Internet dating?I am Tieguanyin
Chapter 46
His tone was relaxed, but his expression didn't look like he was joking at all, it was more like using this to test his confession. Once Yu He showed resistance and hesitation, he would honestly retreat into the boundary of the relationship he had hastily broken.
There was not the slightest smile on Yu He's face. When his eyes met, his eyes flickered for a moment, and the corners of his lips curled up with his lowered eyes, and he said, "It's fine to play with me, why are you still making fun of me now?"
"Brother He," Xu Xing looked at his facial features that became more three-dimensional and handsome under the light of the room when he slightly turned his head to avoid, his heart sank, and he spoke vigorously, "If you also treat me that much I mean, it’s not because of sympathy, not because I’m young and let me go, just a little bit of the same liking as me is fine. I know you like women, and it’s not easy for you to change your sexuality to like men for a while, I You can also... women's clothing, until you fully accept me."
"I didn't want to say it so soon. I was more afraid that you would alienate me than that I must have a closer relationship with you. But I... I don't want to be like today. Everything about you , I don’t want to be isolated anymore.”
"I don't want to be a child who is taken care of by you everywhere, I want to be a boyfriend who can take care of you."
"Of course, if you have any white moonlight cinnabar mole..." Xu Xing withdrew a little, pulled the distance between the two of them a little further, smiled unnaturally, and eased his urgent tone, as if he wanted to Using this to hide his nervousness, "It's okay, you can refuse me, I don't want to embarrass you."
His posture was low enough, sincere and sincere enough, and gave Yu He enough way to retreat, making it almost impossible to refuse.
For a moment of trance, Yu He wanted to nod his head in agreement, and wanted to raise his hand to touch Xu Xing's slightly wet eyes again, and say "OK".
However, he is an adult who has been in society for many years, and his reason will largely pull back his impulse and tell him that this is not appropriate.
But what made Yu He's first concern was not the sexuality of whether he liked men or not, nor was it how to politely reject him without hurting Xu Xing.
Instead, when he heard the words "Bai Yueguang", the words "Tie Xiaokui" came to mind.
The time of being young and frivolous has passed for too long, and Yu He no longer understands what it feels like to have his own heartbeat.
Maybe it's the heroine he played can't help himself when he sees the heroine's eyes rolling and smiling sweetly, maybe it's the heroine's distress when the pear blossoms are raining.
But those are not Yu He's real emotions as himself, they are his emotions for another character when he incarnates as a character.
It is undeniable that when he sees Xu Xing approaching with a smile, he will feel soft, and he will involuntarily take care of Xu Xing. Touched, don't want him to worry about himself.
When meeting those clear and clean pupils with slightly drooping eye tails that only contained his own eyes, Yu He would also feel dazed and shaken for a moment.
Is this also a heartbeat?
But he couldn't help but use this emotion to think of other things, the familiarity and intimacy he felt when he first met Xu Xing in Lin'an made him figure out a reason for this moment.
——Xu Xing is too much like Xiaokui.
At the beginning, he also had a crush on Xiaokui, and it was his reliance and comfort that was comforted when he was alone and sleepless late at night.
So what about Xu Xing?
The connivance and excessive concern for Xu Xing, the special case for Xu Xing, is it because he is like Xiaokui, or is it because he is just Xu Xing?
The thoughts in Yu He's heart were very messy, and he didn't know where to start—he seemed unable to reject Xu Xing flatly and neatly. Xiaokui has an inextricably linked relationship that is difficult to separate.
This is too unfair to Xu Xing.
He was clearly thinking about a girl he had never met before, but he agreed to the courtship of another boy, so what happened to him?
What's the difference from those scumbags who play with emotions?
Yu He closed his eyes, but when his eyelids were slightly raised, he didn't dare to look at Xu Xing again, as if he was afraid that he would see through his unbearable heart, and even his voice was stiff and tense: "Sorry, according to what you said just now, my heart is indeed There is white moonlight."
Xu Xing:?
Xu Xing: Which cub species?
Xu Xing was dumbfounded.Even since Tie Xiaokui's period, he has never heard Yu He mention anything about the white moonlight cinnabar mole. The night before when he stayed at Yu He's house, when he pretended to ask by chance, Yu He Crane himself said that he has no girlfriend.
Why did another white moonlight suddenly appear?
With the conditions of Yu He, the proud son of heaven, how many people rush to marry him, how can anyone refuse him? !
In fact, when Xu Xing made a desperate confession, he never expected Yu He to agree to him. During the few minutes when Yu He lowered his eyes and didn't answer, he thought about countless reasons why Yu He might reject him.Yu He is a straight man, based on this alone, no matter how tolerant he is to him, it is impossible for him to agree, but Xu Xing never expected such an answer.
