you and me for many years

I took out my homework from the desk and started writing.

The hair on the forehead hadn't been dried yet, and it hung down wetly. Luo Ye absent-mindedly wiped his hair with a towel, and stared blankly at An Si's back, still sitting there quietly.

He knew that An Si was unhappy, so why was he so happy?

Sighing, Luo Ye leaned on the sofa and looked at the ceiling, to be honest, he didn't remember the girl's appearance, where did his eyes look when they got along with each other just now?It's getting a bit blurry so quickly.

The brain became more and more uncontrollable. Thinking of that girl, in a blink of an eye, he remembered Ans's appearance after eating, eating his favorite food without a trace of pleasure, the brilliance in his eyes dimmed, that At that time, Ans, did you also feel that the meal tasted like chewing wax?

Not long ago, he told An Si: I will bless you, but I really don't like her.

☆、Don't be the last person to know

Now he can't help but smile wryly. He doesn't know whether it's better to see An Si happy or sad, but he has to try this way. Luo Ye always feels that there is something inexplicable in his heart, which cannot be described, and is always a little secretive. Then, he wanted to give himself a negative answer.

Why did you force Duan Zilin away so eagerly?Because he didn't want An Si to know that secret, and he didn't want An Si to be disturbed like he was now.

Why do you want to avoid Ans more and more?Obviously, every time I see him, I always involuntarily want to reach out and pull him to my side, but now my brain keeps executing counter-orders.

Luo Ye really wanted to play with An Si intimately like before, but now there was always such a hurdle in his heart, a hurdle he dared not cross, fearing that once they passed, they would never go back.

There is no one in the world who understands Ans better than him. Even if now because of the so-called "love" and Ans's separate lives, Ans will never complain, because he always likes to be alone. , Then digest silently, and then pretend to be indifferent to others to indulge others.

Anse is very smart, but also very stupid.

Thinking back to Luo Ye, it seemed that every time his "pranks" and "smartness" were for others, once he met his own, he would be so indifferent.He understands that An Si is not indifferent, but he slowly sees himself clearly, and needs the help of others to perceive the existence of himself.

Ans is like a legend. Like those gods, they need the belief of others to gain power to exist in the world. Ans needs a belief to see his own value, so from the day he left the orphanage, he I am no longer living for myself, but using my faith to keep myself alive.

Xiao Luoye... These three words are all of An Si's beliefs.

After night fell, An Si was still doing his homework, two hours slower than usual, when Luo Ye walked up to him, he found him in a daze.

The black pen was dotted in one place, and an ink dot had already blurred on the paper.An Si just watched with blurred eyes, and suddenly there was a "crack", the tip of the pen broke because it couldn't bear too much weight, it seemed that the quality was not good, the ink stained the paper, and An Si's fingers were also stained. tip.

"The pen is broken." Luo Ye took out the broken pen, and hastily pulled out a few paper towels to help An Si wipe it off. The ink formed black lines along the fingerprints, "Why are you so careless?"

With a heavy muffled sound, the chair fell to the ground, and An Si slammed into Luo Ye's arms fiercely. Luo Ye only felt some pain and groaned.

An Si's hands tightly wrapped around Luo Ye's waist, "If you two officially date, can you be the first to tell me."

"Xiao Si..." Facing An Si's sudden words, Luo Ye found it difficult to answer, and was more stunned.

"The speed at which I used to go home from a separate game with you was actually just that I went to Anxin and the others to take a look. I put it down, but I just wanted to take a look." Ans whispered, in the same tone as usual, Ups and downs, calm and indifferent "I told you my secret, can you stop keeping secrets from me."

"Secret?" Luo Ye stroked An Si's hair with some distress. He could feel every bit of An Si's sadness, but this time he couldn't comfort him.

"Don't let me be the last person to know. It's really sad. I'm the closest person to Ono. I don't like to be the last." An Si choked up, but didn't shed tears, and hugged Luo Ye tightly "even though I don't like your girlfriend, and please don't hide it from me."

"Okay..." Luo Ye blushed and agreed softly.

That night, the black ink on An Si's fingertips was not washed off, and there were still residual stains on the lines of his fingertips, which also remained in his heart. He began to wait every day.

