leave my business alone

It's not that Sheng Yan doesn't want to give Qin Zigui an answer.

He is the person who is most afraid of dragging things around unclearly, but he just can't give an answer to this matter for a while, otherwise he wouldn't have run away.

In the end, he ran but didn't run away, and was caught by Qin Zigui.

How could this man always catch him.

Unable to give an answer and unable to fight, Sheng Yan could only turn around and run away.

Seeing that he was about to walk into the rain, Qin Zigui hurriedly brought him back: "Why are you still running?"

The space under the umbrella is narrow, and in this area, Sheng Yan was directly brought into his arms, and a familiar yet strange aura came over his head, Sheng Yan hurriedly backed away: "Don't move."

Seeing his awkward look, Qin Zigui put the hand that was holding him into his trouser pocket, with a smile in his eyes: "Now you know how to be shy?"

Sheng Yan pursed his lips and turned his head away: "I'm not shy."

"Then what are you hiding from?"

"I'm hiding because, because... I'm too lazy to tell you." Sheng Yan still wanted to be stubborn, but after a long time, he couldn't get out, and planned to turn around and leave.

Qin Zigui hurriedly grabbed him and brought him back to him: "Why do you always want to run away?"

"Don't you also want to run?" Sheng Yan threw out a counterattack after trying to break free and failed.

Qin Zigui lowered his head and asked, "When did I think about running away?"

"You know it in your heart!" Sheng Yan was originally angry because Qin Zigui hid this matter from him, but now his temper was aroused, so he threw out a sentence angrily.

As a result, Qin Zigui smiled instead: "So you are afraid of me leaving?"

"Who cares if you leave as you like." Sheng Yan said fiercely.

Qin Zigui thought he was cute: "When did I say I was leaving?"

"If you don't leave, why didn't you tell me that someone from your father came to look for you? I have heard that your father made a fortune abroad. If you are taken back, you can inherit the family property and become the young master. Such a big man Can you not care about good things like this?" Sheng Yan became more and more angry as he spoke.

Qin Zigui's smile got deeper and deeper: "Well, I don't care."

"You don't care about a ghost..."

"I miss you."

Before Sheng Yan finished speaking, he was blocked by Qin Zigui's four words, and then the puffer fish turned into an ostrich again in seconds.

Qin Zigui saw how he was cowardly going back, and stretched out his hand to straighten his hair that had been rumpled by his irritability before: "As I said, a kitten that has eaten the best canned cat food cannot be taken away by others. I didn't tell you, just because I was afraid that you would want to lose your temper."

"Then I didn't give you the best canned cat food either."

Sheng Yan felt that he was usually quite aggressive towards Qin Zigui.

Qin Zigui asked him, "Do you still remember the first time I came to this courtyard?"

Sheng Yan remembered.

It's also July, and it's summer.

He was still very young at that time, and logically speaking, he shouldn't have remembered it so clearly, but maybe because the adults kept mentioning it, he kept thinking about it, so there was always a picture in his memory, that is, Qin Zigui under the scorching sun in July. A person is waiting there persistently and stubbornly for something.

At that time, he thought that Qin Zigui was pretty, so he picked the roses from his grandma's house very shamelessly, and insisted on giving them to Qin Zigui, so that Qin Zigui could go home with him.

He didn't have a reason at the time, he just liked to play with Qin Zigui, he didn't care about the other children in the yard, only Qin Zigui, and gave him everything delicious and fun, but the day Qin Zigui's father came to visit him , he still wants to follow his father.

ungrateful.

Sheng Yan looked down at the small puddle on the ground: "Remember, didn't you just want to go with your dad?"

"But you bought me for three yuan and twenty cents, so I'm yours." Qin Zigui said calmly, as if the pain of being abandoned in childhood had long since been wiped away.

Sheng Yan felt his eyes a little sore.

Qin Zigui is so good, how could he remember it for so long just because of three yuan and twenty cents.

He clearly deserved more.

"If you think you like me because of this, there's no need. At worst, you can just return me three yuan and twenty cents with interest." Sheng Yan felt that Qin Zigui might have confused gratitude and liking, lowered his head, The sound is a bit muffled.

But Qin Zigui asked: "Then do you know why I love to take care of you since I was a child?"

Sheng Yan pursed his lips and said nothing.

Qin Zigui added: "The first fairy tale my mother told me when I was a child was the little prince, but I didn't really understand it at that time. I only knew that the little prince was a very beautiful little boy. That day you stumbled from Qiangwei When Huali ran out, I wondered if the little prince looked like this."

"At that time, I thought you were the most beautiful little boy in the world, but I was just an orphan who no one wanted. We are not from the same world, but you insisted that I go home with you. You said that your family has many flowers, many You can give me all the toys, as long as I play with you.

"I thought at that time, to you, I might just be a new toy that can talk, move and take care of you. You get tired of playing with it for a few days, because you have your own home and so many people like you. I just It’s just a new thing, you forget it after a few days.”

"In the end, the day I wanted to leave, you cried so badly that the security guards in the community thought our family was abusing children." Qin Zigui recalled the scene at that time, lowered his head and smiled, "You know, you had very short legs at that time, and you were running You couldn't even keep up with us. When you passed the big iron gate, you had to hug the railing to turn over. In the end, you just caught up with us like that. One and two cents, keep saying Yanyan please, Yanyan please."

"Actually, you didn't have to beg at all at that time. He had no choice but to ask for me. My uncle's family actually didn't accept my uncle's family taking me in. I thought at the time that everyone would be happier without me. That's what I thought."

