Li Li

There were too many emotions in Li Li's eyes, not even tears.He didn't grow up the night he cried, he was just afraid.The night when he held back his tears was the night when he truly recognized the reality, and his heart grew up like ashes.

Xiao Yanjin didn't know how hoarse and cruel the process from expectation to disappointment was.He was pulled by that smile, feeling heart-piercingly uncomfortable.

"Lili, I love you."

"The slave also loves the prince."

Xiao Yanjin hugged him in her arms and kissed his eyebrows: "I don't like Rong Sheng."

There are also some things that Xiao Yanjin dare not tell Li Li wholeheartedly, he is afraid that one day Li Li will leave with others without looking back.

Li Li no longer cared what kind of probing thoughts and purposes Xiao Yanjin had in every word she said.He smiled again, sincerely: "The slave likes him."

The blood in Xiao Yanjin's throat almost vomited out, and her eyes became fragile and gloomy: "I forbid you to like him."

"it is good."

Maybe it was Xiao Yanjin's obsessive possessiveness towards a person, Li Li obediently responded.Xiao Yanjin is not good for nothing, when he loves someone and is good to someone, he can't wait to put all the good things in front of the other person.

Li Li also used to be envious and jealous of the person Xiao Yanjin took seriously and put in his palm. Xiao Yanjin may not remember what he likes, but even if the person he puts in his heart remembers clearly even if he doesn't like it.

Li Li thought of the blood in the dream, he hadn't dreamed of his parents for a long time.Guilt made him ashamed to see them even in his dreams.How could he remain indifferent, Li Li was dying of pain in his heart, everyone poked at his parents' backs and scolded them that the Israeli servants they raised were only arrogant and arrogant sons, how bad he was at that time, he became a thorn in his eyes Everyone was removed one by one, so many people scolded him, how could he not listen to anything.

Xiao Yanjin stroked Li Li's back, feeling powerless: "What should I do?"

Li Li leaned against Xiao Yanjin's arms, unable to feel any warmth from him.After all, they walked over each other cuddling each other, and then neither of them could rely on each other in their arms.Li Li didn't make a sound, and didn't want to know the meaning of Xiao Yanjin's words. He attributed this to Xiao Yanjin's compensation for him or his pity and sympathy for him, so he brought him back when he saw him in Qinghuan Pavilion .But he will never pretend to be affectionate and mistakenly think that Xiao Yanjin loves him even a little bit.

After so many years, how many childhood sweethearts also have a place in each other's hearts.But he couldn't even squeeze in the corners.I didn't like it before, so how can I talk about love after things are right and wrong.

Li Li suddenly had a thought of intentionally disgusting Xiao Yanjin: "My lord, don't you think it's dirty?"

Xiao Yanjin, who pretended to be gentle and considerate on the surface, always dismissed him from the bottom of her heart.I have said so myself, can Xiao Yanjin still endure the anger?

Li Li was ready to be kicked off the bed, but unexpectedly Xiao Yanjin didn't push him away, Li Li's arms were tightly clenched, he guessed that Xiao Yanjin probably didn't want to lose face and endured the anger.

But she has face Li Li laughed, Xiao Yanjin's eyes were as red as blood.He couldn't tell whether he didn't hate Xiao Yanjin or whether he had always blamed him in his heart, but Li Li knew that blood and tears had been shedding in his heart.

He has lost a lot, and he is not as open-minded as the surface, but he has been blaming himself for suppressing himself for not being on the verge of breaking out.

Bits of chill spread all over his body, Xiao Yanjin's hand holding Li Li trembled uncontrollably, but he didn't want to let go, so he didn't even notice that he was holding it tightly.

There was a sweetness in Xiao Yanjin's throat, he tried hard to suppress the discomfort, and said with difficulty: "Why do you say that?" Xiao Yanjin's voice was very low, with a hoarseness that was a bit of dying struggle and out of control: "How could you be so Say it yourself."

If this was not reality, even if it was just a nightmare, Li Li would not be so humble and scold herself for hating herself after waking up from the dream.

He didn't have much strength to fight, Li Li was not used to it, he always felt that Xiao Yanjin's uncomfortable appearance was his own illusion.

"It's true." Li Li just reminded, without waiting for Xiao Yanjin to say anything, she lowered her eyes and apologized: "I'm sorry, I won't dare in the future."

What right does he have to say that he has been wronged so much, but sometimes he can't help but look for an outlet to vent.

Xiao Yanjin's heart ached to death, that was his Lili, who had been with him for so many years, it was Lili who wanted him when no one wanted him.But he doesn't want Li Li when he has everything.

Xiao Yanjin went over to hug him and kissed the top of his head: "Forget about this, I'm still by your side."

How nice, even sweet talk is good.Li Li thought, he has been waiting, but the deadline of expectation has passed.

Xiao Yanjin coaxed her to sleep, it was rare that he didn't enter the palace this time, hugging her tenderly for a while.

Xiao Yanjin seldom hugged Li Li like this before. At that time, he treated Li Li like a toy, and never gave him any tenderness.

At that time, there was too much hostility on his body, a lot of blood was stained on his hands, and even his temper was violent.Xiao Yanjin was terrified when he thought of his appearance at that time, and he is also confused now, not understanding why he was able to make such a move.

Xiao Yanjin buried her face in Li Li's neck, there was a faint scent of powder on his body, not too strong, but Xiao Yanjin's whole body felt dense and uncomfortable from the thorns.

In the past two years, I have been here, but Li Li doesn't want to come back to him.Xiao Yanjin suddenly realized this, clasped Li Li's hand tightly with five fingers.

Xiao Yanjin didn't sleep all night, her eyes were red and bloodshot.He didn't want to get up and waited for Li Li to wake up.

Jixiang brought water and breakfast.Xiao Yanjin dressed Li Li thoughtfully and gently, found another jade pendant and hung it around his waist, and looked up at Li Li from bottom to top.

Eyes met, Li Li avoided it and took a step back.Xiao Yanjin showed disappointment, but still held Li Li's hand, as if holding someone in his hand.

Li Li ate very little for breakfast, she didn't know if it was because Xiao Yanjin was here or because she had no appetite.Fortunately, even if Xiao Yanjin does not go to the palace, he still has important matters to deal with. The regent Xiao Zheng controls the government, and Xiao Yanjin supports Xiao Zheng. Let Xiao Yanjin deal with it.

Li Li knew that Xiao Yanjin didn't want to ask about those things by herself, and since he became King Teng, he avoided him in many things.Li Li understood that she was not qualified to intervene in her own capacity, so she found an opportunity to leave the house by herself.

He didn't take anyone with him when he left the house, so he went around to pick some meat this time and sent it to Aunt Sun's house in a small fishing village, and left it at the gate before returning to the city.

Yin Jin was drinking with a group of playboys in Qingfang Tower, and saw Li Li coming from a distance, and greeted Li Li who was passing by downstairs: "Yo, this is Li Li from Jiu Ye's family."