However, the first reaction after being rejected was not to endure the loss, but to be resentful—my brother is so nice!Who on earth can make him ask for nothing?
It's simply that they don't know what is good or what is bad, and they don't know how to flatter them!
The fast-running brain made Xu Xing catch a little loophole in Yu He's refusal before he had time to feel depressed.
——The reason for Yu He's refusal is that he has Bai Yueguang, not the most problematic sexual orientation. From another perspective, does it mean that if there is no Bai Yueguang, he will agree to himself?
Anyway, we have come to this point, let the broken jar fall more violently.
Xu Xing backed away a little bit, but his hands were still on Yu He's side, but his expression was still very serious: "Then Brother He, if there is no such thing as the white moonlight, would you agree to me?"
Yu He's breathing stopped suddenly, apparently he didn't expect him to ask this far, he pursed his lips and said in a harsh voice: "...I don't know."
"I...have never liked a man."
"It's okay, Brother He." Hearing his answer like this, Xu Xing got some confidence in his heart, and tried to smile at Yu He, "At least, I'm also the first man to confess to you. It's my honor. I I won't pester you, Brother He, don't ignore me."
But his pretending to be strong and relaxed smile made Yu He feel extraordinarily lonely, bitter and pitiful in Yu He's peripheral vision, which made Yu He feel pain in his heart and feel very guilty.
"No." The more sensible and considerate Xu Xing was, the more Yu He blamed himself, and regretted rejecting Xu Xing like this, "...I won't alienate you."
Xu Xing breathed a sigh of relief, straightened up, lowered his head while carefully putting the red envelope Yu He gave him into his outer pocket, and at the same time changed the subject abruptly: "Do you want to wash up, Brother He? Your leg It's not convenient, let me help you."
After working hard on the set all day and sweating all over again, no one would want to take a comfortable hot shower to wash away the exhaustion and burnout.But the problem is, I just rejected Xu Xing's confession a minute ago, how can I let Xu Xing take care of him with peace of mind now?
Yu He had mixed feelings in his heart, but if Xu Xing made this suggestion half an hour earlier, before piercing the last layer of window paper, it would not have made him so entangled.
After thinking about it, Yu He still shook his head, and when he was finally willing to look up at Xu Xing, he forced a smile at him: "No, I can do it by myself later. It's late now, and you've been busy for a day, so at this point Going back to the hotel you have already booked, there may not be any cars. I will ask the front desk to open a separate room for you to live in. Tomorrow... I will go to the studio early tomorrow, so I won’t invite you to have breakfast together. Cheng will take you to a few scenic spots here, and it won't be a waste of your time."
Even if Yu He had just promised to "not be estranged", the relationship between the two could not return to before Xu Xing blurted out his confession calmly. Neither Xu Xing nor Yu He could ignore what happened that night.
There was something sweet and slightly astringent in the air, Xu Xing was silent for a moment, his face suppressed some grievances, and his voice lowered: "Brother He, you just promised me that you would not ignore me Yes, I don't think about anything else, can't I just want to help you a little?"
Yu He couldn't stand his pitiful appearance, sighed and nodded helplessly: "Then how do you want me to arrange it?"
"I just want to help Brother He, don't tell me if you are injured, I will leave after you sleep, and I won't disturb you here." Xu Xing squatted in front of Yu He, softly His tone sounded coquettish, "Can you do it, brother?"
He thought for a while, then raised his right hand and vowed to say very sincerely: "I am very manly!"
Yu He:?
Yu He was so amused by his appearance that he finally couldn't help laughing a little more easily, pressed his fingers lightly on his wrist, and compromised: "Okay, just listen to you."
Fortunately, there is a bathtub in the bathroom of the hotel. Xu Xing took the initiative to fill the bathtub with water first, and then put it in according to the instructions of the bath salt ball. When he was ready and came out, he could clearly see that his clothes were wet in several places , but he himself hadn't noticed it, so he walked Yu He into the bathroom very politely, and carefully avoided excessive physical contact, for fear that Yu He would feel uncomfortable.
The hotel's bathroom is made of frosted glass, and the privacy is greatly reduced, especially when there are outsiders in the room, you will lose your sense of security.
But Yu He was still at ease while leaning in the bathtub - he could see Xu Xing sitting on the ponytail with his back turned to him aggrievedly, without even turning his head, like a big dog waiting for its master.
Yu He's heart was sore and soft from the warm water, he used his fingertips to poke the foam on the surface of the water, sighed, his thoughts gradually drifted away.
——If, if there is no Xiaokui, he should agree to Xu Xing without hesitation.
