Paranoid boyfriend doesn't want to heal

Xin Tang didn't want to go out anymore, he could sleep from morning to night, and from night to morning, but Ying Huan suddenly became obsessed with taking him out.

Because only at that time, Xin Tang will show some other expressions, whether it is anger or embarrassment, it is better than lying on the sofa lifeless.

Xin Tang would still be forced to sit in the co-pilot, but he found another way to avoid Ying Huan talking - turn on the car music.

Most of the music in Ying Huan's car is dreamy and popular pure music, psychedelic and romantic, which is very similar to the feeling he himself gave Xin Tang. When looking at him, he always feels separated by a layer of veil and mist, and cannot fully see the real thing.

But one day, when Xin Tang turned on the music in the car, what came out was no longer dream bubbles, but the voice of him reciting the Bible.

Calm, gentle, slow...

Ying Huan's gloomy eyebrows and eyes seemed to soften a little.

For a moment, Xin Tang could hardly tell whether it was Ying Huan who tamed him, or he tamed Ying Huan.

So instead of turning off the player immediately, he just let the Bible fill the entire car.

I don't know if it's because of this episode, but Ying Huan seems to be in a better mood than usual. The assistant moved in some tricky documents. Ying Huan was so busy all morning that he didn't even have time to drink his saliva.

Xin Tang didn't feel bad at all, and thought it would be good if he could keep busy like this.

After twelve o'clock, Ying Huan came back from a brief meeting and told Xin Tang that it was time to eat.

They went to the restaurant for dinner together, and the waiter looked at Ying Huan intently, as if Xin Tang didn't exist at all.

In fact,

Xin Tang thought aimlessly that he really does not exist in the eyes of other people.

As an ordinary person with a sense of shame, he really couldn't understand how Ying Huan could completely ignore other people's surprised eyes.

Just like now, under the gaze of the waiter, Ying Huan gently asked the opposite: "What do you want to eat?"

The waiter who took the order glanced at the empty seats in horror, and instantly no longer felt how good-looking Ying Huan was, and wished he could grow two legs and leave this place of right and wrong quickly.

It's been like this for a while, Xin Tang couldn't turn a blind eye to the eyes of these people, all he could do was order quickly and let the waiter leave.

In such a silent and oppressive atmosphere, April finally came to an end.

In May, the temperature rises rapidly, and the deciduous trees are all back to green. The new leaves are tender and exude a fresh smell, which is very gratifying.

Because Xin Tang watched a lot of fungus-picking videos during this period, Ying Huan originally planned to take a few days off and go to the sparsely populated Wugong Mountain with Xin Tang. One thing, he got two days away.

In the past, it was not that there were no projects that required business trips, but Ying Huan was worried about Xin Tang, and he would always push it if he could, but this time he really couldn't push it. He had a very tight schedule, and he had to go out for at least two days.

Before leaving, Ying Huan had arranged everything, down to the detail that he had prepared in advance what Xin Tang would eat every day.

"You must eat on time, you know? I will check every day." Ying Huan was still not at ease when he was about to go out, so he reminded Xin Tang again.

Thinking of not having to see Ying Huan for a while, Xin Tang gave Ying Huan a rare response and nodded.

Ying Huan raised the corners of her lips, "Then I'm leaving, and I'll be back as soon as possible."

If possible, Xin Tang hoped that he would not come back so soon.

The already deserted home did not become more deserted because of Ying Huan's departure. On the contrary, without Ying Huan, the depressive atmosphere that had always enveloped his head disappeared, and Xin Tang felt relaxed for a long time.

On the first day Ying Huan left, Xin Tang did nothing but eat.

He didn't feel lonely, his heart was always empty, but now he just became quieter.

At night, Xin Tang was lying on the bed alone, unable to fall asleep, probably because he had no body temperature, even though it was already May, he would still feel cold lying alone.

Sleepless all night.

Xin Tang got up early the next day, and decided to take advantage of Ying Huan's absence to explore the house again.

This kind of western-style villa should have a basement.

Xin Tang knocked on the floor one by one, and measured the area of ​​the entire villa with his feet. When he came to the corridor on the second floor, he finally realized what he had overlooked——

There are three rooms on the left-hand side of the second floor, but there are only two rooms on the right-hand side. The five rooms are all about the same size. Excluding the two meters occupied by the stairs, where are the remaining meters?

