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The day before the college entrance examination in June, when Xu Xing bought a ticket to go back, Yu He drove him to the high-speed rail station, before leaving, Lai hugged Yu He in the co-pilot's arms, kissed and gnawed, sticky for half an hour before getting out of the car and entering the station.

But the relationship between him and his parents was still at a stalemate, and he didn't dare to go straight home, so he could only book a hotel near his brother's school to live in.

According to his original family rules during the college entrance examination, his brother could not get a mobile phone before the exam, and he had no way to contact Xu Zhu.

Fortunately, his brother and he are both in the same high school. Almost all the students in this school stay in the school for the exam and do not need to go to other schools for the exam. According to his memory, the school only had the main entrance to enter the school for the sake of order on the day of the college entrance examination. On the morning of the college entrance examination, he Go to the door early and wait for a high probability to find his brother.

Xu Xing arrived at the flower bed near the main entrance of the high school before [-] o'clock in the morning and waited. At this time, there were already many parents of students who were sending their exams to the entrance, and a cordon was drawn outside the school. With guns and armed police, a dignified and tense atmosphere suddenly enveloped a large area around.

Facts have proved that the two brothers still have a tacit understanding.

Xu Xing picked out his younger brother from the vast crowd of candidates at a glance, and his parents were holding his younger brother's arms on one side and the other on the right. His younger brother was caught in the middle like a vigorous young grass, and he was still quite handsome. .

As soon as Xu Zhu raised his eyes, he met Xu Xing's gaze precisely. His eyes lit up, and he subconsciously broke away from the arms held by his parents, and wanted to run towards Xu Xing, but he suddenly remembered something, and looked up carefully. Looking at my parents, I whispered: "Brother came to send me the exam..."

In fact, he doesn't need to say, Xu's father and Xu's mother have already seen Xu Xing, and the expressions on both of their faces have changed to varying degrees. mean.

The parents stopped and did not speak.

Xu Zhu thought about his two-day college entrance examination, when he had the highest status ever in his family, no less than a little prince, so he hesitated for two seconds, tugged on his schoolbag shoulder strap very forcefully, and said in a firm tone: "I'm going to find my brother!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for his parents to speak, he rushed out like his butt was on fire, and rushed to Xu Xing.

"Brother!" Xu Zhu smiled so much that his face was about to blossom, and he jumped up and down in front of Xu Xing.

"Have you checked the black signature pen, card marker pen, and ruler?" Xu Xing raised his hand and stroked his hair lightly, and returned to the line of sight that had met his parents for a few seconds. On Xu Zhu's face, "You have a bit of rhinitis. If the air conditioner makes your nose runny when you go in, you must immediately raise your hand to signal the invigilator. Don't wait for the result to affect the exam. Don't drink too much water before going in. Go to the toilet before entering the exam room." .”

"Oh, I know!" Xu Zhu nodded vigorously, "Just now, my parents were telling you the same thing as you, and I could hear calluses in my ears. Well, if there is anything else you don't know, just let it go, and just give a simple question. Don’t lose, take all the medium questions, and earn as much as you can earn from the difficult questions, I know that when people are difficult, I am difficult, and when people are easy, I am easy.”

"Yes." Xu Xing smiled, and patted him on the shoulder, "You are as good-hearted as I am, go in quickly, come on, relax a little bit for the exam, but don't be too relaxed, after you finish the exam, I will take you to dinner meal!"

"Okay, do you want to go home and have dinner together at noon?" Xu Zhu looked at him, his face brightly expressing expectation.

"I'm going to test you, go quickly." Xu Xing didn't answer, and gently pushed the hand on his shoulder, "Come on."

Xu Zhu nodded, turned around and waved to his parents who were standing side by side not far away, and entered the school with his schoolbag on his shoulders.

Xu Xing rubbed his pants nervously with his fingers hanging down his trousers, and finally walked towards his parents, stopped one meter in front of them, moved his lips and said softly: "Dad, mom."

