After fighting against the big guy, I was choked on CP [E-sports]
Chapter 48 Chapter 48
Businessmen all have a characteristic, that is, the goodwill that is disguised, and the superiority that is revealed inadvertently.
Yu Shan is personable and at the same time lofty.
This is an unavoidable characteristic of the rich.
When he entered, Ning Yue felt that the air was frozen for a moment. Yu Feng was looking down at his phone, but he slowly put it back.
Ning Yue was surprised to find that Yu Shan was not like any middle-aged man he had ever seen.
He doesn't have a big belly or a greasy face. He is clean-shaven and looks in his early thirties. Although he is a little tired, his eyes are bright and sharp.
When Ning Yue was in front of him, he felt inexplicably facing the head teacher.
Fortunately, Yu Shan is not the kind of person with a bad temper. When facing Ning Yue, he would greet him with a smile and take the initiative to greet him. In order to make him not nervous, he even eased the atmosphere several times at the dinner table.
Without him, Song Yuexi alone would not be able to do this.
There was Yu Feng staring at him in front of him, Ning Yue couldn't swallow his meal, Yu Shan asked him: "Xiao Yue, is there anything you want to eat? Uncle brings it to you."
He also just said: "These in front of me are delicious, thank you uncle."
After such a meal, Ning Yue's forehead was covered with sweat.
In addition, Yu Shan and Yu Feng's way of getting along is also very strange.
Yu Shan asked Yu Feng: "What did you practice today? When the teacher left, I called my assistant and said that you have asked for half a day off. What do you need to ask for leave?"
In Ning Yue's house, Song Yuexi would never ask him that.
Of course, they can't afford tutors either.
At this time, Song Yueqian chose to marry Yu Shan. It had been several years since she and Ning Kui divorced. The mother and son had lived alone for a long time, and the shadow brought by Ning Kui was being dispelled in Ning Yue's heart.
It may be because they can only guarantee the most basic life, the tutor is far away from them, and Ning Yue was stimulated by his own father before.
Song Yueqian never asked him too much.
If I have to say something, I probably want him to be happy.
Therefore, for Yu Shan's way of pressing Yu Feng, Ning Yue felt uncomfortable the first time they met.
Yu Feng said: "My stepmother came into the house today, is this not enough to ask for leave?"
Ning Yue knew that Song Yueqian was going to be the mother of the second child when she entered Yu's house. He was actually a little concerned about this, but he didn't want Song Yuexi to work too hard. Song Yuexi was willing to marry and took the initiative to relieve her burden. Ning Yue was happy of.
But when Yu Feng said such words with a little sarcasm, Ning Yue still wanted to give him a break.
Probably because they were beside, Yu Shan hesitated to speak for a moment, but he didn't say anything after all.
With a gloomy face, his gaze stayed on Yu Feng's face for a while, "Okay, I'll give you half a day off."
When Yu Feng heard this, he smiled.
Then he turned and went upstairs.
Facing his back, Yu Shan suddenly said: "Don't push yourself too hard, you've already seen everyone, and you won't practice the piano tonight?"
Yu Feng paused for a moment, he couldn't go upstairs after all.
When Ning Yue entered the door, he saw a piano. He thought it was a special hobby of the rich, and bought a piano for decoration.
It turned out that Yu Feng could actually play the piano.
It's quite normal when you think about it. Many ordinary families now let their children practice piano in order to look more advanced.
For a family like Yu Feng's, it would be unreasonable not to arrange this kind of course for him.
But that night, Ning Yue didn't try to watch Yu Feng play the piano, because he was called away by his mother. Ever since Ning Kui beat them, Song Yueqian paid special attention to Ning Yue's psychological problems. There is something wrong with Yue's psychology.
The simple thing is that Ning Yue's psychological quality has been particularly strong since he was a child.
Apart from becoming a little cautious, he was basically fine.
At that time, he still liked to talk more, and in the environment outside the camera, he was not so silent.Later, after Song Yueqian passed away, he really didn't bother to speak for a long time, which made his father think he was dumb.
That night, Song Yuexi asked Ning Yue how he felt about this new father.
Ning Yue told the truth, better than his own father.
But, this kind of goodness just stays on the surface, he can't feel the affection belonging to his family in Yu Shan's body.To say the least, Yu Feng might not be able to feel it on his body.
Yu Shan, who was unreasonable and had no big belly at that time, is now lying on the hospital bed with visible fatigue on his face.
His hair is a lot grayer, white hair can be seen on both temples, and his body is also fat, but it doesn't look like healthy fat, only his face is still good-looking, even if he is a fat uncle, he is also a handsome fat uncle .
He didn't recognize Ning Yue.
His eyes rolled around the two of them, and then locked on Yu Feng, and said to him: "If I haven't entered the house for so long, if I wasn't sick, you wouldn't come here no matter what. Have a look?"
Yu Feng said: "Is there any point in asking these?"
It may be that Ning Yue, an "outsider", was present at the scene, and Yu Shan stopped after saying a few words.
His eyes finally fell on Ning Yue, and he asked, "Who is this?"
As a businessman for many years, the instinct of not offending others is deep in his bones. Although Ning Yue is still young, his inquiries are very polite.
Yu Feng said: "This is Ning Yue."
After he finished speaking, he didn't continue the introduction.
But Yu Shan lay on the bed and thought for a while before remembering, and suddenly said: "Are you Yuexi's son?"
As expected of Yu Feng's father, their family's intelligence is hereditary.
If it weren't for the earth-shaking impact on Ning Yue's life after living in Yu's house, he probably wouldn't even remember who Yu Shan was.
Thinking about it in another way, as a rich man with a lot of things to do, he once had an insignificant child living in his home. See you again after many years, even if you tell him the name of the child, he will not remember who it is.
Ning Yue nodded: "Yes."
I don't know what I remembered, Yu Shan was silent for a while.
After a while, he said with difficulty, "Is your mother... okay?"
Ning Yue said: "She has passed away."
Yu Shan was stunned this time.
When he promised Yu Feng to come to the hospital, he didn't think too much about it, but now that he was asked by Yu Shan, he felt that he should discuss it before coming in.
Or rather, he shouldn't have come in.
However, they were already divorced, and they had no feelings for each other. It was probably impossible to say that they were heartbroken, so when Ning Yue said it, he never expected him to have such a big reaction.
Yu Shan still had a needle on his hand, so he raised his hand and covered his eyes.
There was silence in the ward, Ning Yue and Yu Feng looked at each other, he asked Yu Feng with his eyes if he should go out, but Yu Feng shook his head and let him continue to sit.
Yu Shan suddenly asked: "When did it happen?"
"It's been three... oh no," Ning Yue remembered that his birthday had already passed, "It's been four years."
Yu Shan nodded.
He looked much better, but his eyes were a little red--everyone's emotional breakdown is different, just like the sadness of a middle-aged person, they are all silent and pretending to be calm.
After all, when a husband and wife are together, people say that a couple of one day is a hundred days of kindness, and a couple of one year also has feelings.
Neither Yu Feng nor Ning Yue knew the reason for their divorce.
Ning Yue only thought that the two of them got together and parted ways. As for why Song Yueqian didn't ask Yu Shan for help when she was suffering from cancer and financial difficulties, he didn't want to think deeply.
Before, he felt that they had nothing to do with each other in this life.
I didn't expect that fate would go round and round, and in the end they still wanted to get them related. I don't know if this kind of fate is considered evil or not.
