After the scum attacked the crematorium, he did a fake show with the little milk dog

In the crowded corridors of the hospital, patients and their families are bustling. The central air conditioner is operating dutifully, but it can't blow away the fatigue and anxiety on everyone's faces.

Xia Zhiyan stood alone in an empty corner of the corridor, holding the medical examination report he had just received, like falling into an ice cave.

It's just a welfare medical examination provided by the university to faculty and staff, once a year, and he didn't think much about it at first; it's just that after receiving the medical examination report, the nurse at the hospital called and asked him to go to the hospital in person.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Xia, the physical examination shows that there is an unknown shadow in your stomach. It is recommended to schedule a further examination as soon as possible so that the final diagnosis can be made."

The doctor's words were gentle and euphemistic, but they hit Xia Zhiyan's eardrums like a bolt from the blue.

The shadow of the stomach...

What does it mean?

This may be unfamiliar to most people, but it is terribly familiar to Xia Zhiyan

Ten years ago, his mother died of stomach cancer.

"Don't be nervous, Mr. Xia." Seeing the cold sweat oozing from Xia Zhiyan's forehead, the doctor comforted him, "It's just a preliminary suspicion, further diagnosis is needed, and according to my medical records, you are only 26 years old this year, and you are still very young. As long as it is detected early and treated in time, there is still great hope for a cure."

Afterwards the doctor seemed to say something else, probably some comforting words, or asking Xia Zhiyan for his opinion and arranging the time for the next examination; murmur.

He took the medical report and fled the doctor's office in a hurry.

Stumbling all the way to an unattended corner of the hospital corridor, he leaned his back against the wall to support his precarious body, and it took him a while to recover, took out his phone, and almost unconsciously pressed the familiar string number, and then delete it word by word.

At this time, he was really scared, just like when he suddenly lost his parents ten years ago.

When he was 16 years old, his mother passed away due to illness, and his father suffered from depression due to unbearable blows, so he committed suicide. He changed from a teenager with healthy parents and a happy family to an orphan overnight.

The sudden mutation caused great trauma, and even made him lose the ability to speak at one point, and was diagnosed with severe PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) by the doctor.

As a last resort, he dropped out of school and was hospitalized for treatment. Finally, he was picked up by his father's former classmate to take care of him, and he began to live under the fence.

Although the new family is very wealthy, living in a villa, with nanny care, uncles and aunts are very polite to him, but the pain of losing his parents is difficult to be completely healed in a short time; Cannot make sound.

Until that summer, when the son of his uncle and aunt who was studying abroad came back from summer vacation, he saw Fu Shiyu who was only 20 years old for the first time.

At that time, Fu Shiyu was confident, sunny, tall, and handsome. The philistine and indifferent society hadn't left any traces on him, and Xia Zhiyan was warmed up with just a smile.

When he was a child, he asked his parents why he gave himself this name. At that time, his mother said that it was because the day he first called his mother happened to be the summer solstice.

He didn't know if this was a joke that his parents lied to tease the children, but he always remembered that the day he first saw Fu Shiyu was Xia Zhi.

"Don't be nervous, just treat this place as your own home. If it wasn't for family planning, I would have wanted a younger brother a long time ago."

At that time, Fu Shiyu's voice was very gentle, and he reached out to Xia Zhiyan with a smile and gave him a big hug.

"Welcome home."

So on the day of Xia Zhi, Xia Zhiyan coughed nervously in Fu Shiyu's arms twice, and suddenly found that his throat could make sound again.

He called Fu Shiyu "brother".

From that day on, he liked Fu Shiyu until this summer, a whole ten years.

He learned what Fu Shiyu liked, went to the school that Fu Shiyu had attended, and only hoped that he could be closer to Fu Shiyu, and even closer.

After finally being admitted to the university that Fu Shiyu had studied before going abroad, he held the admission notice and excitedly found Fu Shiyu.

At that time, Fu Shiyu had returned from studying abroad and was helping out in his family's company. It was the first time he went to find Fu Shiyu's job, and he was excited and apprehensive.

Fu Shiyu read his admission notice and smiled, but didn't speak, and dragged him straight to an empty corner in the stairwell of the company.

He still remembers that when he was cornered by Fu Shiyu at that time, he looked at him closely with deep affection in his eyes.

"Brother Time"

He was about to speak, but was suddenly interrupted by Fu Shiyu.

"After the college entrance examination, are you an adult?" Fu Shiyu loosened his tie with one hand, lowered his head and leaned closer to Xia Zhiyan's ear, "Then I don't want to be your brother either."

"Be a boyfriend, okay?"

"When you graduate, we will go abroad to get married."

If it was Fu Shiyu's hug that gave him warmth and strength at the beginning, then on the day Fu Shiyu confessed to him, Xia Zhiyan felt that he had found his destination for the rest of his life.