Xu's father snorted first, and said in a sullen voice, "You still know to come back! Isn't it time for your wings to be stiff and not to admit your mistake, and you want to go out into the world by yourself? Now you know you're back?"

Xu's mother tugged at Xu's father's sleeve, and Xu's father fell silent. Although his face was not good-looking, he did not say any more hurtful words.

"Xiaoxing," Xu's mother sighed softly, looking at the boy who hadn't seen him for almost two years and seemed to have grown a lot taller, her eyes were slightly red, "My parents are doing it for your own good, and I don't want you to go away." Crooked way, you come back now. Mom also hopes that you really realize your mistakes, as long as you know your mistakes, you can correct them, parents are not willing..."

Xu moved his lips, and said with some difficulty: "Mom, same-sex marriage was legal two years ago. I... can't change it."

Xu's mother's voice froze, Xu's father looked at him in disbelief, suppressed his voice and said angrily: "If you can't change it, don't call it my son! We can't raise such an ignorant, crooked bastard like you. thing!"

This reaction is not much different from the reaction he got when he happily confessed his sexual orientation to his parents after he learned that the same-sex marriage law was officially implemented.

At that time, he was puzzled, astonished, and wronged. He didn't understand why his sexuality, which was clearly recognized by the society, could not be recognized in his own family, especially since his parents were highly educated, and the atmosphere at home had always been relatively harmonious. Open-minded, otherwise, he and his brother would not have raised such a pair of sons with such cunning personalities.But only on the topic of homosexuality, it is kept secret.

This is still the case today. After he has proved through his own efforts that he has a good ability to study and work, and can still achieve relative financial independence even without the support of his parents, he still does not receive any recognition.

He was no longer aggrieved and stunned, but helpless, and... a trace of strangeness that he felt intuitively.

The current Xu Xing is a little more mature than when he was impulsive, and perhaps because he has been by Yu He's side for so many months, he has been a little more stable, and he is not in a hurry to refute his father's scolding, nor is he in a hurry to agree They refuted who was right and who was wrong.

They are still standing outside the examination room, this is not a suitable place to talk about.

Xu Xing took a deep breath, looked into Xu's mother's eyes as calmly as possible and made a request: "Mom, Xiaozhu is still taking exams in school, this matter... we can talk about it after we go back, is it okay?"

During the few days of the college entrance examination, even day students will stay in the classroom for lunch break.According to the special treatment given to Xu Xing’s parents during the college entrance examination, he would rush home after sending him off for the exam in the morning, put the food in a thermos bucket, and take it to school for his son at noon.

On the one hand, he didn't want to make too much trouble at the school gate, and on the other hand, he wanted to focus on Xu Zhu's college entrance examination. Xu Xing didn't want to intensify the conflict with his parents at this juncture, thus affecting his brother's most important exam.

"There is no room for negotiation...!" Xu's father frowned tightly, waving his big hand to refuse to communicate with Xu Xing, but Xu's mother held him back again.

"Xiaoxing," Xu's mother showed a bit of fatigue, "Your uncle, you have been back these few days."

Xu Xing was startled, and it took half a minute to recall who the "uncle" in her words was.

As long as he can remember, every Spring Festival, he would go back to his grandparents' house with Xu's father and Xu's mother to visit the two elders.Grandparents are old and live in an old building without elevators, and it is not convenient to even go up and down the stairs, but their parents have asked them to live with them at home several times, but they are unwilling. They just hold Father Xu's hand and shout With tears in his eyes, he kept saying: "I'm sorry for you and Xiaoying already, don't worry about us, we won't go, you guys live your own life..."

Xiaoying is a nickname for Xu's mother.

