After the scum attacked the crematorium, he did a fake show with the little milk dog

Because of thinking, Fu Shiyu saw the hesitant look in Xia Zhiyan's eyes.

Just when he was about to be complacent, Xia Zhiyan exerted gentle force in a place he couldn't see?, and held Qi Luoming's hand tightly.

"Remember what I said?" Xia Zhiyan looked back and looked into Qi Luoming's eyes, "As long as you say, I will believe it."

Although he didn't want to show his vulnerable side in front of Fu Shiyu, but looking at Xia Zhiyan's gentle and firm eyes, tears still flowed from the corners of Qi Luoming's eyes.

"Mr. Xia? Teacher, I admit... I have been following you... for a long time."

"I know you have a boyfriend, or did I greet you in the hospital, pretending to be your student?"

"I took out that umbrella on purpose? I thought you still remembered..."

"I didn't know at that time that you had broken up with your boyfriend... It's just... I don't want to see it? You even went to the hospital alone..."

He looked at Xia Zhiyan, crying both aggrieved and distressed.

"I'm afraid you know, I'm afraid you think I'm bad, so I dare not tell the truth... But Teacher Xia..."

"I really like you."

"My mother...isn't Xiaosan either."

"It's my mother, she met Fu Manshan first."

Did Xia Zhiyan hear the words? Didn't say anything else, just rubbed Qi Luoming's head distressedly.

Qi Luoming was half a head taller than him, he raised his hand high, wiped away the tears on the other side's face, and nodded with a soft "hmm".

"Xia Zhiyan, you're crazy!" Fu Shiyu roared angrily: "You see? Can't you see how much younger he is than me? Even if it's only about coming first? Coming later, he's still a mistress!"

"Fu Manshan is just a college student from the countryside? If he hadn't married my mother and made his fortune from my grandfather's factory, would there be a company as big as it is today?"

"Qi Luoming is so much younger than me, the fuck is it obvious? My dad only licked his face when he got rich? Sugar daddy slut!"

He looked at Xia Zhiyan with anger and disbelief.

"Xia Zhiyan, you are also a university teacher after all, you don't understand such a simple logic? What made you blind and stupid!"

"Changed?" Xia Zhiyan frowned slightly, and looked back? Fu Shiyu's eyes were full of disgust, "Fu Shiyu, did I change? Wasn't I blind and stupid before?"

"If I wasn't blind and stupid, how could I have been fooled by you for ten years!"

In fact, Qi Luoming's words are full of doubts and doubts. Many places are logically illogical, so how could he? Didn't notice it? It's just that he would rather believe that Qi Luoming didn't have time to talk about the unreasonable parts. , or the matter of the previous generation, Qi Luoming himself didn't know, it wasn't deliberate deception.

"Fu Shiyu, you used to say that I was childish and immature." His voice regained his calmness, and he looked at Fu Shiyu lightly, "Now you think I'm blind and stupid again."

"But I still say that, Fu Shiyu, I will not grow up, nor will I become what you call a 'smart person'."

"because"

"you are not worth it."

Once, because of Fu Shiyu, because of his failed relationship for ten years, he denied himself, hesitated and cowardly; I am not good enough for Qi Luoming.

Even when he accidentally knew that Qi Luoming might debut one day and become a star, he couldn't act like an ordinary person and be happy for the person he liked; it was Qi who was worried about leaving school and entering a world of flamboyance Luo Ming, will he become a stranger? Will he drift away from himself?

But it was Qi Luoming's unreasonable tolerance and silent care that rebuilt his self-confidence little by little, and established an unbreakable trust between them.

Unlike Fu Shiyu's love and constant dislike that always stay on his lips, every bit of Qi Luoming's goodness to him is like the rice grains in the lunch box that appeared on his desk on time every day before. Every one is real

It's Qi Luoming who believes that loving someone can't be acted out?

He didn't even dare to imagine what he would be like now if he hadn't met Qi Luoming after leaving Fu Shiyu.

So no matter what, he chooses to believe in Qi Luoming, even if it's not for anything else, just for himself

He is not worth losing the courage and ability to trust and love someone for a Fu Shiyu; he would rather make another mistake than miss it.

