Nurturing Limited Time Game [Rebirth]

【31】

Zhou Mi was drunk.

He lay on his stomach among the bits and pieces of porcelain, sleeping peacefully.

After all, Zhao Ying couldn't hold back, and walked in lightly.He squatted down, under the warm light, several cuts were cut on Zhou Mi's face, blood seeped out and solidified.

Zhao Ying sighed and reached out to hug Zhou Mi.After he got sick, he became a little thinner, and his strength was not as strong as before, but Zhou Mi's weight loss was even worse, so Zhao Ying could easily pick him up.

Zhou Mi smelled of alcohol all over his body, but such a deep drunkenness didn't make him sleep soundly.As soon as Zhao Ying picked him up, he woke up.Zhou Mi's eyes didn't open, but he wrapped his arms around Zhao Ying's neck and called out, "Brother..."

Zhao Ying was so troubled by him that she was so distressed that she couldn't speak. She didn't want to deny it, let alone admit it. She didn't say anything, and walked upstairs with him in her arms.

"Brother, I'm going camping tomorrow..." Zhou Mi said dreamily, "I carry my luggage, climb mountains by myself, I can do everything by myself, you want me to go."

Zhao Ying paused and said in a low voice, "You have caught a cold, the fog in the mountains is too heavy, you can't go."

Zhou Mi was really drunk, he thought he was still 14 years old.At that time, Zhou Du was a sophomore in high school, joined the school club, and had a good time with the club members.Later, the association organized a mountaineering camp, and Zhou Mi heard that a girl was also going and she was in the same group as Zhou Du, so she followed whatever she wanted.However, the flu was prevalent during that time, and Zhou Mi had been suffering from low-grade fever intermittently, and Zhou Du refused to let him go to the mountain again.Zhou Mi was so anxious that he wanted to cry, but he didn't dare to say that Zhou Du would not go willfully, so he had to send Zhou Du out aggrievedly, and his eyes were red at home.

Until now, Zhou Mi still remembers this incident.

"That silver bell, you don't want to be with her!" Zhou Mi grabbed his collar and threatened, "You are mine, you are not allowed to be with her!"

Yinling is the homonym of that girl's name, but Zhou Du can't remember the exact name.That girl is very talented, she is proficient in painting, musical instruments, learning and dancing, she is also pretty, she is polite and intimate to everyone, but treats Zhou Du favorably.On the night of Zhou Du's 17th birthday, they went to Zhou's house to play, and Sun Yi saw her. Sun Yi also liked the girl very much, and kept asking her to come to Zhou's house to play more.Zhou Mi was very upset, and since then, he has been picking on this matter all day long to quarrel with Zhou Du.

But it has been almost ten years, and both of them remember what they said back then.

"Well, I'm yours, don't give it to others." Zhao Ying's heart ached too much, and it was empty.He said, "Don't move, you are scratched, I will hold you and bandage it."

"Oh." Zhou Mi nodded obediently, and said worriedly: "Brother, will Dad scold me when he comes back?"

His memories went back to a younger time, when he was seven years old.At that time, he was taken care of by Zhou Du for two years, and he finally developed a little mischievous temperament.But not long after being naughty, he accidentally broke a vase that Zhou Ding liked very much in the living room.At that time, Zhou Du was practicing martial arts with his master in the backyard, and Aunt Zheng was out. He was so scared that he didn't know what to do, so he could only rummage through boxes and boxes to find glue, trying to glue the vase together.But the other person's skin is tender, and he doesn't have much strength. The vase is not half glued, and his hands are already covered with wounds.

When Zhou Du came back from practicing kung fu, he saw him sitting on the floor in the living room, facing a pile of broken porcelain, with blood on both hands.Zhou Du was frightened to death, but he suppressed his crying and asked, "Brother, will Dad scold me when he comes back?"

He was afraid of being ignored, and finally got a family, a brother who was with him all day, and a father who loved him, and he was no longer a nanny who faced a cold face alone.He cherishes it very much, and is afraid that the happiness he has obtained will be lost because of one of his mistakes.Zhou Du looked at his uneasy little face, immediately picked him up, and said to him: "No, Dad won't scold you, and we won't let you go. Come on, don't move, you've been scratched , I will carry you to bandage."

Zhou Mi was carried upstairs by him, just like at this moment more than ten years later.

"Brother..." Zhou Mi rubbed his neck, and said in a low voice but relieved, "I had a dream."

Zhao Ying's body shook and she didn't answer.What is he going to say?Said that what you had was not a dream?I really have left?

"I dreamed that you were dead, bro, I shouldn't have quarreled with you just now." Zhou Mi thought it was the morning when he got into a car accident. "I was wrong. I will never disobey you again. If you tell me to rest, I will rest. I can do whatever you want me to do. Brother, you don't know, that dream is really scary. I just called you After finishing the phone call and just falling asleep, Aunt Zheng told me that you were in a car accident. I went to the hospital, and your body was in the freezer in the morgue. Brother, do you still remember when we went to the morgue to visit our parents? You...you Scarier than Dad's appearance, because... because of your..."

