Jealousy and I love you

I sat on the bed all night, wanting to talk to someone, I was so sad, but I couldn't find anyone to talk to.At work and in life, Liu Xun is my best buddy. Apart from him, I can't find anyone I can talk to without any scruples.

I may not have cried, or I may have.I couldn't sleep, so I took out my phone. For safety, I never save text messages and WeChat messages. I opened the conversation with Liu Xun, deleted, deleted, and edited for a long time, but I couldn't send a single message.Open Weibo and read all Liu Xun's blog posts from beginning to end. Apart from promoting new works and endorsements, he rarely posts original information.Many microblogs are interacting with me, and I am included in many photos.

I wondered if he had other feelings for me long ago.

At around five o'clock in the morning, Zhang Xiaoge came into the room to wake me up, and was startled by my emaciated appearance.

Her first reaction was to touch my forehead first: "Are you sick again? Do you have a fever? Oh, why don't you cover yourself with a quilt and you will catch a cold..."

"I didn't sleep." I glanced at the quilt that was pushed to the foot of the bed, moved my body, and grinned at the pain from my neck.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Xiaoge's face as if he was facing a big enemy was very funny.

"I can not sleep."

"Huh..." She patted her chest, followed me into the bathroom, stretched out her cold hand, and pressed hard on my lower eyelid, "I thought you were in trouble... Did you feel too stressed? , shall I find you a psychiatrist?"

"What are you doing!" I pushed her restless fingers away impatiently, "Damn it, I'm going to the toilet."

"I don't have any place to find an ice pack now, so I have to lend you my hand...Wow, you bastard, you are really going to the bathroom in front of me!"

I dragged my pants to my knees and looked down at her: "You can choose not to look."

She made a face at me and walked out: "The clothes are ready for you, the car has arrived, there is a commercial performance in Linshi this morning, and I have to go back to the studio in the afternoon... I, I will wait downstairs you."

I nodded on the toilet, feeling overwhelmed by drowsiness.

The others don’t know if they have already left or are still sleeping. It was just dawn, and I was already snoring loudly in the car (of course, this was what Zhang Xiaoge complained to me after getting off the car, I don’t know if it’s true or not), get off the car In the end, I will strengthen my spirit to participate in the activities, and after my heart is roaring, I must sleep peacefully no matter how big things I encounter!

Liu Xun?What?Get over it!I just want to find a bed and squat for two hours.

The so-called do not sleep at noon, decadent in the afternoon, collapse at night.I’m basically talking about my state at this time. It’s the first time I saw the leader’s sister in the play. I have to show my great enthusiasm and affection for this little girl. A baby rhino.

"What kind of shit are you doing? You fucking come and see for yourself!" The director pointed at the screen and sprayed my face with saliva, "I won't talk about the dark circles under the eyes that three layers of powder can't cover, your eyes Can you open it wider! Can the corners of your mouth be raised! Are you acting like a dog who is going to sleep to death at any time for your mother to see! If you can’t, get out immediately and take a cold shower. I see if you still want to sleep. "

I was scolded with my head down, and the whole crew listened with bated breath to the director getting angry.Zhao Chen was not on the set today, and no one spoke for me. The female artist I acted with was drinking the soup brought by her assistant in the distance, smiling and chatting with the people around her in a low voice.

The skill of being scolded is not to interrupt, not to defend, wait for the other party to finish speaking, and then sincerely bow your head and admit your mistake.

"Forget it, it's the first time you've met, and you're both newcomers, so your relationship isn't in place...Let's get on with it, let's shoot the next scene first."

I obediently agreed.Seeing that the actress didn't want to break in with me at all, I had to go back to bed to break in by myself.

Memorized the lines a little bit, and forced myself to flirt with the actress's photo for a while, and I suffered physically and mentally that I shouldn't have to bear.

I violently tore out a few strands of hair: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Zhang Xiaoge looked at me at the foot of the bed with a resentful face: "I seem to know something serious."

"Scary! When did you come?"

"From when you said nasty lines to her picture..."

"I... rely on."

"Who do you rely on? I should call for it. Sister Yang just informed me that according to Rong Youyan's recording speed, it is estimated that the MV will be shot in a short time. Their company wants to make a micro-movie model, so that "Accept the Challenge" "Everyone from " went to make a guest appearance. I figured it out, it was the time for you to wrap up this drama. I originally wanted to ask the director for leave early, but he was so angry that I didn't dare to tell him."

"What's the matter..." Rong Youyan really wants to sing my song, I am very happy, but think about it, how long has it been since I released a record, and Rong Youyan, who is an actor, even wants to come to the music industry to intervene kick.

