Internship priest

"It's not so much that I can see it as that I can feel it."

Xu Luo'an stared blankly at Qu Hongxi who was under the street lamp with a bitter face, and vaguely realized that things might not be what he thought, so he tried to ask: "Can you feel it? What do you feel? Feel a ghost?"

Qu Hongxi sighed, took a sip of milk tea slowly, and after a moment of silence, he seemed to have made a decision and said slowly: "It's like a piece of white cloth. Ordinary people can only see white, but I can see what's inside the white cloth." A smear of dust, although I can't see the specific shape, size, but I just know that it is something abnormal."

Qu Hongxi finished speaking in one breath, then looked sideways at Xu Luoan: "Can you understand?"

Xu Luoan understood a little bit in a daze. Generally speaking, Qu Hongxi should be just an ordinary person, but he has a little yin and yang eyes.He took a closer look at the girl's eyes, touched his chin and thought for a while and asked, "When did this situation start, I mean, you can feel it."

Qu Hongxi slightly raised his chin, and said softly: "I remember, when I was about ten years old, one night I suddenly had a high fever..."

Eight years ago, one night in early summer, at Shangjing People's Hospital, a young couple ran into the emergency room with a little girl in their arms.

"Doctor, doctor, look at my daughter!"

The emergency doctor rushed over to check: "Please don't worry, your daughter just has a high fever, she needs to be infused for overnight observation, and she will be fine when the fever subsides."

The young parents were relieved a lot, and then the mother accompanied her daughter for the infusion, and the father went to go through the hospitalization procedures.It was almost midnight when everything was done. The father looked at his wife and then at his daughter on the hospital bed, and then asked his wife to go home and rest, while he stayed in the hospital to take care of his daughter.The wife agreed to leave, and the father sat by the bed and watched the liquid in the daughter's infusion bottle drop by drop, which was very clear in the quiet and silent night.

On that day in his memory, Qu Hongxi could feel the haze of being tortured by a high fever, the ward filled with disinfectant, and the silent and penetrating darkness, accompanied by the sound of dripping liquid, his heart was stuck in his heart one by one.

After the liquid was transfused, Father Qu felt his daughter's forehead seemed to be less hot, so he felt relieved.Once people are relaxed, they tend to get sleepy. Father Qu didn't want to sleep at first, but he was really tired and sleepy. He planned to rest on the empty bed next to him, but he was so sleepy that Father Qu fell asleep after taking a rest. past.

In the middle of the night, the darkness shrouded the sky without any light, and when the remaining breeze stopped, the young Qu Hongxi opened her eyes without any warning. After a long time, she couldn't understand why she opened them at that time. Open your eyes, thinking about it can only be attributed to children's innate intuition about danger.

She couldn't even describe what Qu Hongxi saw when she opened her eyes, but the fear in her heart at that moment overwhelmed her completely.I can't blame a ten-year-old girl. Even a mature adult would have screamed at the scene at that time!

The young Qu Hongxi's eyes reflected the ceiling. In the dark space, it was terrifyingly quiet, only the two twinkling eyes on the ceiling were amazingly bright!Qu Hongxi later described the monster clinging to the ceiling in this way, with a body like a snake, limbs of a gecko, long hair of a woman, a wide mouth of a frog, and bulging eyes.

The monster was hanging from the ceiling, and it just looked straight at Qu Hongxi on the bed. His eyes were cold and cold. Li paste generally can't think of anything.Until the monster fell from the ceiling little by little, seeing the monster getting closer and closer to him, Qu Hongxi finally came back to his senses, screamed and rolled off the bed, ran to the bed beside him and pushed his father, saying Shouting loudly, it is strange that my father didn't respond at all.The monster behind him approached Qu Hongxi at a fixed speed, and the girl couldn't help crying, tears gushed out, and pushed her father hard with a crying voice: "Dad, Dad, wake up! Qu Hongxi shook his father while turning his head to look at the monster that was close at hand, his bulging eyes were full of excitement, and a long, red tongue stuck out from his wide mouth, and he came straight to Qu Hongxi. The girl couldn't bear it anymore, she turned around and ran out of the ward with a trembling body and a loud cry.

There is a dark and quiet corridor outside the ward. Maybe Qu Hongxi is still young. She didn’t realize that the hospital has fallen into a strange environment at this time, because even in the middle of the night, the emergency room will never be so empty. Nurses will also stay at the front desk at all times.However, in Qu Hongxi's memory, that night, the corridor of the hospital was so dark that there was no light to be seen, only the sound of his own footsteps and breathing, and the strange laughter of that monster could be heard. .