"But you were crying so sad that I thought, okay, at least there is one person in this world who will be sad without me, and one person wants me, so I will live for this person from now on." It's over."

"Fortunately, I am very lucky. My aunt, uncle, aunt Xu, grandma, and grandpa all treated me very well, but I also know that at that time they treated me more out of pity and distress, and they didn't need me. , only you will pester me every day to ask questions, pretend to be pitiful in front of me when I make a mistake, act like a baby to me when I want anything, and sleep with me in my arms every night, then wake up suddenly and say, brother Zigui, You won't go."

"Besides, when you were a little older, you insisted on fighting with Fat Tiger and the others every day, just because you couldn't hear them saying that I was not good at all. Maybe you didn't remember it yourself. The first time you fought in your life was because of me. "

"You also don't allow anyone to talk about me or bully me. The school has a parent-teacher meeting, and my aunt and uncle are busy, so you can ask grandma and grandpa to hold it for me, saying that grandma and grandpa are high-ranking officials. They hold a parent-teacher meeting for me, and no one will Say I'm bad."

"You're acting like a baby again. Brother Zigui yells endlessly every day. At that time, the adults were too busy to take care of them. I'm obviously only one year older than you. You treat me like an adult and ask me everything, what?" Listen to me, I can only control you to eat, sleep, drink milk, you are not allowed to fight, you are not allowed to be picky eaters, and I will help you take the blame for your mistakes, and it will become a habit after a long time."

"Then I was so annoying when I was a kid."

Sheng Yan lowered his head and felt his nose was congested.

"But that was the first time I felt needed." Qin Zigui gently wiped the corners of his red eyes for him, "A Yan, do you know what being needed means to an abandoned person?"

Sheng Yan couldn't experience it personally.

"It means the meaning of existence." Qin Zigui's voice seemed a little far away in the rainy night, "So Ayan, I am not a special person, I am the one who exists because of the three yuan and twenty cents, we almost occupy each other The whole life, so as long as you don't let me go, I will never go in this life."

He didn't want Qin Zigui to go.

Sheng Yan was sure.

But he didn't know what he could give back to Qin Zigui.

Sheng Yan didn't know how to speak, the raindrops kept hitting the umbrella surface as if urging him.

Qin Zigui seemed to want to relieve his pressure, and smiled again: "But if you want me to go, I'll give you back the three yuan and twenty cents, and then go with my dad, it's okay."

"It doesn't matter why!" As soon as he finished speaking, Sheng Yan raised his head anxiously, "When did I tell you to go away! Didn't you say that you don't like your dad! How can you explain it all at once!"

"I don't care about my dad's property, it's because I miss other money." Qin Zigui looked like a villain obsessed with money.

Sheng Yan who was so moved that he was about to cry just now was stunned: "What other money?"

Qin Zigui lowered his head and smiled, "For example, your wife Ben."

"..."

Hey!

Sheng Yan didn't expect Qin Zigui to have such a trick, he couldn't guard against it, blushing, and said in a panic: "My wife was meant to be my wife, it's none of your business."

"Didn't you say that you want to marry a wife who is good-looking, smart, caring, and able to take the first grade exam? I think I am suitable for everything." Qin Zigui basically lost face.

But it is true that everything is suitable.

Except that one is bigger than his.

Sheng Yan's ears turned red: "But you are a man! How can you be my wife!"

"Then do you like men?"

"Nonsense! Of course I don't like it, I'm straight!"

"Do you like me?"

"..."

A silence is enough to explain a lot.

Qin Zigui whispered: "A Yan, it's not that you don't have thoughts about me."

"But I'm not sure that thought is that thought!" Sheng Yan bit his lip and said anxiously, "Qin Zigui, you are really important to me, I can't think of you being with someone else or me being with someone else The way you look, I will be very unhappy because of you, but I'm not sure if this liking is because of love or because of habit."

"As you said, we have been together since we were very young, and we have almost occupied each other's entire life. We and each other must have a sense of possessiveness and dependence that is different from others, and sometimes even I have that feeling, but I don't know if it's love, I'm afraid it's family or friendship mixed with puberty reactions, I'm afraid that when we react, we don't even have to be friends."

"So Qin Zigui, can you be sure that your liking for me is really that kind of liking? Can you tell the difference? What if you make a mistake?" Sheng Yan looked up at Qin Zigui, his eyes reflected Looking at the warm yellow street lights behind him, it was like seeing stars at the bottom of a clear lake.

Qin Zigui lowered his eyes, stroked the corner of Sheng Yan's lips that had just been bitten with his fingertips: "I'm sure."

Sheng Yan asked back: "How can you be sure?"

"Every time you look at me like this, I want to kiss you." Qin Zigui brushed Sheng Yan's lips with his fingertips, raised his eyelids slightly, and met his gaze, "So, Ayan, I have to give it a try." Well, try your liking for me, what kind of liking is it?"

The voice was so low that it seemed to be demagogic.

The eyes of the two people met directly at the only place where there was no wind or rain under the rainy night.

The raindrops hit the umbrella surface, making a dull and violent sound, but it couldn't cover up Sheng Yan's heartbeat at all.

Sheng Yan looked into Qin Zigui's eyes.

It's the kind of solemnity and gentleness that people can't avoid anywhere, just like the phrase "I love you" that he said to him at that time.

Let him say no words of rejection.

And he looked at Qin Zigui's lips, his throat rolled up and down, and he felt that it was not impossible.