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Li Boran interrupted Ou Yang's questioning. What Ou Yang wanted to ask most was whether you missed me.

'My parents have always been thinking about you, they have been asking about your whereabouts, but there is no news of you these years. Li Boran looked at the time on the driving navigation, and then said to Ou Yang: "Let's chat in another place." '

Then he drove to a tea house with a sense of age.The people in the teahouse seemed to be very familiar with him, and took them to the second floor, a small private room with elegant decoration, generally closed, through the wooden hollow screen, you can see the face-changing performance in the hall on the first floor .

Li Boran asked for a pot of Biluochun, he reached out to pour tea for Ou Yang, but the teapot was snatched away.

'Your hand is inconvenient, let me do it. '

Li Boran stared blankly, and quickly returned to normal, drinking the tea that Ou Yang had poured for him with a smile, the taste was a bit astringent.

'You, are you alone now? '

Ou Yang thought about it for a long time, and finally asked.

'Are you asking if I have a lover? '

Ou Yang was choked by this lover's title, and after nodding, he heard Li Boran say quietly: "Yiman is married, I came to Chengdu with her back then, and then she met her current husband, and the two I have been with each other for a long time, and the wedding was just held a while ago. ''I don't care about her affairs, I just want to know how you are doing. Ou Yang had seen Ma Yiman and Wu Bin walking out of the hospital arm in arm, so he could roughly guess what was going on.

'I'm doing fine. '

Li Boran's answer is always very short. To be precise, as long as it involves his own problems, he will instinctively choose to talk less.

'We haven't seen each other all these years, is that why you don't want to talk to me?Are you still mad at me? Li Boran looked up at him, such Ou Yang made him feel very strange, how could such a vigorous person show such a sad expression?

'I'm not angry with you, it's just that I haven't seen you for many years, and I don't know where to start with many things. 'This is the truth. He has never lied to Ou Yang since he was a child. As long as there is something Ou Yang wants to know, even if he doesn't want to say it, he will still say it.

'Of course, I know that I was a mess before, but after so long, even though I am ignorant, I still understand.Back then, I shouldn't have treated you that way, and I shouldn't have caused you so much trouble.I was the one who was sorry for you before, can you forgive me? ' Li Boran looked at him with a smile, that smile looked very natural.

'Like I said, I never blamed you or got mad at you. ''But you haven't contacted me all these years, and I haven't changed my mobile phone number, but you haven't called me. ''Ou Yang, do you think it is necessary for us to keep in touch?You made it very clear at the beginning that people like me should stay away from you. Now that I have done it, and I will keep my distance from you in the future, isn’t it good? ''You still say you're not mad at me?You are simply blaming me for hurting you when I said something, but I was not sensible at that time, how could you be as knowledgeable as a child? ''You are no longer a child, so you can think about what I just said as an adult.You and I are not from the same world, and it is good for you to break clean. "Ou Yang was stunned. Why did he become so strange to him? The two have been together since they were young. Can the relationship of more than ten years be broken at will?

'Isn't it okay to be friends?Is it so difficult to go back to the past and continue to be good buddies? ''Disaster! '

After Li Boran uttered this word, he closed his eyes, and his head started to hurt again.

'Why?Why? '

'Because I never thought of you as a buddy. '

'Then what do you take me for?You used to be so good to me, you always consider me first in everything you do?Isn't this a buddy feeling~" He paused, he remembered that Li Boran is gay.

'Hehe, maybe you can feel better if you talk about it.Ou Yang, I never thought you were my buddy. To me, you are the most important person, the one that no one can replace.But I know, I shouldn't think so, so I won't go back to the past with you and do what you call buddies. Li Boran took a deep breath and continued:

'I've been separated from you for so long, and I've thought about everything that should be cleared up. Aren't you having a good time too? ’ Ou Yang retorted a little excitedly:

'How do you know I'm doing well?I have been like a useless person these years. I blame myself and feel sad every day. Li Boran, who raises a kitten and puppy, does he still have feelings after a long time?You have been around me since you were a child, but then you said you don’t want me, so you don’t want me. Do you think I will be happy? ''I didn't want you!I just can't afford it. '

Li Boran lowered his head, what do you want, he cares about him so much, how could he be willing to leave him alone.But he doesn't belong to me after all, he didn't belong to him before, and he won't belong to him in the future.

'Of course, let's make up, don't quarrel with me anymore. ' Ou Yang said pitifully, but Li Boran frowned.

'Awkward?reconcile?Ou Yang, do you still not understand?I'm not mad at you, and I'm not fighting with you.Now that I have come to this point, I will tell you openly, I am gay, and I have always treated you as someone I want to have sex with, do you understand now?It is impossible for me to have anything to do with you, because I unilaterally chose to let go of this relationship long ago. 'Ou Yang was completely stunned, Li Boran looked at his sluggish expression, smiled self-deprecatingly, let's talk, it will be over completely.

