Paranoid boyfriend doesn't want to heal

"Come and sit."

Ying Huan didn't answer whether to talk or not, but pointed to the vacant seat opposite and asked Xin Tang to sit down first.

Xin Tang didn't know what kind of medicine he sold in the gourd, so he sat down first.

Ying Huan added several ingredients on the table into the pot one by one. At this time, his obsessive-compulsive disorder obviously played a beautiful role. He arranged every ingredient neatly in the planned area. The combination of white tofu and red meat in various colors makes people very appetizing.

"This is a Japanese-style hot pot," Ying Huan covered the pot to make it easier to simmer the ingredients. While explaining, he took out a wet towel and wiped every corner of his hands carefully, as gracefully as if he was wiping something artwork.

"Although it is rarely spicy, the ingredients are very fresh when cooked together. Because there is not much animal oil, it will not solidify in the bowl. It is more suitable for eating in winter than red oil hot pot. I think you will like it very much."

Because the pot was burning before adding vegetables, the sound of bubbling and bubbling sounded in the pot after a while.

The hot air evaporates from the pores of the pot cover, and the whole dining table has a hazy feeling of mist, which makes the cold winter seem a little more warm.

But at this moment, Xin Tang couldn't feel any warmth, he could only feel the bone-chilling chill from the winter.

He looked down at the steaming hot pot, maybe it was a long time, or maybe it was just a moment, and he repeated: "I want to talk to you."

Ying Huan didn't even lift her eyelids, and asked self-consciously, "Do you know why I did this?"

Xin Tang shook his head, "I don't want to discuss this right now."

But Ying Huan seemed unable to hear him, and replied, "It was the first time I ate Japanese-style hot pot, and you took me there."

"Ying Huan!" Xin Tang couldn't take it anymore, he didn't want to go on like this anymore, he raised his voice and called Ying Huan's name, hoping that he could listen to himself carefully:

"You said that some unpleasant things happened before I lost my memory. What exactly do you mean? Also, how much do you know about Tang Jiuri's disappearance? Does this matter have anything to do with you? I've been thinking about it for the past few days These things really drive me crazy!"

However, Ying Huan just slowly lifted the lid of the pot and put the dough cakes in. The misty water vapor suddenly became thicker, covering his eyebrows and eyes, and his peaceful appearance contrasted sharply with the angry Xin Tang. contrast.

"I still remember that it was snowing that day, and you said to me, 'Your hands are so cold, I heard that eating this in winter is very warm.'"

Xin Tang didn't understand, Ying Huan was the cause of all this, how could he be so calm!

The anger seemed to be accumulating to its peak all of a sudden, Xin Tang knocked over the hot pot, stood up and shouted: "Can you stop doing this! Can you listen to me carefully! I don't want to run away anymore! These things have to be resolved sooner or later, right?" ?"

The scalding heat splashed onto Ying Huan's hands, and his porcelain-white skin immediately turned red, but Ying Huan didn't even frown, and didn't show any sign of anger. He just stood up, wiped his hands and walked to the By Xin Tang's side.

He tore a lot of paper, wiped his hands and threw it on the side of the table, blocking the soup flowing towards Xin Tang.

Finally, Ying Huan's hand landed on Xin Tang's shoulder, and he exerted force slowly.

"It's a pity that the soup has been spilled."

Ying Huan's strength is very strong, which Xin Tang has learned a long time ago. He felt that Ying Huan wanted to push him back to the seat by force. His shoulders hurt so much. After resisting for a while, he was forced to sit back.

"Ying Huan..."

As soon as Xin Tang started, Ying Huan cut him off:

"Sit down for a while, I'll clean up."

"you……"

"I should only be able to eat takeaway today. Choose what you want."

"Have you not……"

"It's still Japanese-style hot pot. It's a pity that I didn't eat it."

Every sentence was forcibly cut off by Ying Huan, and Xin Tang wanted to raise his voice again to prevent Ying Huan from interrupting him. Before he could speak, Ying Huan's hand on his shoulder suddenly increased his strength, It was no longer simply wanting to hold him down, but almost crushing his shoulders, the pain made him almost cry out.

"The Chinese New Year is only five days away." Ying Huan said suddenly.

Xin Tang raised his head in confusion, tears came from the pain, and what Ying Huan saw was hazy.