An Si was a little scared, afraid that every time Luo Ye left his side, he would fall into that tortured waiting, and when Luo Ye appeared in front of him again, he would say "Xiaosi, we're dating."

But the more he hated it, the more he waited, he was afraid of seeing that girl, afraid that one day Luoye would belong to someone else.

They are still the same, they usually eat together, go to class together, and finish class together, but gradually, sometimes the two people's pattern is dismantled, and there is an extra "third party" - Wen Liya.

Wen Liya is a rare person in school who can get very close to Luo Ye. In the past, even boys would rarely go together with the two Luo Ye Ansi brothers. Wen Liya broke the pattern of many years and seemed An Si is so abrupt.

She is very kind to Ans, knowing that Ans is prone to hunger, and often brings some chocolate milk to Ans, but Ans hardly eats it. He is a well-bred kitten and does not like to eat things given by outsiders .

Wen Liya and Luo Ye always have endless topics to talk about. She is very good at it, and it seems that even a corner where there is no grass can squeeze out a little bit of content to talk about. Ansben is quiet, and there is no way to intervene.

Luo Ye still cared about An Si in every possible way, but the situation of the three of them changed in the eyes of An Si to outsiders.

I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse, it's always a blessing in disguise, but I know it's not a blessing. When the students in the school noticed such a pattern, they gradually stopped teasing and bullying An Si. It disappeared, even though An Si was still so quiet.

Some people began to want to get close to An Si, they felt that Wen Liya was like a complete "third party", who took the title of "sister-in-law" but squeezed out the position of Luo Ye's beloved younger brother for many years, such The mentality is very abrupt and inexplicable, but there are some people who think about it.If you think about it carefully, it is probably that human beings will always sympathize with the weak.Ans didn't fight or grab, in his eyes, he seemed powerless, and Ans's quietness as always, in their hearts, seemed like sadness when they were alone.

"Xiao Si, I haven't grown any meat recently, eat more." Luo Ye put some meat on An Si's plate, and Wen Liya sat down with the plate again. Although there was no official relationship between them, It's not far away.

Ans ate quietly, and didn't say much to show his friendliness.Wen Liya took out a wound medicine patch and handed it to An Si, "Your brother said yesterday that you seemed to have a stiff neck and felt uncomfortable. I'll stick this on for you. My dad will do it."

"Thank you." An Si took the patch, but Luo Ye refused, "No need, An Si is allergic to this type of patch medical tape, and it will become red once it is applied."

"Is that so?" Wen Liya felt a little sorry and took it back. "I'll get you the bottle of Dieda wine that my father brought from Hong Kong when I go home."

"No need, the stiff neck will be healed soon." Ans declined the kindness, and continued to dig the tasteless food in the bowl with his head down.

Luo Ye continued to help him pick up the dishes, one chopstick at a time, "Eat more."

"I'm done eating. You guys need to go back to the classroom to sleep." Ans picked up the clean plate and walked to the door.

Wen Liya pouted slightly, "Xiao Si seems to be very unhappy all the time, should we buy some gifts to coax him?" Although she is still young, girls are always more delicate, she knows Luo Ye loves him very much An Si, from the meal, it can be seen that even An Si cares about what An Si eats, so if An Si likes her, she can really be with Luo Ye. Children of this age always have this inexplicable longing.

"No, it's fine if I'm an older brother." Luo Ye lowered his head and ate his own meal. In fact, it was Wen Liya who said it all the time. Luo Ye responded, and he didn't listen to Wen Liya. , it's not that he doesn't like this girl, but because Ans is in front of him, he will become absent-minded.

"Is Xiaosi jealous?" Wen Liya began to think about it again and again, and couldn't help asking, "I think if my brother has a good relationship with others, younger brothers and sisters will probably be jealous at first, isn't Xiaosi Don't you want us to get too close?" She was very smart and said very reservedly, she didn't claim to be Luo Ye's girlfriend.

"Pfft..." Luo Ye laughed, but soon stopped.

"What are you laughing at? When my brother brought other girls home to meet his parents, I was very unhappy." Wen Liya looked at Luo Ye strangely.