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Xu Xing: Chasing his wife by pretending to be pitiful [ps. Off topic, I want to ask if you would like to see more of their greasy daily life after they get together, because I actually wrote that their daily life is quite pretty. I am happy, but I am afraid that everyone will not want to watch OTZ
There was not the slightest smile on Yu He's face. When his eyes met, his eyes flickered for a moment, and the corners of his lips curled up with his lowered eyes, and he said, "It's fine to play with me, why are you still making fun of me now?"
"Brother He," Xu Xing looked at his facial features that became more three-dimensional and handsome under the light of the room when he slightly turned his head to avoid, his heart sank, and he spoke vigorously, "If you also treat me that much I mean, it’s not because of sympathy, not because I’m young and let me go, just a little bit of the same liking as me is fine. I know you like women, and it’s not easy for you to change your sexuality to like men for a while, I You can also... women's clothing, until you fully accept me."
"I didn't want to say it so soon. I was more afraid that you would alienate me than that I must have a closer relationship with you. But I... I don't want to be like today. Everything about you , I don’t want to be isolated anymore.”
"I don't want to be a child who is taken care of by you everywhere, I want to be a boyfriend who can take care of you."
"Of course, if you have any white moonlight cinnabar mole..." Xu Xing withdrew a little, pulled the distance between the two of them a little further, smiled unnaturally, and eased his urgent tone, as if he wanted to Using this to hide his nervousness, "It's okay, you can refuse me, I don't want to embarrass you."
His posture was low enough, sincere and sincere enough, and gave Yu He enough way to retreat, making it almost impossible to refuse.
For a moment of trance, Yu He wanted to nod his head in agreement, and wanted to raise his hand to touch Xu Xing's slightly wet eyes again, and say "OK".
However, he is an adult who has been in society for many years, and his reason will largely pull back his impulse and tell him that this is not appropriate.
But what made Yu He's first concern was not the sexuality of whether he liked men or not, nor was it how to politely reject him without hurting Xu Xing.
Instead, when he heard the words "Bai Yueguang", the words "Tie Xiaokui" came to mind.
The time of being young and frivolous has passed for too long, and Yu He no longer understands what it feels like to have his own heartbeat.
Maybe it's the heroine he played can't help himself when he sees the heroine's eyes rolling and smiling sweetly, maybe it's the heroine's distress when the pear blossoms are raining.
But those are not Yu He's real emotions as himself, they are his emotions for another character when he incarnates as a character.
It is undeniable that when he sees Xu Xing approaching with a smile, he will feel soft, and he will involuntarily take care of Xu Xing. Touched, don't want him to worry about himself.
When meeting those clear and clean pupils with slightly drooping eye tails that only contained his own eyes, Yu He would also feel dazed and shaken for a moment.
Is this also a heartbeat?
But he couldn't help but use this emotion to think of other things, the familiarity and intimacy he felt when he first met Xu Xing in Lin'an made him figure out a reason for this moment.
——Xu Xing is too much like Xiaokui.
At the beginning, he also had a crush on Xiaokui, and it was his reliance and comfort that was comforted when he was alone and sleepless late at night.
So what about Xu Xing?
The connivance and excessive concern for Xu Xing, the special case for Xu Xing, is it because he is like Xiaokui, or is it because he is just Xu Xing?
The thoughts in Yu He's heart were very messy, and he didn't know where to start—he seemed unable to reject Xu Xing flatly and neatly. Xiaokui has an inextricably linked relationship that is difficult to separate.
This is too unfair to Xu Xing.
He was clearly thinking about a girl he had never met before, but he agreed to the courtship of another boy, so what happened to him?
What's the difference from those scumbags who play with emotions?
Yu He closed his eyes, but when his eyelids were slightly raised, he didn't dare to look at Xu Xing again, as if he was afraid that he would see through his unbearable heart, and even his voice was stiff and tense: "Sorry, according to what you said just now, my heart is indeed There is white moonlight."
Xu Xing:?
Xu Xing: Which cub species?
Xu Xing was dumbfounded.Even since Tie Xiaokui's period, he has never heard Yu He mention anything about the white moonlight cinnabar mole. The night before when he stayed at Yu He's house, when he pretended to ask by chance, Yu He Crane himself said that he has no girlfriend.
Why did another white moonlight suddenly appear?
With the conditions of Yu He, the proud son of heaven, how many people rush to marry him, how can anyone refuse him? !
In fact, when Xu Xing made a desperate confession, he never expected Yu He to agree to him. During the few minutes when Yu He lowered his eyes and didn't answer, he thought about countless reasons why Yu He might reject him.Yu He is a straight man, based on this alone, no matter how tolerant he is to him, it is impossible for him to agree, but Xu Xing never expected such an answer.
However, the first reaction after being rejected was not to endure the loss, but to be resentful—my brother is so nice!Who on earth can make him ask for nothing?
