i love a monster

Qianjin was in pain, but he covered his mouth with his hands and kept silent. Tears dripped on the quilt, and his hair was wet with sweat...

Is this his big orange?Why so brutal?Why do you keep persecuting him?Qian Jin felt even more sad when he thought about it. Is this what Cheng Zi he likes?

However, even though he was treated so humiliatingly, he still couldn't hate Cheng Zi.He himself understands that no matter how much Cheng Zida has done, he can't convert his love for him into hatred... It's like the night when he was attacked for the first time, like the day he was abandoned in the Demon Realm, like he knew After his relationship with Wei Lan...

Why did he fall in love with this man so despicably?I love him so much that I know that the other party is also a man and still take the initiative to confess. I love him so much that even though I know his infidelity and betrayal, I still can’t bear to let go. Even though I am belittled and suspected, I still can’t hate him...

"I'm such a fool who doesn't know how to let go..." Qian Jin was thinking of this sentence before losing consciousness.

That's right, he's just a fool who doesn't want to leave Cheng Zi no matter what, and a fool who is completely eaten up by others...

The next day, after Qian Jin woke up, he didn't speak or eat, and lay quietly on the bed until evening.

Cheng Zi delivered the food to the table again: "Get up and eat."

Qianjin didn't move. He looked at the beams, his eyes were red and swollen, and he looked tired.

"If you can't afford it anymore, I'll force you to eat it." Cheng Zi couldn't do anything with such a thousand catties.

Qian Jin didn't speak, but frowned slightly, trying to resist the discomfort in his body.His back was very uncomfortable, his joints were sore, and he couldn't move...

Just when Cheng Zi came over with the porridge, Qian Jin finally said, "Go out."

Cheng Zi stopped where he was, a look of injury flashed in his always proud eyes, and then he said, "I'll go out, you eat obediently."

Qian Jin didn't answer, but Cheng Zi saw that he didn't want to see him again, so he didn't bother.He put the porridge on the table and said calmly, "Eat it while it's hot."

Then, gently pushed the door open and walked out.

Qian Jin lay there, didn't eat, didn't get up, closed his eyes, and fell asleep again drowsily.

"Are you sad?" A familiar voice came from the dream.

"Uncle Snake Demon?!" Qian Jin asked.

"It's me, I sensed your sadness, so I came over to take a look."

"..."

"Did he bully you?" Uncle Snake Demon asked.

"...I, I found out that he cheated on me." Qian Jin was finally willing to express the knot in his heart.

"Then leave him and come to my place." Uncle Snake Demon invited directly.

"I..." Qianjin was in a dilemma.

"Can't bear him?" Uncle Snake Demon asked.

"...En." Qianjin answered truthfully.

"You hate him, but does he really care about you that much? Maybe he doesn't care at all, because he is Master Cheng, and he has countless admirers. He can find a new love and throw away the old one at any time."

"...but, but he was still angry yesterday because of the close relationship between me and Zhang Kuai." Qian Jin tried to find evidence that Cheng Zi cared about him.

"Don't be stupid, it's just his desire for monopoly at work. Or, he played a game called emotion with you on a whim, and one day he got tired of playing, he would change to another..."

"No, that's not the case..."

"Didn't you find out? In your relationship, he has always been in the dominant position. He threw you out and brought you back. He was the one who arranged from the beginning to the end... and you are just a pawn being played around with applause."

"..." Qianjin was speechless in a daze.

"Follow me back to the Demon Realm, as I said, I truly love you and will never betray you..."

Qian Jin didn't answer. He knew that Uncle Snake Demon was very kind to him, and he also knew that Cheng Zi's character was something he couldn't figure out...but he still didn't want to let go.

"...If you still don't give up, then we might as well do an experiment." Uncle Snake Demon suggested to Qianjin.

"What experiment?" Qianjin asked.

"Go back to Demon Realm with me and see how he reacts. If he really cares about you, he will definitely run to you regardless of the danger. On the other hand, if he gets tired of you..." said the snake demon uncle.

"If you tie me up just after I entered the Demon Realm, then I won't be able to come back..." Qian Jin never forgot that Cheng Zi's younger brother was kidnapped by Uncle Snake Demon.

"I said before, I won't lie to you." Uncle Snake Demon's tone was steady but firm.

"...Why?" Qianjin didn't understand why the snake demon uncle, who was used to being free and easy, cared so much about his own affairs.He also said that he sent himself to this world, but why?

Uncle Snake Demon's voice was silent for a moment, and he seemed to finally clear his mind before continuing to speak: "A long time ago, I was appointed by the gods to be the only guardian of this time and space, possessing powerful witchcraft and immortality... .”

"At the time, I was so excited about my abilities, but as time went by, I gradually felt a kind of emptiness. I couldn't find what I wanted to pursue, and I couldn't find someone who could be with me all the time. All Neither people nor things can exist forever, only me, alone, can survive forever..."