leave my business alone

Sheng Yan had no idea what kind of male goblin Qin Zigui was.

But he knew it wasn't a good fairy anyway.

The operation just now made him, a pure and straight man, a little restless. Wrapped in a quilt, he silently recited the induction formula of trigonometric functions several times before he calmed down.

After calming down, he began to seriously think about the fact that his best brother liked men, and then felt a little strange in his heart.

It's not awkward, it's not disgusting, and after a brief shock, it doesn't feel too unacceptable.

Just can't think about it.

As soon as he started to think that Qin Zigui would be with other men in the future, share the favor with others, and avoid suspicion with himself, Sheng Yan panicked.

He even thought about the fact that other men lay on the big bed that he usually occupied, and that when he went to visit, he would be turned away on the grounds of "keeping a distance between men and men".

That man may have good grades, so he talks to Qin Zigui about his studies every day, and he can't talk at all when he is next to him, and he will be laughed at.

Or when he wants to play with Qin Zigui, that boy will be jealous because he is too handsome, and someone who protects his shortcomings like Qin Zigui will definitely not play with him again.

No one talked about the questions I didn't know, no one took care of me when I was injured and sick, no one helped me to bring the buns I wanted, and I couldn't even lose my temper in front of Qin Zigui confidently.

Sheng Yan just thought about ten thousand scenarios after Qin Zigui really had a boyfriend.

It's better to have a girlfriend, at least I don't have to avoid suspicion with Qin Zigui.

But why should he avoid suspicion with Qin Zi?

Back then, when Qin Zigui was not so tall, so handsome, and so seductive, he was the one who picked Qin Zigui back. He bought Qin Zigui home for three yuan and twenty cents. The toys were given to Qin Zigui because he coaxed Qin Zigui to make him laugh every day because he fought Fat Hu to death, so why should he avoid suspicion.

Can that person treat Qin Zigui well?

It may be because of the discomfort of being sick, Sheng Yan felt a little numb in the heart, very uncomfortable, the chest was also tight, and even the corners of the eyes and the tip of the nose were a little dry and sore.

So who is this annoying, unlucky, stingy man with good academic performance?

Sheng Yan thought for a while, besides himself, Chen Yubai and Qin Zigui seemed to be getting closer, could it be him?

Sheng Yan thought about it, took out his phone, opened WeChat, found Chen Yubai's profile picture, and clicked into Moments. Sure enough, the first one was Chen Yubai's selfie, and in the corner was Qin Zigui's profile looking down at his duty records.

Picture: [Another day of hard-fought tryst with Boss Qin in the student union office]

tryst? !

Still have a tryst? !

Is such a sacred place as the student union office a place for you to have a tryst? !

Sheng Yan suddenly felt that Chen Yubai was very unpleasing to the eye.

However, before he had time to carefully demonstrate the irrationality of Chen Yubai's appearance, the bathroom door suddenly creaked open.

Sheng Yan quickly pinched off the phone screen, closed his eyes, and tensed his body, not daring to move.

Then I heard footsteps gradually approaching, until they stopped in front of the bed, and then a slightly cool hand covered his forehead, as if testing his body temperature.

Probably because he didn't find any signs of a worsening fever, the person who tested his temperature didn't say anything. He withdrew his hand, tucked the quilt up for him, turned on the electric fan to the lowest setting, picked up something, and seemed to be planning to leave.

Sheng Yan hurriedly turned around and opened his eyes: "You are not sleeping."

Qin Zigui was used to his sudden surprise: "I'm going to sleep outside."

A similar conversation took place just an hour ago.

But in just one hour, time has passed and the world has changed.

Sheng Yan didn't make Qin Zigui fierce this time, but avoided his eyes a little uncomfortably: "That sofa is so hard that you can't break your waist after sleeping all night? At worst, I'll be more honest, just don't move around."

I was like that just now, how dare this person invite me to share the same bed?

Qin Zigui lazily leaned back against the door frame: "Aren't you afraid?"

"I have nothing to be afraid of. You can't beat me. Besides, if you really wanted to do something to me, you would have done it long ago. How can you wait until now? You can't just because you like men, we can't be brothers Well, you're not that kind of person."

Sheng Yan felt that there was nothing wrong with his thinking, and unreservedly showed Qin Zigui his trust in him.

But Qin Zigui deserved this trust, because he had really thought about what to do to Sheng Yan, and he had thought about it many times uncontrollably, so out of moral bottom line considerations, he was going to veto this proposal.

However, before he could speak, Sheng Yan raised his eyes to look at him, and asked seriously: "And Qin Zigui, no matter what, we are all different, right?"

After asking one sentence, Qin Zigui, who was leisurely planning to be mean, suddenly paused.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Sheng Yan explained seriously: "It's just like you have been in a cold war with me for a year for no reason, but I'm still willing to forgive you. Our relationship must be different from others, otherwise I would have ignored you a long time ago. You. After all, since I was a child, I spent more time with you than my mother, grandma, and grandpa combined, so I always feel that no matter what, we must be incomparable, at least in my life Here, you and my mother will always be the most important people to me."

He spoke very seriously, to the point of being naive and caressing like a child reasoning.