The relationship between him and Yu Feng has not been revealed yet.
If it really waits for the exposure, will Yu Shan still be so nice to him?
Ning Yue and Yu Feng didn't stay in the hospital for long, and they returned to the base around two o'clock in the morning.
This day, Yu Feng didn't go to sleep in his own room, but went into Ning Yue's room. Ning Yue was sleeping on the bed. He quickly finished his homework, got into bed and slept with Ning Yue. The next day was train.
But Ning Yue couldn't get up.
Maybe it was because of the strong wind at night and lack of protection. Ning Yue had a cold and a fever. Ning Yue huddled in Yu Feng's arms, feeling that the arms were both hot and cold. Where did it come from.
The alarm clock rang once, and Yu Feng got up from the bed. Ning Yue felt that his surroundings were suddenly empty, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab Yu Feng.
Yu Feng lowered his head, kissed him on the forehead, and said softly: "It's still early, sleep a little longer."
Ning Yue felt relieved.
I don't know if it was because meeting Yu Shan aroused his worries, he kept having the same dream over and over again.
In the dream was the Yu family in his impression, cold and unkind, he also dreamed of Song Yueqian, plus Yu Shan and Yu Feng, there were four of them sitting together eating.
At this time, Ning Yue had already lived in Yu's house for a year, and the atmosphere between them was okay, but during the meal, Ning Yue and Yu Feng were "eye-eyed".
At that time, the two of them were still in the stage of choking each other, and no one liked the other. Under such circumstances, they definitely couldn't flirt.
But because it was in a dream, he didn't feel anything wrong at all.
Just when Yu Feng's foot was about to hook his leg, Yu Shan suddenly dropped his chopsticks.
He said to the two of them: "Don't think that no one knows about the little jiujiu between you, is it so obvious that we are afraid that we won't see it? Do you think we are blind?"
In fact, in the real world, Yu Shan has never yelled so much, he has always been in a very peaceful state.
The collapse of people is set to belong to yes.
But under such circumstances, Yu Feng's feet were still hooked on Ning Yue's legs, and he even stretched out his hand, sneaking under the table to reach for Ning Yue's hand.
In the real world, although Yu Feng is jealous, he still respects him.
The only time his emotions were out of control was when he revealed the relationship between the two of them on Weibo.
But that doesn't hurt too much, because the attention of people online is not on his relationship, but on who is the bastard of the two of them.
And Yu Feng didn't just let the ulterior motives between them hang out in the eyes of the public.
So Ning Yue didn't feel uncomfortable.
In reality, Yu Feng's way of handling things will definitely not be as domineering and unreasonable as in his dream.
As expected, a relationship between the two of them was discovered.
Yu Shan was furious, and Ning Yue realized at this time that Song Yueqian's face had become so blurred in his mind since he didn't know when. He still remembered Song Yueqian as a very warm woman.
But the details of Song Yueqian's facial features, Song Yueqian's expression when she spoke, Song Yueqian's gentle and warm feeling when she looked at him.
It's all so blurry that I can't remember it.
Yu Shan said angrily: "What are you doing? Raise your hands!"
Ning Yue wanted to separate the time when he and Yu Feng were together, but Yu Feng held him tightly and never let go of his hand, and his expression was even a little impatient: "We are just together? What's the matter?" cover up?"
Ning Yue hurriedly looked in Song Yuexi's direction. Song Yuexi's expression was vague, she must be unhappy, she was silent and didn't speak.
After all, the hands of the two were spread out in the sun, and the moment they were placed on the table, Ning Yue could clearly see the expression on Yu Shan's face, a little surprised and shocked.
Looking at Song Yueqian again, she gasped.
Her voice was gentle but vague, "Ningning, how could you do this?"
Ning Yue's heart was also filled with guilt in an instant, probably because it was Song Yuexi standing in front of him, not anyone else, so this feeling of guilt would become stronger.
Ning Yue didn't dare to look at Song Yuexi's face.
When Ning Yue woke up from his dream, the curtains in front of him were still drawn, and there was no one in the room. It was quiet. He picked up his phone and looked, and it was already past ten o'clock.
This period of time is normal, he may have finished a round of training, and today he still needs to advance to the ranking, time is money, there is no delay at all.
Because he slept with Yu Feng, and Yu Feng was calling him before, so he had a strong sense of dependence on Yu Feng, and he also had a lot of trust.
When the alarm clock rang, he didn't get up in time, because he felt that no matter what happened, someone would call him.
But what I didn't expect was that I called it dozens of times before, but I didn't call it this time today.
In addition, Ning Yue also felt that his whole body was hot and limp, and his headache was about to explode. When he got up, he had no energy all over his body, and his bones were sore, which was obviously a sign of illness.
After he reluctantly got up and finished washing, he found that water and medicine had already been placed on the table in the living room.
The water was warm, which meant that Yu Feng hadn't been walking for long.
Ning Yue walked over and found that it was antipyretic and cold medicine, as well as scattered small pills. The pills were packed in the special medicine bag for the pharmacists in their team.
They are equipped with a specialized doctor, who usually shows them more hands and shoulders.
And usually he comes to see, there is no such thing as making the players run too much.
Only then did Ning Yue realize how much he slept. The team doctor had already been in his room, but he didn't feel it. If he hadn't seen the medicine bag, he wouldn't have known that he had been shown in his sleep. sick.
Yu Feng didn't call him today, probably because he wanted him to have a good rest.
After Ning Yue took the medicine, he nestled up on the sofa.
He began to think about Song Yueqian's face in his sleep.
Those scenes in the dream where his relationship with Yu Feng was discovered were a bit unimportant, he was just thinking, it is said that dreaming of a person is the beginning of forgetting a person.
Song Yueqian gave him a dream, is it because he has begun to forget Song Yueqian?
How could he forget Song Yueqian and Ms. Song?
Ning Yue thought about it and couldn't accept it.
It may be because the emotions of sick people are always fragile. He suddenly remembered that in the past, he and Song Yueqian lived in a small rental house that cost 500 yuan a month.
At that time, he thought that when he grew up and made a lot of money, he would take Song Yue to live in his own house, preferably a villa.
In other words, you don’t need to earn a lot of money, as long as you have enough money for a house.
Enough to feed him and his mother.
When he was in school, the most common thing he saw was the back of his mother going out to work. Song Yueqian had gone to college before, but she only had a college degree, and because she hadn't worked for a long time and was a housewife at home, that's why she divorced Ning Yue. For a while, the two of them had a hard time.
Clinking in pockets.
The first is the problem of this residence, and the second is work.
Song Yueqian's money at that time was probably only 1000 yuan, which had been saved without telling Ning Kui over the years. Once she got divorced, she would find that 1000 yuan was not enough, and it was really difficult.
Later, the eldest sister of their neighbor was enthusiastic and introduced a job in a factory to them.
When they couldn't find a house to live in and couldn't pay the one-pay three-payment money, it was this elder sister who took them in.
After that, Song Yueqian worked in that factory.
Ning Yue still doesn't know what kind of factory it is, but he knows that it should be very hot, there are a lot of hot things, and there may be a stove, because every day after Song Yueqian comes back, there are many burn marks on her body, Occasional bruises and bruises are normal.
But that kind of mark is different from the scars when he was beaten before.
Ning Yue already had experience, so she knew that Song Yueqian hadn't been beaten, the above was left over from her work.