"It will be fine after a while." Luo Ye's calm voice returned to the previous appearance, as if that smile was not his.

"Luo Ye, what are we now...?" Wen Liya couldn't help asking after waiting for everyone around her to leave. After all, girls like definite answers, and such an unclear relationship is very disturbing.

"Huh?" Luo Ye finally put down his chopsticks and raised his head.

"I mean, is our relationship considered to be... dating?" Wen Liya blushed when she finished speaking, but she still looked at Luo Ye firmly.

"Winter vacation is coming soon, let's talk about it when we come back from winter vacation."

Wen Liya didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but luckily Luo Ye didn't refuse, nor did she give her the answer she wanted, probably because she wanted to think about it, she was looking forward to being Luo Ye's first love, his first love. a girlfriend.

Luoye's heart was equally complicated. He wanted to try love and socialize with girls, but when he stepped in, he was timid. When he remembered what An Si said while hugging him that night, he couldn't bear it. I can't help but soften my heart.

No matter how good Wen Liya is, she still doesn't have the ability to soften his heart. She has done many things that moved Luo Ye, but she still can't compare to An Si's indifferent eyes and fleeting emotions. .

He felt that if he agreed, would he be ashamed of Wen Liya, because his feelings for Wen Liya were definitely not at the point of dating, but because he wanted to prove some ridiculous ideas urgently, but he wanted to drag her into the water? ?It was too cruel.

When he returned to the classroom, Anse had fallen asleep on the table. In fact, he didn't know if Anse was asleep. He put on the coat in the drawer for him, and then put a few packets of biscuits in his drawer Li, reached out to touch the soft hair and returned to his position.

☆、Don't hurt yourself again

When Luo Ye took the key and drove in, An Si was eating leisurely, sitting on the ground, surrounded by snacks, those were bought by Luo Ye for An Si, but each time they were in limited supply .

An Si tore open a pack of spicy sticks, but was stopped by Luo Ye, "This is not edible." He originally planned to throw it away, because An Si picked this one himself, but Luo Ye didn't want him to eat it, because An Si Afraid of spicy food, even a little bit of it will hit the throat, and if you eat too much, your throat will hurt badly, and you will not be able to sleep well.

An Si didn't speak, he broke away from Luo Ye's hand, and quickly stuffed the spicy strips into his mouth. Luo Ye pinched his cheek, "I can't eat it and spit it out." He put his hand on An Si's mouth On the side, An Si chewed a few times and swallowed it abruptly.

Luo Ye let go of his hand, but An Si took two and stuffed them in together, and then turned his back to Luo Ye, but there was a sound, the sound of An Si exhaling, and coughing hard.

"I told you not to eat it." He reached for a glass of water and handed it over, but An Si swallowed two more in the blink of an eye, his lips were already red, and Luo Ye slapped the remaining pepper in his hand. "Is spicy yourself fun?"

An Si still didn't speak, Luo Ye simply snatched the spicy strips and put them in his own mouth, neither of them took spicy food, so they coughed because of choking, Luo Ye ate all the rest and didn't leave any for An Si residue.

The eyes of the two rabbits were big and small, "What else do you want to eat, I will eat as much as you eat, let's see who will die first!"

"You can't eat mine." An Si said lightly, almost choking Luo Ye who was drinking water.

"Why don't you know how to fix your stinking problem?" Luo Ye took the snack in An Si's hand, held his cheek and scolded him angrily, "Since you were young, you have only punished others by hurting yourself. Little idiot!" He raised his hand to slap An Si's head hard, but he didn't go down, he couldn't do it.

"You're thinking too much." Ans continued to stuff his mouth with his head down.

"Do you like this way?" Luo Ye said as he stood up, saw a glass drink bottle on the table, raised it up and smashed it towards his arm, the glass shattered and scattered all over the floor, Luo Ye muffled Arms leaning against the wall.

An Si was so shocked that he threw away his things and ran up, "Ono!"

Luo Ye shook off An Si's hand, and said angrily, "You like to hurt yourself every time to punish others, okay, so do I, let's see who will be disabled first!"

An Si didn't care about what Luo Ye said, and his hand was cut by glass. He was anxiously looking for the medicine box, but was stopped by Luo Ye, "Speak! You said you don't do this anymore, no matter who the other party is." That's it."