Zhou Mi couldn't recall that scene, it was too scary.He leaned against Zhao Ying's arms like a collapse, and let out a long breath: "Fortunately, you are back." He hugged Zhao Ying's neck and promised: "I will never disobey you again, you do not go."

Zhao Ying didn't want to expose him at this time, but even in his dream, he didn't want Zhou Mi to still have the idea that Zhou Du was still alive.Let him give up from the dream, that is the real give up.

"Ami, I will always go."

Zhou Mi couldn't believe it: "But you're still here! I won't let you go!"

"Have you forgotten?" Zhao Ying reminded him, "I'm already dead. I was already dead in that car accident more than three months ago."

"You didn't!" Zhou Mi yelled, "You didn't! You're by my side! You're holding me now!"

"I'm just reviving the corpse at this moment." Zhao Ying said the truth as if to coax a child, "They said you were disobedient, so I'll come back and have a look."

"I'm not disobedient, am I not good?" Zhou Mi hugged him to play a rogue, "But if you leave, I will die!"

Zhao Ying's footsteps stopped for a moment, he looked down at the unreasonable person in his arms, sighed and said, "Ami, even if you die, I won't be able to come back."

"But this way I can see you." Zhou Mi grabbed his collar and said, "Brother, I, I miss you very much, brother, I want to find you, I think you are crazy. Brother, Do you know? This house is full of your shadow, and the pillows on the bed seem to smell of you. I wake up in the middle of the night, always thinking that I can roll into your arms. I hate this house, I see The cups, bowls, chopsticks and dishes you used are sad, I... But if I leave, I will be reluctant."

"Brother, if you are gone and I don't even have any memories, how will I live in the future? But..."

Zhao Ying always feels that there are two villains of emotion and reason living in her body. Emotion wants to kiss him, but reason stops him with illness.It turns out that Zhou Mi also has two villains in his heart, one is rational and wants to hold Zhou Mi, let Zhou Mi live with memories, and the other is emotional and wants to die desperately.

"Brother." Zhou Mi leaned on his shoulder and said wearily, "I'm so tired, it's too painful to leave me alone, I can't take it anymore, please let me go."

"No." Zhao Ying refused without thinking. "You still have a future."

"There is no future, because there is no future without you." Zhou Mi began to be unreasonable again, "I want to go with you, I want to go with you! You promised me, why don't you let me go?"

"When did I promise you?" Zhao Ying stared, why didn't he remember?

"Tell me, whoever dies at the age of 97 has to wait on the bridge for three years!" Zhou Mi distorted the facts confidently.

"This sentence means that even if I am dead, I will wait for you in the underworld, and you must live the rest of your life well." Zhao Ying felt that it was necessary to correct his distorted facts. "Ami, you still have others."

"There is no one else. I don't want to love others, and I won't love others. I want you alone. I don't want to treat others well, and I won't let others treat me well."

"A Mi, it's wrong for you to think like this, you're like this..." Zhao Ying finally put her cheek on his forehead and said with a sigh. "I don't feel at ease when I leave."

"I just don't want you to feel at ease!" Zhou Mi cried, "If you are at ease, you will give up. If you give up, what should I do? Zhou Du, are you being unreasonable? What if I die today?"

Zhao Ying kicked open the door, put him on the bed, pressed his back with one hand to keep him from moving, turned on the bedside lamp with the other hand, squatted beside the bed and said, "A Mi, look into my eyes."

Zhou Mi turned his head, and only saw a pair of affectionate and painful eyes in his drunken eyes: "There is no if, I am the one who died now. You said you would listen to me just now, why did you go back on your word so quickly?"

"But if I listen to you, you will leave!" Zhou Mi reached out and grabbed his wrist, "I won't allow you to leave!"

Zhao Ying said: "If you don't listen to me, I will leave too. Ah Mi, this is a fact, and no one can change it."

Zhou Mi looked at him unwillingly, and Zhao Ying quietly showed him.Zhou Mi gradually understood that it was an absolute fact that he would not come back, he clenched his teeth and did not whimper, but a tear still fell from the corner of his eye.He had no choice but to repeat that sentence: "I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go. Brother, don't leave me alone, I'm afraid, Zhou Du, I'm afraid without you..."

Zhao Ying looked up at the ceiling and blinked quickly.He knelt by the bed, held Zhou Mi's face in both hands, kissed his forehead lightly, and pressed his forehead against his, begging, "Promise me, be good."

Zhou Mi suddenly burst into tears, he hugged the neck of the person in front of him, and kissed him recklessly, fiercely and messily, like a little beast trying to bite his throat off.Zhao Ying hugged him, comforting him with the tip of her tongue and lips, tender and affectionate.

Zhou Mi gradually stopped crying, and realized that Zhao Ying was going to let go, so he grabbed his hand and shouted: "Brother, don't go!"

"I just want to show you the wound." Zhao Ying kissed his forehead: "Hey, don't move."

Zhou Mi just lay on the bed and let him play with it.

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