"Have you ever heard Rong Youyan sing? I think she is actually very capable. This song should become popular... Wow, she is beautiful, she is good at acting, and can sing. You know, she filmed In "Diva", she sang those songs by herself. Ahhh, I think I'm going to bend over." Zhang Xiaoge held her heart like a nympho.

"Also?" I looked at her with a raised eyebrow, and then changed the subject smoothly, "Wait, you said she sang those songs by herself?"

"Diva" is Rong Youyan's famous work. I was fascinated by watching the movie more than ten years ago, although most of the reason is because of the handsome and handsome man who has passed away.But the songs in the movie are really nice, I didn't know that Rong Youyan sang them himself.

"Yes, yes! I'm still in the MP3!" Zhang Xiaoge held his heart like a nympho.

"The microfilm... is interesting, will other people participate?"

"Yes, yes! The male lead is still Chen Xi! Ah~ My goddess is really beautiful no matter what she plays." Zhang Xiaoge held his heart like a nympho.

I tucked in the quilt myself, ignored Zhang Xiaoge's infatuation, and resolutely entered the world of mortals in my dream.

In my dream, I truly restored the scene of that era. The bombardment was raging, the family letter was ten thousand gold, and the comrades in arms sacrificed one after another, but I wanted to forcefully smile and let the survivors continue to be strong. I actually fell in love with the leader's sister at a glance. She, teases her, pesters her, teases her, but dare not say that I love her, because I can't promise her...

The company where the male lead finally let go and helped him take on other types of new plays. He was happy and happy, and he was willing to take the initiative to give us advice and help us get into the play with words.After the director's wife came to see him twice, the whole group rarely listened to roaring anymore.The crew is happy again, different from the beginning, this time everyone is really integrated.The sweet soup made by the second female assistant is really delicious.

"Accepting the Challenge" has recorded two more episodes, but the ratings are not as good as the previous episodes. Other TV stations have also followed our lead in doing reality shows, and they have invited big names. Although the show is not as innovative as ours, stars are the appeal, fans It is the parents of food and clothing.

Chen Yuzhong led us to be more funny and prudish, and even made a special episode of women's clothing, Rong Youyan became the king, and we became the king's man... Bah, the king's woman.He tried his best to play a harem scheming to see who can win the queen's heart.In the end, to cater to the wishes of the audience, the queen chose the imperial concubine Xi who had always been taciturn. When the phoenix crown fell, the expression on Chen Xihua's face with heavy makeup was horrible.

The ratings have increased considerably, but they are still not what Chen Ya wants.

At the same time, the promotion of Rong Youyan's new song also started.First, various big V stars began to repost clips of her previous "Diva", and then the public relations team exposed various micro-movies.

Chen Ye was invited to be the male lead, playing the role of Rong Youyan's childhood sweetheart, breaking through the previous image to play the boy next door, which is also the focus of attention from the outside world.

The roles of me and other people are purely showing their faces like water, or street vendors shouting loudly, or eloquent songs, or policemen with a local accent...

Liu Xun and I happened to be filming on the same day, I slipped out of the set avoiding the director's spittle bullets, and begged for an extra night to have sex with Liu Xun... Bah, to study the script of this microfilm. (A total of two scenes, five lines.)

Yeah, I'm still having a physical entanglement with Yoo Hoon.Sometimes I feel that I am useless, people refuse to be with me anymore, and happily climb into each other's bed.But... I can't stop it, and I think he's more likely to tease me now than I am.

I asked him after I was hearty: "Do you really have pleasure?"

He wiped his body and asked me in doubt: "Have you never seen a person who changes from straight to... double?"

That's not what I mean. I'm not surprised that Liu Xun bent this unscrupulously. I just think it's unbelievable that Liu Xun bent because of me.

It was raining heavily when we rolled in bed, but the next day when we opened the curtains it was sunny.

To say it is bright, I think dazzling may be more appropriate.

I got out of the car with Liu Xun and walked downstairs to the building where the filming took place.

Chen Xing was standing on the platform on the second floor, playing with Rong Youyan. The platform was surrounded by shooting equipment, and the guardrails were also removed for the convenience of filming.

I don't know where my sunglasses are, and I just found out that they are gone, so I can only raise my arms all the way to my eyebrows to shade them.

The sun was so bright that I tried to open my eyes wide, almost tearing up.

So much so that I didn't see clearly what Chen De did.

He then fell from the two-story landing.

The author has something to say: torture, abuse, sweetness after abuse.