Although all he got in return was a long wait and more and more gossip, but because of the affection in Fu Shiyu's amber pupils back then, he could convince himself over and over again.

Until today, he never thought of telling Fu Shiyu about the suffocating fear in his heart when he lost his parents. It was a kind of confusion and instability about the future. Will face the fear of future life alone.

He didn't want to use any negative emotions in himself to affect Fu Shiyu, and Fu Shiyu was convincing him little by little that he was no longer alone.

But the medical examination report in his hand brought him back to the deepest fear

Because of this disease, his life was almost destroyed. It was Fu Shiyu who pulled him out of the abyss, and the moment he saw the dawn, the sickle of death hung over his head again.

He is obviously only 26 years old.

Although he kept reminding himself in his heart that ten years had passed since his mother's death, and he had grown up, but the feeling of despair and helplessness at the beginning didn't seem to be completely taken away by time, and it all came back at this moment.

He was really scared, so scared that he was shaking all over.

And the person who gave him courage never seemed to change in ten years

For ten years, Fu Shiyu was the only one in his life.

Finally, he couldn't help but dialed Fu Shiyu's phone, and a familiar voice came out of the receiver, as well as that familiar impatience.

"What's the matter? Don't you know I'm in the company at this time?"

"I know." Xia Zhiyan whispered.

Of course he knew, otherwise he wouldn't have had to struggle for so long just to make a phone call with his boyfriend, but he had no other choice.

"But today is Friday, I thought I would pick you up from get off work later, let's go to the supermarket to buy some food, and then I'll accompany you home to see Uncle Fu."

"What's there to see? Can't I see it when I live at home every day?" Fu Shiyu asked impatiently.

Four years ago, the country passed the same-sex marriage law, and Xia Zhiyan just graduated. According to the previous agreement, they could get married without going abroad; but at this moment, Fu Shiyu's mother died of illness, and his father also suffered from Suffering from severe kidney disease, his health went from bad to worse, and the burden of the company suddenly fell on Fu Shiyu's shoulders.

Seeing the busy and exhausted Fu Shiyu, Xia Zhiyan didn't bring up the matter of marriage again, quietly finished his master's degree, and stayed in school to become a university teacher.

He knew that he might not be able to help Fu Shiyu too much, so he just wanted to try not to make himself a burden to the other party.

In this way, he silently supported Fu Shiyu behind his back. Until the last two years, Uncle Fu's kidney function began to fail, but he still couldn't find a penis for transplantation. In order to take care of his father, Fu Shiyu moved out of the old couple Live in an apartment and live at home most of the time.

"Yes, you all live at home; Fu Shiyu, I haven't seen you for almost two weeks." Xia Zhiyan's palm holding the phone gradually seeped sweat, "Today happens to be Xia Zhi, my mother used to say ' Winter Solstice Dumplings and Summer Solstice Noodles', you and Uncle Fu used to like to eat the hand-rolled noodles made by Auntie the most, haven't you eaten them for a long time?"

"We'll go to the supermarket to buy amaranth later, and I'll make it for my uncle when I get home. It will also make him happy."

"Xia Zhiyan, you are all bored! How old are you, what's the big deal if I haven't seen you for a few days?!" Fu Shiyu had already left the office with the phone in his hand, and the impatience he had suppressed before had turned into a blatant disgust , "Can't I ask my aunt at home to cook what my dad wants to eat? Don't you know what kind of culinary skills you have?"

"You are such an old man, it's time to be sensible! I have to work overtime today, so go home by yourself."

After speaking, he hung up the phone with a "snap".

Facing the busy tone on the receiver, Xia Zhiyan was lost in thought for a long time.

When he and Fu Shiyu first moved out of the Fu's villa, in order to take good care of each other's life, he also studied cooking carefully; but whether it was self-study from online videos, or the training class that he enrolled in later, he Ask yourself and try your best, but what you make is always not satisfactory.

But how gentle Fu Shiyu was at that time, he would eat all the food that was burnt by him, and while eating, he would praise his "wife" for her ability, and comfort him that although the appearance was not good, the taste was still good.

Xia Zhiyan tried it secretly by himself, it was bitter and salty, it was extremely unpalatable.

But there is one thing that he is good at, that is, the hand-rolled noodles

At the beginning, because Fu Shiyu loved to eat, he specially learned from Aunt Fu, and learned [-]% to [-]% of it.

But why did Fu Shiyu forget all about it?

He thought in his heart, thinking that maybe they really haven't seen each other for too long.

As he dragged his body like a walking corpse towards the hospital parking lot, he suddenly heard a voice behind him that seemed to be calling himself.

"Teacher Xia"

He turned his head and saw a young boy about 20 years old waving in his direction; the little boy was holding a skateboard with one hand, half of his face was covered by the pressed peaked cap, and he could only be seen from a distance. The dress is also very young and fashionable.