The salary of this job is very high, which is much better than before when they could not make ends meet.There is also more meat on their table, and Ning Yue can still eat an egg every morning.
But Song Yueqian herself was reluctant to eat it.
Song Yueqian came back every night, took good care of him first, then lay on the bed, and soon fell asleep.
Song Yueqian persisted in living like this for five years.
And Ning Yue also slowly changed from a primary school student to a junior high school student.
His academic performance has always been very good. Song Yueqian has no demands on him, but every time she goes to hold a parent-teacher meeting for him, the teacher praises Ning Yue, which makes Song Yueqian's face radiant. She feels that she has face and is proud of her son.
Over time, Ning Yue knew that although Song Yueqian had no demands on him, Song Yuexi still hoped that she could study hard.
So he studied even harder. From elementary school to junior high school, he took the first place in every exam, and he got the most awards at the end of the semester, more than all his classmates, filling the entire wall of their house.
Later, Song Yueqian and Yu Shan got acquainted, and Yu Shan would occasionally give them something, and also deliberately improve their lives.
But Song Yueqian insisted on working in the factory.
Song Yueqian and Yu Shan had been dating for a year, and Ning Yue thought she had found a good home, and thought that her mother would finally not have to be busy, so he was happy and worried.
So when he entered Yu's house, he wasn't really against it.
But what he didn't expect was that Yu Shan was so rich that he brought them into a different world, and, after a quick look, he and Song Yuexi, Ningyue, mother and son were not from the same world at all.
Later Song Yuexi and Yu Shan divorced.
Song Yuexi was completely disappointed in her marriage. At first, Ning Yue thought that she could get out of the quagmire of women's tragedies, slowly start a different life, and no longer choose to cling to men.
It doesn't matter if you are busy, it's not like he doesn't help.
At that time, he was no longer young, and he began to think about lightening the burden on his family. When school was over in the afternoon, he would ask Song Yueqian to work part-time.
Although he himself thinks he is not young, it is obvious that not many people dare to accept him at his age, so he can only do some jobs that do not earn much money, trying to save his own meal money .
Later, when Song Yueqian found out, they had an argument.
What was the content of the quarrel that day?
Song Yueqian asked him with a straight face, "What do you want to do with the money? Isn't the money your mother gave you enough? If you think it's not enough, you can let your mother ask for it."
Ning Yue didn't say anything.
"Do you think silence will solve the problem? Shouldn't we have a chat?"
Although Ning Yue was not yet an adult at that time, Song Yueqian always treated him as an adult. A 12-year-old child already has the IQ of an adult, but maybe their experience in dealing with people and living in this society has never been the same as others. The grown-ups are so rich.
But Song Yueqian still treats him as an adult, and every time she talks to him, she talks to him with a fair and respectful attitude, hoping that he can give him feedback.
In fact, Ning Yue was in adolescence at that time, and adolescence was also a period of rebellion, a period of rebellion without knowing it, not necessarily how radical it was, only talking back to adults was called rebellion, it just had its own ideas.
He said, "I don't want you to work so hard."
Song Yueqian's expression was stunned at that time, and Ning Yue still remembers that she was surprised at that time with a lot of sadness and a look of relief.
Then he shed tears in front of Ning Yue.
Ning Yue was confused at the time, until many years later, Ning Yue didn't know where to read it. In fact, parents would blame themselves for being too incompetent and unable to give their children the life they wanted.
Song Yueqian was moved by his behavior, but at the same time, it also put pressure on Song Yueqian.
Song Yueqian was happy and gratified because she thought Ning Yue was so nice, everyone said that her daughter was a little padded jacket, and sometimes her son was the same.
She was sad because she felt that in her whole life, Ning Yue had never been able to live a stable life.
Other children, who didn't happily go home to do their homework after school, her son not only had to study and get the first place, but also went to work without telling her at night.
For parents, this is heartbreaking.
Song Yuexi cried and laughed, and said to Ning Yue: "In the future, when you earn money and buy a big house for your mother, then your mother will definitely be happy and not so tired. Now you just want to enjoy the good things your mother treats you. ,son."
Later, Ning Yue didn't dare.
He was afraid of making Song Yueqian cry again.
But when he can earn money now and buy a house, Song Yueqian will no longer be here.
Ning Yue held the cup Yu Feng left for him, and suddenly felt so empty. The person who loved him the most in this world was no longer there. When he was sick, no one took care of him until midnight. He didn't sleep at night. Come and touch his forehead.
Maybe Yu Feng also likes him, but liking and loving are different after all.
What is their current relationship like?Would it really be better than being a brother?
Obviously he can have a family, but he wants to be a couple with Yu Feng who may break up at any time. Between family and lover, he still thinks family is more precious.
He may be a bit of a dead end, but he just can't cheer up.
After a while, Ning Yue put down the water glass, feeling that all this was extremely boring.
His brain seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't think through.
Just when he was drowsy, he heard the sound of the door being opened, and he remembered that he did not give Yu Feng the key, and the one who can have his key now is Gao Liang.
He was about to pull himself together to deal with it, but when the man pushed the door open, he froze for a moment.
Because the person in front of him was not Gao Liang, but Yu Feng.
Yu Feng didn't look like he was going to training—mainly because he was holding a bunch of food in his hands, not only holding, but also on his wrist. After seeing Ning Yue's gaze, he put the key in the In the porch, walked to Ning Yue's side, and put the snacks on the sofa.
He finally freed his hand and touched Ning Yue's forehead, "It's still burning, are you sitting here?"
His brows were so tightly furrowed that they could pinch a fly to death.
Ning Yue looked at him ignorantly, not understanding why he was so fierce.
In the next second, Yu Feng picked him up from the sofa, stuffed him into the quilt on the bed, and covered him tightly without leaving any gaps in his body. Then Ning Yue said listlessly: "You what……"
"Are you still asking?" Yu Feng said, "Did you always deserve a beating after you got sick? How did Aunt Song endure it before?"
This was the first time he mentioned Song Yueqian.
Probably because Ning Yue followed him to the hospital and met Yu Shan.
Ning Yue suddenly felt aggrieved, and said in a muffled voice: "My mother doesn't have to bear with me, she loves me."
"Well, I can't bear it." Yu Feng heard something was wrong, touched Ning Yue's face, it was still hot, he lowered his voice, "Have you taken the medicine?"
"Eat!" Ning Yue was a little fierce, "It's up to you whether I eat or not."
Yu Feng said: "Annoyed you? You think what I just said is wrong, tell me, and I'll see if I can apologize to you."
It's like he lied to a child.
Ning Yue turned his head away and ignored him.
After a while, his side sank, Yu Feng also got on the bed, hugged him through the quilt, and asked softly: "Are you really angry?"
Ning Yue still ignored him, but her nose was a little sore.
People are like this, when there is no one to comfort them, even the biggest emotions can be suppressed, but once someone gets close to them, even the smallest emotions can become monstrous waves.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Yu Feng stretched out his hand and turned his head, and found that Ning Yue's face was full of tears.
Yu Feng looked at him quietly for a while, Ning Yue thought he was admiring his ugliness, and said fiercely: "What are you doing?"
When crying, his brain was actually in a trance.
Compared with the trance when drinking, this trance adds a bit of weakness, the whole body is limp and has no strength.
He knew what he was doing, and he was taking advantage of his illness.
