Little Poor Online Wilderness Survival

Tang Xingrui himself knew that he was very delicate, his tear glands were extremely sensitive, and he was full of emotions and easily agitated.He had every reason to do so in StarCraft, but not here.

Because he is a boy here, he can't cry, he can only be strong.

What kind of nonsense are these, why should I care if I can, allow or not when I feel uncomfortable?As Tang Xingrui thought about it, big tears fell down, rolling down in a series.

Dai Zihao was a little out of his mind, but his keen hearing still allowed him to immediately hear something wrong with Tang Xingrui's breathing. He stopped what he was doing and looked to the side.

"What’s wrong with you?"

Why are you crying?

Hearing the other party's rare hesitant voice, Tang Xingrui glared at him, although his watery eyes had no deterrent effect at all: "There's sand in my eyes! Don't worry about it..."

After speaking, he wiped it vigorously with his sleeve, but once he started crying, Tang Xingrui couldn't stop it if he wanted to. The more he wiped the tears, the more they flowed out as soon as he wiped them, making his face turn red .In the end, Tang Xingrui put down his sleeves in a desperate manner, and sniffled.

Do as you like, he is a crybaby anyway!

Tang Xingrui threw the live broadcast equipment in front of him. With the camera facing outwards, he couldn't see what was going on inside the car at all. He could only hear the conversation between the two, and they didn't turn on the camera installed in the car.

At this point, the barrage is about to boil.

【What happened?Tangtang why are you crying?Oops, don’t cry yet, I’ll die if you cry]

[Is Tang Xingrui an adult?Is it a man?Just like this, still crying all day long, and there are still a bunch of people who like him? 】

[Your father, I like it if I like it, who let you, an unworthy descendant, take care of it? 】

[Is it because of what happened before?I seem to have heard him arguing with Dai Zihao just now]

【With whom?Dai Zihao? ?Will Dai Zihao really quarrel?I doubt he can speak! 】

They were still discussing fiercely what was going on, some persuaded Tang Xingrui not to cry, some made fun of him in troubled waters, and some asked Dai Zihao to comfort him quickly.

When Dai Zihao saw the unstoppable tears in Tang Xingrui's eyes, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.It's just that Tang Xingrui, whose eyes were full of tears, didn't know anything about it. He rubbed his fingers and tightly clenched the hem of his clothes.The hem of the good clothes was wrinkled by him.

Dai Zihao reached out and turned off the video equipment that was turned on in front of him.

All the netizens only saw a slender, fair hand stretched out that looked miserable because of the blisters.

Then they plunged into darkness.

Netizen: ...?

Slowly put out a question mark, is there anything they can't see?

Tang Xingrui's eyelashes were wet with tears, sticking together strand by strand, trembling violently, like a butterfly with broken wings.The corners of his eyes were red, stained by tears, he reached out and wiped it, and it became even redder, like a smear of rouge.

A handkerchief appeared in the blurred field of vision, and it was easy to tell who it belonged to without looking.Tang Xingrui snorted through his nose, thinking that he was very majestic, but after the sound came out, he realized that it had a strong nasal sound, as if he was unconsciously acting like a baby.

He was even angrier.

"Who, who wants your tissue? Take it away." He snorted.

Dai Zihao pursed his lips and said nothing, then retracted his hands and closed his eyes, making it impossible to see the depth of his emotions.

Tang Xingrui cried even louder for a while: "Why did you really take it?? Did you do it on purpose?"

Dai Zihao accepted Tang Xingrui's anger, looked at the other party's wrinkled face, and realized that the other party might not really mean to let him take it away, so he handed over the paper again .

Tang Xingrui was about to die of anger: "If you say no, you don't! Stay away!"

But this time the other party didn't take the paper back, but kept holding it up, as if Tang Xingrui could keep doing this if he didn't agree.Tang Xingrui was angry, he only cared about crying, he didn't care about him at all, and selfishly believed that his behavior just now was intentional, and he didn't even look at him.

Dai Zihao kept holding the tissue. Seeing that the other party ignored him, he moved his arm that was stiff from holding it up for a long time.

Tang Xingrui heard a soft sigh coming from his ear, just when he thought he heard it wrong, that hand gently stroked his cheek, wiping away the tears gently and clumsily.

