The president who wears books is cold

"No! That's not what I meant!"

Seeing Li Xin's face suddenly turned pale, Xu Lin, who knew he had said something wrong, couldn't even say a word of apology.

Although they still have feelings for each other, they didn't break up because of emotional problems, but in any case, Ding Shuyan's death was an insurmountable obstacle between them.

In the final analysis, it is nothing more than a sense of guilt and so-called moral values ​​in my heart.

It seems that at this moment, Xu Lin finally developed a trace of resentment towards Ding Shuyan's impulsive behavior at the beginning.

After disinfecting and bandaging Li Xin's wound, Xu Lin let go of his hand and said, "Try not to touch the wound with water these few days."

Li Xin didn't speak, and it wasn't until Xu Lin walked to the door with his bag that he heard Li Xin calling himself in a low voice.

"During the past few years abroad, I fantasized that you could come to me every day, but...you never came."

Without turning around, Xu Lin could guess the expression on Li Xin's face at this moment.

Disappointed, depressed and uncomfortable, and faint expectations.

Thinking of waiting for him with a similar idea in the past few years, Xu Lin showed a wry smile on his face, and then he opened the door and walked out quickly.

Until now, he still couldn't forget the scene when Ding Shuyan died, and he didn't have the confidence to be with Li Xin in such a state.

Tolerance and carefulness towards each other, in the end, what ushered in was nothing but an explosion after a long period of suppression.

When that day comes, Xu Lin is very afraid that the good memories they once had together will be wiped away by them.

It was only evening outside, so Xu Lin got up to go out after taking a taxi back to his rental house and lying on the sofa for a long time.

Looking at the gradually disappearing streetscape shrouded in the night outside the car window, Xu Lin felt that he was actually quite busy.

Busy with work and having dinner with his colleagues, besides that, he also needs to send the drunk Zuo Lin back safely when necessary.

But no matter how busy he is, his heart is always empty.

This emptiness became more obvious after knowing that Li Xin had returned to China.

When we arrived at that bar, the atmosphere inside had already reached its peak.tide.

Xu Lin found the booth where Zuo Lin was sitting, and when he saw Wang Mian sitting there with a constipated expression, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and said, "If it's inconvenient, you can go back first."

Knowing that he meant well, but Wang Mian still couldn't suppress the irritability in his heart. After drinking the glass of wine in front of him, he said: "No, it's enough trouble!"

This is one of the most famous gay bars in town, with daring performances on stage and paid escorts.wine service.

Looking at the two young boys with flushed faces beside Zuo Lin, Xu Lin just sat quietly beside Wang Mian and drank.

Zuo Lin, who was drunk, would occasionally show his cruel side. Seeing him force the two little boys to drink with a stern face, and promised them how much they drank, Wang Mian was furious. stood up.

"It's alright, Zuo Lin! When are you going to fucking go crazy?!"

Seeing Wang Mian holding Zuo Lin's collar and looking like he wanted to beat him up, Xu Lin couldn't help but hold him back and said, "Wang Mian, Zuo Lin is drunk now, you don't need to be serious with him and significance."

"Let's go!!"

Seeing that Zuo Lin was still dragging the two little boys to mess around endlessly, Wang Mian simply dragged him out.

"Sir, our service fee..."

Seeing the two little boys walking timidly to his side, Xu Lin hurriedly said sorry, and then handed over their service fee and the money that Zuo Lin had promised just now.

"Xie Weiqi?"

He hadn't heard this name for a long time. Xu Lin turned his head, and in the not too bright light, he saw a tall figure. Later, when fireworks exploded on the stage, he realized that there were many people standing in front of him. Zhou Ziqian, whom he hadn't seen in years.

The old love is like a dream, what can be recalled is only the memory of that time.

Xu Lin dismissed the two little boys, looked at Zhou Ziqian who was already sitting beside him, and said, "When did you come back?"

"The day before yesterday."

"Ah."

While the two were talking, a waiter with dexterous hands and feet had already brought two clean wine glasses for Zhou Ziqian.

"Wine or beer?"

"Champagne."

I ordered a bottle of champagne from the waiter that she frequently recommended to me. When Xu Lin was paying, Zhou Ziqian leaned over to him and said, "Why do you think you have changed so much?" After speaking, he showed a meaningful smile and said, " What? Broken love?"

The Zhou Ziqian in front of him was actually the same as before, careless and doing whatever he wanted, except that his facial features were more serious and mature than before.

Xu Lin glanced at him indifferently, and didn't say anything to him.