At that time, my mother had just been pregnant with my younger brother Xu Zhu for a few months, and my parents would always be silent for a while. Xu's father silently wiped away grandma's tears with a tissue, while Xu's mother hugged Xu Xing, who was only a few years old, by the side without speaking, and only sighed after a long while. Push him lightly and say, "Remember what mom taught you at home? Go and say happy new year to grandparents."

The four-year-old little Xu Xing blinked, and jumped down from Xu's mother's lap obediently, without twitching. He blinked his pure and clean eyes and looked at the two elders. He took Grandpa's hand with one hand, and Pulling over grandma, she spoke childishly:

"Grandpa and grandma are upset because Xiaoxing didn't say Happy New Year? Then Xiaoxing said now, don't be sad, grandma! Happy New Year to grandpa and grandma! Xiaoxing will grow up and earn a lot of money. It's so beautiful to take mom and dad with you What a beautiful place to play!"

The elders patted his head, gave him a few hundred yuan in New Year's money, and said "good boy" with a sob.At that time, Xiao Xuxing couldn't understand the complex eyes of the elders, but he knew how to make the elders happy.

Years later, Xu's father and Xu's mother will take little Xu Xing to the cemetery, and after taking him to one of the tombstones to present a bouquet of flowers, they will ask him to kowtow.In the photo on the stele is a beautiful girl with a bright and beautiful smile. Xiao Xu Xing felt kind and did not resist when he saw it. The mother led him in the direction of leaving.

"Mom, who is the elder sister on the rock just now? She is so beautiful." Little Xu Xing raised his head and looked at Xu's mother curiously, "Why are there only flowers we sent her in front of her rock?"

The husband and wife looked at each other, Mother Xu gently squatted down and touched his head, hesitated for a moment, took out the phone and called out a video that had been saved for a long time for Xu Xing to watch.

The person in the video seems to be the person in the photo of the tombstone. In the video, she has a smiling face and looks like she is only in her early twenties. She is wearing a light yellow floral dress. After fixing the camera, she returned to sit on the sofa, naked and fair Stepping on the soft carpet with her feet, her belly bulges slightly with her fingers resting slightly, and her beautiful face is filled with a happy smile, which infects those who watch the video and can't help but smile.

"Hello~ baby, this is a photo of my mother and you at three months old. You were a little disobedient some time ago, and you kept making your mother unable to eat, and you were about to vomit bitter water. What a little villain. "She spoke slightly annoyed, but the smile on her face was extremely gentle, "But do you feel that your mother is not feeling well these two days? You are much better, and you sleep better at night, and your mother is very happy. And I will see my baby in six months, you have to work hard to grow up in the mother's womb!"

Xiao Xu Xing was obviously touched, staring at the girl in the video intently, and whispered, "She looks so pretty when she smiles."

Mother Xu held his hand and said seriously: "That's your aunt. If we don't come to see her, no one else will come to see her. She will be lonely. You have to remember her, no Forget about her."

"What about uncle? Why haven't I seen him before?"

"...He did something bad and was taken away by the police. In the future, you must also remember that you can't do things that hurt or deceive others." Mother Xu put away her mobile phone, stood up and led Xiao Xuxing out.

As soon as they walked to the gate of the cemetery, they met a bearded man with a sluggish and haggard face. Mother Xu subconsciously took a step forward to block Xiao Xu Xing, while Father Xu raised his eyebrows to protect his wife behind him, and asked in a bad tone: "What are you here for? When I gave you the money, you promised yourself that you wouldn't come back to pester your parents again! Don't you think it's not enough for Shu Ting to be killed by you? You have to let her die and have no peace, right?"

If you ignore those stubble and gloomy expression, the man's facial features are gentle and attractive, and his face is somewhat similar to Xu's father. He is not angry when he hears Xu's father's aggressive questioning. Instead, he looks very innocent and smiles. The father confronted each other for a while, and Xiao Xu Xing didn't understand what he said. He only vaguely caught the words "children", "perverted" and "outsiders". He hid behind Xu's mother in fear, but I couldn't help looking at the man's face curiously. Later, when Father Xu picked him up and walked away quickly, he leaned on Father Xu's shoulder and turned his head to ask Mother Xu in a low voice, "Who is that?"

