Little Poor Online Wilderness Survival

"Doctor in charge?" Tang Xingrui repeated.

"He Fei should have told you that I was seriously injured." When Dai Zihao mentioned this experience, he was indifferent, as if the person on the hospital bed who was so painful that he was almost dying was not him.

"I said so." Tang Xingrui looked at the scar on his wrist involuntarily.

Dai Zihao gave a "tsk" and put down his sleeves: "Don't look, eat quickly."

"It's too much for you to talk to me about this kind of topic and let me eat quickly." Tang Xingrui complained, then squeezed a lemon on the smoked salmon and served it to Dai Zihao.

After a long while, Dai Zihao thought the topic was over, so Tang Xingrui asked, "Then...he didn't say anything, did he?"

He inevitably thought of the conversation between He Fei and the military doctor at the base and Dai Zihao.

Dai Zihao was silent for a while.

It was this that made Tang Xingrui nervous: "What did he say? What's wrong with your body? What's wrong?"

"No, let's go to the hospital now!"

Dai Zihao held back Tang Xingrui who stood up and was about to leave. He had never felt that his lover was like that saying that the wind is the rain.

"A little old disease."

Tang Xingrui's voice tightened, and he asked cautiously, "Is...is it a mental illness?"

Dai Zihao didn't expect He Fei to tell Tang Xingrui about this, so he thought He Fei didn't know.After all, He Fei and him were a little closer than strangers at that time.

"Post-traumatic stress disorder." Dai Zihao said a series of proper terms that He Fei hadn't remembered at the time.

Post-traumatic stress disorder, a mental illness that relies on empirical treatment so far, more than one-third of patients will not heal for life.

"Can it be cured? Do you see a doctor regularly?" Tang Xingrui looked into Dai Zihao's eyes and continued to ask.

"Don't be afraid." Dai Zihao tried to comfort him.

But obviously, Tang Xingrui was not comforted by him, and kept looking at the other party hoping to get a specific reply.

"I have been treated, but the effect is not obvious." I have not received it since then.

As a special soldier from special training, Dai Zihao's mental defense is much higher than that of ordinary people. It is difficult for a psychologist to achieve the effect through psychotherapy.

And taking the drug for a long time can lead to emotional numbness, slow response and other symptoms.For Dai Zihao, there was nothing worse than this, it was even more unacceptable than killing him.

After listening to Dai Zihao's narration, Tang Xingrui fell silent.

"Then... how serious are you now."

Dai Zihao thought about the nightmares that plagued him all day long in the early days, as if he had returned to the previous scene, watching his teammates fall down one by one, powerless, even if he cut off his wrists, he couldn't save him A person's life.

He couldn't sleep because of this, and every night he opened his eyes to watch the sun set and rise again.During the day, just the slightest movement can set him on edge, subconsciously alert.I do not know how many times the wound on my body has opened because of this.

The only times I fell asleep were because of excessive fatigue, the brain automatically turned on the protection mechanism, and passed out.

One of the symptoms of PTSD is abnormally high alertness.

"It was very serious before, but it's much better now, and it won't affect my normal life." Dai Zihao said, remembering one thing, "I couldn't stand sleeping with someone next to me, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep all night."

Tang Xingrui obviously thought of how many times the two of them have slept together. If this is the case, is it because Dai Zihao has never been able to fall asleep when he is by his side?

Tang Xingrui lowered his head sadly: "I don't know... I didn't mean to keep you awake, I will move out of the bedroom tonight."

Dai Zihao was a little helpless. He found that Tang Xingrui really didn't understand the key points of other people's words: "That was before, not now."

After gradually becoming familiar with Tang Xingrui's aura, he found that he could fall asleep peacefully in front of him, without having to sound the alarm in his subconscious mind to tell him that there is something around him, you should be alert.

"Really?" Tang Xingrui was afraid that he would lie to him.

Dai Zihao said "Yes": "It's fine if you're around. Of course, if you don't move around at night, I might sleep better."

Tang Xingrui can really toss people when he sleeps at night, he must hug something to fall asleep.Often when Dai Zihao was sleeping soundly, one thigh would press over him, hooking him towards Tang Xingrui.

Tang Xingrui blushed at what he said, but he was really embarrassed to say that he slept honestly at night and his sleeping posture was superb.

Dai Zihao seldom talked much, but he felt that if he didn't speak clearly today, Tang Xingrui would be worried all the time and would not dare to ask him, so he would simply speak clearly by himself.

"Drug therapy and psychotherapy had little effect on me, so I started to try exposure therapy and desensitization therapy to expose myself to objective things that generate anxiety for a long time." He could not be hypnotized by a therapist, and the only thing he could do was to experience it again in person .