"Stingy! By the way, have you missed me these years?"

Xu Lin finished drinking the glass of beer in his hand, and when he turned his head to look at him, there was already a mocking smile on his face, and he said, "Why do I miss you?"

It seems that it was only at this time that he understood the difference between Zhou Ziqian and Li Xin. He could forget Zhou Ziqian in a flash, but he never forgot Li Xin.

Is this the difference between true love and acting on the spot?Thinking of this, Xu Lin, who was already slightly drunk, couldn't help showing a bright smile.

He could feel Zhou Ziqian's gaze staying on him all the time, and after a long time, he heard an indistinct sigh mixed with the sound of the music.

"Thinking about what?"

Zhou Ziqian leaned against the dark red sofa behind him and said, "Sure enough, what we fell in love with at that time was just love."

Hearing him say such emotional words, Xu Lin's smile became more obvious, but he agreed with Zhou Ziqian's words.

There are many account managers of this bar who come and go around, probably thinking that they are rich, and while making countless recommendations, they will also hand over their business cards.

Zhou Ziqian's expression was pretty good before, but after a while, he finally became impatient and just said no!Just let the group of strangers sitting next to them leave.

Just at this time, the waiter brought over the champagne they ordered. The wine was quite expensive, and it was placed in an ice bucket with something like fireworks lit on it. Attract the attention of countless people.

Seeing Zhou Ziqian and Xu Lin sitting on the deck, everyone showed astonished expressions, but when they noticed the expressions on their faces, they stopped their steps one after another.

Zhou Ziqian drank the glass of champagne in front of him without expression, and then he looked to the side with a concentrated expression on the stage. Xu Lin, who didn't know what he was thinking, said, "I went to Xie's mansion today. .”

Xu Lin nodded and said, "And then?"

"Mom said you were not Xie Weiqi, and told me about your background."

After hearing what he said, Xu Lin didn't speak.

"So who are you?!"

Seeing him like this, Zhou Ziqian finally couldn't help pulling his arm and asked aloud.

"Very important?"

Zhou Ziqian sneered and said, "Do I have the right to know who the person I fell in love with at the beginning?"

"Xu Lin."

"really?"

Thinking of what he had said to Xie Junnan before, Xu Lin couldn't help showing a smile, and said, "You should trust your intuition."

"So it's true..."

Seeing his unbelievable expression, Xu Lin turned to look at him and said, "Unbelievable?"

"Nonsense! Anyone who encounters this kind of thing, either thinks the other party is crazy, or thinks that he is crazy. Before, I even suspected that my mother's nerves were not normal..."

Hearing that he called Wen Yao by his mother, Xu Lin smiled and said, "Are you aware?"

"Aware of what?"

"Realize her sincerity to you, realize that you actually regard her as your real mother."

Xu Lin looked drunk, but what he said was right. Zhou Ziqian looked at him quietly for a while and said, "Yes, that's right."

"So the most rare thing in the world is sincerity, and no matter how long it takes, the other party will definitely feel it."

After hearing what he said, Zhou Ziqian only felt that he was in a better mood. He touched Xu Lin's wine glass with his own, and then he smiled and said, "Are you implying me? For example, when you told me Is it true?"

This was originally what he used to tease Xu Lin, but he didn't expect him to answer, saying: "I was really sincere at that time."

Knowing that his personality is still the same as when he met Xu Shiji back then, but after hearing what he said, Zhou Ziqian's eagerness to move became more obvious, and he held Xu Lin who had always maintained a cold expression. Finally, he lowered his voice and said in an ambiguous tone: "Then what now?"

"I have someone in my heart now, and for the rest of my life... I don't think I'll ever forget him."

The sense of melancholy in the tone was too obvious, Zhou Ziqian felt a dull pain in his chest, and then he held Xu Lin tighter, and said with a smile in a nonchalant tone: "Really broke up? "

Xu Lin finished drinking the glass of beer in front of him, but did not answer Zhou Ziqian's question.

"I said you..." While speaking, Zhou Ziqian took away the wine glass in front of Xu Lin, and said with a little distress: "I am always so stubborn, and I always like to be so stubborn." Seeing Xu Lin looking at him, Zhou Ziqian bowed his head and said : "If you really care, then apologize to him and keep chasing him until he forgives himself..."

"It's not because of feelings."

"Then it's even more meaningless for you to do this."

I actually understand this kind of truth very well, and with a smile, Xu Lin stopped talking.

To be able to maintain such sanity even when drunk...