Because he had never done such a thing before, Dai Zihao's movements appeared to be cautious, but he would still accidentally rub a small piece of skin red.

"...Does it hurt?" He stared at the red skin and asked softly, seemingly annoyed.

In fact, it didn't hurt at all, but Tang Xingrui still nodded subconsciously. He hiccupped and looked at Dai Zihao with a wrinkled face.

Dai Zihao was at a loss for what to do, he opened his mouth, and finally raised his hand to lightly tap that piece of skin, and stroked it.The slightly cool temperature of the fingertips seemed to have a calming effect, Tang Xingrui looked into his eyes and slowly stopped sobbing.

"Sorry, I hurt you, it was my fault."

Dai Zihao didn't comfort him, but Tang Xingrui couldn't stop crying when he spoke.He knew that he shouldn't take all his anger out on Dai Zihao, but even if he felt uncomfortable, he didn't know what was wrong.

Tang Xingrui bit his lower lip, trying to make his moist lips even more red, revealing a touch of beauty.

"Come here." His voice was hoarse from crying, and his voice could not be stabilized.

Dai Zihao leaned forward a little, and was hugged by Tang Xingrui.

He froze.

There were many scratches in front of his body, which should be dealt with quickly instead of letting it hang out and being pressed by Tang Xingrui.

Yes, Tang Xingrui pressed on his wound.

But Dai Zihao didn't say anything, he tried his best to relax his body so that he wouldn't hurt Tang Xingrui.After all, he is different from himself, even with a little force, his skin will turn red.He felt the strength of Tang Xingrui's embrace, and he didn't know what to do. He raised and lowered the hands on both sides of his body.

After a while, he raised his hand again, hugged Tang Xingrui back, and patted him on the back clumsily.

Tang Xingrui rested his chin on Dai Zihao's shoulder, his tears barely stopped, but they still dripped down his chin, staining the other person's black coat a lot.

Because he was crying hard, Tang Xingrui gasped in a low voice, sobbing, he said to Dai Zihao: "I didn't mean to hurt you when I said those words, but how can you be cold and violent?"

"It's not cold and violent, I...don't cry for now, okay?" Although I'm not good at the current scene, Dai Zihao really wanted Tang Xingrui to stop crying.

He still likes the way he smiles with his eyes crooked.

But he couldn't speak, not even words of comfort.

For the first time, Dai Zihao hated his clumsy tongue.

"You still said that there is no cold violence! There is no cold violence, why did you ignore me just now, even if you quarreled with me, it would be better than ignoring me!" Tang Xingrui heard it, and immediately raised his head from his shoulders, angrily accuse.

Dai Zihao pursed his lips: "It's my fault, don't be angry."

Tang Xingrui looked at him with teary eyes.

At this time, those light-colored and emotionless eyes were no longer as calm as before. If you had to describe it, it was like throwing a small stone on the surface of the lake, causing ripples circle after circle.

Dai Zihao exchanged a glance with him, then quickly looked away, and his eyes fell on Tang Xingrui vaguely.

"Don't be angry..." he said softly.

Tang Xingrui saw that his attitude of admitting his mistakes was so good, he couldn't get angry, but he still didn't let go: "Now I know I'm angry, why didn't I know just now?"

Dai Zihao looked at him again, his light eyes were like melted honey, and there was a little Tang Xingrui reflected in them.

He was silent for a few seconds before speaking.

"I thought you hated me."

Whether he thought it was disgusting and tired of his self-assertion, or angry and disgusted with what he did, Dai Zihao thought, he didn't really care. He could just pretend he couldn't see it and just ignore it as before.

But... Dai Zihao still felt sad when Tang Xingrui said, "Will this be extra exciting?"He didn't think so, it wasn't because of extra excitement that he did those things, he just wanted to save some time and let everyone go out earlier.

It seems... I was misunderstood again.

He wanted to convince himself to ignore it as usual, but he couldn't even control his temper.

"Hate? Why should I hate you?" Tang Xingrui didn't expect to get such an answer. He seemed a little dazed, and hurriedly justified himself, "But I was worried about you just now!"

Worry?

It was the first time Dai Zihao heard someone say this to him, his expression changed for a moment, and his eyes showed a hint of bewilderment.

Is there anything he can do to win people over?