Fortunately, Yu Feng did not show any impatient expression. He was almost tolerant towards Ning Yue. He hugged Ning Yue through the quilt, pressed Ning Yue into his arms, and put his chin on Ning Yue's head, facing him. Said: "What's the matter? It's a sickness that makes people so delicate. Isn't it the last thing you want to be like a girl, and be hugged and coaxed by others?"
Ning Yue didn't expect him to know.
This can be said to be the most gentle sentence Yu Feng has ever said since he met Yu Feng.
So gentle that he couldn't believe it.
Yu Feng kissed his hair, patted him and said: "Go to sleep, it will be fine when you wake up."
It may be the effect of the medicine, or it may be that it was really hypnotized by being photographed, but Ning Yue really fell asleep.
This time, he didn't have any nightmares anymore, the dream was peaceful, he seemed to be back in his mother's womb, and he didn't need to curl up, so he felt very safe.
Ning Yue thought that it would be night when he woke up again.
However, the sky outside was not dark, but the light in the room was a little dim, and at some point there was a small sun warming up on the bedside table, facing his direction, and the hot and cold feeling on his body was finally gone. It's gone down a lot, but it's still a little weak.
Ning Yue turned his head and found Yu Feng who was sleeping next to him.
As soon as he moved, Yu Feng woke up.
Although he was very close to Yu Feng, their quilts were separated. It wasn't that Yu Feng disliked him, but that the quilts of the two of them would definitely get into the wind, so Yu Feng took the quilt from his room.
It was rare for Ning Yue to see Yu Feng just waking up. In the past, Yu Feng woke up first.
It turned out that when he just woke up, like ordinary people, his voice would become a little hoarse. He touched Ning Yue's forehead subconsciously, and said slowly: "The fever is gone."
Ning Yue was weak and his mood had returned to normal.
He remembered that before he went to bed, he was crying and making noise at Yu Feng, he was a little heartless.
Ning Yue suddenly said: "Yu Feng."
In the past, when he called Yu Feng that way, either Ms. Song's brains were crushed, or Yu Feng looked at him blankly, but today, it might be because of Gu Nian's illness, Yu Feng responded.
"When I woke up in the morning, I was thinking, what is our relationship now? In the eyes of the public, what are we? In the eyes of your father, what are we? If my mother is still alive..."
Yu Feng's expression changed.
He said: "You are still sick now, don't think about it, these things should be what I want to think about."
Ning Yue said: "Why can't I think about it?"
Yu Feng said: "Because I am your elder brother."
This reason made Ning Yue unexpected.
He was silent for a while, "Do you really want to be my brother?"
"Of course I don't want to," Yu Feng replied very simply this time, "I don't want to be your brother, I just want to be your boyfriend, I bit you last time, you think that's something a brother can do to a brother ?"
Speaking of the last time, Ning Yue's pale face turned a little bloody.
Yu Feng hugged him, and asked gently: "Ning Ning, don't think about it, okay? Even if you think about it, you should tell me in time, tell me why you think about it?"
Ning Yue said: "I thought this morning..."
He was in a daze, "I thought this morning, it's better to be a brother than to have another lover who will break up."
Yes, his thoughts in the morning were that no one would admit to their relationship at all, their nature was much more serious than homosexuality, and it was even more unacceptable in the world.
Before he and Yu Feng came out, they were almost able to predict the consequences.
In the past, his attitude was vague, he refused to admit his relationship with Yu Feng, and he refused to admit that the relationship between them had deteriorated, but when he saw Yu Shan in the hospital, and Yu Shan mentioned Song Yueqian, he seemed to be taken from the back of his head. Hit a hammer.
However, when Ning Yue came back to his senses and saw Yu Feng's eyes, he regretted saying that.
Obviously it's enough to think about it in his heart, he didn't really intend to give up his relationship with Yu Feng.
Yu Feng looked at him, his whole body tensed up.
He also seemed to be struck by Ning Yue's words. He looked at Ning Yue deeply, and after a while he found his own voice: "...Why do you think so?"
Ning Yue said: "...I'm sorry."
He really should apologize.
Because of this matter, after he woke up, he had already figured it out.
Brother won't take care of him all day, brother won't stay by his side for so long, the first thing he does when he wakes up is touch his forehead.
If he were Yu Feng's brother, Yu Feng would never touch him.
He had already experienced the matter of being Yu Feng's brother five years ago, didn't he?
How Yu Feng treated him at that time, he still remembers to this day, he was pressed by Yu Feng to clean up on the first day, because he was not convinced, he messed up the things in the room again.
The next day, he probably opened the door of the room and looked inside when Yu Feng passed by, but Yu Feng didn't say a word.
He dragged Ning Yue back in and told him, "If you don't clean up, get out of Yu's house."
Ning Yue was terrified at the time, how could there be such a bad person in the world?Because he didn't clean up, he was going to be kicked out. I really don't know the sufferings of the world. When he and Song Yueqian lived outside, it would be nice if they could find a place to live. Who cares about this?
Although later, he and Song Yueqian moved out from Yu's house and lived outside again, he began to know that when he helped Song Yueqian clean up, he didn't feel any gratitude to Yu Feng in his heart.
So in this way of getting along, does he still want to be brothers with Yu Feng?
Definitely don't want to.
However, the words splashed out, Yu Feng already knew what he was thinking, and slowly let go of the hand holding him.
Ning Yue was ill, and his stable mood could easily fluctuate again.
He watched Yu Feng not speak, and hurriedly said: "I was wrong... I was wrong brother."
Yu Feng suddenly pinched his face—of course, without much effort, and said coldly: "Of course you are wrong, I don't want to be your brother, even if you really want to treat me as your brother, I will I won't treat you like a brother."
Ning Yue was a little aggrieved, and his eyes began to turn red again.
Yu Feng let go of his hand, "Anyway, you didn't like calling me brother at first, so don't call me brother again, call me once, I will definitely... remember you? I'm not joking."
Ning Yue knew that Yu Feng didn't like to joke.
He didn't expect Yu Feng to say such a thing, but he didn't dare to talk back to him now, so he nodded with tears in his eyes.
"Ning Ning is good," Yu Feng softened his tone when he saw him nodding, and hugged him again, "Last time I asked you if you want me to be your boyfriend, but you didn't answer, can you answer now?"
Ning Yue nodded without hesitation this time.
He hugged Yu Feng back, his body was still a little weak, he choked up and said: "Why am I sick, you don't treat me as usual?"
What he said was completely unreasonable.
Yu Feng asked for a day off because of him, didn't do anything to watch over him, busy with his work, asked a doctor, took medicine, and even got him a little sun.
But Yu Feng didn't refute, he hugged Ning Yue tightly, and whispered: "Well, I'm bad, didn't you know it before?"
indeed.
Ning Yue was angry from the bottom of his heart, and punched him on the back.
Yu Feng didn't respond either, he hugged him and said, "Do you want to eat something?"
Ning Yue has been hungry all day, but has no appetite, so he shook his head.
Just now, his mood fluctuated greatly, and he had already exhausted all his abilities. Now he was in a state of power shortage, dying, and even adjusted his posture in Yu Feng's arms.
He whispered: "I don't want to do anything, where did you get this thing? It's quite warm."
He refers to the little sun.
For some reason, the base has not started heating. Everyone uses air conditioners, but the air conditioners are really dry. It must be more uncomfortable to blow on when you are sick.
From the beginning of winter, Ning Yue relied on his integrity to keep out the cold, and never turned on the air conditioner.