"You're bleeding, stop the bleeding!" An Si messed up his hands and feet, and put the medicine box in a mess. He held cotton to cover Luo Ye's wound, but at the moment he didn't know where to start. "Hospital, let's go to the hospital." He Pull Luo Ye up.

"Ans, from the moment you came to our house, you don't need to protect yourself in this way." Luo Ye grabbed Ans's wrist, "Do you know that I hate you the most, always Caught me off guard."

"I...I didn't protect myself." Ans took a deep breath, trying to suck back the tears swirling in his eyes. "I just want to protect you."

"Are you so protective?" Luo Ye scolded softly.

"You are very important to me, and Dad, if you are gone, I don't know where else to go or what to do." He held Luo Ye's arms in both hands, looked up at him, "would be anxious, so Will want to do some despicable things to do my best, today I am angry, but I don't want to disturb you."

"No!" Luo Ye stubbornly stood still.

"Impossible, you will get infected if you don't take care of it." An Si was so anxious that Luo Ye almost burst into tears, "We're going to the hospital, you're fine."

"Then can you have something to do?" Luo Ye asked him back, "You are angry, you beat me and scold me, it doesn't even matter if you pour a can of chili sauce into my mouth, but why do you choose to make yourself physically uncomfortable every time? "

"I'm sorry, it won't be anymore, Xiao Ye, shall we go to the hospital?" An Si looked at the cotton with blood oozing, his palms were cold in a hurry, Luo Ye looked at An Si's appearance, and regretted that he was so impulsive just now that An Si was so anxious Worried "Don't worry, small wound, take out the medicine inside to disinfect it, then bandage it and it will be fine."

"But..." An Si flipped through the medicine box with trembling hands, Luo Ye reached out and took out the medicine and handed it over, "Wipe it and it will be fine."

An Si dipped a cotton swab in the potion, and lightly touched Luo Ye's wound with his trembling hands, causing a burst of pain, but Luo Ye didn't snort, on the contrary, An Si couldn't help but make a "呲" sound.

"Take it easy, it doesn't hurt." Luo Ye comforted him. After applying the potion, An Si put on the adhesive tape, and then wrapped it carefully with gauze. Even the final knot was tied carefully.

"I'm not angry anymore, even if you find a hundred girlfriends, I won't be angry anymore." An Si did not shed tears that had been unbearable until after the bandage was finished, and he wiped them carelessly, extremely embarrassed.

"Heh, where do I get a hundred girlfriends?" Luo Ye asked back, "Wen Liya proposed dating, but I didn't agree." He comforted An Si, and wiped his tears with his hand, "I wanted to try, but in the end I’m a little afraid again, so I said let’s talk about it after the winter vacation.”

"Hmm..." Ans didn't know if he had listened, and lowered his head to wipe his eyes.

"Xiao Si?" Luo Ye looked at An Si's sudden discomfort, and took his hand away, but An Si couldn't open his eyes, "I rubbed the medicine into my eyes just now."

"Hurry up and wash up." Luo Ye immediately pulled An Si into the bathroom.

After washing his eyes, his eyes became even redder. An Si's throat was hoarse and his eyes were red. Luo Ye's arm was injured, and the two injured laughed in the mirror. Yes." Luo Ye looked helplessly into An Si's eyes and sighed.

After laughing, the silence returned again. The two sat on the edge of the bed for a long time. An Si hugged his legs and leaned against Luo Ye's back, coughing from time to time.

After a long time, Luo Ye opened his mouth, piercing the silence, "Cough, let me find medicine for you."

"No need." Ans shook his head, "Just drink some water."

"Xiao Si, give me some time." Luo Ye sighed, "Some things are not over until you figure it out."

"What?" Ans looked up at him, "I really really can't know?"

"You have the right to know. I just want to understand it alone." Luo Ye shook his head, and An Si asked, "What does it have to do with Wen Liya? Do you have to have a girlfriend to figure it out?"

"Of course not, I just want to try it." Luo Ye actually has a good feeling for Wen Liya, but he can't get the kind of energy to get along with him. For some reason, he doesn't reject chatting with Wen Liya but When I think of Wen Liya's girlfriend, I feel a little uncomfortable.

