Jealousy and I love you

Every time I see Liu Xun eating strawberries, it makes me panic to death. I always take one bite, no matter how big or small.But this guy is like a little princess every time he eats strawberries. He has to eat strawberries the size of a quarter of his palm in three or four bites.

He meant something: "What kind of taste can you taste by swallowing jujubes like this? Of course, delicious things should be chewed and savored slowly."

I licked my lips, there was still the smell of strawberries on it, I just ate it so fast because I didn't want to taste it!What's so delicious about this little thing that's not sweet enough or sour enough!There are also densely distributed "blackheads" on it, and it is unappetizing to look carefully.

"I don't care," I pushed the fruit plate towards him again, "I've finished my share, and the rest is yours."

"It's mine, it's mine. I was the one who invited you to eat. I'll be happy if you don't eat it." After I ate seven or eight, Liu Xun sucked the first one, and stretched out his long hand to pick up the second one.

I bother!Obviously every time you let me wash a lot and then throw it all to me when I couldn't finish it.

"By the way, do you like the few songs I sent you yesterday?" Liu Xun was fiddling with his new endorsed mobile phone. Now he must use the merchant's email to send Weibo or any information that can show the source of the mobile phone. this one.He is also reluctant to part with his apple, so now he often works with both hands, taking selfies with his left hand to post daily routines, and playing games with his right hand to defeat equipment.

I flicked my hair and focused my eyes on my bangs: "It's all good."

"What's so good, which one do you like and which one don't you like, let's just say it, they're not here." Liu Xun seemed a little annoyed by my absent-minded attitude, and gulped down the remaining half Strawberry, "This is your own album, shouldn't you be serious?!"

"Liu Xun. You answer me, this album is what Sister Yang wants to do for me. It's what you want to do for me."

Liu Xun was stunned for a moment: "Is there any difference? This is a joint decision between me and Sister Yang after discussing it. You are a singer in the first place, so there is nothing wrong with releasing an album. If the album is good, we will hold a few fan clubs... ..."

"No, I just want to know who proposed to make an album for me. You have clearly said before that the record business is in a downturn and the company won't let me make movies, TV series and commercials. Why do you suddenly want to do it for me? album?"

Liu Xun's eyes flickered, he scratched his head, wanting to practice Tai Chi: "Because Sister Yang..."

"You brought it up, didn't you?" I basically didn't expect to get a straightforward answer from him.

"You... unhappy?" Liu Xun's expression changed from complacent to cautious. He didn't quite understand why I was dissatisfied, but instinctively felt that I might really be angry.

I was very angry. What I felt was not Liu Xun's good intentions to create surprises for me, but insults.

"Liu Xun, if I were the young artist who just debuted after the audition ten years ago, I would be very grateful to you. But now I already know how much I am, I can't become popular, it doesn't matter, I can slowly accumulate popularity, I can do movies and TV shows, reality shows on variety shows, and endorsements in various commercials, but I don’t want to make a record. I failed ten years ago. I know no one wants to hear me sing. I’ve accepted it. Realistically, don’t give me any more hope, okay? If I can, I will help other artists write songs, but I don’t want to sing by myself. I don’t even want you to put your own album and stop doing it, and come to help me with these things. You let What do your fans think of me?"

"Oh my god... hydrochloric acid, I didn't expect you to think so. Why is your song not listened to... Isn't the song on Weibo before very popular? Everyone likes to hear you sing, and you can sing too Well, at least better than most new guys I know."

"Don't talk about it, yes, people listen to my singing now, that's because everyone knows that I am your good friend Liu Xun, the host of "Accept the Challenge", and the person who wrote a new song for Rong Youyan .not because of me."

"Hydrochloric acid." Liu Xun's expression suddenly became serious. He walked up to me, put his arms around my shoulders, and calmed down my fluctuating emotions. Make a comparison."

"Really?" I smiled embarrassedly, "I don't think I have grown much in the past ten years."

Faced with reality like this, I am really uncomfortable.

I couldn't control myself: "Didn't you feel ashamed of me before, but then you also know that I have no good intentions for you. I am really tired when we help each other and love each other so hypocritically. Liu Xun, you can look down on me Hate me, but don't use those self-proclaimed good intentions to humiliate me."