'Scared?Disgusted?There are so many things you don't know!There is no shortage of men around me now, and this teahouse can be filled with people who want to sleep with me for one night.By the way, the owner of this store is one of them. Maybe I'm in a good mood tonight and I might ask him out to open a room! ''You humiliate yourself like this? '

Ou Yang said angrily, Li Boran sneered twice.

'spoil?How can what you love and what I wish be practiced?Haven't you slept with women too?We just have different preferences. Li Boran looked at his angry expression and knew he could shut up.

'Ou Yang, let's go here, don't think about my business anymore, I live happily alone, and now I don't lack money to spend, eating, drinking and having fun, I will spend my whole life.Maybe in the future I will meet someone I like, so that the two of us can live a normal life, really, very good. 'Ou Yang fell silent, Li Boran got up to leave, Ou Yang followed him out.When I arrived at the door, I saw an old woman in a cheongsam. Li Boran spoke a few words to him in the local dialect. Ou Yang understood only half of it, but the general meaning was about keeping accounts, and that he would come to visit frequently in the future, and then he listened. I do not understand.Li Boran didn't send Ou Yang back to the hospital, since it was going to be cut off, it should be cut off cleanly.Procrastinating is not his style, he drove the car and left without looking back, but Ou Yang really looked like an abandoned pet dog, staring blankly at the car that was drifting away.

When Li Boran returned to his residence, it was already dinner time. He was so drowsy all the way that he didn't even think about what to eat for dinner. If he knew it, he should have bought something.

When he took out the key from his pocket and inserted it into the lock, he saw the sticky note on the cat's eye, he was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled.

Turning around and knocking on the door next door, the door was soon opened.Li Boran saw Fan Hua wearing an apron and holding a spoon.

'It's just in time, let's try my secret homemade hotpot. '

Li Boran entered the room with a smile, and saw that the dining table was already full of ingredients.

'Japanese hot pot, if you are not in good health, you should avoid it when taking medicine.Sichuan food is too spicy, I think of Japanese hot pot, come, try it. Fan Hua pushed him down on the stool, brought the bowl and chopsticks, and filled the sauce for him.

'When I was studying in Japan, I met a monk who was very good at doing this.This Japanese hot pot is very different from our Chinese ones, and the soup base has a secret method.I spent a lot of effort to get the secret recipe, and then I improved it, so it became Fan's exclusive. Li Boran looked at him beaming and talking about the hot pot, and jokingly said: "The monk is your ex?" '

Fan Hua was taken aback for a moment, and then his expression was as if he had eaten a fly.

'The monk is over 80, do you think I'm the kind of person who doesn't care? Li Boran laughed even more happily, eating the hot pot with Fan's exclusive secret recipe, and his stomach warmed up.

'What to drink?There are green tea, black tea, and water. '

'Is there any wine? '

'drink wine?Can you do it physically? '

Li Boran just wanted to drink, and wanted to get drunk.

'Gourmet food needs good wine to match, otherwise your exclusive secret recipe will be wasted. 'Fan Hua is a person who knows how to read words and expressions, he can tell that Li Boran has something on his mind.As a man, one drunk is enough, so I took a few cans of beer.Li Boran was not satisfied with the drink, so he asked him to get it at home.Fan Hua accepted the key he handed over, does this mean that he has accepted his own small step!After all, this can be regarded as giving him a chance to enter the room.

There are a lot of wine in the wine cabinet in Li Boran's home, but most of them are hard alcohol.Fan Hua picked out a few bottles, and he didn't know what Li Boran liked to drink, so he took a few samples.

In fact, this wine can't be mixed with it, even if Li Boran can drink well, he will still be drunk after a few bottles of strong foreign wine.

The drunk Li Boran was listless, sitting on a stool like a doll.

Fan Hua was also a little drunk, but he didn't drink much. After sending Li Boran home, he went to the old fat man's house and told him to go to the store by himself.As soon as the old fat man heard that Li Boran drank too much at Fan Hua's house, he smiled at Fan Hua frantically.

Before Fan Hua left, he gave him some things and said mysteriously that he should seize the opportunity.The spider who was squatting in the living room playing computer watched the actions of Fan Hua and the old fat man, the corners of his mouth twitched, feeling a chill in his heart.

Fan Hua took the things and left, took a look after going out, and went to Li Boran's house a little bit dumbfounded.Throw things into the trash can, and then into the bedroom.Li Boran was already asleep, Fan Hua changed his pajamas for him, and then sat by the bed and watched him.

He has a straight nose, long eyelashes, and a cute face, but he has a shaved head.There is a thin scar on the back of the ear, which should be the wound left by his craniotomy, and it is very shallow now.

He reached out and touched his face. His body temperature was very low and his breathing was very light. Fan Hua said to himself, "I'm not wary at all, and I don't know how you got into the circle. If I was a few years younger Years old, I can't watch you fall asleep so calmly for a long time. He stretched out his hand to cover him with the quilt, and put a glass of white water on the bedside table.When he left, he saw the photo on the TV cabinet in the living room. The person in the photo was Li Boran. He unexpectedly discovered that he had long hair at that time.

He returned home with a smile, a peaceful night without a trace.