☆、Ans' thoughts

"Will you still avoid me?" An Si asked again.

"what?"

"Would you still hide from me on purpose, sneak around in everything, and even...don't tell me?" Ans lowered his head and played with his nails.

"It's inevitable." Luo Ye didn't give An Si an affirmative answer, in fact, he really wanted to tell An Si, no!But my heart was secretly entangled with my own concerns.

Ans bit his lip, raised his head stubbornly and got off the bed, picked up his pillow and the quilt in the closet, "Let's talk about it after you figure out what's on your mind." Ans carried his schoolbag and hugged A whole bunch of stuff left the room.

Luo Ye wanted to go forward and chase after him, but he still didn't make any real moves.

An Si returned to his room again after such a long time, which had been vacant by him for several years.Just cleaned it up, a lot of things were still in Luoye's room, so he just moved away with the most basic items.

In the past few years, he and Luo Ye could be said to be inseparable. They were used to having someone by their side, but when they were suddenly alone, they seemed a little empty.

Lying on the huge bed, Ans could lie down freely, even if the quilt was kicked to the side, it didn't matter, but it was cold, without a touch of warmth around him, Ans felt a chill down to his toes.

He had prepared very early, that one day Luo Ye would have a girl he liked.But this day came too soon, he was mentally prepared, but he hadn't taken any emergency measures yet, watching Wen Liya barge in like this, wondering if he was dragged in abruptly by Luo Ye of.

An Si had a feeling that Luo Ye didn't seem to have to be with Wen Liya, but more because of himself.

Thinking about it, Ans got up and got out of bed, and took out a very inconspicuous book from the crevice of the bookcase. He accidentally found this book in an old bookstore, and it has been kept here since then .

When I first discovered this book, I was very curious, because the world depicted in it was different from the world I saw. Ans began to plunge into it, and secretly read it by himself every now and then.

He reads a lot of miscellaneous books, as long as he is interested in reading, Ans understands some different worlds better than his peers.

Gay

homosexual behavior.Or a homosexual lifestyle.Based on same-sex attraction, this kind of life pattern including emotional dependence and sexual behavior between the same sex is chosen.

He saw a lot of stories about this, and he realized that there were many great men he had heard about a long, long time ago, who were also of this type, or extended to Zeus’s favorite person in Greek mythology——Ganymedes , ancient and modern, at home and abroad, there are many same-sex loves, which seem secret and mysterious.

Whenever An Si reads a book, he thinks of the scenes between him and Luo Ye.However, he didn't think too much or do unnecessary things. For him, this was not something to be particularly proud of, and it was even something worth concealing. He didn't understand whether he and Luo Ye were only teenagers. It's just that sometimes my own feelings are really as described in the book.

He doesn't regret his thoughts, even if one day he really can only like Luo Ye, and this feeling can't be recovered, he still thinks this choice is right.

An Si looked at the worn-out book in his hand, and couldn't help but smile wryly, "I can't see you anymore." Otherwise, what should I do if I can't pull it out?

But he was reluctant to tear it up. This book told him such a strange world, but he couldn't keep it.Ans wrapped the book in plastic wrap and walked out of the room tightly.

It's late at night, everyone should be asleep.Ans sneaked into the yard, dug a hole in a place where he often stayed, and buried the book silently.

When he went back, he looked back three times at a step, he was a little bit reluctant, but he had to abandon it, because reality was different from the world in his mind, and they both needed to live cruelly.

When he lay back on the bed again, he felt a little tired, and when he turned around, his eyelids were tightly glued together, and he fell asleep in a daze.

In his sleep, he felt a burst of warmth on his cheek, and An Si arched comfortably.

Luo Ye sat beside his bed, looking at the unclear outline in such a lack of light.He wasn't used to An Si not lying beside him when he slept, but he was in a mess and didn't know what to do?

After watching for a while, he quietly walked out of Ans' room, sitting on the stairs and thinking quietly.

"Xiao Ye..." Xiao Kefeng stood behind him, wearing a coat, looking at Luo Ye who was sitting at the stairs with some surprise.

