Dating after divorce GL

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Ning Rou's lips parted slightly, her breathing stopped for a moment, her brown pupils shrank slightly, and her whole face was full of bewilderment.

She saw the shock and sadness in Luozhen's eyes, so thick, as if she was questioning why she betrayed herself.

A strong sense of guilt surged from my heart, like the tumbling tide in a rainstorm, so menacing that it could almost drown a person alive.

She wanted to answer, but didn't know how to answer.

Because there has never been any man between her and Luo Zhen.

The long and endless silence caused the air pressure to drop to freezing point silently.

Luo Zhen's eyes were flushed, and her lips moved uncontrollably. Looking at Ning Rou's face, she recalled the scene she just saw on the other side of the long street——

That little girl looked only a little younger than Luo Baiyue, who was four and a half years old. Calculating the time, Ning Rou was probably pregnant when she got divorced.

She couldn't accept that in what she thought was the happiest third year of married life, Ning Rou secretly met other men outside without telling her, and had a child.

How is this behavior different from Luo Zhenting back then?

What's the difference between her and Su Zhi?

Simply pathetic.

With the ups and downs of emotions in her heart, she couldn't help but took a heavy breath before she could force herself to keep her last bit of calm.

"Why did you cheat?"

"I told you that Luo Zhenting cheated on my mother and killed her. Why do you still do this?"

"Ning Rou, why—"

There are three consecutive sentences of 'why', and each word carries unbearable accusations and questions.

However, Ning Rou couldn't hear anything.

When the mood is restless, the frequency of pain in the right ear will also increase.

The buzzing in the ear canal was so loud that it almost pierced the eardrum. It was very painful, more painful than ever before.

But she acted as if she didn't feel anything, allowing the pain to haunt her ears and bring about torture.

At this moment, she was even thankful that those stinging pains covered Luozhen's voice, otherwise, she would not have the courage to stay here any longer.

Four years ago, Baby Ning was about to be born. She didn't dare to go to the hospital, so she could only find a black clinic.

The sanitation measures in the small hospital were not in place. She developed a high fever the next day after giving birth. Because she had no money and no time for medical treatment, she became completely deaf in her left ear not long after. The right ear also started to have problems.

She knew that this was God's retribution for her—retribution for hurting Luo Zhen.

She shook her head, her heart tensed uncontrollably, she was obviously so uncomfortable that even breathing was painful, but she still explained something in a low voice with red eyes.

"No, no cheating, the baby is only three years and eleven months old this year."

During the 24 years of captivity, the purpose of those people is to study the method of women and women to have children.

Because of long-term injections and medication, Ning Rou's body has already been subtly transformed. Compared with ordinary people, her pregnancy period is longer. Others are pregnant in October, but she has suffered three months more. It took thirteen months to give birth to Baby Ning.

She originally thought that saying this would make Luo Zhen feel better, but she didn't expect that the redness in the other party's eyes was even more obvious, and even her voice had some faint tremors that could not be suppressed.

"So? You want to tell me that you were pregnant with another man's child within three months of your divorce?"

A mocking question made Ning Rou stare wide-eyed and stand still.

She only wanted to minimize her harm to Luo Zhen, but forgot that the existence of a child was a huge harm to Luo Zhen.

In an instant, the air seemed to freeze, and a bone-piercing chill permeated every crack.

As the working hours approached, more and more people passed by the alley.

The bicycles parked in the yard in the past fell to the alley, which attracted a lot of attention.

Luo Zhen didn't care about this, she lowered her head, suddenly grabbed Ning Rou's arm with her right hand, and pushed her directly into the corner of the wall.

Betrayed by the person she loves the most, she seems to have also walked on the road that Su Zhi walked 27 years ago.

Realizing this, those painful memories of my childhood immediately came to my mind.

A sense of powerlessness lingered in her heart, and there was nowhere to vent her anger, all gathered at her fingertips, but when she thought of the thin arm under her palm was Ningrou, she was reluctant to put in more effort.

Her hands kept shaking, and she leaned forward slightly, shortening the distance between herself and Ning Rou again.

The thick black curly hair originally hung behind her shoulders, but slowly slid to her cheeks as she moved, covering that exquisite face in the shadows.

With her back against the stone wall, Ning Rou didn't dare to struggle or resist.

She wanted to escape, but there was no way out, so she turned her head away as if to escape, and stopped looking into those red eyes.

It's a pity that Luo Zhen won't give her a chance to escape.

Their bodies were almost touching, even their lips were about to touch.

The faint scent of perfume lingered in the nostrils, so familiar, it was a smell that she could feel at ease when she smelled it in the past, but at this moment, it made her heart feel a surge of fear.

Xu Shi was too scared, Ning Rou couldn't help closing her eyes.

In the darkness, she felt a cold hand resting on her face.

It was obviously a gentle and careful touch, but in the next second it turned into a violent storm.

Her jaw was pinched, and her eyes were forced to look at the woman she didn't dare to look at, nor did she have the courage to look at.

"look at me."

"I want you to look into my eyes and tell me yourself, who is that man?"

The cold and gloomy voice, like the whisper of a devil, slowly rose to the side of the ear word by word.

Ning Rou opened her eyes, and the moment she looked at Luo Zhen, her eyes filled with tears.

Being too close, the breathing of both of them began to intertwine.

She opened her lips, and before she could speak, tears flowed out first.

A whimper full of tears sounded from the air, Luo Zhen's expression was startled, and his heart trembled violently.

She still didn't let go, and made up her mind to ask another question.

"Who is that man?"

This time, I finally got a response.

Ning Rou shook her head, her voice was soft and small.

