Chasing bamboo horses with games

After Lu Junqi handed in the task, he said hello to Jue Sha and then went offline. He lay down on the back of the chair and felt dizzy. When he touched his forehead, it was indeed a little hot.

"Oh." He sighed a long time, squeezed his chest and abdomen to relieve some depression, and then stood up with the armrest.

Fever, go to bed and lie flat, familiar with the way.

As soon as he got down on the ground, the hand subconsciously stretched out to touch the phone drew a diagonal line in mid-air, and then slammed it back on himself, remembering the Nokia that was thrown on the table, and turned over to sleep lamenting.

Or look at the phone tomorrow.He thought vaguely, letting all kinds of strange fragments perform acrobatics in his mind.I don't know if running and jumping passionately in his brain will also consume his energy. In short, he finally fell asleep with exhaustion and heaviness all over his body.

This sleep, Wen Shaoyou didn't wake up until he got home from get off work.

As soon as Wen Shaoyou entered the door, he saw the darkness of the house and felt a little uncomfortable. He regretted getting the keys, and then shook his head to shake the thought away.He doesn't deserve a key, in case Xiaoqi is robbing the boss, he will definitely have to wait outside the door for a long time. If he is in a bad mood again, asking him to open the door will make it easier to stir up family conflicts.

He turned on the light, walked towards the bedroom while muttering to himself, knocked hard on the door, and called "Xiao Qi" again before continuing to push the door.

There was still darkness in the gap between the door and the wall, he paused for a moment, and then quickly pushed the door open, with a bit of impatience in his voice: "Xiao Qi!"

"Huh?" The long nasal voice was vague, which made Wen Shaoyou feel relieved.

Wen Shaoyou fumbled and turned on the lamp beside the table: "Why did you go to bed so early today?"

"Huh?" Lu Junqi was still a little unconscious, frowning slightly, and was about to speak but felt a pain in his throat, couldn't help coughing twice, and at the same time stretched out a hand to scratch desperately.

Wen Shaoyou heard that his coughing sound was wrong, and immediately went to get the tissue.Pass the tissue with one hand and move the trash can with the other.

"Why did you catch a cold?" Wen Shaoyou reached out to check the temperature of Lu Junqi's forehead. Although it wasn't hot, he was still a little worried, and turned to get the thermometer.

It's okay if he didn't mention it, as soon as he asked, Lu Junqi remembered the reason of the incident, immediately turned black, and said in a vicious voice, "I don't know."

It's a pity that, talking on the stomach and adding a nasal voice, in Wen Shaoyou's ears, only the breathlessness caused the voice to be weak, and it might be a little depressed.

"Come on, don't lie on your stomach, take your temperature."

"No, don't bother." Lu Junqi waved away Wen Shaoyou's extended hand, turned over, and lay on his side.

Wen Shaoyou sighed, turned and walked out.Lu Junqi naturally heard the movement, frowned and shrank back under the quilt, feeling aggrieved for no reason, and slapped himself before this little emotion developed.

Bah, what a grievance, are you justified in losing your temper?

Obviously he is wrong, so I can't lose my temper?

One yard counts for one yard, and this is not the way to calculate accounts.

I can fuck you, turn around and leave when you know I'm upset, and I have to thank him?

You are so unreasonable.

……

Most people quarrel in a hurry, and the more noisy the more intense, but the two split consciousnesses in Lu Junqi's brain became quieter and quieter as the main body curled up, and in the end, only resentment and anger remained. The grievances were wrapped in a ball and stuffed in his chest randomly, making the breath implicated by the innocent in a dilemma, turning around, as if trampling on his body, the pain was unbearable.

"What's the matter?" Wen Shaoyou held up a hot towel, and when he bent down, he saw that he buried his face in the pillow again, dug him out funny, covered him with a towel and wiped him, "What are you hiding? You are so grown up, Are you afraid of people watching you if you have a cold? Wipe your face and be more energetic. I see that the dishes haven't been washed yet, so you haven't eaten tonight?"

Lazy homeboys like Lu Junqi basically eat twice a day and wash the empty dishes together. Recently, they reluctantly add another meal, but the dishes are still the same. Anyway, it’s cold and there are few bowls.

"Not hungry."

Lu Junqi is like a teenage boy with a prickly head, awkward and arrogant, no matter how few words he speaks, it looks like a nail shot out, but Wen Shaoyou doesn't care.

After helping him wipe his face, Wen Shaoyou put the towel back into the washbasin on the table, and when he turned his head, he saw Lu Junqi's face exposed to the light, with a big blushing spot.

"What's going on? Why is your face so red? Do you really have a fever?" Wen Shaoyou looked closer, but was blocked again.

Lu Junqi retracted the quilt again, and said in a muffled voice, "It's okay if you say it's okay."

Wen Shaoyou took a deep breath, but he was still a little angry, and his voice raised unconsciously, almost scolding: "Are you still angry about what happened in the morning? Because I touched you, you didn't eat well, it's only been a day Just get yourself a bad cold? If you are angry, you can get angry at me, what are you torturing yourself like this?"

Lu Junqi didn't respond, he felt a little cold, and couldn't help shrinking into the quilt again.Ah, Xiaoyou is angry, I am so angry...

Wen Shaoyou stood by the bed, against the light, couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could see the quilt slightly undulating with Lu Junqi's movements, and suddenly felt a little tired.After a day of worrying and worrying, after finishing the high-intensity work, you have to face Fa Xiao who doesn't know what he is thinking, and try to avoid stimulating him.

"Then you have a good rest, I'll go out first."

After Wen Shaoyou finished speaking, he turned and walked out of the room. He needed to calm down first.He gently closed the door, walked to the balcony, opened the window, took out a cigarette and lit it, and he took a deep puff.The night wind was chilly, blowing goosebumps all over his body.He smiled wryly: It's too embarrassing for me like this.Even when he was at his worst, he didn't let himself fall into such a helpless situation.

He was frowning on the balcony, and he was at war in the bedroom.

Almost at the moment when "boring" thoughts popped up, Lu Junqi realized that he was wrong.He kept saying to himself: Your life was saved by others at a price, don't think about it, no one wants you to die, you can't die, you have to live, you have to live, you have to live.

"Don't think about it, you have to live, you have to live..." He squeezed these words out of his teeth repeatedly, but he couldn't stop the growth of negative emotions.They seemed to be laughing at him, and their sharp laughter pierced the eardrums: he's just a waste who can only stay at home, what is he still thinking about?Can't understand Xiaoyou's words?He is leaving!You made him angry and tired, why should he accommodate you?friend?Trash wants friends too?Kindness?You are not finished in this life, it is true that it is better to end it as soon as possible so that they will be less burdened...

"Shut up, shut up, shut up..." Lu Junqi sat up abruptly, and threw the pillow in his hand, as if he was frozen, holding his breath for a few seconds, and seemed overwhelmed Also bent down.He pulled his hair, choked up and said, "Shut up..."

When Wen Shaoyou adjusted his mood, when he returned to the room, he saw Lu Junqi sitting on the bed, biting his wrist with wide eyes, and his sleeve was already stained with blood.