And that time, Dai Zihao almost didn't come out.

"After failing once, I started to take steps step by step, and continued to face the same dangerous scenes. Later, it really worked, and slowly began to improve."

Tang Xingrui immediately thought of why Dai Zihao came to participate in such a competition.

"You once told me that if you didn't see such a game by chance, you were planning to go to the canyon of Mexico to continue your treatment, right?"

Dai Zihao nodded.

Tang Xingrui thought that he chose to continue to participate in such competitions because he lacked a sense of belonging. Now it seems that this is indeed one reason, and the deeper reason is that he is constantly working hard to overcome that terrible psychological barrier .

Tang Xingrui's question on Taibai Mountain in the Qinling Mountains last year was finally answered. It turned out that each of them participated in this program for a purpose.

Wang and his wife want to find their children, Lao Li is out of curiosity, and the original body is being coerced. In Tang Xingrui's view, Xu Shanqing's purpose is related to the string of Buddhist beads that were left by his mother that hung on Memorial Peak back then.

Dai Zihao, on the other hand, was constantly looking for a way to heal himself.

Tang Xingrui asked in a low voice: "Then... are you well now?"

Dai Zihao remembered his first time rushing into the rainforest, the despair of being on the verge of death, he lowered his eyes, looked at the Japanese food on the table that didn't have much heat before it arrived, and parted his thin lips lightly.

"Maybe, not good enough."

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Although the two of them still ate the Japanese food in the end, they were obviously a little absent-minded, and they didn't taste it well, and the Japanese food for a thousand yuan went into their stomachs.

Tang Xingrui thought it was because of Dai Zihao that his appetite plummeted, so he punished him for coming to see the dentist with him.

Dai Zihao originally wanted to accompany him.

The two drove a car that Tang Xingrui bought after he learned how to drive. Its body was smooth, and Tang Xingrui immediately fell in love with it.

Tang Xingrui's assistant Wang Le was supposed to do the driving, but Tang Xingrui really didn't want the two of them to be together with a huge light bulb next to them, so he rejected Wang Le's idea.

After being rejected, Wang Le felt uneasy.

Celebrity assistants are meant to be by the artist's side 24 hours a day.Because of Tang Xingrui's schedule, Wang Le couldn't accompany him, and Tang Xingrui usually lives in Hunan Province, so there is no need for him to go there.As a result, Wang Le's assistant can earn a lot of money without having to work hard, which makes everyone jealous.

More than once, Wang Le saw someone whispering to Kong Ruiling, wanting to replace Wang Le with some benefits.After all, who wouldn't want to do such a leisurely and paid assistant job?

Seeing Wang Le's expression, Tang Xingrui was surprised: "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Wang Le shook his head.

"Is that constipation? Or diarrhea?"

Hearing Tang Xingrui's question, Dai Zihao froze his hand on the car door handle, and after a while, he pulled it in as if nothing had happened.

Wang Le asked cautiously: "Brother Tang, do you have a bad stomach recently?"

Why do you keep thinking of this kind of question?

Dai Zihao smiled.

Tang Xingrui was speechless, looking at Wang Le: "Then tell me, what happened to you?"

"That... I just feel that since I became your assistant, I haven't done much. I really feel ashamed of my salary."

It turned out to be the problem.

Tang Xingrui suddenly realized and nodded: "I understand, you can tell the accountant that your salary will be halved in the future, so that you won't have too much burden."

The smile on the corner of Wang Le's mouth froze: "Ah..." He didn't mean that!

Seeing that Wang Le seemed to be constipated, Tang Xingrui laughed out loud.

"Just kidding, that's fine, I didn't say anything, what are you embarrassed about? I'm going to go abroad for endorsement in two days, and you must follow when the time comes. It's very fortunate, it's better to cherish the rest now Opportunity."

After speaking, Tang Xingrui waved to Wang Le: "Let's go."

The car drove away, and the windows were rolled up. Dai Zihao put his hands on the car door, put his index finger on his chin, and looked at Tang Xingrui who was driving.

"What are you teasing him for?"

Dai Zihao could see it clearly. The moment Tang Xingrui finished saying "half the salary", Wang Le's face quickly faded away as if quicklime had been poured into it.

"How fun." Tang Xingrui said he was very happy, "Why, I don't see you talking so much, do you feel sorry for him?"

Dai Zihao was too lazy to talk to him.

Just in front of there was a car waiting in line to get out of the community, Tang Xingrui stopped the car smoothly, turned his head to look at Dai Zihao, and smiled maliciously.

"Why don't you feel sorry for me? Geigei~"

Dai Zihao took out his mobile phone and started searching seriously, "Can tooth decay affect the brain nerves and lead to mental deterioration?".After searching for a negative answer, he sighed regretfully.