When Qin Zigui was a child, when he felt that no one wanted him, Xiao Shengyan squatted in front of him like this, sternly glanced at him in a small milk voice, and told him seriously that he liked him so much, so he couldn't think so, otherwise He will be angry and sad.

So in fact, since childhood, Sheng Yan has always been the one who doesn't hesitate to express his feelings.

Even if it's because of a temper tantrum, he will say all kinds of duplicity, but every move on the brows and eyes will betray his thoughts.

And once you don't lose your temper, you are often so direct that you cannot avoid it.

Qin Zigui suddenly felt a little sore in his heart, and his voice subconsciously softened a lot: "Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

"That's it..." Sheng Yan thought for a while, and then got a little angry, "Forget it, I just hope you don't value sex over friends, nothing else."

"Prefer sex over friends?"

Qin Zigui asked back.

"Well, I just hope you have a little bit of humanity. In the future, don't focus on dating and disregard brothers. But if you really disregard brothers, then I have nothing to say, just treat yourself as blind." Sheng Yan turned around as he spoke. He turned around, leaving behind a sulking little head.

Qin Zigui stared at the stuffy back of the head for a long while, as if he wanted to see through the bones and hairs how the magical brain circuit inside was working, then stared at it, as if he suddenly understood something, and there was a twitch in his eyes. Smiling, he called out: "Sheng Yan."

"what."

I'm still angry when I hear it.

Qin Zigui couldn't help but chuckled softly: "Why not, I just want to tell you that you are always the most important to me. No matter who I like, you are the most important."

Sheng Yan turned around suspiciously: "Really?"

"Well, really."

Qin Zigui answered firmly.

Because anyway, he only likes Sheng Yan.

And Sheng Yan squinted his eyes and looked at Qin Zigui for a long while, making sure that he didn't seem to be lying, then curled his lips reluctantly: "Okay, you still have a little conscience. Don't worry, I won't discriminate against you, you should do whatever you want in the future, don't take special measures to avoid suspicion, I'm not such a stingy person."

As he spoke, he turned around proudly.

There are more than half of the beds and most of the air-conditioning quilts left behind.

Qin Zigui smiled and walked back to the bed, got on the bed, and turned off the light.

Sheng Yan next to him wrapped the quilt tightly in satisfaction, lay down flat, and rubbed his head on the pillow, feeling better at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The rain outside the window had also stopped, and the moonlight was falling like water, and the young man was full of the clean and clear smell of the moonlight after the rain.

Qin Zigui lowered his head and smiled.

Maybe life is full of gains and losses. Children with weird brain circuits will always be mad at times, but there will always be a moment that makes you feel that everything in the world is so cute.

So cute and special.

So much so that even if Sheng Yan is a straight man of steel, and he is destined not to be a lover, but being able to face each other so frankly and being the most important person to each other in a lifetime is enough to be grateful.

Qin Zigui put away Sheng Yan's math paper that had been corrected on the bed and put it on the bedside, then took out a black-covered notebook from his schoolbag, leaned against the bedside, and took advantage of the light from the street lamps in the courtyard to write down every single word. : [Sheng Xiaoyan, a student from Class 780, Grade [-], attacked the law enforcement officers with a straight ball, completed, add ten, remaining points, [-] and [-] points]

Then he took out his phone, clicked on [Sheng Xiaoyan's Little Garden], and swiped his fingertips a few times.

The phone next to Sheng Yan's head vibrated.

He opened his eyes, turned sideways, and unlocked the screen.

Discovery is a notification sent by Xinxiangshicheng APP.

[The chance character Qin Zigui's favorability is increased by 100, the current favorability is 102, and the host can be exchanged for temporary wishes]

Favorability plus 100?

Sheng Yan was slightly taken aback.

What did I do just now, why did my favorability suddenly increase by 100?

He obviously didn't do anything, just expressed his dislike and trust, is Qin Zigui so happy?

Could it be that Qin Zigui has always felt pain and inferiority because of his own sexuality, so his own understanding and respect are so precious to him?

Thinking of this, Sheng Yan felt that he didn't want Qin Zigui to have a boyfriend just now, which seemed a bit petty.

He pursed his lips, thought for a while, and entered in the column of wishes [I hope Qin Zigui can open up the pattern, and never feel inferior because of his sexuality]

He felt that this was basically what a good brother should do.

However, the fingertips have been hovering beside the "Confirm" button, but they still can't press it.

Because he still has a more urgent and despicable desire in his heart that he wants to realize.

Anyway, it won't be too late for this wish to come true next week, but if the wish he thought of could come true one day sooner, maybe it could help a lost boy to recognize the reality.

So after a brief decision, Sheng Xiaoyan, who has always been upright and upright, quickly deleted the original wish to lose, typed a new line, and then turned off the phone with a guilty conscience, folded his hands on his chest, and closed his eyes tightly.

And Qin Zigui next to him, watched helplessly as a message appeared on the screen of his mobile phone - [I hope Qin Zigui can find out the fact that Chen Yubai is actually not as good-looking as me as soon as possible]

"...?"

Qin Zigui looked at this unbelievable wish, and slowly turned his head away.

Why does he feel that the desire of a straight man of steel is not so straight?

The author has something to say: Sheng Yan: Men turn bad and cruel just because of love

Chen Yubai: Get lost