grandfather's daughter-in-law

A person's life is very long.This life begins when we are still conceived in the womb.This mother's womb that gave birth to us will follow us and influence us for the rest of our lives.In this long life, we will experience birth, love and hate, parting, aging, and finally death.In this long life, we have to go through it at a leisurely pace, without rushing or grinding.We can only go step by step according to its established trajectory.A person's life seems very short.When I look back on my past, when I was young, those hurdles that I felt difficult to get through and those people I couldn’t forget, just passed away so quietly. Even when I wanted to look back at it, I realized that I don’t know when it happened Already blurred.In this long and short life, I don't know how much I have passed and how much I have left, but the length is probably irrelevant. The width and capacity of this life determine whether a life is wonderful or not.

When we returned to Taiwan, the world was getting better day by day, and the troupe was flourishing.With the cooperation of me, Yu Minxiu, Lin Jiaxi and Yu Dawei, the troupe expanded in size in 32 and began to recruit a new generation of successors, and it really developed steadily.At that time, Lin Jiaxi was about [-] or [-] years old, and Yu Dawei estimated how much older he was. The two developed a relationship in the cooperation of the theater troupe and re-formed a family.My relationship with Yu Minxiu has always been tepid.There is no other reason, I know Yu Minxiu's love path pretty well, but my past, although it can't be said to be full of bad deeds, is always a little hard to talk about.Because of this, I always feel that I am not honest enough, not faithful enough, so I have been procrastinating.At that time, we were no longer seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls. We no longer had the surging passion in our bodies, and we no longer longed for vigorous love.We have always treated each other like guests, and Yu Minxiu seems to have no passion for me. In addition, my belly is wrinkled like a bed sheet, which makes it impossible for me to show it to her.I thought we were going to live like this for the rest of our lives. I didn't want her to bear the stigma of the world, as long as she admitted in her heart that we could stay together for a lifetime, until the night of Lin Jiaxi's wedding.

Lin Jiaxi was married for the second time, so she didn't make any extravagance. She only invited a few colleagues who were close to her in the class to the wedding banquet, which was just a testimony, similar to what I did back then.The wedding banquet is also very simple, just a table of banquets, with a few people sitting around.I don't know if it's because the theater troupe hasn't had any happy events for a long time, or if Lin Jiaxi has become more talkative after playing a buffoon. In short, under her persuasion, several people at the wine table turned red from drinking. Naturally, I also drank a little. drunk.I looked at Yu Minxiu, she was still exchanging glasses with several colleagues at the banquet, a thin layer of blush appeared on her face, and even her ears were pink.She seldom drank alcohol, even when she drank to the point of being slightly tipsy, and she always looked vigorous and vigorous on weekdays. This seemed to have a different style at first glance, and I couldn't help but feel a little crazy.

After the banquet was over, I took advantage of the excitement and followed her back to the room.Not remembering who initiated it, we started kissing.At first, it was faint, gentle and tossing like a superficial touch of water, and then it gradually became deeper and more urgent.Her breath was warm and warm, with a faint scent of wine.Her tongue is clumsy and timid, and it still has the jerkyness I imagined.

It's ridiculous to say it now, thinking that both of us are in our [-]s and already have children, so we don't want to be so jerky in bed.She carefully explored my tongue, lingered awkwardly in my mouth twice before retreating.At that time we didn't know how to kiss with tongue.She just followed my neck and kissed my collarbone.We have been emotional for a long time, but our actions are very slow.However, I have been waiting for this moment for most of my life, how can I not be willing to taste her taste carefully and feel her warmth seriously?I hugged her carefully, and I didn't wake up until she unbuttoned my clothes.I remembered that under this dress was my belly, which was wrinkled like a sheet, and there were stretch marks like earthworms floating on it.Although our kisses are still so jerky, we are no longer seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls.This body is no longer as beautiful as it was when I was young.The clean, innocent and pure love I want to leave to her has already been dirty.My hand stopped her abruptly.

"What's wrong?" she asked.The voice was hoarse with the charm of emotion.

I grabbed her hand, and a tear fell down the corner of my eye unexpectedly.

"I'm old," I said.

She was stunned for a moment, and then pressed a kiss on my lips, "Fool, if you are old, then am I even older?"

I shook my head lightly, "You are still as good-looking in my eyes as you were back then."

"In my eyes, you are as good-looking as a fairy, but you don't smile often, like an unhappy fairy. You will look better if you smile often in the future."

"I've heard you praise me from you."

"Fool," she smiled softly, "Do you think I'm a disciple? You should praise me when you see a beautiful woman."

Suddenly, my eye sockets became hot, and I felt an urge to cry.This praise seems to have been waited for too long, it sounds so unreal at first glance.If she is really like a fairy, why hasn't she given me a little bit of affection these years?If she is really like a fairy, why can she remain indifferent for so many years?Why can she say don't think of everyone like me?In fact, she was just afraid that I would leave.In this game of love, I have always been at a disadvantage, and the only bargaining chip in my hand is to leave.This inevitably made me feel a little sad.My love has always been so humble.

"Do you know, I have loved you for a long time." I said.

For a long time, she didn't reply.Maybe the word love is really too heavy.As far as we are concerned, maybe we just need to stay together silently and support each other. Why do I expect too much?Then, she hugged me tightly and said, "I know, it's just that there are too many unsatisfactory things in life. Things in this world are so wrong, how can we simply love or don't love or don't want to? You are such a Little fool."

My tears fell down.It turned out that she knew everything.It turned out that she wasn't as ignorant as she appeared to be.But why not earlier?Why do we have to wait until we are old enough to be together?Why do you have to wait until my body is broken like this before you say you love me?

She gently kissed away my tears.

"I'm old," I said.

"I know. I will grow old with you."

I turned around, and in the darkness, I saw her eyes were shining brightly, probably as bright as this oath.

I said again: "Do you know that I really love you for a long, long time."

"I know all about it." She leaned slightly and pressed a kiss on my forehead.

"However, there are still many things I haven't told you." I lowered my head, not daring to look into her eyes.I don't know how to be honest about my past.Xu Shi is really old, and the passion in her body receded quickly. She gently pulled me to her side, and found a comfortable position to lie down.Her hand crossed her body to hold mine, interlocking my fingers tightly.

"Really? Then tell me."

I shook my head slightly, not knowing where to start.At night, be quiet.The alcohol in my body receded slowly, and I could hear her gradually calm breathing, very safe.I rested my head on her shoulder, and suddenly felt that the past was too far away.That small town in a corner, my mother, my father, and even Jiang Caiwei, everything that represents my origin is as unreal as if it was a lifetime away.It's all a dream.I reached out and hugged her back.

"In the future, Jingnan Jingxian and Ding Xi will all grow up, let's find a quiet countryside to bask in the sun every day, and I'll tell you slowly, okay?"

"Good," she said.

That year, I was 35 years old.The story is finally over.

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Even if it is officially over here, it can be regarded as a beginning and an end.Thanks to the friends who went all the way to the end, thank you for your persistence, it made my efforts finally have some meaning.This article was originally pure YY, without any malice, if there are some coincidences or offenses, please bear with me.In addition, this article is also my personal insistence. No matter what the ending is, I don't want to see any critical words in the end.I hope the author and the reader respect both sides, and nothing else.

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