After finishing speaking, he didn't bother to pay any attention to it anymore? Would Fu Shiyu have any overreactions, and didn't care about the doctors hiding behind the door watching? Nurses at eight o'clock? Watching a bloody drama? Is that enough? Holding Qi Luoming's hand, she turned and left the hospital.

Until he sat in the passenger seat of Xia Zhiyan's car again, Qi Luoming still felt that he was in a daze.

In the hospital just now, there seemed to be countless moments when he felt that he was about to lose Xia Zhiyan; that feeling was like seeing it with his own eyes in the hospital more than a year ago? Seeing that white sheet covering Qi Wanqiu's face, he I feel like my whole world is going to collapse.

But fortunately, this time, Xia Zhiyan finally did not let go of his hand.

His whole body seemed to be in a nightmare, and he was still in shock, until Xia Zhiyan lowered his head and carefully fastened his seat belt as he saw it at the beginning.

"Go home?" Xia Zhiyan asked softly.

"Mr. Xia?" Qi Luoming came back to his senses, and grabbed Xia Zhiyan's hand that fastened his seat belt, "Do you really believe me? Even if"

Even he himself may not be sure what exactly happened that year.

Xia Zhiyan smiled lightly, nodded her head and said "hmm".

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it." Looking at Qi Luoming's painful and tangled expression, he gently comforted him: "If you feel uncomfortable in your heart anytime, then I can be your audience at any time."

"No, Teacher Xia..." Qi Luoming wondered.

Is there anything on him that Xia Zhiyan can't? You know, in front of Xia Zhiyan, he doesn't need a private space, and he doesn't have to have such things as personal privacy.

"It's just... I don't know what to say."

Since he was a child, he never asked Qi Wanqiu who his father was; he hardly had any idea about a character that had never appeared in his life.

If Qi Wanqiu hadn't passed away suddenly, leaving behind a huge inheritance and the villa where he and Xia Zhiyan are now living, then he might? Never have explored this issue.

In order to find out what happened behind this, he carefully checked Qi Wanqiu's belongings, and saw the story of that year in his mother's diary

At least in Qi Wanqiu's writing, she is the woman who was delayed by Fu Manshan all her life.

"I know, because I am my mother's son, so of course I will trust her unconditionally; but I also know that in the eyes of others, that diary" Qi Luoming whispered: "It's just my mother One-sided words."

It's like the age of him and Fu Shiyu is such an obvious loophole.

But no matter what the situation was back then, it is true that Fu Manshan left his own son? For so many years, did he not fulfill any responsibilities as a father? Just because of this, Qi Luoming was not prepared to forgive himself in this name father.

But Qi Wanqiu was gone, and the other party involved in the incident back then, Fu Shiyu's mother and Fu Manshan's legal wife had passed away long ago. The only one who could give Qi Luoming an answer was Fu Manshan himself.

According to Qi Luoming's previous living conditions, the Fu family's top villa in the city center was not the place he should go at all; The clue is to find Fu Manshan, he won't see the scene where Xia Zhiyanzhi put on the seat belt for Fu Shiyu

But it was precisely because of that scene that he could recognize Xia Zhiyan after seeing the pair of double star tattoos.

Afterwards, he often wondered if Qi Wanqiu was worried that after he left, his son would not have someone to take care of him, so he would secretly guide him to find Xia Zhiyan; because if he didn't have the pair of double star tattoos, he would not know how Do you still have a chance in this life? Have a chance to recognize the big brother from back then.

There was silence in the car for a while, Xia Zhiyan didn't say anything, when he was about to start the car, he suddenly heard a strange cell phone ringing

It doesn't belong to him, nor does it belong to Qi Luoming.

Then he looked suspiciously at Qi Luoming and took out a very old mobile phone.

After parting from Xia Zhiyan in the afternoon, Qi Luoming quickly returned to the villa next to the school; because he was worried about Xia Zhiyan's stomach problems, he was indeed in a hurry to go home at first, and wanted to get something delicious to wait for Xia Zhiyan to come back.

But really? When he got home, the more he thought about it, the more worried he was that Xia Zhiyan would face that lunatic Fu Shiyu alone.

