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Before the key was inserted into the lock, the door automatically opened a crack.

Presumably anticipating a certain possibility, Ji Mingjing let out a deep breath in his heart. After a short hesitation, he gently opened the door and walked in.

It used to be his own home, the only place where he could get away from the wind and rain with peace of mind, but it is no longer the case. The coming wind and rain in this room will probably make people drenched more thoroughly than the torrential rain that is pouring outside. .

"What are you doing?"

The human voice was abrupt and undisguisedly sharp, in the half-lit room, the shadowy man was sitting on the sofa, the TV was on, and the hysteria of the family ethics drama couldn't cover the noise that her voice carved in Ji Mingjing's heart.

How many times is this already this year?

Countless.

Ji Mingjing just stayed up all night last night, and today he was rushing to make an announcement. He really didn't want to deal with his mother's interrogation anymore, so he answered softly, "I'm going to eat, the bureau of the white director team, introduce me to some people, you know."

His mother has always been very concerned about his career. Director Bai is a director who is difficult to get along with but has a high status. Ji Mingjing thought that she would let him go because of his face, but her expression only relaxed for a moment before she suddenly raised her face. sound.

"So this blind date, have you forgotten all about it?"

Ji Mingjing was stunned suddenly, "..."

Seeing him like this, Ji's mother frowned immediately, and nodded repeatedly, "I knew it."

"Mom, I'm too busy so..."

"Busy busy! Busy again!"

Finally, Ji's mother couldn't bear to stand up and walked in front of Ji Mingjing.

He didn't even have time to take off his shoes when he entered the door. Like an underage child, he was blocked by indignant parents and began to receive overwhelming reprimands.

"How many times do you tell me this is the first time? Let someone else's child pigeons without saying a word? Huh? Mom bothered to find someone to introduce you to Xiang. They are all girls with first-class personalities and family backgrounds. It's okay if you don't like them." , Don’t even go! Where do you let your mother and I put my face, the credibility is gone, how will you find someone to introduce you in the future, is it possible that you really want to be a bachelor for the rest of your life? You will be thirty soon my son!"

Her last sentence was almost itchy.

Ji Mingjing lowered his head slightly. Of course he was much taller than his mother, but his imposing manner was almost as low as dust.

He didn't say a word, and he couldn't refute it, because it was true that he didn't go on a blind date, and he forgot and did it on purpose, but the forgetting was also because he never planned to put this matter in his crowded schedule.

In the past, in order not to disappoint his parents, he would also put on a show, but he found that it was just a formal meal, and things became very troublesome afterwards. On the hot search, alluding to the rumors that he stepped on a few boats and even slept with fans.

Later, he asked Geli to refuse to meet him, but the barrier at home was difficult to pass. As soon as the introducer heard that he would not come, he could call his mother with the backhand phone, and the cycle continued endlessly.

So in the end, I can only choose to promise the person not to go, and refuse directly with practical actions, leaving no room for resignation, even if I am scolded for being unmannered and polite, even if the family settles accounts after the fact, it doesn't matter, at least the blind date is gone.

Very disdainful villain, not at all aboveboard, but there is no other way for him.

"Mom, I was really busy and forgot today. I apologize to you, but I have indeed announced too much recently, so let's not arrange this for now..."

When his voice fell, he was interrupted by Ji's mother sharply, "What are you talking about! What is this? You seem to be very uncomfortable with it, don't you?"

Ji Mingjing subconsciously retreated from her yelling, his elbow touched the cold security door behind him, and he couldn't retreat any more.

The man took a deep breath, his eyes were sharp, and his tone was harsh, "Tell me honestly, is there something wrong with you?"

"..." Ji Mingjing raised his head in disbelief. Even though he has no experience, he is not a completely ignorant brat.

Ji's mother's question made his mind tremble, and it was completely difficult to accept the shame of privacy being violated. The chill that rose from the soles of his feet surged all the way to his heart, pulling it like a vine so that there was no room to breathe.

"Mom... what are you talking about, I'm healthy."

He tried his best to relieve the embarrassment with a relaxed tone, but the tone seemed to be numb along with his fingertips.

As a grown man in his late thirties, it would be too embarrassing for anyone to be asked this question by his biological mother.

But it doesn't seem strange to Ji Mingjing. Since childhood, Ji's mother cared about him in every detail. If she didn't know much about the entertainment industry, she might have volunteered to be an assistant. When Ji Mingjing was a child actor, In fact, she was already half of his agent.