"Father." Luo Ye was even more surprised and hurriedly stood up.

"What are you doing sitting here without sleeping at night?" Xiao Kefeng rolled up his jacket and said with a smile, "Is there something on your mind? Yes, Xiao Ye has grown up."

"Come here." Xiao Kefeng asked Luo Ye to follow him to his room, took off his coat, "talk to Dad."

It was the first time for the two father and son to lie on the same bed after so many years. Xiao Kefeng looked at Luo Ye, who was already a teenager, beside him on the pillow, and said with a smile, "What's the matter? Tell me."

Luo Ye hesitated, Xiao Kefeng guessed, "Is it academic or emotional? But you can be in a daze at night, it must be emotional trouble."

"Dad, tell me, if I am so special to someone different from others, why?" Luo Ye asked cautiously, this was the first time he talked about such a topic with his father.

"Xiaoye has grown up, hehe." Xiao Kefeng couldn't help sighing, "This person must have a special place in Xiaoye's heart, which makes him so special." Xiao Kefeng looked at his son and said slowly.

"You don't have to be so anxious and afraid. This is an uncontrollable feeling. It may be admiration, appreciation or dependence. Feelings are intertwined by many factors, not arbitrary as people often say about love. It can be said Love is just a momentary thing, what is important is what it left behind, those are very precious treasures. If it leaves nothing to you, it is not called love, it can only be said to be an emotional one It's just an illusion."

"But don't some feelings make people feel weird?" Luo Ye couldn't help asking again.

Xiao Kefeng shook his head, "In my father's opinion, some feelings need to be respected, but they have been distorted by many people. Feelings can be said to be a human need, just like eating when you are hungry. If you avoid it, just eat it." It is equivalent to losing a normal function of human beings, and it is a disability of a different kind, so any kind of emotion is not worth being surprised."

"Of course it's not surprising. It's just that many people need to accept all kinds of feelings and persuade themselves. This is also worth understanding. Just like you and Stoudemire, you also have things you don't like. Even if that It’s a good thing, but it’s like it’s unacceptable for a while.”

☆、The world of three people

Xiao Kefeng patted Luo Ye's head, "Xiao Ye, Dad doesn't need to know who your special person is, I just hope that if you meet someone you like in the future, you should respect yourself and don't do things that make you impulsive or regretful." , just like Dad used to be."

"Why don't you object?" Luo Ye was very surprised, Xiao Kefeng seemed to have made preparations long ago.

"If you do some things, you will regret it for the rest of your life, just like your father. Dad is very happy to have Ono, but the marriage between father and mother is emotionless, so he gave Ono an incomplete family."

"Father, what will you do if you can't accept my future feelings?" Luo Ye was not sure, but he still couldn't help asking.

"You are a man. You have to balance the relationship between your lover and your family. Maybe your lover will make me dislike you in the future. I may not fully agree with the relationship between you, but as long as you are sure that you can go on forever, you Try to convince Dad, because..."

"Because of what?"

"Because, what if this is your last relationship?" Xiao Kefeng smiled wryly.

He thought about it for many years. At the beginning, Xiao Kefeng had a first love, but he was rejected because of his family status. From then on, Xiao Kefeng thought that if his children grow up in the future, at least they can Let him have his favorites.

Many sincere feelings may not be the only one in a person's life, but it may be the last one.For Xiao Kefeng, this is the most terrifying thing. He doesn't want his child to lose the last sincere feeling because of himself.

"Dad, why have you been alone all the time, didn't you find someone to live with yourself?" Although Luo Ye never wanted to have a stepmother since he was a child, isn't it too lonely for his father to be alone at such a young age?

"I have you and Xiao Si, two sons are not enough?" Xiao Kefeng smiled, "I have a girlfriend, but now my father doesn't plan to get married with other women, and wants to accompany you until you grow up. If that It is also a good thing to have a gentle and kind woman to accompany me to grow old."

"Can't you do it now?"

Xiao Kefeng shook his head, "When Dad asks for your opinions on everything, Dad is old and needs you. If Dad is deceived and bullied by women, you will protect Dad, right? But now I don't want others To destroy our current life, because you still need Daddy's protection."