"Hello!" Tang Xingrui gritted his teeth and looked at Dai Zihao when he saw the big characters in the bright search box.

Dai Zihao nodded his head: "It's your turn."

Tang Xingrui had no choice but to let him go for the time being and drive forward.

Looking at the recognition system at the entrance of the community, it automatically recognized the license plate information of his car, and it showed that the entered information would expire in three months.

Tang Xingrui registered for a year, and today is the time he moved to this community three months later.

"Since Miss Kong already knows about the two of us, I don't think there is any need to keep this house." He said to Dai Zihao.

Dai Zihao disagreed: "You work here, what if you stay overnight?"

You can't go to the hotel every time, can you?

Tang Xingrui suddenly thought of a place. He stroked the leather steering wheel cover with his fingers, and said to Dai Zihao, "Actually, I still have a property..."

It was the small house he lived in for the first few days when he came here.

It was the residence of Yuanshen and his grandmother. Tang Xingrui lived there for a while at the beginning and never went there again.

After all, it was someone else's house, carrying other people's memories, and he didn't want to destroy it.

"I didn't hear you say that." Dai Zihao put down his hand and looked at Tang Xingrui who was frowning slightly.

Tang Xingrui didn't know what to think of, but finally shook his head: "Forget it, the house is relatively low security, I'd better ask Sister Kong if there is any company dormitory."

But since I think of that house, let's clean it when I have time.He thought to himself, just a few days.

They make an appointment and register online, and go to the self-service machine to get the number when they arrive at the place.This is the best dental hospital, and the queue has been waiting for a long time.

When it was Tang Xingrui's time, he obediently lay down on that chair.

The doctor is disinfecting. The last patient just had his wisdom teeth pulled out, and the teeth are still on them.Tang Xingrui looked at the slender needle tip glowing with cold light and the blood-stained plate, and couldn't help but sit back, trying to keep an appropriate distance from them.

On the other dental chair, the buzzing of the mobile phone kept ringing. The child whose teeth were drilled was crying like hell, but his parents held him tightly.

If there is one thing Tang Xingrui fears and hates the most, it is dentistry.

After all, this is the nightmare of every child who loves sweets.

He felt that the light in the doctor's hand was too dazzling, so he couldn't help closing his eyes.He felt the doctor tap his cavities with something long and cold, and asked him.

"Here, do you feel pain when you eat something that is too cold, too hot, too sour, or too sweet?"

"no."

Tang Xingrui wanted to say this, but he forgot that his mouth was wide open, and his speech became slurred. He uttered three sounds and didn't know what he was talking about, but he thought he was good and then the sound disappeared , Waiting for the doctor to realize it by himself.

The doctor's understanding is obviously not high. If he could, he would have drawn three black lines on his forehead by now.

Fortunately, Dai Zihao had a high level of comprehension, so he understood, and said from the side: "He said no."

Okay, it's good if someone can understand.

The doctor continued to ask, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't seem to hurt."

The doctor looked at Dai Zihao.

At first, he felt that it was too timid for an adult to bring his own family members with him to see the dentist, and he was not the child who made an appointment to go to the toilet together when he was young.But now he felt that Dai Zihao's existence was really meaningful.

It turned out that he didn't come to accompany, he came to be a translator!

I don't know how he heard it.

Dai Zihao noticed the doctor's eyes: "It doesn't hurt. Speak well."

The last sentence was addressed to Tang Xingrui.

Tang Xingrui was aggrieved, he obviously had the ability to speak well, but it was the tools inserted into his mouth by the doctor that restricted his performance.

"Does it hurt?" The doctor confirmed again.

"Ang." Tang Xingrui let out a vague breath.

The doctor still understood. He told Tang Xingrui to shut up and get up first.

"It seems that there is no major problem, it is shallow caries. But you have to pay attention, eat less sweets, and fruits with high sugar content. Usually remember to brush your teeth in the morning and evening, and do a good job of oral hygiene. Otherwise, the next step is to eat Things start to feel sore, and you're going to be in trouble when you come back."

Hearing what the doctor said, Tang Xingrui breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, those needles, knives, and the like didn't greet him, so he couldn't handle it.

Going out with a mask on, Tang Xingrui thought for a while, took a photo with the hospital gate, and posted on Weibo on the way back.

[Tang Xingrui v: Tooth decay, but luckily it's not serious, you need to take good care of your teeth in the future.Everyone should remember to brush your teeth frequently >.<[Picture]]

After a while, there was a reply, Tang Xingrui glanced at it, looking dissatisfied.

"This year's netizens can't do it." He said.

"What?" Dai Zihao glanced at him.

Tang Xingrui shook his head, swiped again, and a new message caught his attention.