Looking at Xu Lin beside him, Zhou Ziqian felt that even today, he still feels powerless towards him.

After all the performances in the bar were over, Zhou Ziqian was able to help Xu Lin out.

"I send you."

"Need not."

The expression on Xu Lin's face was full of ridicule, Zhou Ziqian was itchy unbearably, but just as he leaned over, Xu Lin got into the car with a cold expression.

"It really is……"

The weather at the end of summer night was still sultry, Zhou Ziqian watched him disappear from sight in that taxi, and only later did he call his friend who was still in the bar box.

The atmosphere in the private room was still very lively, but Zhou Ziqian was no longer in the good mood he was in at the beginning.

It seems that every time I meet that person, it will bring out the fact that my life is actually boring and empty.

Thinking of this, Zhou Ziqian couldn't help but down the glass of high-purity foreign wine in one gulp.

The next day, Xu Lin was woken up by the alarm clock he had set with a splitting headache, thinking that he would be the only one who suffered after being drunk, so he quickly got up and took a cold shower.

He bought a box of hangover medicine from a pharmacy near the community and drank it, and then forced himself to eat a lot of food. Only then did Xu Lin feel better.

On this day, there was Beiwang's monthly routine meeting. Not long after Xu Lin arrived at the company, Zuo Lin walked in with obvious scars on his face.

Thinking that the person who sent him back last night was Wang Mian, and that he would occasionally explode into a fit of temper, Xu Lin smiled and said, "What's the matter?"

"I want to travel for a while."

Seeing Xu Lin's slightly surprised expression, Zuo Lin laughed at himself, and said, "Wang Mian told me very clearly last night, he said that I was looking for trouble for myself, looking for trouble for nothing."

The real reason Xu Lin didn't want to make too many inquiries, after hearing what Zuo Lin said, he just nodded and said, "How long?"

"For about half a month, I have always wanted to go to Italy."

"Because there are more handsome guys there?"

"Yes."

A trace of cruelty flashed in Zuo Lin's eyes when he said this word, but Xu Lin just pretended that he didn't see it.

"The work in your hands..."

"Following up, Wang Mian said that he would do it for me, and he has already obtained the client's consent."

"Have a nice trip."

Hearing Xu Lin say these words with a calm expression on his face, Zuo Lin sneered inexplicably, and then he slammed the door hard and left.

The violent sound took away many things in the room, Xu Lin sat down expressionlessly, and looked at his phone that had been vibrating for a long time.

The caller ID was Zhou Ziqian. He remembered the meeting between the two in the bar last night, but somehow he got his mobile phone and stored his name and number in it.

It's just that Xu Lin couldn't find a reason for him to keep in touch. After putting the phone aside, he walked out of his office with the documents and materials needed for the meeting.

At the end of the meeting, a group of employees in the design room sent Zuo Lin, who had a scarred face and a more serious expression, out of the gate of Beiwang in a mocking tone.

Seeing his employees leaving the design room one by one, thinking that he had nothing to do here, Xu Lin followed them out.

He bought some things he liked in a furniture store that he often went to, and when Xu Lin found out, he returned to Li Xin's small western-style building in Quezhiling.

The weather was not very good that day, with dark clouds covering the earth, but the air was still unavoidably sultry.

Gradually, Xu Lin felt an uncomfortable stickiness on his body.

"Xie Weiqi?! Are you Xie Weiqi?!"

Seeing the middle-aged man with a bald head and an exaggerated expression push open the hollow black iron door in front of him and walk out, Xu Lin couldn't help frowning and said, "Who are you?"

"Chen Meng! Xiao Xinxin's manager!" Not knowing what he thought of in the future, Xu Lin looked at him with gloomy eyes and lowered his head, saying, "Once upon a time."

Thinking that Li Xin had quit the entertainment industry, Xu Lin originally wanted to comfort him, but Chen Meng quickly raised his head and said, "You have reconciled with Xiao Xinxin, right?"

Seeing the dazzling light in his eyes because of determination, Xu Lin couldn't help being a little puzzled, and said, "Why do you say that?"

"Xiao Xinxin loves you so much! In order to keep your design studio, he did not hesitate to kneel in front of his father's study and beg him to help you. He even agreed to his father's request to quit the entertainment industry and go to America to study finance! "

When Xu Lin looked at Chen Meng stiffly, Chen Meng, who was unaware of this, continued to praise Li Xin.

"It's so fierce! You can give up your favorite acting career for your crappy design studio!"