Mr Gu's Little Rose

As the night wind blew past, Lin Jiale felt a cool wetness passing by his cheeks.

There was a light rain in the sky, and the rain was covered with white under the lights...

Gu Zexi took Lin Jiale's hand and ran to the parking lot, opened the car door, protected Lin Jiale's head and let him sit in.

The rain fell quickly and heavily, and within a short distance of a few steps, both of them were drenched a lot.

Although both of them were caught in the rain, Lin Jiale looked much worse than Gu Zexi, because his hair was very soft and he hadn't had a haircut in this period of time, and his hair was a little bit long. Stick it on the forehead.

He looked innocent and pitiful, but he was still ignorant, looking at Gu Zexi with those dark innocent eyes.

"I forgot to bring my umbrella today. I'm sorry. If Mr. Gu hadn't come to pick me up, you wouldn't have gotten caught in the rain." Lin Jiale said as he took out a pack of tissues from his pocket and wiped away the water stains on Gu Zexi's cheeks.

Because he cared too much about the other party, Lin Jiale didn't realize that he looked much worse than Gu Zexi at the moment, and didn't even notice how close he was to Gu Zexi at the moment.

It was so close that it was almost ambiguous, but because the concern in his eyes was too much, this ambiguity was dyed with warmth.

"Don't apologize casually, I wanted to pick you up myself." Gu Zexi took Lin Jiale's hand to wipe the water stains for him. "Besides, I came to pick you up and made you drenched in the rain. This is obviously my responsibility. How can I make you apologize?"

Gu Zexi's tone was very gentle.

There was helplessness and distress in his eyes.

"You have to put yourself first, protect yourself at all times, and don't let yourself be wronged."

His little friend is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed, even if it rains, the first thing he thinks of is not himself but to wipe the water off others.

Lin Jiale's eyelashes trembled slightly: "Huh?" The fingers that were being held curled up slightly.

"I don't always allow myself to be wronged...and..."

He wants to say that putting you first is not a grievance but happiness.

But when he was about to speak, he slowly realized that the distance between him and Gu Zexi was a bit too close. He could clearly feel the other party's body temperature was a little higher than his own, and he could clearly feel the light touch of the other party's lips on his cheeks. breathe.

The moment he raised his eyes, Gu Zexi's eyes almost overflowed with distress, just like this broke into his eyes.

Lin Jiale's heart suddenly suffocated...

"Mr. Gu..."

"Well, I'm here." Gu Zexi responded gently.

Gu Zexi stretched out his hand to gently wipe off the water droplets on Lin Jiale's eyelashes, and took a facial tissue to carefully wipe Lin Jiale's hair.

"Such a cute kid, I shouldn't let you get wet in the rain."

His little friend is a very delicate rose, which needs to be cared for patiently and carefully, and needs to be nourished by dew instead of being eroded by heavy rain...

Gu Zexi's actions and words were full of gentleness, and Lin Jiale suddenly had the illusion that he was treated as an extremely precious and fragile item... being carefully cherished by others.

Every word and every sentence of his is like clusters of bright fireworks, blooming in Lin Jiale's heart, bursting out dazzling light.

It was the first time for Lin Jiale to feel the feeling of being cared for by others... This feeling is very strange.

But it almost made him addicted...

He never dared to expect that he could get such a treasure before, but now he is being cared for so carefully, which makes him feel like he has fallen into a beautiful dream that he has carefully woven...

It's just that he doesn't know how long this dream can last, and it is said that things that are too beautiful are always fragile.

Lin Jiale silently prayed that this hard-won dream could last longer.

.....

Gu Zexi wiped Lin Jiale's hair carefully, and wiped the cake box carefully, but he seemed to be ignoring himself.

Lin Jiale looked at Gu Zexi's handsome profile, and suddenly smiled faintly, "Mr. Gu was talking about me just now, but didn't you do the same yourself? You always put yourself at the back."

"Mr. Gu also..."

Before Lin Jiale finished speaking, he was interrupted by the phone ringing, which seemed very abrupt in the small enclosed space...

"I'll answer a call." Lin Jiale swiped open the phone and pressed the answer button.

"Hey?"

There was silence over there and did not speak.

Lin Jiale had just picked up the phone in a hurry and didn't even have time to read the note, but now he saw it was his mother's number.

Since Wu Di took him away from home, Lin Chufen never contacted him.

Although Lin Jiale didn't know the purpose of Lin Chufen's call this time, it was not to care about him.

If she really cared about herself, she would not stand by when He Daquan sold herself, and she would not stand by when she was almost forced to be marked by Lin Daquan's nephew...

For so many years, he has become indifferent and no longer expects her to give him even a little care like a normal mother treats her child, but every time he cuts these things apart, he still feels very uncomfortable.

"What's the matter?" Lin Jiale lowered his eyes, his voice sounded calm.

