too. I have to look at people’s faces everywhere, and I’m not happy everywhere... I’ve been around for ten years, and I’ve never given up on myself. I work out, I don’t smoke, I don’t drink too much, I don’t go to bars, I’ve always been humble and polite to people .But……"

I can't go on, but what?The red one is you and not me?I can't say such naive words.

The painting style is not right enough, I must have lost my mind.

"Hey." Liu Xun put his arms across his bent knees and knocked his chin on his arms. His bangs grew long, covering his eyebrows, making his expression indifferent.

"You're just realizing it now," I heard him say.

"What do you mean?"

"Ten years ago. That's how I came here ten years ago. I just debuted and had no contacts. I was young and had no vision. No matter how ambitious I am, I still have to face reality in the end."

He pulled my face: "Instead, you have to be grateful. After going through all this, you can really enter this circle."

Of course I know, I understand all these reasons.Maybe it's because I'm more vulnerable when I'm sick, this kind of words that should have been hidden in my heart just blurted out.I can imagine myself looking at Liu Xun with tears in my eyes and red nose.

It's too inconsistent with a cool and domineering little offensive aura.

But I didn't expect that Liu Xun could talk to me so deeply and calmly.

Seeing that I didn't respond, he continued: "I was first invited to be a guest star. At that time, I felt that I was already very popular. The album sold well and the advertising contracts came one after another. I couldn't help but feel a little complacent. The result was only 2 minutes. I couldn’t pass the scene after filming for two hours. Then, in front of more than 100 people, the director scolded me bloody, from scolding me for not being a major to my recent music works just relying on my face to make money. Popularity. All the things I was proud of were crushed by him, and there was nothing left."

He gestured exaggeratedly at the scene at that time, which made me laugh: "You're such a badass, if you want me to scold you to death."

"The point is not this! The girl I was chasing was there, and she looked at me with a worried face, which melted my heart."

"Dizzy!" The eye-rolling technique learned from Zhang Xiaoge these days finally came into use.

Liu Xun's dancing upper body suddenly stopped, and then fell down as if discouraged: "Damn, it didn't work in the end."

I couldn't help laughing, and hooked his chin with my fingers: "So, have you picked up other girls recently?"

He wrinkled his nose and opened his mouth to bite my finger, but I avoided him: "Hmph, no."

"Then..." I opened my palm, slid down his arm, and held his clenched hand, "Do you want to think about me?"

I just said it casually and didn't expect him to respond to me, but I was still uneasy, afraid of hearing his rejection or ridicule.

Sure enough, he was silent.The face that was still full of vitality just now escaped into the darkness because the curtains blocked the light, and it looked a little paler than mine.

I laughed bluntly, and was about to open my mouth to make a rescue.

But he said: "hydrochloric acid, I can't promise you."

I paused and said with a smile: "It's okay, I was joking too, it's not bad now, it's more free."

But Liu Xun looked serious: "I can't drag you down, I'm already promiscuous enough, if I even like my good brother, what should others say about me, and what should they say about you?"

"What's the point of talking so much nonsense!" I rubbed his head vigorously, "Speaking of dragging you down, I guess I'm dragging you down. I was originally a colleague, and now I'm breaking up my good brother. How many fans do you have?" hate me."

"Hey, maybe they will be happier or not?"

Liu Xun and I met each other's eyes, and laughed uncontrollably, laughing like a knife, laughing like a knife.

Enough laughing, I let him go first, completely unaware that the topic we discussed just now was completely based on the premise of "like each other but can't make it public".

Until Liu Xun had reached the door, he stopped and said to me:

"If, I already have other feelings for you..."

At this time, I had already buried my body below the head in the warm bed, and my mind began to enter a coma state. The response to Liu Xunwen's wrong question was just perfunctory: "If there is no way to be together, other feelings are superfluous."

"Really?" Liu Xun sighed softly, closed the door and left.

I buried my head in the quilt, feeling the heat in my eye sockets.

The author has something to say: I coughed and wrote this short 2000-odd words.

Huhu, the two of them finally couldn't hold back anymore, but if they just got together like this, it would be too unscientific.

It is always necessary to abuse each other to see each other's sincerity.

But I can't bear to abuse the main character, so I have to abuse the supporting role [bad laugh and run away