Ji's mother didn't seem to take her son's humiliating weakness seriously at all, she examined his expression with blazing eyes, and suddenly smiled coldly.

"If it's not a physical problem, then it's a psychological problem. You go to the doctor with me tomorrow, and I'll see what's wrong with you!"

"Mom!" Ji Mingjing was on the verge of collapse, "I... have a very important scene to film tomorrow, so I won't be at home for the time being."

"Then the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow is not the day after tomorrow, next month, you will always have time."

"..."

The shadows of the lights in the hallway flickered on the faces of the people in front of him. Ji Mingjing didn't know whether he was dizzy or there was something wrong with the lights above his head. Pulling the heavy lips, "Mom, what are you..."

As he spoke, he shook his head as if he had first compromised, "Okay."

But Ji's mother persisted, "You know what I mean, I don't even bother to say those words," she showed a disgusted expression on her face, "You never talk about friends, and you don't even bring anyone home, you know Some people say that you are busy becoming a monk, but those who don’t know think you—hmph! You’re mentally abnormal!”

She said cruelly, "Tomorrow, you have to turn down any work, and then go to see the girl today, or you will go to the hospital with me, if you can't find someone for no reason, don't blame me and you Dad used strong measures to force the marriage, but I have to force you to find out why!"

**

Ji Mingjing didn't know how he moved the room, he only heard a loud sound of closing the door, like a stern warning in another form.

He lay on his back on the bed, so that the sour and bitter taste could be hidden by weight and swallowing, instead of being passively felt in the taste sensation on the tip of his tongue.

I don't know, falling into my heart will only make it more painful.

His body was too tired to move, he closed his eyes, reflexively recounted tomorrow's work schedule in his mind, suddenly his eyelids trembled, and he remembered what his mother had just said.

She asked him to go on a blind date tomorrow, otherwise - he would have to go to the hospital for an examination.

They are so face-saving, can they really take him to the hospital for an examination?

If you go, what subject do you take?Andrology?sexual function?Psychiatry?Check if gay?By the way, can this thing really be checked out?

Ji Mingjing couldn't hold back his laughter for a moment, he laughed so much that his bed was shaking, and he laughed so hard that tears finally filled this dark field of vision.

Of course he knows that homosexuality is not a disease, but to this day, even he himself is not sure.

The hometown he lives in can be said to be big or small, because a well-known university in the province established a school here 20 years ago, and gradually developed in all aspects following the university town, and then it was upgraded to a prefecture-level city and became more and more prosperous.

It's just that even if education improves awareness and same-sex marriage is legal, there are still many old people and even middle-aged people who firmly hold their inherent ideas.

Part of the reason is, what if it is legal?Is it legal to have a baby?The birth rate is already declining, and if they all engage in homosexuality in the future, all human beings should be extinct.

The other one is more straightforward, saying that the harmony of yin and yang is the natural law of heaven and earth, and that same-sex unions are contrary to ethics, which is always abnormal. The national legislation was instigated by a few people, and it will have to be changed sooner or later.

There have always been arguments, and although the minority obeys the majority, the minority does exist, like his parents.

Ji Mingjing realized his orientation in his freshman year of high school. It was also in the same year that his family members found out about his two cousins.

There was a lot of trouble at that time, the Ji family was considered to be a prestigious family in the city, and the four uncles and brothers of the father's generation were all well-known figures in the local area, and one of the two cousins ​​was a top student from the best key middle school in the city, and was recommended to be sent to Qingbei. seedlings.

It is conceivable that the final outcome is naturally to be broken up, and the breakup is thrilling, and every time they walk away, they are injured.

Ji Mingjing grew up under his parents' orders and constant orders since he was a child, and since that incident, he has faced their insinuating accusations and close surveillance every day.

He struggled to keep his secret, and finally went to college, thinking that he could finally get away from that extremely depressing environment. He was shocked to hear that his mother would move to the city where he went to study with him, and he was forbidden to live on campus.

Even because the school requires students to live on campus, she went to the school leader herself.

Ji Mingjing no longer remembers the university life that others dreamed of, how he came here day by day, he only remembers that he was withdrawn in the eyes of his classmates, and he was the most unpopular boy in the era.

But he is just cowardly, unable to firmly refuse, unable to admit it frankly, maybe he is used to it, maybe he is also looking down on himself in his heart, so he doesn't expect others to look down on him.

He had no other way to protest, except that, amidst the fury of his parents, he changed his major in his sophomore year and told them provocatively that he no longer wanted to act.