At this moment, Ying Huan was astonishingly beautiful, like a mountain monster pouring her eyes from top to bottom in the morning mist, full of decadent allure.

The mountain demon slowly opened its mouth, and the cool and textured voice, like the gurgling of a mountain stream, pierced through the heavy morning fog and reached Xin Tang's brain:

"I said, I'll watch you."

Xin Tang suddenly remembered that when he mentioned the cleaning, Ying Huan had said something that made him feel inexplicable——

"Sense of ritual? Can a general cleaning give you a sense of ritual?"

"Okay, let's follow your arrangement for this year's Chinese New Year."

"Since you want it, you must finish it, and I will watch you."

Xin Tang suddenly felt a little hairy on his back. He couldn't imagine, did Ying Huan expect this day?

In other words, Ying Huan took him back to the place where he lived before so readily, and he was not afraid of what he would find out at all, because he expected the current situation?

Xin Tang finally realized, belatedly, what the word "mental illness" represented.

New Year... Will Ying Huan talk to him about it when he waits until the new year?

Xin Tang was not sure, but at this point, he had no choice but to wait.

He moved his shoulder and grunted again in pain.

Now he has nothing to do with Ying Huan...

Ying Huan wiped away the tears from the corners of Xin Tang's eyes with his fingertips, and Xin Tang's vision suddenly became clear. It was a little ridiculous that he seemed to see the pity in Ying Huan's eyes.

"What's wrong with your shoulder? Does it hurt?"

As if the person who almost crushed Xin Tang's shoulder wasn't him.

Xin Tang closed his eyelids, only a few words remained in his mind: This lunatic...

The only thing that can be called lucky is probably that Ying Huan has a logic of self-connection, and Xin Tang has spied a corner of it—for example, Ying Huan is particularly concerned about "language", and what he says will definitely be carried out. It is tacit, and it does not exist for him.

Five days may sound like a short period of time, but people who are really in it will only feel that the days are like years, especially when Xin Tang is forced to pretend that nothing happened, and continue to play a pair of loving couples with Ying Huan .

This makes Xin Tang often have the illusion that he is also a lunatic.

Xin Tang's sleep has deteriorated visibly with the naked eye. He always has some bizarre dreams and wakes up frequently at night.

Whenever he saw Ying Huan lying next to him at this time, he would always have a thrilling feeling. He was really sleeping with a lunatic, and he himself gradually became like a lunatic.

On the night before New Year's Eve, Xin Tang suddenly dreamed about the past.

At the beginning of the dream, he lived in an ordinary apartment and played games for a long time in the bedroom.

After an unknown period of time, he suddenly turned off the computer and ran to the desk to write quickly.

After a while, a woman who couldn't see clearly pushed open the door and said with a smile: "Oh, our Tangtang is so hardworking, she has been doing homework all the time."

"Of course, the results of our preliminary examination came out today, have you forgotten what you promised me?"

"Of course I haven't forgotten, why? Did you really get into the top [-] in the grade?"

"Of course, I don't even look at who I am!" Xin Tang triumphantly took out the report card he had prepared, "Did you see it? The grade is ranked 48th."

"Yo, it's true, you really got it out of the exam yourself?"

"Of course I passed the exam myself! I have been studying at 12 o'clock every night for the past two months, and you haven't missed it! Besides, our school's proctoring is so strict, how can I cheat without being caught!"

"Okay, okay, I can't say no to you, but you have to keep working hard, don't pass the exam this time, and you will be so proud next time, you will fall out, you know?"

"Got it, got it! What about the promised reward?"

"I'll get it for you now, right? Look at you."

The woman said reproachful words, but her tone was always relaxed and full of smiles.

Xin Tang just watched this scene from a third perspective, but he felt a special urge to cry. He thought, is this his mother?Such a good woman died early in a car accident, no wonder Xin He couldn't get over that hurdle for many years.

The woman counted ten one-hundred sheets from the wallet and handed them to Xin Tang, "Here, one thousand, one cent is not a lot, it's not your fault, right?"

Xin Tang took the money happily, "If you haven't, I know you are the most trustworthy mom."

"I gave you the money, but don't spend it randomly, you know? If there is something you want to buy suddenly in the future, you can just pay for it, right?"

"Oh, I know, I won't waste money."

I don't know if Xin Tang listened to it, put away the money and planned to go out, "I'll go out for a while, you don't have to wait for me for dinner tonight."

"Where are you going? Why don't you even eat food?"

