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"Huh?" Yu He propped his hands on the edge of the bathtub, looking at Xu Xing in puzzlement.

Xu Xing coughed lightly, and whispered implicitly: "I... am not the one below."

Although he is a self-aware virgin gay, he knows his size very well, and he never wants to be the one lying down.

Yu He was stunned.

The two didn't mention this matter after they established their relationship more than a week ago. After all, they were just together, and no matter how fast the progress was, it would not be possible to reach the final step so quickly, so that the two of them never considered the issue of model or not.

As a straight man who has lived for more than 30 years, it is impossible for Yu He to change his thinking and lie down consciously once he is bent by a man, not to mention, what's more, in the radio drama he listened to before, Xu Xing was clearly...

That's why he always unconsciously wanted to take care of Xu Xing a little more, thinking that he should be such a spoiled boy.

Yu He moved his lips in difficulty: "But the one before...in the radio drama..."

"What radio drama?" Xu Xing was taken aback for a moment, and Fuzhi realized that Yu He should have clicked on the link that Song Xiaoxiao sent to listen to it.

Embarrassment dispelled the original ambiguous atmosphere, spreading in the quiet late-night bathroom.

The two were relatively silent for a while, Xu Xing wanted to explain something, but was afraid that Yu He would be unhappy, so he tightly wrapped his arms around Yu He's waist and dared not say anything.

In the end, Yu He sighed helplessly with a smile, relaxed his back and leaned forward, slightly lowered his eyelashes and touched Xu Xing's lips: "Forget it, let me prepare mentally for a few more days - Shui Liang Come on, get up."

After Yu He finished speaking, he conveniently got up and stepped out of the bathtub, rinsed and dried briefly, put on his pajamas and went out first.

Xu Xing watched him go out and didn't say anything. Although Yu He was obviously not angry, Xu Xing, who had figured out the specific situation, always felt guilty that he had cheated Yu He.

He dawdled to get up to drain the water in the bathtub, and when he got out of the bathroom, he found that Yu He was already lying on the bed ready to fall asleep, and he left a small night light for him.

Xu Xing stood by the bed and struggled for 2 minutes, turned off the light and got into bed, got into the quilt, hugged Yu He's waist from behind and leaned against him, and asked him in a low voice: "Brother, are you asleep?"

"How can it be so fast." Yu He turned around to face him with a funny face, raised his hand to touch the end of his slightly wet hair, "Why don't you blow it dry?"

"The tip of my hair got wet, but I just wiped it dry, so I don't need to blow it." Xu Xing moved closer to kiss Yu He, but Yu He still indulged him, letting Xu Xing carefully lick his lips and respond to him, Pressing the fingers on the back of his neck, fiddled with the ends of his hair from time to time.

"Brother," Xu Xing rubbed against his lips, speaking in a whisper, but his tone was unexpectedly solemn with determination, "Actually, I don't care that much... Well, I haven't been in a relationship yet, but I heard Others say that if it is the first time, it will hurt when lying down, so let me do it, I am afraid that you will be hurt."

Yu He closed his eyes and smiled slightly, and didn't respond to his words, but thought of something else, and asked him softly: "When did you know you liked boys? Or did you not know before that?"

"Well, probably...my freshman year." Xu Xing opened his mouth hesitantly, "Actually, I might be born with it. I started in elementary school, and other boys pulled girls' braids to get their attention. I didn’t feel much when the class was bullying the male and female monitors all day long, and later in middle and high school, I didn’t have that kind of worldly thinking. Maybe it’s because my parents stared at my younger brother and my studies, I didn’t have time to think about that, and the biggest problem at the time was that I wanted to take an exam in broadcasting, but my parents wanted me to study economics, management and finance, which sounded like making money so I could find a job.”

"However, I won the fight, because they felt that as long as it was not illegal, such as burning, killing, looting, etc., it was up to me, but this made them pay more attention to my brother's study than me now."

"But I really realized that I like men when I was in the first semester of my freshman year." Xu Xing was silent for a moment, lost in memory.

Hearing his hesitant tone, Yu He lightly touched his lips with his fingertips: "Forget it, if it's not a good thing, you don't need to recall it, it's okay."

"No." Xu Xing held his finger and smiled, "I just can't remember it. I remember that it should be the group of dog sons in our dormitory. They insisted on getting together to watch pornography. I don't want to watch it. It turns out that high school When I was young, the boys in my class were like this. They sneaked to the bathroom to watch movies together at night. I was dragged to watch a few times, and I dozed off watching it, which was a bit annoying. Look at this stuff."

"Then when I went to university, my class was full of students from all over the world. It was not good if I didn't participate in the first dormitory group activity. In the end, they were all giants in theory and dwarfs in action. There was a literary film, in fact. It's not porn at all."

"It was introduced in the opening subtitles. It is a classic work that won various domestic and foreign heavyweight awards seven or eight years ago. The camera work and picture language are really good. I just watched it. It turned out that it was a gay film. It’s actually not quite accurate to say this, because the theme of the movie is not this, but the protagonists are two men, and it feels quite subtle and beautiful.”