[Xiaotang, you should put it in the bag: ahhhhhhhhh that hand!Is that hand Hao Hao's? ! ! 】

As soon as she finished speaking, many Sherlock Holmes netizens discovered it immediately.

[I went to compare it, it is definitely! !The red string in his hand was just exposed, and even the words on the small pendant were exactly the same! 】

[So the two of them went to the dentist together?Blindly guessing that Tangtang dragged our brother Hao there! 】

Tang Xingrui was very pleased. He liked the first speech with a large number, and then quickly canceled it, very scheming.

But in this short second, countless netizens have already saved screenshots of the page he liked, and they have asked him on their homepage @唐星瑞.

【tell me!Tell me quickly, you have not been hacked!This praise is your own point, right? ! 】

[So baby, you went to see a doctor with Dai Zihao, didn't you?Did you meet today or did you make an appointment early?Or do you two eat and live together without an appointment to say hello? !I want one last answer thanks! 】

[I'm dead, there are no innocent sugar bags present!Where's the ventilator? I need oxygen! ! 】

Tang Xingrui on the tuba started to play dead, no matter how poked he was, he explained that he was slippery when he got too many @.Almighty hand slippery, cp fans showed a very understanding smile.

But Tang Xingrui, who was on the trumpet, liked these comments one by one.

Tang Xingrui squinted his eyes and smiled happily as he watched more and more comments on his Weibo to guess how close the two of them were.

Today's coming out plan has taken another small step forward.

Great!

Tang Xingrui was happy for a while, and then happily placed an order for three boxes of Yun Duo's new tropical fruit flavored hard candy.This is a treasure store he recently discovered. Every fruit candy is delicious!

As for tooth decay... well, Tang Xingrui said it's okay, wouldn't it be enough to brush his teeth a few times sooner or later?

He glanced at Dai Zihao cautiously, and found that the other party was driving without noticing him, so he quickly placed an order.

As soon as he put down his phone, he saw Kong Ruiling's message.

Tang Xingrui clicked in and found that Kong Ruiling had sent him information about Zhao Yuansi.Before he could open it to check, Kong Ruiling called.

Tang Xingrui picked it up.

"Miss Kong."

Kong Ruiling answered on the other end, speaking quickly and clearly to Tang Xingrui about Zhao Yuansi.

I don't know if I don't check it. After I checked it, I found out that Zhao Yuansi had always been behind Tang Xingrui's scandal.

At the beginning, Kong Ruiling had investigated because of Tang Xingrui's scandal, but later encountered obstacles, as if someone was deliberately disturbing the line of sight, and Ji Ran came forward to clarify, and the matter was settled.But today, Kong Ruiling found out that it was inextricably related to Zhao Yuansi.

"I checked the person behind him through the relationship. He is a rich second generation in the real estate industry. He got online through a broker surnamed Li from your former company, but he has not been interested in him for a long time. Recently, he has completely broken up. Yes, after sending him some resources, the two stopped contacting each other."

As soon as Kong Ruiling mentioned Li's manager, Tang Xingrui immediately recognized him. It was the fat man who took the elevator with him back then, and he had played tricks on him. He was a professional pimp.

"The variety show this time is also a resource given by that person?"

After getting an affirmative answer, Tang Xingrui asked Kong Ruiling: "Have you found anything else?"

If it was really like what Zhao Yuansi said, since he joined the company, he started to target the original body, then he did more than that.

"You're really right. After we lost the person behind him, our investigation went a lot smoother, and we found that he was behind many of your previous affairs." When Kong Ruiling mentioned this, some backs shuddered. cold.

People like Zhao Yuansi are like maggots attached to the bones. They are not that capable of killing people, but they can make you feel sick.

In the conversation with Kong Ruiling, Tang Xingrui learned that the first wave of online public opinion he encountered when he first came there was Zhao Yuansi's handwriting that he secretly informed the director to go through the back door and wanted to make people popular in the reality show.When Tang Xingrui first arrived, he accepted the biggest wave of malice. Before he did anything, he was deeply involved in the turmoil of Baoyangmen and Fucking People.

Zhao Yuansi found a voice substitute and forged that good show.If Dai Zihao hadn't told Tang Xingrui through Xu Shanqing that the voice was not his, Tang Xingrui would have admitted it himself.After all, he doesn't have any memories, he doesn't know whether the original body did those things at all.

If Dai Zihao hadn't reminded him in time, he might have overturned as soon as he came to this world.

Thinking of this, while Dai Zihao was waiting for the traffic light, Tang Xingrui leaned over and poked his side face, and let out a long sigh of relief: "Fortunately, I have you."

Kong Ruiling, who heard clearly on the other end: "..."

how?Does she know invisibility?