Ji Mingjing recalled now, maybe that sentence was a code word, it wasn't that he didn't want to act, he didn't want to "act" in front of them, and he wanted to use this little struggle to replace another impossible-to-win war.

It's a pity that this struggle only lasted until he graduated from university, and he still entered the show business circle.

Because after he was desperate, he found that going to various places to join filming groups would be his only chance to get rid of his parents' control for a short time.

Later, he earned some money, bought a house and moved out, and lied to his parents that it was a wedding room prepared in advance.

He originally wanted to buy it in a bigger city, so he simply stayed away from it completely, but his parents suggested that he would travel around with the team anyway, and buying the house in his hometown could help take care of it.

Their intentions are obvious. In the future, Ji Mingjing also wants to find a wife who knows everything in his hometown, in their eyes, so there is no need to go out of town.

Ji Mingjing had no choice but to buy the house in his hometown city, he was not at home often, even so, his mother had reason to come over from time to time.

On the surface, she said that she was helping him tidy up the house, and occasionally dried the bedding, but Ji Mingjing never expected that his mother would become a detective, using clues at home to find out whether he had brought anyone with him.

When she found out that there was no one, her first reaction was not that her son was clean, but whether he was sick.

"You obviously have good conditions, how can you have no friends?"

"Is there no liking at all?"

"It's never possible, unless you have a problem."

This is his obviously conservative and stubborn mother, but because she can't pull her face down and ask directly, "Are you gay?" So all borderlines except this question can be tortured.

Ji Mingjing sometimes thought, how about he just say that there is really something wrong with him?He even wondered, is there any medicine that can make men frigid?

But it is estimated that if that is the case, his mother should follow him every day to supervise him to take medicine and treatment.

Ji Mingjing silently covered his face, turned his head to turn off the bed lamp, and pulled his clothes over the corner of the quilt.

He was falling asleep, and the phone kept vibrating at this moment.

He thought it was a manager, so he picked up the phone without looking at it, and the restrained and indifferent voice of a middle-aged man came from the other end.

"Your mother told me about the blind date at six o'clock tomorrow night."

Ji Mingjing: "..."

"Don't make me suspect that you are as ignorant as those two embarrassing things."

After Ji's father finished his sentence, he hung up the phone resolutely just like the person who slammed the door and left.

Amidst a burst of rapid beeps, Ji Mingjing desperately clutched the phone with five fingers.

If his mother's accusations and accusations just now made him breathless, then his father's threat is now forcing him to a corner.

He suddenly resisted and even feared the arrival of tomorrow, but now the night was dark and the surroundings were silent. The ticking of the second hand of the clock spinning in the room was infinitely magnified, like a distorted black hole, swallowing Ji Mingjing's consciousness that was on the verge of shattering bit by bit.

He suddenly reached out to reach his bag, and took out a small white bottle from the interlayer in a somewhat chaotic manner. The pills in the bottle made a violent trembling sound along with his trembling arms.

Ji Mingjing's pupils tightened, as if he suddenly thought of something, he fixedly looked at the words on the bottle.

If you take the whole bottle of pills...

Is it possible to be freed?

His hand seemed to be pressing a switch, it stopped shaking, and his stiff white fingers unscrewed the bottle cap slowly and smoothly.

I used to think that if I got a terminal illness, if I was forced into severe psychological depression, if I was about to die soon, would my parents ask him to be a little gentler, more lenient, and more tolerant?

Then if he makes a decisive move, will they also soften their hearts?

Ji Mingjing stared at the round mouth of the bottle like a demon, his eyes seemed to be completely empty, only the program was controlling his movements, driving him to tilt the bottle, and the pills poured into his palm.

He raised his head and stuffed them all into his mouth without hesitation.

A few seconds later, there was a burst of unstoppable coughing in the bedroom, followed by violent retching. Most of the white pills were spit out, or fell on the side of the bed or rolled to the ground, which looked shocking.

Ji Mingjing trembled, and cold sweat oozed from his forehead.

After a long while, he chuckled lightly, swallowing without drinking water, impatient to do something big, even God was mocking him for his ignorance.

The soft laugh gradually spread, Ji Mingjing's chest heaved violently, his eye circles were flushed sickly due to the feeling of nausea, he sat on the bed, only his shoulders were silently trembling at last, he lowered his head, and everything around him recovered again. The palpitating silence.

He fell down slowly, curled up silently, and buried his body in the cold sheet.

What a loser, he thought humbly.