I almost collapsed. The company has not given me new arrangements for a long time these days (maybe it is to let me choose songs with peace of mind), but I can no longer go back to the state where I was able to be calm and relaxed. I am eager to go to the stage. to the camera.A few days ago I called my parents. They read the entertainment news and thought I really had a new girlfriend, but instead of being happy, they asked me seriously if I was playing with a girl's feelings.I repeatedly explained that it was just a job that needed to be played on the spot, but they became more and more disgusted with the entertainment industry, and expressed their urgent hope that I would not continue this job.As for the younger sister, she seems to have really fallen in love with the male lead of the new drama, but because of the arrangement of the company, she has to continue to have scandals with me. We are both physically and mentally exhausted, and there are not as many topics to talk about as before.The TV series that she and I both urgently need to cooperate will be released soon, and we will be able to "break up" after the promotion period passes.

I blamed all the restlessness on the fact that Yoo Hoon shaved his head and was eager to prepare a new album for me, so I couldn't help but vent all my anger on him.

"The better you treat me, the more I envy you and hate you."

Liu Xun froze in place: "You...are you hating me?"

"No no, it's just that I can't help myself from comparing myself to you...I mean, I mean I'm really sick of doing things like you, or getting involved with you. I don't know...I don't I know if you can understand." I was already out of my mind, and I was talking nonsense to Liu Xun excitedly with gestures.

He suddenly grabbed my hands that were waving in the air, and his tone was unprecedentedly serious: "Hydrochloric acid, is there still some misunderstanding between us?"

"No, I can understand your mood, but I can't accept your kindness." I calmed down a little, and my chest was still heaving violently.

"Hydrochloric acid, what do you think I did all of this, including bringing you into the program group of "Accepting the Challenge", giving you a contract, and letting you make a record?"

I couldn't answer and just stared at him blankly.

He suddenly laughed, a little sad: "You are such a scum."

"what?"

"Do you love me?" He suddenly asked, I was a little flustered, he put away his playful expression, either to be black or affectionate, "I want to make the person I like better, right? "

Although he had already expected that he might say that, but he still couldn't believe it when he heard it with his own ears: "You...do you really like me?"

Liu Xun's frowning look is also very touching: "Yes, is my confession so unreliable?"

I whispered: "Of course it's not reliable..."

"How is it?" He suddenly put on a joking expression again, "Does what you said just now look like a domineering president?"

"Overbearing you bear!" I rewarded him with a chestnut and pulled him into my arms, "Who said I was obscene and disgusting and secretly coveted him?"

"Ah, isn't that a misunderstanding, well, it doesn't seem to be a misunderstanding... Oh, let me just say, brother or lover, you have to choose one, but you have to listen to me about which one."

I let go of him: "You don't want a future? Fame and fortune are not important anymore?" I remember very clearly what he said.

He pursed his lips when he heard the words, as if he was brewing an important decision.

"Hydrochloric acid," he made me sit down again, and squatted in front of me, which made me uneasy.

"Wait." I interrupted him, "If it's a confession, shouldn't I come..."

"Listen to me."

"Oh." At this moment, I was indeed overwhelmed by his momentum.

"Before I rejected you, it was because I didn't even think about being a local couple, or a good buddy on the surface and a good friend in private. I'm very playful, but I've never liked a man. I know you since high school, it's you You have been with me until now, I remember all the good things you did to me and the bad things you did to me. I don’t know the theory of attacking and suffering one-zero, but if the object is you... I think I can make a promise ——I like you, and I hope you return the same feeling. I won't find a new girlfriend and change my mind. But other things I have to bear make me unable to summon up the courage to say to everyone that I want to be with you Together. If you are willing to continue this relationship with me, I will slowly introduce you to my work partners, close friends, and even my parents. If one day we are exposed, ok, then I will quit Stay behind the scenes and continue to work for you, for Sister Yang, and for this studio. I know this kind of promise is a jerk, but I'm so weak now, I can only vouch for you. I need a motivation to carry me forward, you first Take my hand and walk together, okay?"

He took out a document out of nowhere: "This is a new contract I prepared for you. In any case, I hope you can stay, stay in this circle, and be with me."

Those thin sheets of paper weighed as much as a thousand catties at this moment, my hands were trembling, and I didn't know whether to pick them up or not.

The author has something to say: Wow, after finishing this chapter, it will be full 14w