Qu Hongxi cried and ran forward, looking back from time to time, the monster was chasing closely behind him. Although the speed was not fast, it was more than enough for a child.What's more, at that time, Qu Hongxi only had a slight fever, his hands and feet were weak and his head was still dizzy, and he couldn't run for long with all his strength.Qu Hongxi couldn't run anymore, and there was no way at the end of the corridor. Qu Hongxi looked around, and the monster behind chased her up. She didn't dare to stop, so she could only grit her teeth and turn into the room on the left. In the darkness, she closed the door forcefully, locked it hastily, and pressed her back against the door panel tightly.

Outside the door, the monster was banging on the door angrily, making a muffled thud, and slamming into Qu Hongxi's back, making her unable to feel completely at ease. How long can that thin door be blocked?Qu Hongxi looked around in panic. Although this room was very dark, he could see a little outline through the streetlights outside the window. Qu Hongxi looked from left to right. The little child simply judged that this room should be a There was a small window in the storage room. Qu Hongxi stared at the window and wondered how long it would take him to climb up the window, and would he be injured if he jumped off?Better not hurt your feet?Qu Hongxi lowered his head and looked at his feet. He was too anxious to run away and forgot to put on his shoes. Now he felt a little pain from the soles of his feet.

"Crack," the subtle sound was particularly obvious in the darkness. Qu Hongxi almost stopped breathing in shock, and stared wide-eyed to look around. For some reason, there was no movement outside the door. There was a chill in her heart, and she couldn't help trembling with the creepy fear.

Qu Hongxi wanted to open the door and go out, but she was afraid of the monster squatting at the door, but this small space also made her more uneasy, as if there was some kind of more frightening creature in the invisible darkness.

"...Who, who's inside?" Qu Hongxi asked with a trembling voice, his body was tense, his feet moved carefully, ready to escape at any time.

As if catering to Qu Hongxi's question, a strange voice sounded again in the darkness.left!Qu Hongxi turned his head and looked over, a shadow slowly appeared in the darkness, Qu Hongxi stayed in place in a daze, watching the blurry shadow approaching little by little, his inexplicable legs began to go weak, a rotten chill The smell permeates all around.

The ten-year-old child almost used all his strength to support himself so that he would not faint immediately. Qu Hongxi walked to the right little by little against the wall. It was fine. The window was on the right. Now she had no choice but to jump. window!

The shadow gradually became clear, and Qu Hongxi saw it clearly. It was a tall woman, wearing a cheongsam with her hair tied up in a bun. Her facial features should be considered pretty, but her white and frightening face was full of gloom, and her eyes were motionless. He stared straight at Qu Hongxi.

Qu Hongxi tried hard to restrain her body, her survival instinct made her grit her teeth and move towards the window, no matter what, she wanted to live!

"Aha, it's a little girl this time!" The woman smiled sinisterly, her voice was like ice slag in the cold weather, almost freezing Qu Hongxi to death.

Qu Hongxi's teeth were chattering, and her wide eyes were full of tears. She was sure that this woman was not human at all, because she had the same smell as that monster, and she was also a monster!

"You, you...don't come here!" Qu Hongxi gritted his teeth and shouted while moving, and finally approached the window.

The woman frowned and seemed very angry: "I advise you to stop and not move!"

It was impossible for Qu Hongxi to listen, she just wanted to escape, and that window was the only exit, the only hope of survival!However, one second she was still thinking this way, and the next second she was frightened silly by the situation in front of her!

With protruding eyeballs, a frog's wide mouth, and a snake-like tongue, that monster suddenly appeared at the window, staring at Qu Hongxi with scorching eyes, and let out a strange laugh.

"Ahhhhh!" The little girl could no longer bear the successive changes, she let out a miserable scream, and then her eyes went dark, and she passed out completely.

Eight years later, on a bench on the pedestrian street in Shangjing University Town.

Xu Luo'an asked in surprise, "You fainted just like that?"

Qu Hongxi nodded with a wry smile: "Yes, when I woke up later, I found myself lying on the hospital bed, and my father was watching over me. Everything was normal, and what I encountered seemed to be completely different. It was a dream of mine."