Xia Zhiyan didn't remember such a student in his class. Just because he was more than half a head taller than the average height of the crowd in the hospital, there was no such student among the students he had taught.

"No wonder the teacher of the macroeconomics class in the afternoon has changed. It turns out that Teacher Xia is in the hospital."

He just turned around to leave, but the boy behind him enthusiastically chased him up, and even accurately reported his class schedule for today.

Because macroeconomics in the afternoon is a major elective course, it is not as troublesome as the usual small class professional courses. He received a notice from the hospital today and asked his colleagues to take the class.

It seems that the other party is really his student?

He stopped in doubt.

"Ms. Xia asked for leave to go to the hospital. Is there something uncomfortable?" The boy then asked.

Xia Zhiyan suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

Since getting the medical examination report that may be cancer in the afternoon until now, even the boyfriend he misses can only yell at him to make him mature; and the only person who expresses concern for him is actually him I'm not even sure if it's my student

stranger.

It's also ironic.

Saying goodbye to the familiar little boy, he went to the underground parking lot alone to pick up his car. After driving out of the parking lot, he happened to be in the evening rush hour for get off work. After going around and stopping, he finally drove the car to Fu Shi The entrance of Yujia Villa.

He also lived here for many years from the death of his parents until he moved out after graduating from university, so he was quite familiar with the road.

It's just that he didn't bring the key that had been out of use for several years when he went out today. After thinking about it, he still rang the doorbell of the villa.

The nanny quickly ran out and opened the door, greeted him politely and was about to invite him in, but Fu Shiyu, who was talking about working overtime, appeared at the door nervously.

"Why did you come here? Didn't I tell you not to come back if you have nothing to do?!"

During the first few years of their relationship, Xia Zhiyan was still studying at university and usually lived in school, only coming back on weekends and holidays; later, when he was about to graduate from university, he was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, Uncle Fu was not in good health, and Fu Shiyu was busy. Because of the company's affairs, he moved back to the villa for the convenience of taking care of the elderly.

But during that time, Fu Shiyu proposed to move out with him because he was worried that the relationship between the two would be discovered soon under his father's nose.

That was the first time Xia Zhiyan questioned Fu Shiyu's decision.

He clearly said that he was going to get married when he graduated, so why was he afraid of being discovered?

But Fu Shiyu quickly persuaded him with the excuse that his father was in poor health and couldn't stand the stimulation, so he had to wait for some things to wait.

And this delay lasted for more than four years.

After finishing his postgraduate studies, he stayed in school to become a teacher, but Uncle Fu's health did not improve, and no one mentioned his marriage.

"I know you are afraid of irritating uncle, but"

Xia Zhiyan spoke slowly, but was interrupted roughly by Fu Shiyu before he finished speaking.

"What do you know?!" Fu Shiyu growled in a low voice.

"Back then you were helpless and desperate. My dad took you back to take care of you because of old love. Is there anyone in our family who treats you badly? Now he is too sick to get out of bed. Let him know that he kindly took you in at the beginning. The boy hooked up with his son"

He gritted his teeth and stared at Xia Zhiyan, "Are you afraid that my dad will not die of anger?!"

Facing Fu Shiyu's rage and aggressive accusations, Xia Zhiyan was surprisingly calm, as if he had already gotten used to it.

"You also said that Uncle Fu has taken care of me for so many years. Now he is so sick that he can't get out of bed. I don't even come back to take a look. Isn't he chilling?" He said lightly: "Don't worry, I'm just visiting a sick man Elders, do nothing else."

After that, he was about to enter the door, but he heard a young woman's voice in the living room, calling out affectionately

"time encounter"

Fu Shiyu's mother died on the front foot, and his father was diagnosed with kidney disease on the back foot. After so many years, his health has been deteriorating, and he has never remarried. The nannies in the family are all old aunts who have worked for more than ten or twenty years. Where did the young woman come from?

Xia Zhiyan looked at Fu Shiyu suspiciously, and watched the owner of the voice come out of the living room with the apron he bought earlier still tied around his waist

There are two aprons in total. They were made to order online when he was very interested in cooking. They were printed with the English names of him and Fu Shiyu when they were young. Shi Yu took it home.

The one in the apartment has become old after so many years, and Xia Zhiyan was reluctant to throw it away; but the one brought home by Fu Shiyu was brand new, and he was reluctant to give it to the nanny at home, saying that he wanted to keep it for Xia Zhiyan. One day, on a whim, I will think that I will come back to cook.

Seeing the woman wearing her apron smiling and holding Fu Shiyu's arm, Xia Zhiyan seemed to suddenly understand the reason for Fu Shiyu's hysteria all day long.

He felt that perhaps he should have understood earlier.

The author has something to say: The writing is hot~ the text is not long, and there will be no accidents, and I will insist on daily updates. See here for a favorite!Every collection is very important to Ah Yu QWQ..

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Moreover, our little milk dog has actually appeared~