But Gu Zexi could feel that Lin Jiale was a little sad now.

His little friend is not happy.

"Lin Jiale, where are you now?" Lin Chufen asked after a moment of silence.

Where?

Lin Jiale thought Lin Chufen's question was really funny.Selling yourself and now asking yourself where are you?

"Where do you think I should be right now?" Lin Jiale's voice was tinged with contempt and ridicule, but his heart seemed to be caught by something, and he felt uncomfortable.

He didn't want to do this in front of Gu Zexi, to expose his unbearable past, family, and those wretched people in front of Gu Zexi.

He didn't know whether the mockery and contempt was directed at himself or Lin Chufen.

Gu Zexi has already seen his most embarrassing situation, but at this moment he still wants to try his best to cover it up.

"Lin Jiale, I didn't call to listen to your eccentric questioning. When I asked you to leave with Young Master Wu, it was for your own good. Young Master Wu's family is rich and powerful, so you won't suffer if you follow him."

So in her eyes, all of this was for her own good?

Lin Jiale thought sadly in his heart, is this deceiving himself or others, or is he trying to subtly convince himself so that he can obediently go back and obey their arrangements?

Lin Jiale's voice was choked and he couldn't speak.

After he didn't know how long he was silent, Lin Chufen spoke again, "Your sister's condition is very serious. The Wu family promised to give money and help contact treatment, because you and the others have backed down. Lin Jiale, don't you think...you are very uncomfortable Isn't it right? After all, she is your sister, so you just refuse to save her?"

"Lin Jiale, don't you have a heart?"

Do nothing?

No heart?

So it turns out that he is the one who has committed the most crimes?

The dull pain in the heart and the feeling of suffocation almost overwhelmed Lin Jiale.They clearly knew how redundant they were in that family before, and they knew that they would not give up until they squeezed out the last bit of their use value, but because of Gu Zexi by his side, the grievance and sadness in Lin Jiale's heart reached an unprecedented peak.

"Who is my younger sister?" Lin Jiale said in a word, "I have no relatives, I only have myself."

"Even if He Luoya is dead now, it has nothing to do with me."

These words seemed to exhaust all of Lin Jiale's strength.

He cut open his worst side and placed it in front of Gu Zexi.He is such a person, without a happy family, full of sorrow.

Even in the face of his dying sister, he said such heartless and unjust words.

A long time ago, he really regarded He Luoya as his younger sister and tried his best to care for her, but what he got in return was that his heart was trampled in the dust.

Later, he also worked hard to make money, and worked hard to get He Luoya a good treatment....

But every time his sincerity was never treated kindly.After so many years, he is really tired. He is not a Bodhisattva who saves all sentient beings, so he cannot do it without complaint.

He didn't want something to happen to He Luoya, but he didn't have the Virgin to sacrifice himself in exchange for He Luoya's health.

He doesn't think it's worth it.

Lin Jiale thought that Lin Chufen would explode hysterically, but surprisingly, she didn't.

After Lin Chufen was silent for a long time, she said calmly, "Come back tomorrow."

"Since you said you have no relatives, you should take away the things at home."

Lin Jiale closed his eyes.

"Ah."

"I'll come back tomorrow to get it."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Jiale huddled himself into a ball wearily.

He really became a duckweed with no support.

My heart is empty, my head seems to be stuffed with paste, my eyes are very astringent but I can't seem to cry.

"Lele." Gu Zexi gently held Lin Jiale's arm, and put him in his arms, "I'm here."

"Um……"

Wrapped in Gu Zexi's warm body temperature, Lin Jiale finally choked up and let out a sob.

I have been wronged for many years, but this is the first time when he cries, someone comforts him and someone hugs him

.....

arrive home.

After the two of them took a shower, Lin Jiale accompanied Gu Zexi to finish eating the small cake. After the time on the road, he had already adjusted his emotions.

At least he can act as if nothing happened.

Gu Zexi didn't mention it again.

After eating the cake, Gu Zexi carefully put away the small cake box.

Lin Jiale was a little surprised that Gu Zexi would collect such small things.

And that cake box, after being exposed to the rain, its beautiful appearance has been destroyed, it really doesn't deserve to be treated so carefully.

Gu Zexi seemed to see the doubts in Lin Jiale's heart, and took the initiative to explain to Lin Jiale: "Because this is the first cake our little friend Lele made for me, and I have already eaten the cake, so I will naturally put the cake in the box Treasure it well."

A small box that can obviously be discarded as waste paper, but Gu Zexi used the word "treasure", as if deliberately emphasizing something.

The tails of Gu Zexi's eyes were raised slightly, his brows were stained with a faint smile, and the lamp above his head cast a faint light on him, "Everything you give me is worth my careful treasure..."

Lin Jiale felt that if there is a god in this world, then it must be someone like Gu Zexi.