Xu's mother glanced at Xu's father, and it took a few seconds before she maintained a gentle smile and answered Xiao Xu Xing: "In terms of seniority, you should call him uncle. But he is a bad person. A very innocent person. You have to remember, no matter what he does or says when he comes to you in the future, don’t listen to him, and don’t go with him. Do you know?”

"I know!" Xiao Xuxing nodded vigorously, and patted his chest to assure Mother Xu, "I remember very clearly that I can't leave with strangers, and I can't eat what strangers give me!"

"So cute." Mother Xu smiled and touched his face.

Later, as he grew older, Xu Xing also met this unknown "uncle" a few times, two or three times when he went back to his grandparents' house during the Chinese New Year, and once when he returned home from school on the weekend, and he always left with unhappiness and uncle's resentment In the end, he and Xu Zhu have always hated this relative.

Later, when Xu Xing came out and confessed, Xu's father scolded him when he was furious: "How could you walk in his way!!!"

The general "he" who is taboo in this family refers to the uncle.

It was only at this time that he learned the fragmented truth from his parents' scolding voices - back then, Uncle Xu Cheng was hiding from his family when he was dating a man, and married his aunt Shu Ting on a blind date.

Before marriage, he was personable, gentle and amiable. He cared for his new wife and didn't even let her do more housework. Except for not taking the initiative in matters of intimacy between husband and wife, in Shu Ting's heart he was almost the image of a perfect husband, so Shu Ting resigned willingly. I have a job with a bright future, so I concentrate on preparing for pregnancy, and I want to give birth to the crystallization of love between the two.

But what Shu Ting didn't expect was that all of Xu Cheng's gentle masks were gradually torn apart after she was six months pregnant - she found that her husband started to stay out at night, and even came back several times with different young men, saying that a friend was staying overnight, But at night, she slept with her "friend" in the guest room, leaving her alone to endure all the hardships and discomforts during pregnancy, until one night, her hands and feet were so swollen and painful that she couldn't help crying, and she pushed open the door of the master bedroom to find Xu. Cheng, only to find that her husband was rolling on the living room outside with the man he brought home, doing something that disgusted her.

At first, Xu Cheng was afraid that she would have an impulsive abortion, so he swears and swears, knelt down and cried bitterly for forgiveness.Xu Cheng just used her as a reproductive machine to carry on the family line. Her value was exhausted in Xu Cheng's heart from the moment she gave birth to her son.

Shu Ting suffered from postpartum depression, and she watched Xu Cheng intensify, not only ignoring her and her youngest son, but even taking a man home to bed in front of her, and punching her when she scolded her unbearably.

Betrayal, violence, and false love all condensed into huge boulders, rolling down, piercing Shu Ting's blood profusely, and that fresh and beating heart tore open a bloody hole, allowing the wind to penetrate.

She finally chose to jump down from the cold and windy roof of the building in the silent night and the early morning when no one knew about it. Her slender figure was like a desperate butterfly, splashing blood, and realized the last time in her life. free.

Her suicide note and diary were discovered by Xu's father and Xu's mother and left quietly, but when Xu Cheng was asked by the police to make a statement, he didn't know what to ask, as indifferent as if this sad girl had nothing to do with him.

Xu Cheng disappeared for a while, and his parents and brothers couldn't find him. It wasn't until he came back that he found out that he was addicted to gambling by the mistress he hooked up with outside. He had no choice but to come back to ask his aging parents for money. Turned upside down.

Xu Xing understood his parents' fear and stubborn thinking, but he didn't understand why they thought that if they were gay, they would go the same way.

He is him, Xu Cheng is Xu Cheng, they are two completely different people, there is no necessary connection.