Yu Feng said: "Borrowed from Mono."
Mono knows the relationship between them, Ning Yue thought about it
Yu Shan is personable and at the same time lofty.
This is an unavoidable characteristic of the rich.
When he entered, Ning Yue felt that the air was frozen for a moment. Yu Feng was looking down at his phone, but he slowly put it back.
Ning Yue was surprised to find that Yu Shan was not like any middle-aged man he had ever seen.
He doesn't have a big belly or a greasy face. He is clean-shaven and looks in his early thirties. Although he is a little tired, his eyes are bright and sharp.
When Ning Yue was in front of him, he felt inexplicably facing the head teacher.
Fortunately, Yu Shan is not the kind of person with a bad temper. When facing Ning Yue, he would greet him with a smile and take the initiative to greet him. In order to make him not nervous, he even eased the atmosphere several times at the dinner table.
Without him, Song Yuexi alone would not be able to do this.
There was Yu Feng staring at him in front of him, Ning Yue couldn't swallow his meal, Yu Shan asked him: "Xiao Yue, is there anything you want to eat? Uncle brings it to you."
He also just said: "These in front of me are delicious, thank you uncle."
After such a meal, Ning Yue's forehead was covered with sweat.
In addition, Yu Shan and Yu Feng's way of getting along is also very strange.
Yu Shan asked Yu Feng: "What did you practice today? When the teacher left, I called my assistant and said that you have asked for half a day off. What do you need to ask for leave?"
In Ning Yue's house, Song Yuexi would never ask him that.
Of course, they can't afford tutors either.
At this time, Song Yueqian chose to marry Yu Shan. It had been several years since she and Ning Kui divorced. The mother and son had lived alone for a long time, and the shadow brought by Ning Kui was being dispelled in Ning Yue's heart.
It may be because they can only guarantee the most basic life, the tutor is far away from them, and Ning Yue was stimulated by his own father before.
Song Yueqian never asked him too much.
If I have to say something, I probably want him to be happy.
Therefore, for Yu Shan's way of pressing Yu Feng, Ning Yue felt uncomfortable the first time they met.
Yu Feng said: "My stepmother came into the house today, is this not enough to ask for leave?"
Ning Yue knew that Song Yueqian was going to be the mother of the second child when she entered Yu's house. He was actually a little concerned about this, but he didn't want Song Yuexi to work too hard. Song Yuexi was willing to marry and took the initiative to relieve her burden. Ning Yue was happy of.
But when Yu Feng said such words with a little sarcasm, Ning Yue still wanted to give him a break.
Probably because they were beside, Yu Shan hesitated to speak for a moment, but he didn't say anything after all.
With a gloomy face, his gaze stayed on Yu Feng's face for a while, "Okay, I'll give you half a day off."
When Yu Feng heard this, he smiled.
Then he turned and went upstairs.
Facing his back, Yu Shan suddenly said: "Don't push yourself too hard, you've already seen everyone, and you won't practice the piano tonight?"
Yu Feng paused for a moment, he couldn't go upstairs after all.
When Ning Yue entered the door, he saw a piano. He thought it was a special hobby of the rich, and bought a piano for decoration.
It turned out that Yu Feng could actually play the piano.
It's quite normal when you think about it. Many ordinary families now let their children practice piano in order to look more advanced.
For a family like Yu Feng's, it would be unreasonable not to arrange this kind of course for him.
But that night, Ning Yue didn't try to watch Yu Feng play the piano, because he was called away by his mother. Ever since Ning Kui beat them, Song Yueqian paid special attention to Ning Yue's psychological problems. There is something wrong with Yue's psychology.
The simple thing is that Ning Yue's psychological quality has been particularly strong since he was a child.
Apart from becoming a little cautious, he was basically fine.
At that time, he still liked to talk more, and in the environment outside the camera, he was not so silent.Later, after Song Yueqian passed away, he really didn't bother to speak for a long time, which made his father think he was dumb.
That night, Song Yuexi asked Ning Yue how he felt about this new father.
Ning Yue told the truth, better than his own father.
But, this kind of goodness just stays on the surface, he can't feel the affection belonging to his family in Yu Shan's body.To say the least, Yu Feng might not be able to feel it on his body.
Yu Shan, who was unreasonable and had no big belly at that time, is now lying on the hospital bed with visible fatigue on his face.
His hair is a lot grayer, white hair can be seen on both temples, and his body is also fat, but it doesn't look like healthy fat, only his face is still good-looking, even if he is a fat uncle, he is also a handsome fat uncle .
He didn't recognize Ning Yue.
His eyes rolled around the two of them, and then locked on Yu Feng, and said to him: "If I haven't entered the house for so long, if I wasn't sick, you wouldn't come here no matter what. Have a look?"
Yu Feng said: "Is there any point in asking these?"
It may be that Ning Yue, an "outsider", was present at the scene, and Yu Shan stopped after saying a few words.
His eyes finally fell on Ning Yue, and he asked, "Who is this?"
As a businessman for many years, the instinct of not offending others is deep in his bones. Although Ning Yue is still young, his inquiries are very polite.
Yu Feng said: "This is Ning Yue."
After he finished speaking, he didn't continue the introduction.
But Yu Shan lay on the bed and thought for a while before remembering, and suddenly said: "Are you Yuexi's son?"
As expected of Yu Feng's father, their family's intelligence is hereditary.
If it weren't for the earth-shaking impact on Ning Yue's life after living in Yu's house, he probably wouldn't even remember who Yu Shan was.
Thinking about it in another way, as a rich man with a lot of things to do, he once had an insignificant child living in his home. See you again after many years, even if you tell him the name of the child, he will not remember who it is.
Ning Yue nodded: "Yes."
I don't know what I remembered, Yu Shan was silent for a while.
After a while, he said with difficulty, "Is your mother... okay?"
Ning Yue said: "She has passed away."
Yu Shan was stunned this time.
When he promised Yu Feng to come to the hospital, he didn't think too much about it, but now that he was asked by Yu Shan, he felt that he should discuss it before coming in.
Or rather, he shouldn't have come in.
However, they were already divorced, and they had no feelings for each other. It was probably impossible to say that they were heartbroken, so when Ning Yue said it, he never expected him to have such a big reaction.
Yu Shan still had a needle on his hand, so he raised his hand and covered his eyes.
There was silence in the ward, Ning Yue and Yu Feng looked at each other, he asked Yu Feng with his eyes if he should go out, but Yu Feng shook his head and let him continue to sit.
Yu Shan suddenly asked: "When did it happen?"
"It's been three... oh no," Ning Yue remembered that his birthday had already passed, "It's been four years."
Yu Shan nodded.
He looked much better, but his eyes were a little red--everyone's emotional breakdown is different, just like the sadness of a middle-aged person, they are all silent and pretending to be calm.
After all, when a husband and wife are together, people say that a couple of one day is a hundred days of kindness, and a couple of one year also has feelings.
Neither Yu Feng nor Ning Yue knew the reason for their divorce.
Ning Yue only thought that the two of them got together and parted ways. As for why Song Yueqian didn't ask Yu Shan for help when she was suffering from cancer and financial difficulties, he didn't want to think deeply.
Before, he felt that they had nothing to do with each other in this life.
I didn't expect that fate would go round and round, and in the end they still wanted to get them related. I don't know if this kind of fate is considered evil or not.
The relationship between him and Yu Feng has not been revealed yet.