Before entering university, Qi Wanqiu bought him a new mobile phone, the one that was broken in a fight with Fu Shiyu before, but he also kept the old mobile phone from high school before? Was he willing to throw it away; At that time, he was cooking alone in the villa, and while he was worried about Xia Zhiyan, he couldn't even make a phone call to ask questions, so he remembered his old mobile phone from before.

When he dug out the old mobile phone, changed the card and charged it, he was alone in front of a huge villa, and he felt that his heart was like the house, empty-handed, so he simply took the phone and the freshly cooked porridge and ran straight away. Went to the hospital.

After a few brief explanations, he picked up the phone.

Xia Zhiyan glanced over, and saw that there was no strange number on the screen of the mobile phone with notes, and also saw that the expression on Qi Luoming's face was a bit unnatural.

"Understood, Director Chen, let me think about it again."

When Qi Luoming hung up the phone, Xia Zhiyan had roughly guessed what happened.

"Is it... last year's talent show group?" Xia Zhiyan asked casually.

"En." Qi Luoming nodded, looked at Xia Zhiyan's reaction with a guilty conscience, saw that Xia Zhiyan hadn't spoken, started the car silently, and immediately explained: "No, Mr. Xia? Teacher, I have rejected the director many times before, and they kept calling me to reconsider."

He grabbed Xia Zhiyan's hand that was about to let go of the handbrake, "Mr. Xia, I know you don't want me to go, and I won't go either."

"I just perfunctory them, and when the show officially starts recording, they won't call me again."

Qi Luoming had already rejected the program group's invitation many times without his knowing it, and Xia Zhiyan was somewhat surprised and moved by this.

Although until now he is still afraid, afraid that the colorful circle that he is completely unfamiliar with will change Qi Luoming; but now that he has made a decision, he can't? For Fu Shiyu to doubt his future, he is not willing to stop Qi Luoming .

After all, when Qi Luoming was a child, no matter how poor life was with Qi Wanqiu, he never gave up learning music, and now he shouldn't give up his dream for him.

"Go." He started the car slowly, and whispered, "It's okay."

"Don't go." Qi Luoming still held Xia Zhiyan's hand stubbornly, as if angry, and refused to let the other party release the hand brake, "Mr. Xia, as long as it worries you, I wouldn't do either."

Xia Zhiyan's heart warmed.

In fact, this sentence is enough.

As for whether Qi Luoming will change in the future, in fact, it is not necessarily the environment that is wrong, maybe if it will change, it is because fundamentally, that person was wrong at the beginning.

While talking, his phone rang too, and he saw that Qi Luoming was clenched tightly on his hand, and then saw that the other party's angry and serious expression turned out to be inexplicably cute.

"Do you want to let go? Ah? The phone" he teased, "Would you answer it for me?"

Qi Luoming has always been worried that Xia Zhiyan will be angry that he still has contact with the program group. After all, Xia Zhiyan "run away from home" after listening to him talking about his participation in the talent show last year.

He was originally "extremely nervous", but seeing Xia Zhiyan's shallow smile, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and let go of his grip by the way.

Xia Zhiyan answered the phone, it was a strange woman's voice.

"Excuse me, Mr. Xia Zhiyan?"

"Yes." When he answered, the smile from just now was still on his lips, but it froze little by little in the other party's voice.

"Here is Mr. Fu Manshan? The attending physician, the thing is like this"

"Due to the small number of patients in our hospital, there is no condition to establish a blood bank; we have clearly informed Mr. Fu of this situation before Mr. Fu's operation, and prepared the plasma needed for the operation in advance. , Mr. Fu? He also donated blood right away."

"But now, Mr. Fu's condition has changed and he urgently needs a blood transfusion. However, we found that Mr. Fu's blood type does not match, and we need to urgently contact plasma preparation or transfer to another hospital; but when we notify Mr. Fu to make a decision as soon as possible , but he suddenly fainted and is still unconscious.”

"I'm sorry, Mr. Xia. Mr. Fu is in critical condition now. Mr. Fu, you filled in the emergency contact column with your phone number before. May I trouble you to come to the hospital as soon as possible?"

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