Xin Tang walked to the last room on the right hand side of the corridor, and knocked on the wall, the sound was obviously dull and empty.

Found the hidden room.

According to the distance between the doors, Xin Tang found the location of the third door, where the largest photo of the family was hung.

Because the content of this photo is too ambiguous, he usually avoids coming here.

Unexpectedly, the biggest secret was so blatantly hidden behind the scenes.

Xin Tang naturally thought of what he once asked Ying Huan: "There are so many photos on the wall, there are no secrets behind them, right?"

At that time, Ying Huan nodded with a serious expression on his face: "Yes, it's about you."

Afterwards, Xin Tang did look for them, but there were too many photos. He found some of them, but he didn't think it was meaningful, so let it go.

Unexpectedly... there is really a secret hidden behind it.

Xin Tang took down the photo, smashed open a thin false wall, and saw the dark red security door.

Ying Huan must have thought about coming back here again, so he didn't block the door. Unexpectedly, it made it easier for Xin Tang to enter in the end.

Slowly pushing the door open, a strange scene came into view.

Xin Tang's body instantly became cold, as if he had returned to that night when he was walking in the snow on foot.

This is a room with all the windows blocked. There is no furniture. There are small orange lamps inlaid in the floor, which just illuminate the whole room, but the whole room is still dim, adding a bit of horror.

The house is full of red thread and copper coins.

In the middle, a corpse was lying quietly, with a dagger stuck in his chest, the blood flowed all over the ground, it didn't rot, it didn't stink, it was as quiet as if it had just passed away.

The most frightening thing is that he has exactly the same face as the one in the photo outside the door.

It was Xin Tang's body.

Xin Tang died and was rescued again.

Ying Huan made him a beautiful dream, but she was unwilling to deceive him for the rest of her life.

He wants Xin Tang to accept and fall in love with all of him, and he also wants the Xin Tang who is by his side to be the complete Xin Tang.

Xin Tang finally fully remembered the evil relationship between them.

They first met in elementary school.

Elementary school is an age when gender characteristics are not yet obvious, and it is also the age when the confrontation between men and women is the most serious. In high school and university, an androgynous beauty may cause turmoil among boys and girls, but in elementary school, this is a disaster.

Not to mention, his mother is a beautiful single mother, and everyone guesses that he is actually the illegitimate son of some rich man.

At first, Xin Tang didn't dislike Ying Huan. He showed his appreciation for beautiful things since he was a child. Unexpectedly, it was because he didn't join the team that bullied Ying Huan that the teacher arranged him to sit at the same table with Ying Huan.

Since then, he has also become an isolated member.

The young Xin Tang could not accept this gap, and gradually became a member of the bullies in order to return to the center of the class.

But when did things start to change?

From occasional attention to more frequent attention; from loathing his beauty to admiring his beauty; from bullying him for pleasure to loving his tears; finally, on the night when puberty was announced, I dreamed of his face.

Xin Tang began to work hard to make up for the harm he had caused Ying Huan. Ying Huan might not like him, maybe she had already planned to take revenge on him, or maybe she wanted to seek refuge from him, so she kissed him on her own initiative.

In this way, they tacitly became a pair of secret lovers.

Until the third year of high school, he was stabbed and lay in the rain. His parents had a car accident and life changed drastically. He assumed the responsibility of a family prematurely.

Ying Huan's revenge succeeded.

Before moving, Xin Tang actually came to school secretly to see Ying Huan once. He was indifferent and indifferent to the harm he caused Xin Tang. From now on, no one would dare to bully him again.

How bad can life be for a high school dropout with an alcoholic father?The once high-spirited teenager had his back bent by the heavy burden, and the most relaxing moment was standing under the street lamp and quietly smoking a cigarette.

At the age of 26 when Xin Tang was at his worst, he met Ying Huan, who was the most energetic.

At that time, Xin Tang's father died, and he couldn't tell whether he was sad that the last relative was gone, or he should be happy that there was one less burden.

Xin Tang emptied his mind and sat on a bench in the park with a cigarette in his mouth, leaning against the back of the chair with his eyes closed.

He didn't think about what to do if the smoke burned down and burned his mouth, because his miserable life was no longer afraid of another scar.

It was at this time that Ying Huan appeared, and took away the almost extinguished smoke from his lips.