Gu Zexi's every word hit Lin Jiale's heart with precision.

Lin Jiale stared at Gu Zexi for a long time without speaking, even forgot to look away...

After a long while, he murmured in a low voice: "Mr. Gu, why are you so good? Why are you so good?" It made me delusional, and I couldn't help but want to be the unique person in your heart.

But Gu Zexi is so good, so excellent, how can he match Gu Zexi if he is so bad?

He has been used to it since he was a child... used to being ignored, abandoned, and treated as the most inconspicuous existence, even a disgusting existence.

No one really likes him and accepts him.

Even his biological mother doesn't want to see him, so how can he imagine that such a good Gu Zexi treats him differently?

But...he really hopes that he can become that special person...

Gu Zexi looked at Lin Jiale and asked softly, "Am I alright?"

Lin Jiale replied almost without hesitation: "Well, very good."

You are the best and best person I have ever met.

Gu Zexi approached Lin Jiale and stared into his eyes, "Since I'm so good, would Lele come to my castle and be my little prince, and also be that unique little rose?"

In fact, he didn't want to say these words in such a hurry, because he was worried that it would appear too abrupt and make the children feel that his feelings were not serious enough.

But now he doesn't want to wait any longer, he can feel the lack of self-confidence in the child's heart, he wants his child to know that he is the best, and let him know that someone loves him wholeheartedly.

It's not his fault that he wasn't cherished, it wasn't his fault that he was treated unfairly before, it was those who were deceived by lard, it was his fault that he showed up so late and made his children suffer so much Wronged.

"Mr. Gu..." Lin Jiale suddenly panicked and turned his eyes away.

He didn't know if he misunderstood Gu Zexi's words, maybe Gu Zexi wanted to comfort him because he saw how miserable he was just now...

Lin Jiale couldn't believe that Gu Zexi would really like her, and couldn't believe that her dream, which she didn't even dare to fantasize openly, would really come true.

"En." Gu Zexi looked at him gently and firmly all the time, the earnestness and affection in his eyes made one unavoidable, "I am here."

Gu Zexi held Lin Jiale's face and made Lin Jiale look straight into his eyes, and asked sincerely and affectionately, "Would Lele be my Mrs. Gu? The kind that wants to be with each other for a lifetime."

"I want to fall in love with you on the premise of getting married, I want to be your husband, to be your boyfriend, I want to share everything I have with you, I want to watch the sunset with you, I want to join hands with you for three meals a day, I want to share all the joy and success with you... I want to have a family with you."

"So, Lele, are you willing to give me this chance?"

"I know it will be awkward for me to say this now, but I don't want to wait any longer, Lele, I like you." Gu Zexi caressed Lin Jiale's cheek, gently stroking Lin Jiale's lower eyelid, as if touching the most precious thing in the world baby.

Lin Jiale's eyelashes trembled slightly, his heart seemed to stop beating suddenly, and his brain lost the ability to think.

Gu Zexi said he likes herself?

I didn't make a mistake, Gu Zexi really likes me...

But... why?What does Gu Zexi like about me?

"Actually, I don't want to say this so early. I originally wanted to wait for our little Lele to grow up a bit, and when Lele gets to know me better, then I will seriously pursue our little Lele." Gu Zexi pulled Lin Jiale into his arms, " But our Lele is so good, I really can't wait any longer, so Lele will forgive me for such an abrupt confession, okay?"

Every word and every sentence of Gu Zexi weighed a thousand catties, and every word hit Lin Jiale's heart.

"But... I'm not fine at all..." Lin Jiale's voice became a little choked up, water vapor filled his eyes, and the tip of his nose began to turn sore, "I'm not good enough for you..." I I've always been an unloved child....

"I know that Lele and I don't have much experience in dating. It's normal to have doubts about my sudden confession. I just confess today to let Lele know how much I like you."

"Lele doesn't need to tell me the answer now, I can chase after you slowly. It doesn't matter if Lele doesn't want to fall in love now, just treat me as a brother, a person you can trust, I will always be here, always behind you."

Just now when he received Lin Chufen's call, even though he was very sad, he just choked up silently, but now the tears are like a flood that has burst the embankment, no longer caring about other things, just pouring down without any scruples...

When Lin Jiale was crying, she was very quiet, she just shed tears silently, as if she was extremely wronged and desperate...

"It's okay. If Lele wants to cry, just cry. After today, I will try my best to make Lele happy every day, okay?"

"Lele can tell me about grievances and happiness. Lele can tell me about anything. I will always be there and listen. No matter how tired or unhappy, Lele can lean in my arms. I will accompany you."

Gu Zexi's confession was so affectionate and gentlemanly, every single word seemed like a solemn promise.

The stars just landed in front of him without warning, but he didn't have the courage to embrace it.

[The author has something to say: We, Lele, obviously deserve the best]