No, it should be said, is Dai Zihao worthy of others' concern?

Tang Xingrui didn't get a reply, and became even more anxious: "What's the matter with you, why can't you tell whether others care about you or hate you?"

Dai Zihao was silent for a while, then shook his head.

Maybe before, he would stick to it like a pug because of a little bit of pity in other people's eyes, longing for the kindness of charity.But then gradually lost the desire to distinguish, and then lost the ability to distinguish—in short, there are always more malicious eyes, and there is no need to make fun of yourself.He understood this truth a long time ago.

Until now, the emotional perception of the outside world has tended to be numb.

In this way, he seldom cares about someone or something in the unexpected world, and he will not let those people and things affect his emotions.

Probably from that time on, Dai Zihao became more and more silent, gradually isolating himself from the outside world.

Just like Tang Xingrui, when he faced the other party's accusations and questioning, he subconsciously took it as dissatisfaction with himself. He habitually accepted everything silently, but he didn't see the worry in that person's eyes.

Tang Xingrui didn't know what he was thinking, but felt that Dai Zihao looked more silent than usual at this moment, but with something he didn't know...confused and fragile.

How could anyone, he thought, confuse two very different emotions, worry and disgust?That must be how numb the perception of the outside world is... and why is it so numb?

Just thinking about Tang Xingrui felt like his heart was being pricked by a needle, and his tears couldn't stop. He hugged Dai Zihao and pressed his face against the other's slender neck, whimpering, like a wronged animal .

Dai Zihao was itchy from being rubbed, he moved his body, but was hugged even tighter by Tang Xingrui, with a bit too much force, causing his waist to hurt.After thinking about it, he raised his hand and patted Tang Xingrui's head like he did this morning.

"sorry."

"Except I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Dai Zihao, are you a straight male cancer?" Tang Xingrui rubbed his shoulder viciously, and wiped all his tears on him.

Dai Zihao felt the cold liquid on the side of his neck, lowered his eyes, and quietly looked at Tang Xingrui who was holding him tightly.

"It's my fault... I'm not very good at talking."

"That's not true," Tang Xingrui sniffed, "Because I'm a crybaby, it seems like I've taken advantage of it." He gradually stopped his sobbing, but he was still panting a little: "I I don't know... I won't speak to you so loudly next time."

If your perception of external emotions is so slow, or even misunderstood, then I will never speak loudly to you in the name of caring.

Caring is caring, and he should express it openly.

"Dai Zihao, don't be sad, okay?" Tang Xingrui raised his face from Dai Zihao's shoulder, his face was full of tears, his nose and the ends of his eyes were red, he was so pitiful.

Dai Zihao wanted to say that he was not sad.

He's just... overwhelmed.

No one had said these words to him like this, which even made him a little confused: Tang Xingrui...why did he treat himself so well?

Is there anything worthwhile about yourself?

But in the end he still swallowed what he wanted to say, the question he wanted to ask, and nodded slightly.

Tang Xingrui saw those amber eyes up close. He always thought that these eyes were beautiful, like amber, but amber was round and colder.

He thought, he thought Dai Zihao was a glacier, but there is always a time when the ice and snow melt in spring.Buried under the glacier must be small seeds. When the spring breeze blows, the grass breaks the rocks, and everything grows wildly.Just like he still firmly believes that Dai Zihao is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, there is always hope under the cold appearance.

But at this moment, Tang Xingrui felt that he was wrong.

His heart may not be a glacier, but a desert.

Like the desolate desert under their feet, it was empty and silent, without a trace of life.When the wind blows, even the slightest echo is swallowed up.

"One year on Arbor Day, I planted 22 trees with my own hands." Facing Dai Zihao's puzzled eyes, Tang Xingrui let go of his hand and continued with a smile, "I like to plant trees by myself." It gives me a sense of accomplishment to see the trees under my feet growing up in the desert.”

"Look, I beat the desert—with a few little saplings."

Dai Zihao didn't understand, but he felt that it might have something to do with himself, so he nodded in agreement hesitantly.Tang Xingrui laughed when he looked at him with a "puchi", and his eyes that were originally full of tears and even watery narrowed again, revealing his small canine teeth.

Although his face was red from crying, he still smiled sweetly, as if his heart had been healed.