"I went to Ying Huan for dinner, and he helped me with my tutoring. This time, thanks to his tutoring, I was able to get into the top [-]. Don't worry, I'll be back after a meal."

"Then come back early after dinner, it's winter, don't play outside too late."

"understood."

Xin Tang ran out in a hurry, running fast, the winter sun had gone, and the icy wind blew over, making the boy's face pale, but he was always smiling, as if he was running towards his lover, burning hot The young boy is always not afraid to burn out.

Skillfully turned several intersections, only one intersection was left to the destination, but Xin Tang suddenly froze in place.

There are many people like this at this intersection. They stop and watch. Some are looking at the tragic car accident in the middle of the road, and some are watching the boy kneeling on the side of the road eating a cake stained red with blood.

"I know what's going on," an old man enthusiastically shared his story with the newcomers:

"I was just waiting for the traffic lights. The woman and the child in the car accident were together. When the traffic light was still red, the woman suddenly rushed into the main road and was run over to death by a big truck on the spot."

"That kid, don't think he's good-looking, he's very evil. Just that cake, it's covered in blood, maybe there's the woman's minced meat, and he actually picked it up and ate it."

"Isn't that right? Maybe that woman was driven crazy by him. Otherwise, why would she rush into a red light and think about it?"

"If I give birth to such a monster, I can't stand it, hey, this woman is also suffering."

Xin Tang in the atmosphere rushed over directly, pushed aside the crowd who gathered to listen to gossip, and shouted: "You don't know anything! Don't talk nonsense here!"

"What's the matter with you kid? We say ours, what's the matter with you?"

"He's my classmate! I know exactly who he is! Are you talking nonsense, aren't you afraid of retribution?"

"Hey, how do you talk? The mouth grows on me, and I like to say what I like, can you control it?"

"I don't care about you, but the mouth grows on me, so even if I say that you will be punished if you don't have a doorknob when you are too old, you don't care about me."

"No wonder you want to speak for that little monster. It turns out that you have no tutor."

As soon as the words came out, many people beside him echoed.

Xin Tang's face was livid, he was not afraid of things, but he was a little worried about Ying Huan's state, too many people looked at him strangely, he couldn't waste his time in such a place.

He gave these people a hard look, took off his coat and ran quickly to Ying Huan's side.

Ying Huan's state at the moment is a bit strange, half of his face is covered with blood that was just spattered, but he didn't wipe it off, he raised his head, as if he was feeling something, his whole face presented a bloody yet pure and contradictory look state.

Xin Tang wiped the blood off his face, and Ying Huan suddenly opened his eyes.

The moment the two looked at each other, Xin Tang saw his own face reflected in Ying Huan's eyes, and there seemed to be nothing else.

Xin Tang's heartbeat was a little out of balance, and he covered Ying Huan's head with his coat in a panic, and helped him up.

"Let's go, don't stay here."

Ying Huan didn't speak, but was taken away obediently by Xin Tang.

Until they completely left the crowd, Xin Tang wanted to let go of Ying Huan, but Ying Huan suddenly grabbed his wrist.

"There seems to be blood in my eyes, and everything is red, but after you came, the blood suddenly disappeared." Ying Huan tilted her head, as if puzzled by this.

Xin Tang finally calmed down, and his heartbeat suddenly became faster. He glanced at the overlapping hands of the two of them, and then looked away, explaining casually, "It may be that when I wiped your face just now, the tissue wiped your eyes. The blood is sucked out."

"So it is."

"Don't talk about this, I came here specially to treat you to dinner, what do you want to eat?"

"You came to me, don't you know what to eat?"

Xin Tang scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, and suggested: "Then let's go eat sukiyaki pot, your hands are so cold, I heard that it is very warm to eat in winter."

The backs of the two gradually drifted away, leaving all the pain at the crowded intersection.

Xin Tang opened his eyes, feeling like he didn't know what night it was.

That dream was so real, he could be sure that it was something that really happened in his past.

It turned out that this was the beginning of him and Ying Huan...

Looking at the whole incident from the third perspective again, Xin Tang saw clearly that the blood did not splash into Ying Huan's eyes. Ying Huan said that the world he saw was red, but it actually came from his broken nerves. Not An Xiaofei's blood.

However, when Xin Tang appeared, he said, the red color he saw disappeared.

From that moment on, their destined entanglement began.