It's simply that they don't know what is good or what is bad, and they don't know how to flatter them!
The fast-running brain made Xu Xing catch a little loophole in Yu He's refusal before he had time to feel depressed.
——The reason for Yu He's refusal is that he has Bai Yueguang, not the most problematic sexual orientation. From another perspective, does it mean that if there is no Bai Yueguang, he will agree to himself?
Anyway, we have come to this point, let the broken jar fall more violently.
Xu Xing backed away a little bit, but his hands were still on Yu He's side, but his expression was still very serious: "Then Brother He, if there is no such thing as the white moonlight, would you agree to me?"
Yu He's breathing stopped suddenly, apparently he didn't expect him to ask this far, he pursed his lips and said in a harsh voice: "...I don't know."
"I...have never liked a man."
"It's okay, Brother He." Hearing his answer like this, Xu Xing got some confidence in his heart, and tried to smile at Yu He, "At least, I'm also the first man to confess to you. It's my honor. I I won't pester you, Brother He, don't ignore me."
But his pretending to be strong and relaxed smile made Yu He feel extraordinarily lonely, bitter and pitiful in Yu He's peripheral vision, which made Yu He feel pain in his heart and feel very guilty.
"No." The more sensible and considerate Xu Xing was, the more Yu He blamed himself, and regretted rejecting Xu Xing like this, "...I won't alienate you."
Xu Xing breathed a sigh of relief, straightened up, lowered his head while carefully putting the red envelope Yu He gave him into his outer pocket, and at the same time changed the subject abruptly: "Do you want to wash up, Brother He? Your leg It's not convenient, let me help you."
After working hard on the set all day and sweating all over again, no one would want to take a comfortable hot shower to wash away the exhaustion and burnout.But the problem is, I just rejected Xu Xing's confession a minute ago, how can I let Xu Xing take care of him with peace of mind now?
Yu He had mixed feelings in his heart, but if Xu Xing made this suggestion half an hour earlier, before piercing the last layer of window paper, it would not have made him so entangled.
After thinking about it, Yu He still shook his head, and when he was finally willing to look up at Xu Xing, he forced a smile at him: "No, I can do it by myself later. It's late now, and you've been busy for a day, so at this point Going back to the hotel you have already booked, there may not be any cars. I will ask the front desk to open a separate room for you to live in. Tomorrow... I will go to the studio early tomorrow, so I won’t invite you to have breakfast together. Cheng will take you to a few scenic spots here, and it won't be a waste of your time."
Even if Yu He had just promised to "not be estranged", the relationship between the two could not return to before Xu Xing blurted out his confession calmly. Neither Xu Xing nor Yu He could ignore what happened that night.
There was something sweet and slightly astringent in the air, Xu Xing was silent for a moment, his face suppressed some grievances, and his voice lowered: "Brother He, you just promised me that you would not ignore me Yes, I don't think about anything else, can't I just want to help you a little?"
Yu He couldn't stand his pitiful appearance, sighed and nodded helplessly: "Then how do you want me to arrange it?"
"I just want to help Brother He, don't tell me if you are injured, I will leave after you sleep, and I won't disturb you here." Xu Xing squatted in front of Yu He, softly His tone sounded coquettish, "Can you do it, brother?"
He thought for a while, then raised his right hand and vowed to say very sincerely: "I am very manly!"
Yu He:?
Yu He was so amused by his appearance that he finally couldn't help laughing a little more easily, pressed his fingers lightly on his wrist, and compromised: "Okay, just listen to you."
Fortunately, there is a bathtub in the bathroom of the hotel. Xu Xing took the initiative to fill the bathtub with water first, and then put it in according to the instructions of the bath salt ball. When he was ready and came out, he could clearly see that his clothes were wet in several places , but he himself hadn't noticed it, so he walked Yu He into the bathroom very politely, and carefully avoided excessive physical contact, for fear that Yu He would feel uncomfortable.
The hotel's bathroom is made of frosted glass, and the privacy is greatly reduced, especially when there are outsiders in the room, you will lose your sense of security.
But Yu He was still at ease while leaning in the bathtub - he could see Xu Xing sitting on the ponytail with his back turned to him aggrievedly, without even turning his head, like a big dog waiting for its master.
Yu He's heart was sore and soft from the warm water, he used his fingertips to poke the foam on the surface of the water, sighed, his thoughts gradually drifted away.
——If, if there is no Xiaokui, he should agree to Xu Xing without hesitation.
--------------------
Xu Xing: Chasing his wife by pretending to be pitiful [ps. Off topic, I want to ask if you would like to see more of their greasy daily life after they get together, because I actually wrote that their daily life is quite pretty. I am happy, but I am afraid that everyone will not want to watch OTZ
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