Seeing him smile, Dai Zihao raised the corners of his mouth slightly and smiled too.

It seemed as if some heavy burden had been let go of in my heart, and I even breathed a sigh of relief.

During his years of service, he had never been so flustered in the face of the most terrifying enemy.

Tang Xingrui is fine now, but Dai Zihao was held tightly by him and did not let go, a large tear was wiped on his shoulder, and his clothes were messed up. He looked away embarrassedly: "I... I didn't mean it, I’m not usually that, that close to other people.”

He actually wanted to say that he was very reserved, but he felt that this sentence was a bit strange in this society. After all, the other party was physically the same gender as him, so he changed his rhetoric when it came to his mouth. .

"It's okay." Dai Zihao glanced at his clothes. The collar was messed up, and it was even slightly pulled open, revealing a little bit of collarbone and skin on the side of the neck.

He raised his hand to rearrange his coat, but Tang Xingrui grabbed his hand.

"Your injury!" He looked annoyed, and remembered that he had just said that he couldn't speak loudly to Dai Zihao. Tell me? I forgot!"

How could he be so patronizing of his own emotions that he forgot that Dai Zihao had just scratched his entire body with injuries!Not only did he not cry out for pain just now, but he even let himself be pressed on his wound!

Tang Xingrui felt distressed instantly.

Dai Zihao didn't think there was anything wrong, he looked at Tang Xingrui's self-blaming expression, and said softly, "You're crying."

What do you mean?

Tang Xingrui didn't follow his logic, but he knew it was not the time to discuss this, so he pointed to those wounds: "But your injuries are more important!"

Dai Zihao glanced down at his blood-stained shirt, with an indifferent expression.

Tang Xingrui said "wait a minute" and got out of the car in a hurry.

Lao Li and Xu Shanqing were standing next to the car behind, looking this way worriedly, and when Tang Xingrui came down, he asked if he was okay.

Tang Xingrui: "I'll talk about it later, I want to help him treat his wound."

After speaking, he dug out the medical kit from the trunk, and hurriedly jumped into the car.

Lao Li spread his hands: "I don't think there is a big problem."

Xu Shanqing agreed.

As soon as Tang Xingrui got in the car, he took off Dai Zihao's clothes: "Take care of your wound quickly, or you will be in trouble if you get infected."

Dai Zihao reached out to take it and make it for himself, but Tang Xingrui dodged it.

"I come."

He was obviously not used to it, but he couldn't resist Tang Xingrui, so he had no choice but to let the other party do it.

Tang Xingrui's family is from the army. Both his elder brother and his father have joined the army. Usually, he and his mother take care of him and his mother. Therefore, his wound treatment skills are still good. It's just the wound on Dai Zihao's body. It really made him frown.

How did you endure it?Don't you feel any pain?

"Can you stop tormenting yourself like this next time? We're not short of time. Your body is more important than anything else. I hope you remember this." Tang Xingrui was disinfecting the wound with alcohol, carefully wiping it of blood.

Dai Zihao didn't spare herself at all.Tang Xingrui was extremely frustrated and distressed when he realized this problem, and he relaxed his strength.

But no matter whether the strength was heavy or light, the other party's expression didn't change at all.

"This saves time, it's best to get out of here before dark." Perhaps afraid that Tang Xingrui would get angry again, Dai Zihao paused and added, "It won't happen in the future."

Tang Xingrui let out a "hmm", the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, his hands were not paying attention, and the force was a little stronger, he pressed it and immediately lifted it up in fright.Dai Zihao didn't express anything, even his expression didn't change, but Tang Xingrui looked at the wound and asked worriedly, "Does it hurt?"

Dai Zihao shook his head.

"Don't you have pain nerves? You can't even feel pain." Tang Xingrui didn't dare to be distracted when he said this, for fear of hurting the other party again, but the other party didn't even say a word, " Take off your clothes, and I'll help you take care of your injuries."

As soon as he turned around to grab a bandage, he turned around and saw Dai Zihao taking off his shirt with his hands raised.When he was in the army, he was often injured, and it has become commonplace for his comrades to help him with medicine, so he took it off very neatly, without even the slightest hesitation.He put the clothes on his right arm.

After taking it off, Tang Xingrui froze there, thinking it was too troublesome, so he reached out for the bandage and hydrogen peroxide on his hand: "Give it to me."