"We will definitely raise you fat and white in the future"

When Xiao Kefeng looked back at Luo Ye again, he had already fallen asleep.

Almost forgot Luo Ye's sleeping appearance, last time he was still a kid in children's clothes, now that he has grown up so much, he will be troubled by emotional matters.The father and son talk less and less. After all, when they grow up, they don’t need to ask Dad about everything, and they have to ask Dad for instructions. He has more ways to solve problems by himself. Sure enough, the child has grown up.

The days when the two seemed to be drifting apart passed by day by day, and the topics of intimacy between them became less and less. Luo Ye would still serve An Si with food, but An Si was no longer sticking to Luo Ye's side. If Ye didn't speak, Ans would stay where he was.

The people in the school are gradually getting used to the Wen Liya next to Luo Ye. You can often see Wen Liya standing in the corridor waiting for Luo Ye after class, and An Si will lie on the desk pretending not to know sleep.

"Anse."

An Si was walking on the road when suddenly a pair of feet appeared in front of him, a pair of slender girls' feet.

"You are?" Ans looked at the strange girl in front of him.

The girl has big watery eyes, fair skin, thin flat bangs that fall casually, and her long hair is neatly tied up. She is not a beautiful beauty, but she is very delicate.

"I know you, it's An Si from your second year of junior high school, that An Si who doesn't like to talk much." The girl touched her head in embarrassment, An Si remained silent, waiting for her next words, "Is there something wrong?"

"My name is Lin Qiuluo. You can just call me Luoluo. We know each other." Lin Qiuluo said with some embarrassment, and turned to look behind. Several girls waved their hands desperately for her to say the important point, "I..."

"What do you need my help for?" An Si could see that Lin Qiuluo was asking for help.

Lin Qiuluo smiled and said, "Didn't we have a party on Christmas Eve in the third year of junior high school? It might be the last event before we graduate. We want to perform a drama, but... although our group of girls are all female, what about writing scripts?" I’m really powerless. I heard that you wrote a program script for your class last time and won the first prize. I would like to ask if you can help us make a drama together? Don’t worry, the school agrees, just me and yours The class teacher said, you can participate."

She waited for Anse's reply, and Anse shook his head with a smile, "I'm sorry, I don't like participating in these activities very much."

"Please, Ans, we will take up your time after class, and we will assure you that it will not cause you any trouble. Otherwise, we will be responsible for bringing you your breakfast in the future, and there are other things..." Lin Qiuluo waved back, and several girls handed over a bag of snacks and stuffed them in An Si's arms, "An Si, you can help your seniors, the last graduation is very important to us."

The older sisters surrounded An Si, and An Si looked at them holding a bag of "valuable" snacks. It seemed that these senior sisters had done their homework, and they even knew that he liked to eat. If they didn't He promised that he would come here one after another in the future, "I will try my best to do well, but I don't need to eat and breakfast, because students don't need to spend money." He reluctantly agreed.

They agreed to be in the equipment room after class, and then they left with peace of mind. Only then did An Si remember that the bag of snacks in his hand had not been returned to them, and could only be temporarily stored with the grandfather in the duty room.

There was a lecture in the school that day, and people from several classes went up to listen in groups. It happened that Wen Liya and Luo Yeansi were in the same group. A pair of people walked into the lecture hall, and Wen Liya took a relatively small place. The remote seat greeted Luo Ye, "Luo Ye, come quickly."

Luo Ye sat down without saying anything. He wanted to stretch out his hand to grab An Si, but An Si had already sat elsewhere, looking down at the book in his hand, ignoring what happened on the other side.

Anse lost weight.

This is the voice that Luo Ye often hears in his heart in the past few days. An Si's cheeks, which were still a little fleshy, are now gradually shrinking, and his chin is pointed.He really wanted to teach him a lesson like before, asking him, "Why did you make yourself so bad again?" But he didn't dare to go up, afraid that the psychological defense he had built up for so many days would suddenly collapse at a certain moment.

However, his subconscious mind still caused him to change the direction of his steps, and said to Wen Liya, "Xiaosi is not feeling well today, I went over there, you can sit with your classmates."

After speaking, he walked towards An Si. An Si was already lying on the table, and he didn't sleep at night recently.