If it really waits for the exposure, will Yu Shan still be so nice to him?
Ning Yue and Yu Feng didn't stay in the hospital for long, and they returned to the base around two o'clock in the morning.
This day, Yu Feng didn't go to sleep in his own room, but went into Ning Yue's room. Ning Yue was sleeping on the bed. He quickly finished his homework, got into bed and slept with Ning Yue. The next day was train.
But Ning Yue couldn't get up.
Maybe it was because of the strong wind at night and lack of protection. Ning Yue had a cold and a fever. Ning Yue huddled in Yu Feng's arms, feeling that the arms were both hot and cold. Where did it come from.
The alarm clock rang once, and Yu Feng got up from the bed. Ning Yue felt that his surroundings were suddenly empty, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab Yu Feng.
Yu Feng lowered his head, kissed him on the forehead, and said softly: "It's still early, sleep a little longer."
Ning Yue felt relieved.
I don't know if it was because meeting Yu Shan aroused his worries, he kept having the same dream over and over again.
In the dream was the Yu family in his impression, cold and unkind, he also dreamed of Song Yueqian, plus Yu Shan and Yu Feng, there were four of them sitting together eating.
At this time, Ning Yue had already lived in Yu's house for a year, and the atmosphere between them was okay, but during the meal, Ning Yue and Yu Feng were "eye-eyed".
At that time, the two of them were still in the stage of choking each other, and no one liked the other. Under such circumstances, they definitely couldn't flirt.
But because it was in a dream, he didn't feel anything wrong at all.
Just when Yu Feng's foot was about to hook his leg, Yu Shan suddenly dropped his chopsticks.
He said to the two of them: "Don't think that no one knows about the little jiujiu between you, is it so obvious that we are afraid that we won't see it? Do you think we are blind?"
In fact, in the real world, Yu Shan has never yelled so much, he has always been in a very peaceful state.
The collapse of people is set to belong to yes.
But under such circumstances, Yu Feng's feet were still hooked on Ning Yue's legs, and he even stretched out his hand, sneaking under the table to reach for Ning Yue's hand.
In the real world, although Yu Feng is jealous, he still respects him.
The only time his emotions were out of control was when he revealed the relationship between the two of them on Weibo.
But that doesn't hurt too much, because the attention of people online is not on his relationship, but on who is the bastard of the two of them.
And Yu Feng didn't just let the ulterior motives between them hang out in the eyes of the public.
So Ning Yue didn't feel uncomfortable.
In reality, Yu Feng's way of handling things will definitely not be as domineering and unreasonable as in his dream.
As expected, a relationship between the two of them was discovered.
Yu Shan was furious, and Ning Yue realized at this time that Song Yueqian's face had become so blurred in his mind since he didn't know when. He still remembered Song Yueqian as a very warm woman.
But the details of Song Yueqian's facial features, Song Yueqian's expression when she spoke, Song Yueqian's gentle and warm feeling when she looked at him.
It's all so blurry that I can't remember it.
Yu Shan said angrily: "What are you doing? Raise your hands!"
Ning Yue wanted to separate the time when he and Yu Feng were together, but Yu Feng held him tightly and never let go of his hand, and his expression was even a little impatient: "We are just together? What's the matter?" cover up?"
Ning Yue hurriedly looked in Song Yuexi's direction. Song Yuexi's expression was vague, she must be unhappy, she was silent and didn't speak.
After all, the hands of the two were spread out in the sun, and the moment they were placed on the table, Ning Yue could clearly see the expression on Yu Shan's face, a little surprised and shocked.
Looking at Song Yueqian again, she gasped.
Her voice was gentle but vague, "Ningning, how could you do this?"
Ning Yue's heart was also filled with guilt in an instant, probably because it was Song Yuexi standing in front of him, not anyone else, so this feeling of guilt would become stronger.
Ning Yue didn't dare to look at Song Yuexi's face.
When Ning Yue woke up from his dream, the curtains in front of him were still drawn, and there was no one in the room. It was quiet. He picked up his phone and looked, and it was already past ten o'clock.
This period of time is normal, he may have finished a round of training, and today he still needs to advance to the ranking, time is money, there is no delay at all.
Because he slept with Yu Feng, and Yu Feng was calling him before, so he had a strong sense of dependence on Yu Feng, and he also had a lot of trust.
When the alarm clock rang, he didn't get up in time, because he felt that no matter what happened, someone would call him.
But what I didn't expect was that I called it dozens of times before, but I didn't call it this time today.
In addition, Ning Yue also felt that his whole body was hot and limp, and his headache was about to explode. When he got up, he had no energy all over his body, and his bones were sore, which was obviously a sign of illness.
After he reluctantly got up and finished washing, he found that water and medicine had already been placed on the table in the living room.
The water was warm, which meant that Yu Feng hadn't been walking for long.
Ning Yue walked over and found that it was antipyretic and cold medicine, as well as scattered small pills. The pills were packed in the special medicine bag for the pharmacists in their team.
They are equipped with a specialized doctor, who usually shows them more hands and shoulders.
And usually he comes to see, there is no such thing as making the players run too much.
Only then did Ning Yue realize how much he slept. The team doctor had already been in his room, but he didn't feel it. If he hadn't seen the medicine bag, he wouldn't have known that he had been shown in his sleep. sick.
Yu Feng didn't call him today, probably because he wanted him to have a good rest.
After Ning Yue took the medicine, he nestled up on the sofa.
He began to think about Song Yueqian's face in his sleep.
Those scenes in the dream where his relationship with Yu Feng was discovered were a bit unimportant, he was just thinking, it is said that dreaming of a person is the beginning of forgetting a person.
Song Yueqian gave him a dream, is it because he has begun to forget Song Yueqian?
How could he forget Song Yueqian and Ms. Song?
Ning Yue thought about it and couldn't accept it.
It may be because the emotions of sick people are always fragile. He suddenly remembered that in the past, he and Song Yueqian lived in a small rental house that cost 500 yuan a month.
At that time, he thought that when he grew up and made a lot of money, he would take Song Yue to live in his own house, preferably a villa.
In other words, you don’t need to earn a lot of money, as long as you have enough money for a house.
Enough to feed him and his mother.
When he was in school, the most common thing he saw was the back of his mother going out to work. Song Yueqian had gone to college before, but she only had a college degree, and because she hadn't worked for a long time and was a housewife at home, that's why she divorced Ning Yue. For a while, the two of them had a hard time.
Clinking in pockets.
The first is the problem of this residence, and the second is work.
Song Yueqian's money at that time was probably only 1000 yuan, which had been saved without telling Ning Kui over the years. Once she got divorced, she would find that 1000 yuan was not enough, and it was really difficult.
Later, the eldest sister of their neighbor was enthusiastic and introduced a job in a factory to them.
When they couldn't find a house to live in and couldn't pay the one-pay three-payment money, it was this elder sister who took them in.
After that, Song Yueqian worked in that factory.
Ning Yue still doesn't know what kind of factory it is, but he knows that it should be very hot, there are a lot of hot things, and there may be a stove, because every day after Song Yueqian comes back, there are many burn marks on her body, Occasional bruises and bruises are normal.
But that kind of mark is different from the scars when he was beaten before.
Ning Yue already had experience, so she knew that Song Yueqian hadn't been beaten, the above was left over from her work.
The salary of this job is very high, which is much better than before when they could not make ends meet.There is also more meat on their table, and Ning Yue can still eat an egg every morning.