His head started to feel dizzy, and he had swallowed a few pills by force just now. At this moment, his empty stomach was burning and uncomfortable, and he really wanted to drink water, but he couldn't move.

So be it……

It would be best for him to be free tomorrow, to leave, to a place where no one knew him.

Although I know it's just a dream, a few sleeping pills, and it won't kill anyone, but it feels like dying once.

So, here it goes...

**

At some point, Ji Mingjing completely lost consciousness. He didn't know if he was dreaming, but when he heard a series of sounds like an alarm clock in his daze, and opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar bed.

Ji Mingjing had some choice of bed, so he realized this first, and then there was the ceiling lamp which was completely different from his home.

"Get up!"

The bright voice seemed to fall from the sky, Ji Mingjing got up suddenly, and saw the young man who sat up slowly beside him, rubbed his eyes and yawned.

The hair that sleeps like a chicken coop, the pajamas printed with yellow ducklings are loose, hanging on the board that is not very strong, when you raise your hand, the fabric slides down, revealing half of your shoulders, and there is a little redness on the white collarbone, very similar An ambiguous mark.

Ji Mingjing lost his mind for a short while, and saw the young man stop rubbing his eyes, let go and lifted the quilt, and he was finally able to see his eyebrows and eyes clearly.

The light was dazzling, and the morning sun was coming through the window. Ji Mingjing's first impression was that there seemed to be countless jumping, finely divided lights falling on those two eyelashes, and then his pupils were sparkling under the light.

Except when he was a child, he had never shared the same bed with anyone for more than 20 years. Ji Mingjing quickly looked away and froze there for a moment, not knowing where to put his hands and feet.

A strange possibility suddenly came to mind, but then I felt no, if the parents wanted to send someone to him to test him, then the gender would be different first of all.

Although the young man in front of him looks...Ji Mingjing is like an old man who is too innocent to be serious. He was obviously calm and calm when filming, but in this scene, he dare not look at him for a second longer.

The only short impression is that the young man is trapped in a halo, and when he smiles, he looks like a warm little sun.

The boy is good-looking, even if he just woke up with messy hair, he can't lower the value of that face. It seems that he is not too old, so he has a youthful beauty, but there is no doubt that he is not completely ambiguous. It's beautiful, not to mention Fang's voice.

Just as Ji Mingjing was about to say something, he noticed that the young man's eyes suddenly changed from facing him to moving down obviously.

This action made Ji Mingjing vaguely feel that he was "ignoring" him?And then something shocking happened——

Following his downward gaze, he saw a golden retriever happily running from the balcony, and it jumped to the bed in joy, barking twice.

The boy stretched out his hand to stroke the dog's head. He was originally sitting inside the bed, and Ji Mingjing was outside the bed, but now as he moved his legs to get off the bed, Ji Mingjing found that the boy Ge Di was very close to him, and it was the next second. Just pass through his body directly, he...

become transparent? !

Ji Mingjing was stunned for a long time, then he raised his hand in disbelief, wanting to touch the desk lamp by the bed, but also passed through.

Is he becoming transparent?Or is this a transparent world?

Ji Mingjing turned his head to look at the strange young man. He was standing in front of the mirror, tilting his head to look at himself, rubbing the back of his hand to the side of his neck, and complained, "It's so itchy, why did we have mosquitos again last night?"

So it was a mosquito bag?He was thinking too much.

For some reason, Ji Mingjing shouldn't be able to laugh, but seeing the boy's slightly puffy face, he didn't seem to be in such a bad mood.

Just, what is the situation now?

Ji Mingjing tried it and found that he could walk normally. He also went to the mirror and found that there was no reflection of himself in it.

He looked around the room again, and suddenly felt something familiar. After pondering for a moment, he boldly walked around the room with some strange speculation in mind.

The speculation was confirmed. Although the layout and decoration were different, the layout of the house was indeed exactly the same as his own house.

On the wall next to the door is the paper calendar that he had seen in the early films, with beautiful makeup painted on it, and beautiful short sentences of chicken soup for the soul, and the current page is August 2013.

Ji Mingjing stared at the string of numbers intently, and then looked at the furnishings in the house, including the TV, lamps, and the alarm clock and mobile phone by the bed, all of which had a vague sense of age at this moment.

He knew that the house he bought was quite old, so it was in his house 22 years ago?

Are you dreaming?

Ji Mingjing kept looking at the boy who was pouring dog food for the golden retriever on the balcony. The bright light came from outside to inside, and the side profile near the inside of the room was cast with a double image of alternating light and dark.

It seemed... not quite like a dream.