"Xin Tang, long time no see."

Only then did Xin Tang realize how much damage the incident had done to Ying Huan:

Because of long-term school violence, Ying Huan suffered from schizophrenic personality disorder, becoming more and more cold-blooded and unable to empathize, but no one told him that was wrong, he didn't realize that something was wrong with him, and even treated Xin Tang Made such an irreparable mistake.

It was after Xin Tang left that his condition worsened, and the teacher discovered something was wrong and began to receive treatment.

Until this time when they met, Ying Huan was still relying on drugs to control his illness, and he never recovered.

Xin Tang is full of guilt, wants to make up for the mistakes he made in elementary school, and is obedient to Ying Huan.

But Ying Huan never got better, and his desire to control him became stronger and stronger. He began to doubt whether his blind tolerance was right.

So Xin Tang consulted a psychiatrist online, and the answer he got was beyond his expectations:

Schizoid personality disorder usually coexists with other personality disorders, such as avoidant schizoid personality disorder, paranoid schizoid personality disorder, antisocial schizoid personality disorder...

It's a pity that if the medical certificate he saw only had the result of "Schizotypal Personality Disorder", the medical certificate is likely to be false.

Among all mental disorders, the most charming and good at disguising is often the antisocial schizoid personality disorder.

Xin Tang was in a daze, trying to find a clue at home.

Finally, he found a box on the kitchen table, which contained a photo album about him, a key, and countless white pills.

—— Ying Huan has not taken any medicine, so her condition is getting worse and worse.

He never thought about how closely he would hide it from Xin Tang, and he might even secretly expect him to find out all this, so he put this box in such a conspicuous place on the table.

Xin Tang realized something was wrong, turned around and wanted to run, but found that the door lock couldn't be opened no matter what.

Ying Huan monitored him and took control of the door of the house, and then waited for him to find out all this.

This madman.

Xin Tang waited anxiously for Ying Huan's return. Ying Huan tore off the gentle mask, strangled him by the neck and dragged him into the innermost room of the corridor.

Ying Huan had already prepared everything. This room, which Xin Tang had never been in before, was filled with ambiguous floor lamps and wall mirrors that made it impossible to hide.

This is the most real Ying Huan, violent, crazy, encroaching and plundering blindly.

Then, there was the photo outside the door.

Ying Huan cut off his desire again and again, he felt that his body was about to explode, and he was so uncomfortable that he wanted to tear his flesh and blood, crying uncontrollably.

Later, Ying Huan carried him to a chair, set up the camera, and then pulled off the silk scarf from the camera to tie up his eyes.

Xin Tang didn't have the right to say no, and in fact he couldn't take any action of resistance.

He was like a dehydrated fish, with his head raised and his mouth open, but he couldn't breathe.

Since then, Xin Tang has been locked up in this villa.

The more Xin Tang resisted, the stronger Ying Huan's sadism became, often making Xin Tang cry until he coughed up blood.

Finally, Xin Tang learned to compromise, tricked Ying Huan to relax his vigilance, and gained the right to leave the villa.

It was only later that Xin Tang realized that Ying Huan was just using this method to lure him to resist. Ying Huan knew his character too well, knowing when he was pretending and what kind of despair he had to go through to learn to give up.

He escaped several times, but without exception, Ying Huan immediately caught him back, because this is a sparsely populated villa area, he couldn't escape far.

But there was always one lucky moment——with the help of Aunt Huang, when he escaped in broad daylight, he met a passerby.

Xin Tang cried to him that he was imprisoned by a lunatic, and asked the man to call the police for him.

But Ying Huan only needs to hand a passerby a business card, and the passerby immediately shakes off his hand, telling him not to talk nonsense.

Xin Tang was full of despair, and finally realized that he couldn't escape no matter what.

So he shook off Ying Huan's hand, ran back into the house, and picked up a knife.

Ying Huan forced him to retreat step by step to the room at the end of the corridor on the second floor. He couldn't beat Ying Huan before, not to mention that he was still so weak now, but he didn't want to be locked up here again.

Xin Tang stabbed the knife into his heart, which was the last effort he could make for freedom.

Before falling to the ground, he saw Ying Huan's expression that was almost torn apart in pain.

It's ridiculous that a person who can't empathize and is indifferent and selfish can show such a painful expression.