But Song Yueqian herself was reluctant to eat it.
Song Yueqian came back every night, took good care of him first, then lay on the bed, and soon fell asleep.
Song Yueqian persisted in living like this for five years.
And Ning Yue also slowly changed from a primary school student to a junior high school student.
His academic performance has always been very good. Song Yueqian has no demands on him, but every time she goes to hold a parent-teacher meeting for him, the teacher praises Ning Yue, which makes Song Yueqian's face radiant. She feels that she has face and is proud of her son.
Over time, Ning Yue knew that although Song Yueqian had no demands on him, Song Yuexi still hoped that she could study hard.
So he studied even harder. From elementary school to junior high school, he took the first place in every exam, and he got the most awards at the end of the semester, more than all his classmates, filling the entire wall of their house.
Later, Song Yueqian and Yu Shan got acquainted, and Yu Shan would occasionally give them something, and also deliberately improve their lives.
But Song Yueqian insisted on working in the factory.
Song Yueqian and Yu Shan had been dating for a year, and Ning Yue thought she had found a good home, and thought that her mother would finally not have to be busy, so he was happy and worried.
So when he entered Yu's house, he wasn't really against it.
But what he didn't expect was that Yu Shan was so rich that he brought them into a different world, and, after a quick look, he and Song Yuexi, Ningyue, mother and son were not from the same world at all.
Later Song Yuexi and Yu Shan divorced.
Song Yuexi was completely disappointed in her marriage. At first, Ning Yue thought that she could get out of the quagmire of women's tragedies, slowly start a different life, and no longer choose to cling to men.
It doesn't matter if you are busy, it's not like he doesn't help.
At that time, he was no longer young, and he began to think about lightening the burden on his family. When school was over in the afternoon, he would ask Song Yueqian to work part-time.
Although he himself thinks he is not young, it is obvious that not many people dare to accept him at his age, so he can only do some jobs that do not earn much money, trying to save his own meal money .
Later, when Song Yueqian found out, they had an argument.
What was the content of the quarrel that day?
Song Yueqian asked him with a straight face, "What do you want to do with the money? Isn't the money your mother gave you enough? If you think it's not enough, you can let your mother ask for it."
Ning Yue didn't say anything.
"Do you think silence will solve the problem? Shouldn't we have a chat?"
Although Ning Yue was not yet an adult at that time, Song Yueqian always treated him as an adult. A 12-year-old child already has the IQ of an adult, but maybe their experience in dealing with people and living in this society has never been the same as others. The grown-ups are so rich.
But Song Yueqian still treats him as an adult, and every time she talks to him, she talks to him with a fair and respectful attitude, hoping that he can give him feedback.
In fact, Ning Yue was in adolescence at that time, and adolescence was also a period of rebellion, a period of rebellion without knowing it, not necessarily how radical it was, only talking back to adults was called rebellion, it just had its own ideas.
He said, "I don't want you to work so hard."
Song Yueqian's expression was stunned at that time, and Ning Yue still remembers that she was surprised at that time with a lot of sadness and a look of relief.
Then he shed tears in front of Ning Yue.
Ning Yue was confused at the time, until many years later, Ning Yue didn't know where to read it. In fact, parents would blame themselves for being too incompetent and unable to give their children the life they wanted.
Song Yueqian was moved by his behavior, but at the same time, it also put pressure on Song Yueqian.
Song Yueqian was happy and gratified because she thought Ning Yue was so nice, everyone said that her daughter was a little padded jacket, and sometimes her son was the same.
She was sad because she felt that in her whole life, Ning Yue had never been able to live a stable life.
Other children, who didn't happily go home to do their homework after school, her son not only had to study and get the first place, but also went to work without telling her at night.
For parents, this is heartbreaking.
Song Yuexi cried and laughed, and said to Ning Yue: "In the future, when you earn money and buy a big house for your mother, then your mother will definitely be happy and not so tired. Now you just want to enjoy the good things your mother treats you. ,son."
Later, Ning Yue didn't dare.
He was afraid of making Song Yueqian cry again.
But when he can earn money now and buy a house, Song Yueqian will no longer be here.
Ning Yue held the cup Yu Feng left for him, and suddenly felt so empty. The person who loved him the most in this world was no longer there. When he was sick, no one took care of him until midnight. He didn't sleep at night. Come and touch his forehead.
Maybe Yu Feng also likes him, but liking and loving are different after all.
What is their current relationship like?Would it really be better than being a brother?
Obviously he can have a family, but he wants to be a couple with Yu Feng who may break up at any time. Between family and lover, he still thinks family is more precious.
He may be a bit of a dead end, but he just can't cheer up.
After a while, Ning Yue put down the water glass, feeling that all this was extremely boring.
His brain seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't think through.
Just when he was drowsy, he heard the sound of the door being opened, and he remembered that he did not give Yu Feng the key, and the one who can have his key now is Gao Liang.
He was about to pull himself together to deal with it, but when the man pushed the door open, he froze for a moment.
Because the person in front of him was not Gao Liang, but Yu Feng.
Yu Feng didn't look like he was going to training—mainly because he was holding a bunch of food in his hands, not only holding, but also on his wrist. After seeing Ning Yue's gaze, he put the key in the In the porch, walked to Ning Yue's side, and put the snacks on the sofa.
He finally freed his hand and touched Ning Yue's forehead, "It's still burning, are you sitting here?"
His brows were so tightly furrowed that they could pinch a fly to death.
Ning Yue looked at him ignorantly, not understanding why he was so fierce.
In the next second, Yu Feng picked him up from the sofa, stuffed him into the quilt on the bed, and covered him tightly without leaving any gaps in his body. Then Ning Yue said listlessly: "You what……"
"Are you still asking?" Yu Feng said, "Did you always deserve a beating after you got sick? How did Aunt Song endure it before?"
This was the first time he mentioned Song Yueqian.
Probably because Ning Yue followed him to the hospital and met Yu Shan.
Ning Yue suddenly felt aggrieved, and said in a muffled voice: "My mother doesn't have to bear with me, she loves me."
"Well, I can't bear it." Yu Feng heard something was wrong, touched Ning Yue's face, it was still hot, he lowered his voice, "Have you taken the medicine?"
"Eat!" Ning Yue was a little fierce, "It's up to you whether I eat or not."
Yu Feng said: "Annoyed you? You think what I just said is wrong, tell me, and I'll see if I can apologize to you."
It's like he lied to a child.
Ning Yue turned his head away and ignored him.
After a while, his side sank, Yu Feng also got on the bed, hugged him through the quilt, and asked softly: "Are you really angry?"
Ning Yue still ignored him, but her nose was a little sore.
People are like this, when there is no one to comfort them, even the biggest emotions can be suppressed, but once someone gets close to them, even the smallest emotions can become monstrous waves.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Yu Feng stretched out his hand and turned his head, and found that Ning Yue's face was full of tears.
Yu Feng looked at him quietly for a while, Ning Yue thought he was admiring his ugliness, and said fiercely: "What are you doing?"
When crying, his brain was actually in a trance.
Compared with the trance when drinking, this trance adds a bit of weakness, the whole body is limp and has no strength.
He knew what he was doing, and he was taking advantage of his illness.
Fortunately, Yu Feng did not show any impatient expression. He was almost tolerant towards Ning Yue. He hugged Ning Yue through the quilt, pressed Ning Yue into his arms, and put his chin on Ning Yue's head, facing him. Said: "What's the matter? It's a sickness that makes people so delicate. Isn't it the last thing you want to be like a girl, and be hugged and coaxed by others?"