"I remember that there was a segment like a bed scene in the middle, which was actually very short, about one or two minutes, nothing was revealed, but the atmosphere was there. Then the director gave close-up shots of the eyes and hand movements of the two protagonists, Although they all look like they are only 2 and 25 years old and I forgot what they look like, but their acting skills are amazing, and they are very handsome. I just joined a club of radio dramas, and was led by the seniors to forcefully break into the gate of the new world, so I probably know my own situation."

Xu Xing gave Yu He an overview of some of the plots that he still vaguely remembered, and Yu He felt a little familiar - the beautiful and hazy picture and the movement of the mirror, the misty curtain, the smoke rising from the incense burner, only for the two of them. A close-up of the protagonist's face and wrist, as well as some common expression methods of the great director he is already familiar with.

A thought that seemed unbelievable to himself flashed through Yu He's mind, and he suddenly became a little ridiculous. After Xu Xing's voice fell, he thoughtfully said the name of the movie and character to Xu Xing, "Is this it?"

"Ah? I don't remember the name," Xu Xing frowned and tried to recall, "It seems that there are such a few words, but it doesn't seem to be."

Xu Xing just answered Yu He's previous question, without going back to his previous thoughts, but Yu He suddenly became interested, got up and took the tablet from the bedside table, clicked a few times on the search engine, and brought up a few still photos for Xu Xing to see :"Is it this one?"

Xu Xing carefully identified it with his hand, "It's a bit familiar, but I'm not sure if it is."

Yu He gave a faint "hmm", took back his phone and rummaged for a few minutes, and finally pulled out a video clip with impressive quality and showed it to Xu Xing. After a pause, he looked up at Yu He in surprise: "Brother, how did you know?"

"Would you like to take a closer look at the person standing in the middle of this photo?" Yu He was amused and emotional, and handed him the phone.

Xu Xing stretched his two fingers to enlarge the picture, and the more he looked at it, the more familiar he felt.

He suddenly raised his face to meet Yu He's smiling eyes, and said cautiously: "It looks like you, brother."

"It's not like," Yu He sighed amusedly, "This is me, that movie made me win my first Best Actor trophy."

Xu Xing was dumbfounded for a few seconds, then shocked: "This... I didn't expect it."

Yu He himself didn't expect this to be the case, maybe everything is really arranged by fate somewhere in the dark.

"It's fate to meet you from thousands of miles away, brother." No wonder I felt a bit familiar when I first chatted with Yu He's voice. hey-hey!"

Yu He patted his head and echoed him: "You're right. Alright, go to bed quickly."

"No." Xu Xing groaned and half-pressed on Yu He, and said in a sour tone, "I have explained it so clearly, brother, you haven't told me the story of the national goddess, brother, your true white moonlight is not Could it be her~?"

"What do you want to hear?" Yu He was angry and funny, raised his hand and pulled his face gently, "There is no white moonlight, white moonlight is you, and the current moonlight is also you, are you satisfied?"

"When I asked Sister Xiaoxiao before, she said that the two of you were still recognized in the circle as a 'golden boy and a jade girl, a natural couple'." Xu Xing's tone seemed to be calculating, and Yu He didn't mind it. After thinking for a few seconds, Only then sighed lightly and spoke eloquently.

"That was the first movie she and I made when we debuted. You should have heard a lot of stories about love because of the movie. We were like that back then, and we were both in our early 20s. We thought that reality was as ideal as the plot of the movie. Nice, but not really."

"She is a very spiritual actress. Like many literary girls, she admires romantic and ritual love. What can be worthy of her strong love must also be the same passionate emotion. But at that time You may not be able to imagine me, I am not as old as you are now, but my temper is much more arrogant, once I become famous, I can't wait to make more works, I want to write my name in the film industry."

"When Si Yuan proposed to break up later, she said that acting career was more important than my lover in my eyes, which was a diametrically opposed attitude to her. Before she was completely disappointed, we actually didn't quarrel a few times. She said I was cold-blooded, and I I can't understand it, I feel like I've done everything I can to love her, but she's right, my focus is not on the relationship."

Looking back at the past, Yu He also felt that he was ridiculously proud and immature back then, but it was these experiences that shaped Yu He who is now mature and stable, subconsciously caring about the feelings of those around him.

He is the young master of a wealthy family, the darling of the camera, and the darling of the entertainment industry, but he is also an ordinary person who should know the hot and cold, and understand the feelings of the world.

After Xu Xing listened, he was quiet for a few seconds, held Yu He tightly, and asked Yu He nervously, "Brother, do you think I'm annoying if I'm so clingy to you now?"

"Of course not." Yu He breathed a sigh of relief, touched his face, laughed and teased him when talking to him with a smile, "However, if it were ten years ago, you would have had no chance of getting close to me." No."

"Hey." Xu Xing happily tilted his head and kissed his fingers, and said cheekily, "Ten years ago, I was still fighting with my brother over who stole the neighbor's dog biscuits - I'm so cute, if you When you see me at that time, maybe you will give me candy."

"It makes sense." Yu He laughed, "Then, by the way, ask someone to call your parents to take you home to clean up."

"You are so cruel, brother," Xu Xing clicked his tongue, "What if."

"Just in case, I'll ask you to come and raise me by my side," Yu He pretended to be serious, "I'll hire you to be a little gardener, watering and pruning my garden in my courtyard every day."

The two talked and laughed, but the two beating hearts were close together under the gentle cover of the night, embracing each other and sleeping.