Xu Luo'an took a sip of the cold milk tea in thought, with countless questions in his mind, but the clues were messy and he couldn't figure it out at all.

"But, I know it wasn't a dream," Qu Hongxi lowered his head and stared at his feet: "The dust on the bottom of my feet reminded me that everything I experienced that night was not a dream."

Xu Luo'an thought for a while and asked, "Since then, have you had problems with your eyes?"

Qu Hongxi tilted his head and smiled wryly at Xu Luoan: "Yes, but it's no longer clear, instead it's just a blurry image."

Xu Luo'an sighed, and said to himself, as a girl, you are brave enough, and I must give you a thumbs up.

"Xu Luo'an, thank you," Qu Hongxi said suddenly, "This matter is like a heavy burden to me. I didn't tell anyone, because even if I tell it, no one will believe it until I meet you. Haha , It’s ridiculous to say, but in fact, I just want someone to listen to me, and I don’t care if I can believe it or not.”

Xu Luo'an watched the girl stand up, and then said in a low voice: "It's too painful to carry such a secret alone, so I thank you, because this kind of thing can only be told to you."

As the night spread, Xu Luo'an sat on the spot and watched Qu Hongxi's back as he went away. The dim street lamps enveloped him gently, just like that girl, the little light in the darkness can illuminate the way forward.

"Xu Luo'an," a deep and indifferent voice sounded, Xu Luo'an followed the voice and looked up, shocked: "Pei Xingchen?!"

Today's cool and handsome man is wearing a beige trench coat, which is called a British-style shirt inside, and he looks extremely tall.Xu Luo'an subconsciously tugged at his clothes, and thought to himself that what a majestic man would do like that, I'm the real man!

Pei Xingchen looked down from the slits of his eyes, his eyes still showed undisguised disdain and contempt, for the sake of you being my brother, I don't care that you are a pervert who likes men!But how can you be so unscrupulous?It's too shameful to provoke women even after having a boyfriend!However, since I am a brother, I will definitely take on the responsibility of correcting your chaotic view of love!

"I have something to tell you." Although there are countless flaws, Pei Xingchen still looks aloof.

Xu Luoan blinked, what day is it today, everyone came to talk to me?However, Pei Xingchen was able to take the initiative to talk to himself, and I have to say that he felt a little flattered and excited.

"Okay, what do you want to say?" Xu Luo'an looked up at Pei Xingchen eagerly, which made Pei Xingchen think of some kind of canine animal, and couldn't help turning his head in embarrassment, coughing twice, and said in a low voice: "Xu Luoan, if there is If you want someone you like, you have to be loyal to your feelings, even if your partner is a man, you can't be casual, it's easy to get AIDS."

Xu Luoan not only twitched the corners of his mouth, he felt his whole body twitching. He stood up abruptly, approached Pei Xingchen fiercely, and said ruthlessly, almost gnashing his teeth: "Again, I'm a straight man, a straight man! Don't you understand? "

Pei Xingchen took a step back indiscriminately, his eyes became colder: "I haven't had the guts to admit it yet, even a brother has to say, you are a scum."

Xu Luoan was about to explode in anger, he jumped and shouted loudly: "I made it very clear, I have nothing to do with Hu Jiao, I don't like men!!"

As soon as the words were finished, the surroundings were silent. All the passers-by looked at Xu Luoan, and then saw Pei Xingchen who was with him, so their eyes became extraordinarily colorful.Pei Xingchen was furious, glared at Xu Luo'an, and walked away quickly. He really didn't know what to do, but I still wanted to remind you of my brother.

That heartless bastard Xu Luo'an didn't notice the strange eyes around him at all, and chased after him in a few steps: "What I said is true, I don't like him at all, you have to trust me." The truth will not be discovered The bitterness of the drama is really too anxious.

The eyes around Xu Luo'an became more and more weird after Xu Luo'an finished saying this, and two girls even screamed openly: "He likes him, he doesn't like him, and he likes him again, so sadistic love, proper Love it!"

Pei Xingchen buried his head in the collar of the upright windbreaker, and his steps became bigger. Xu Luoan chased after him: "You have to listen to my explanation, what I said is true!"

"You don't have to explain to me."

"Fuck, I really don't like men, can you trust me once!"

"You really don't need to explain to me!"

"Hey, what I said is true, I really don't like him!"

"You really don't need to explain to me!!"

"Hey, I said, can we chat faster."

"I've been having a good time."

"...But, I'm not happy!"

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