Beauty is also cold

The morning light shines through the window into the gorgeous interior, Wu Han wakes up from his sleep, and Xi Shixiao beside him has left without knowing when.Wu Han recalled the dream just now, or it was a memory. . . . . .

"If you never leave, I will depend on you for life and death." At that time, I was really young, so I could easily say such words. . .Wu Han sighed silently, looking at the empty space beside him, thinking about yesterday's drunkenness, he hehe wry smile twice.

His mind was still dizzy, but his consciousness was clear. He clearly remembered that "Yibai" was abandoned by Xi Shixiao yesterday.Why do you have to feel heartbroken, it's all over, wouldn't it be nice to see through all this earlier?

Wu Han got up slowly, and after freshening up, the eunuchs brought breakfast and hangover soup.After finishing his meal unhurriedly, he sat on the chair in front of the window in a daze, staring at the scenery outside the window, letting time pass by slowly. . . . . .What a familiar scene, back then Yi Bai was waiting for Xi Shixiao like this, looking out the window, waiting day after day. . . . . .

At that time, I thought that it would be good for me to just wait quietly obediently, thinking that the person I was devoted to must also have no distractions, but everything was wrong.As a result of Yibai's silent waiting, the news that Xi Shixiao kept accepting concubines and favoring others came one after another, and the fact that he was neglected became increasingly obvious.

I remember someone once asked him: "Won't you feel bored if you stay in the palace with nothing to do?" At that time, Yi Bai looked at the fish in the fish tank and said: "For outsiders, the fish are small Swimming around in the tank every day is very boring, but only the fish know that as long as they are with each other, they will be very satisfied, and everything else is not important."

At that time, Yi Bai just liked Xi Shixiao very simply, and he would be very happy to be by his side every day.Although he is not good at words, Xi Shixiao can always easily grasp his heart, let him worry about him, make him uneasy and surprise him.

In the peaceful and simple days, Yi Bai's heart gradually recovered from the pain of childhood. The happiness at that time made him think that he would never be alone again, and he thought that Xi Shixiao would always belong to him of.Unfortunately, he was too naive at the time, that's why he couldn't accept the fact of being left out in the cold, and chose to give up.

What to do next?Continue to stay in the palace and be the second Yibai?If this is the case, should I learn to let go of my heart this time, learn to be tolerant, and learn not to care. . .Didn't you choose to run away even if you were left out again?That's the only way to stay by his side. . .But. . .Seeing him with others, how can I endure the pain?

Wu Han's whole heart was occupied by Xi Shixiao, he couldn't think of any other people or things, he was all in his mind, he couldn't say whether it was love or hate.It's just that what he said and his every move were deeply engraved in Wu Han's mind, and he couldn't get rid of it.

He felt ashamed of himself like this, and blamed himself for not forgetting Duan Lan and Yao'er outside the palace, for not being obsessed with so-called feelings like a child, but now he is still young, destined not to be able to shake off the shackles of feelings .

Xi Shixiao, who was dealing with state affairs, did not see the slightest change in emotion. When he was immersed in reviewing the memorial, he was just an emperor, an emperor who belonged to the people of Xi Kingdom.Maybe he has his own pain and weakness, maybe he also wants to be like an ordinary person, desperately hugging his beloved, but that's just the idea of ​​an ignorant teenager.

It would be great if we could go back to the time when we were ignorant and innocent. At that time, the relationship between the two people was pure, and there were few responsibilities and worries on them.You can love desperately, make vows to each other, there is no suspicion, no barriers, no heart of protection like today. . . . . .Xi Shixiao stopped the pen in his hand, concentrating for a moment, but then he began to review the memorial attentively.

Preparations for the princess's wedding were tense, and the palace and the palace were full of celebrations. It seemed that everyone became cheerful because of this.Major General Shen Lang was pleasantly surprised, but he still reminded himself every day that this is true, this is true.In the Weishu palace, the princess Chairman Bing, who is usually not surprised by favor or humiliation, silently looks at the mirror and smiles. . .

In the old days, the boys and girls who met under the moon, after watching each other for ten years, are finally going to cultivate.What used to be noisy and twists and turns now seems to be sweet.After all, it is not easy for them to take good care of the innocent feelings they had when they were young until now.

Outside the palace, Duan Lan was worried about his little blind man, restless, and his cynical expression had long since disappeared; Yao'er was worried about her Han'er, tried to keep calm, and planned to save others; Cang thought of those eyes again, One is like autumn water and the other is like night sky. He caressed Chi'er beside him and said, "We will rescue him soon...don't worry."