It wasn't until a bandaged hand appeared in front of him that Tang Xingrui, as if waking up from a dream, suddenly shifted his gaze from the opponent's upper body to other places: "No, I'll do it."

During the follow-up process of applying the medicine, Tang Xingrui didn't dare to cast his eyes at random, but just stared at the wound in front of him with incomparable seriousness and concentration.After taking the medicine, he quickly handed the clean clothes to Dai Zihao: "Put it on."

But he didn't dare to raise his eyes, and lowered his eyes to pack the things in his hands.

Ahhh what should I do? !

Even if he didn't dare to look at the back, the figure of the other party kept appearing in front of his eyes.There were still red marks on Dai Zihao's neck from his rubbing, which were messily intertwined on the fair skin. The two points before Yuexiong stood up because of contact with the air, and trembled slightly with breathing.The strong and thin waist is only a little bit, as if it can be strangled at once.Sweat was flowing down the lines of the muscles, reaching the mermaid line and then sinking into it.

No, what am I thinking?I'm not a pervert! !

Tang Xingrui shook his head vigorously, trying to shake out all the pictures just now, but with little effect.He closed his eyes and opened them again, took a deep breath, and fixed his eyes on his lower abdomen.

He sucked his stomach.

Although the original body doesn't exercise very often, he still has the abs he should have. In comparison... it shouldn't be bad, right?

Tang Xingrui was still thinking about this, when he heard Dai Zihao's voice from the co-pilot: "I feel pain."

It seemed that he was too tired today, his voice was slightly hoarse, a little low, not the cold voice of the past, but still nice and tight.

"Then why didn't you say it?"

When Tang Xingrui was injured when he was a child, he must have cried louder than any other child, often after attracting the attention of his parents and elder brother, he received a lot of comfort, and the phrase "Tangtang doesn't cry".Later, he grew up, but when he was wronged, he would subconsciously seek comfort from his relatives.

When Dai Zihao heard this question, he pursed his thin lips tightly, and then blinked extremely slowly: "What's the use of saying it?"

That is, no care can be obtained, and the pain cannot be relieved.He had learned long ago not to do such useless work.

He was expressing his doubts seriously, but Tang Xingrui clenched his fists when he heard these words, and his nails tightly pinched his palms.

He forced a smile: "Then if you tell me, I'll know? I can hug you, apply medicine for you, disinfect you, so that you... don't hurt so much!"

Dai Zihao looked sideways at Tang Xingrui, as if confirming something.It took an unknown amount of time before he turned his head away, propped his forehead with his hands, and seemed a little tired.

Tang Xingrui responded softly when he heard him.

"it is good."

Tang Xingrui felt that his gripped heart was suddenly loosened. He rubbed his thumb against the steering wheel and smiled.

"Then it's settled."

His voice was very soft, he didn't know if he was talking to himself, or he simply didn't want to wake Dai Zihao up.

The setting sun shone on Dai Zihao's face through the car window, making his sleeping face extraordinarily peaceful.

In the end, they did not walk out of the Yardang landform in the dark.

Because Dai Zihao was injured, Tang Xingrui was desperately unwilling to let him climb again, so he started to try after saying a few words.The other two naturally stopped Dai Zihao, and agreed with Tang Xingrui that each of them would climb once, and no one would climb too much.

It's just that the three of them have not received special training after all, and they almost climbed to the top several times, and then slipped down because of the loose sand, so they had no choice but to try again and again.This undoubtedly prolonged their stay here even more, but none of the three asked Dai Zihao to try.

When we climbed down for the last time, the sun had already set, taking away the last bit of temperature in the desert.

Lao Li climbed down from the top in embarrassment and took a sip of water: "Go west for a while when you get up tomorrow, and then turn north when you see a sandy pier running southeast. It will probably take half a day to walk."

Traveling in the desert at night is too dangerous, it is better to go to bed early and get up early, and we will talk about it tomorrow.

The proposal was unanimously endorsed.It's just that this place is really desolate. The hay they stored last time just to be safe was not enough to burn for a whole night. If it went out halfway, they might be in an extremely dangerous situation.So the four finally decided to spend the night in the car.

And they, a few hours later, will thank themselves for making this decision now.