The color on her cheeks was almost pale, and two tear stains hung on it, making her look even more innocent.

"No, no—don't ask."

No?

what not?

Luo Zhen didn't understand such a simple word.

She only thought that the man, the father of the child, was dead.

Yes.

If he hadn't died, how could Ning Rou have such a difficult life now, needing to work two jobs a day to make ends meet?

It seems that there is no need to continue asking.

Because she knew that no matter how much she asked, Ning Rou would never tell her the man's name.

The people who went to work quickly left, fewer and fewer people came in and out of the alley, and the surrounding area became quieter and quieter.

Luo Zhen let go of his hand, thinking of the child who looked exactly like Ning Rou, his face suddenly turned extremely cold.

If Ning Rou doesn't say anything, so what?

She always had a way of finding out who that man was.

The atmosphere was still serious and condensed, and no one spoke.

Ning Rou stood in the corner with her hands against the wall, her old short sleeves were covered with dust.

Her lips were slightly parted, her breathing was light and slow, and there were still a few teardrops hanging from the corners of her eyes. Looking all the way down, there was a slender neck and an unusually obvious collarbone.

So thin--feels pathetic.

Luo Zhen's mouth was full of anger and pain, and his hands clenched into fists unconsciously.

She was angry that Ning Rou betrayed herself, and left her for a man she had known for only a few months, but she couldn't help feeling sorry for Ning Rou's current situation and the hardships she had suffered in the past few years.

How ridiculous.

She used to tell herself over and over in her heart that Su Zhi's heart was too soft, and she would never be like Su Zhi.

Even in love, she must always remain rational and calm, and strive for the best interests for herself.

But now, the facts are before her eyes - in front of Ning Rou, she is even more unprincipled than Su Zhi was back then.

At least, after Su Zhi found out that Luo Zhenting was cheating for the first time, she had thought of divorce; and she was still reluctant to give up on Ning Rou.

What kind of interests, what is rational, what is calm, in front of Ning Rou, they all become a pile of useless loose sand, and when the wind blows, they will disappear without a trace in an instant.

She raised her head, the anger in her eyes faded away, full of bitterness.

She thought, where does Ning Rou attract her?

Ning Rou and her, from the first meeting to receiving the marriage certificate, only fifteen days have passed; and that man, they have known each other for less than three months, and they soon had a child.

She lowered her eyes, the emotions in her eyes were dark and unclear, there were pain, shock, and more, disappointment.

For no reason, she remembered the words Luo Zhenting said to her privately when the two first got married——

She dares to get a marriage certificate with someone after knowing her for half a month. She is really a casual woman. Don't say that I, a father, don't remind you. She is so casual with you, and one day she will be like others.

Luo Zhen's throat was sore, looking at Ning Rou's pure water eyes, his heart felt pain and numb instantly.

At this moment, she almost turned around and left as if fleeing.

Embarrassed.

I was in a daze all the way, not knowing where to go.

Luo Zhen's eyes were dull, he got into the car casually, and before he could react, he announced an address.

When he came back to his senses, he had already arrived at the gate of Yuanxiang Kindergarten.

Yuanxiang is a very small place, with only three kindergartens in total. The one in front of us is the largest and the most formal. Of course, the cost is also the highest.

It can be seen that Ning Rou really loves this child. She has worked so hard, riding a dilapidated bicycle and wearing ill-fitting clothes, but also to give her daughter the best living environment.

She didn't know why she came here, but she still walked in uncontrollably.

A black iron fence stands in front of him, people outside cannot enter, they can only watch from outside the high fence.

Ning Baobao is not yet four years old, and she is in the small class. It is only 09:30, the sun is not too big, and the children are playing outside, but she is the only one sitting alone in the shade with a water bottle in her arms. on the steps.

Almost at a glance, Luo Zhen recognized the little girl he had just seen in the morning among dozens of noisy children.

She is so obedient, not noisy, she seems to be thinking in a daze, and she seems to be watching other children playing. From a distance, she looks like a beautiful doll.

It's really like Ning Rou, Luo Zhen can't help but think so.

In the past, when she got off work late, Ning Rou also liked to sit on the sofa with her knees in her arms and wait for her. She was so quiet that it made one's heart tremble.

Maybe it was because the gaze was too strong, Ning Baobao quickly noticed that someone was looking at him.

She blinked, stood up holding the water glass, and looked out the door with her big round eyes, and she saw a beautiful strange woman.

Perhaps, it cannot be said to be completely unfamiliar.

She once saw a photo in Ning Rou's account book, which looked exactly like this woman.

Is this the friend my mother was talking about?

Baby Ning tilted his head, his eyes were a little surprised and confused.

Luo Zhen stood outside the fence, with his hands hanging by his sides, his fingertips trembling subconsciously.

She knew that the child was looking at her, but she didn't intend to avoid it at all——

This child was proof that Ning Rou had betrayed her, but she had a face exactly like Ning Rou's, which made her unable to even hate her.

Children—it's funny, she used to hate children so much.

In the kindergarten, the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and children from the middle class and the big class rushed out one after another.

It was too noisy, Luo Zhen frowned instantly.

She wanted to leave, but Baby Ning's eyes were still glued to her body, like honey melted sugar, mixed with the wind, with a glutinous sweet smell.

Very familiar, very much like Ning Rou when she was acting like a baby.

Just thinking about it made her feel pain in her heart.

She turned her head away, her gaze dropped slightly, and when she raised her eyes again, she happened to see Ning Baobao showing a shy and cute smile to herself with her lips pursed.

So light, so shallow, fleeting.

Just one glance made her freeze in place, forgetting all the pain and disgust.