Ning Yue didn't expect him to know.
This can be said to be the most gentle sentence Yu Feng has ever said since he met Yu Feng.
So gentle that he couldn't believe it.
Yu Feng kissed his hair, patted him and said: "Go to sleep, it will be fine when you wake up."
It may be the effect of the medicine, or it may be that it was really hypnotized by being photographed, but Ning Yue really fell asleep.
This time, he didn't have any nightmares anymore, the dream was peaceful, he seemed to be back in his mother's womb, and he didn't need to curl up, so he felt very safe.
Ning Yue thought that it would be night when he woke up again.
However, the sky outside was not dark, but the light in the room was a little dim, and at some point there was a small sun warming up on the bedside table, facing his direction, and the hot and cold feeling on his body was finally gone. It's gone down a lot, but it's still a little weak.
Ning Yue turned his head and found Yu Feng who was sleeping next to him.
As soon as he moved, Yu Feng woke up.
Although he was very close to Yu Feng, their quilts were separated. It wasn't that Yu Feng disliked him, but that the quilts of the two of them would definitely get into the wind, so Yu Feng took the quilt from his room.
It was rare for Ning Yue to see Yu Feng just waking up. In the past, Yu Feng woke up first.
It turned out that when he just woke up, like ordinary people, his voice would become a little hoarse. He touched Ning Yue's forehead subconsciously, and said slowly: "The fever is gone."
Ning Yue was weak and his mood had returned to normal.
He remembered that before he went to bed, he was crying and making noise at Yu Feng, he was a little heartless.
Ning Yue suddenly said: "Yu Feng."
In the past, when he called Yu Feng that way, either Ms. Song's brains were crushed, or Yu Feng looked at him blankly, but today, it might be because of Gu Nian's illness, Yu Feng responded.
"When I woke up in the morning, I was thinking, what is our relationship now? In the eyes of the public, what are we? In the eyes of your father, what are we? If my mother is still alive..."
Yu Feng's expression changed.
He said: "You are still sick now, don't think about it, these things should be what I want to think about."
Ning Yue said: "Why can't I think about it?"
Yu Feng said: "Because I am your elder brother."
This reason made Ning Yue unexpected.
He was silent for a while, "Do you really want to be my brother?"
"Of course I don't want to," Yu Feng replied very simply this time, "I don't want to be your brother, I just want to be your boyfriend, I bit you last time, you think that's something a brother can do to a brother ?"
Speaking of the last time, Ning Yue's pale face turned a little bloody.
Yu Feng hugged him, and asked gently: "Ning Ning, don't think about it, okay? Even if you think about it, you should tell me in time, tell me why you think about it?"
Ning Yue said: "I thought this morning..."
He was in a daze, "I thought this morning, it's better to be a brother than to have another lover who will break up."
Yes, his thoughts in the morning were that no one would admit to their relationship at all, their nature was much more serious than homosexuality, and it was even more unacceptable in the world.
Before he and Yu Feng came out, they were almost able to predict the consequences.
In the past, his attitude was vague, he refused to admit his relationship with Yu Feng, and he refused to admit that the relationship between them had deteriorated, but when he saw Yu Shan in the hospital, and Yu Shan mentioned Song Yueqian, he seemed to be taken from the back of his head. Hit a hammer.
However, when Ning Yue came back to his senses and saw Yu Feng's eyes, he regretted saying that.
Obviously it's enough to think about it in his heart, he didn't really intend to give up his relationship with Yu Feng.
Yu Feng looked at him, his whole body tensed up.
He also seemed to be struck by Ning Yue's words. He looked at Ning Yue deeply, and after a while he found his own voice: "...Why do you think so?"
Ning Yue said: "...I'm sorry."
He really should apologize.
Because of this matter, after he woke up, he had already figured it out.
Brother won't take care of him all day, brother won't stay by his side for so long, the first thing he does when he wakes up is touch his forehead.
If he were Yu Feng's brother, Yu Feng would never touch him.
He had already experienced the matter of being Yu Feng's brother five years ago, didn't he?
How Yu Feng treated him at that time, he still remembers to this day, he was pressed by Yu Feng to clean up on the first day, because he was not convinced, he messed up the things in the room again.
The next day, he probably opened the door of the room and looked inside when Yu Feng passed by, but Yu Feng didn't say a word.
He dragged Ning Yue back in and told him, "If you don't clean up, get out of Yu's house."
Ning Yue was terrified at the time, how could there be such a bad person in the world?Because he didn't clean up, he was going to be kicked out. I really don't know the sufferings of the world. When he and Song Yueqian lived outside, it would be nice if they could find a place to live. Who cares about this?
Although later, he and Song Yueqian moved out from Yu's house and lived outside again, he began to know that when he helped Song Yueqian clean up, he didn't feel any gratitude to Yu Feng in his heart.
So in this way of getting along, does he still want to be brothers with Yu Feng?
Definitely don't want to.
However, the words splashed out, Yu Feng already knew what he was thinking, and slowly let go of the hand holding him.
Ning Yue was ill, and his stable mood could easily fluctuate again.
He watched Yu Feng not speak, and hurriedly said: "I was wrong... I was wrong brother."
Yu Feng suddenly pinched his face—of course, without much effort, and said coldly: "Of course you are wrong, I don't want to be your brother, even if you really want to treat me as your brother, I will I won't treat you like a brother."
Ning Yue was a little aggrieved, and his eyes began to turn red again.
Yu Feng let go of his hand, "Anyway, you didn't like calling me brother at first, so don't call me brother again, call me once, I will definitely... remember you? I'm not joking."
Ning Yue knew that Yu Feng didn't like to joke.
He didn't expect Yu Feng to say such a thing, but he didn't dare to talk back to him now, so he nodded with tears in his eyes.
"Ning Ning is good," Yu Feng softened his tone when he saw him nodding, and hugged him again, "Last time I asked you if you want me to be your boyfriend, but you didn't answer, can you answer now?"
Ning Yue nodded without hesitation this time.
He hugged Yu Feng back, his body was still a little weak, he choked up and said: "Why am I sick, you don't treat me as usual?"
What he said was completely unreasonable.
Yu Feng asked for a day off because of him, didn't do anything to watch over him, busy with his work, asked a doctor, took medicine, and even got him a little sun.
But Yu Feng didn't refute, he hugged Ning Yue tightly, and whispered: "Well, I'm bad, didn't you know it before?"
indeed.
Ning Yue was angry from the bottom of his heart, and punched him on the back.
Yu Feng didn't respond either, he hugged him and said, "Do you want to eat something?"
Ning Yue has been hungry all day, but has no appetite, so he shook his head.
Just now, his mood fluctuated greatly, and he had already exhausted all his abilities. Now he was in a state of power shortage, dying, and even adjusted his posture in Yu Feng's arms.
He whispered: "I don't want to do anything, where did you get this thing? It's quite warm."
He refers to the little sun.
For some reason, the base has not started heating. Everyone uses air conditioners, but the air conditioners are really dry. It must be more uncomfortable to blow on when you are sick.
From the beginning of winter, Ning Yue relied on his integrity to keep out the cold, and never turned on the air conditioner.
Yu Feng said: "Borrowed from Mono."
Mono knows the relationship between them, Ning Yue thought about it
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