Chasing bamboo horses with games

The so-called illness is actually a war without gunpowder. Regardless of the size of the battle, the patient will always be at the forefront.Sometimes I come back from victory without knowing it, and sometimes I don’t even see the vitality, and I drag my painful body to face the sky and yellow sand alone.

In the mist, single-handed warriors either regained their lives with tenacity, or turned into a handful of nameless loess.

However, the cases of being alone are only a very small number after all, and most of them will be with their comrades.Don't abandon or give up on each other, do your best together and obey the destiny.

But there are exceptions, like Lu Junqi, but he probably doesn't even count as a deserter.

Under the fear, despair, sadness and other emotions and the worsening pain, he dug a hole for himself and lay down in it. As long as he had a little more time, he could be completely buried by the dust, but he was still noticed before he suffocated. The wrong comrades were dragged out.

Such a delay almost cut off his chance to lie back down again.

He had asked more than once, if it was really for his own good, why he didn't want to let him go.When a person is living with nothing but pain, it is useless except to drag the people around him to worry about it. What is the need to persist in such a life that harms others and harms oneself.

Dr. Huo would give different answers every time, and I don’t remember the main reason. I still have some impressions of the rhetorical questions he asked several times: How can one be sure that the death of one person does not drag the other three into the same situation when they are already living together? The abyss he was in before his death?If time can kill pain, why can't you let it go for so many years?How can you be sure that death will usher in your liberation?In case some things that cannot be explained by science do exist, are you going to try to kill yourself again?

"What about your professional qualities?"

I still remember the last conversation in this regard, when he was so irritable that he uttered bad words to the elderly doctor.The other party didn't care at all, just smiled and said that he likes to read fantasy novels for fun in his spare time.He was furious because of this, and deeply felt that he was being teased, so he did a lot of stupid things in his rage, and made a full contribution to Dr. Huo's firm grasp of him.

Times have changed, and Dr. Huo is still a weird doctor in his eyes.Obviously a senior doctor who is highly respected by Ms. Wu and the others, but he often says nonsense and does nonsensical things. What's more annoying is that even so, he can still lead the patient by the nose and achieve the ultimate goal.

"In this world, there is probably no person who is more trustworthy and annoying than him." Lu Junqi sat on the passenger seat and complained.

After yesterday's tossing, he felt much more relaxed, but temporary relaxation could not cure his illness.To be on the safe side, Wen Shaoyou refused his request. Early in the morning, he dug him out of bed after another night of insomnia, stared at him tremblingly after dressing and washing, and then sent him to the hospital himself.

Sitting in the car, Lu Junqi was still struggling in vain, although his low blood sugar and lack of sleep made his protest sound unconvincing.

Wen Shaoyou deliberately misinterpreted his meaning: "Oh, it turns out that Dr. Huo is so powerful, I'll go and thank him today too."

Lu Junqi tilted his head to look at him, and corrected weakly: "I mean he's weird, do you have the heart to send a sheep to a tiger's mouth?"

"Anyway, you've been in and out of the tiger's mouth for so many years, so it's okay to go in again."

"Comrade Wen Shaoyou!"

"Ok?"

"Oh, forget it." Lu Junqi knew that he couldn't escape, so he lay down again, staring at the car door in a daze.

Wen Shaoyou glanced at him while waiting for the red light, and smiled silently.He doesn't even know how to speak ill of people, it's really stupid to see someone who wants to slander others and praise his medical skills for the first time.

When they arrived at the hospital, before it was time to go to work, the two stood under the wall outside the hospital gate, and Lu Junqi urged Wen Shaoyou to go to work.

"You'll be late if you don't go."

"It's okay, I'm on leave. I don't have anything to do in the morning, just arrive before the afternoon meeting, and there will be no delay."

Lu Junqi expressed doubts about this: "The person who works all night every now and then tells me that there is nothing to do in the morning, do you think I will believe it?"

"It's nothing. The people in our business are basically night owls. The main purpose of the morning is to take a nap and work while fishing. Otherwise, why do we hold the meeting after the lunch break?"

Lu Junqi felt that what he said was very reasonable and shared the same feeling, but he still didn't believe it: "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure, and I didn't tell you, the task of the event has been done, and the main thing is to do the follow-up plot line, don't worry."

"When will the new level be opened?"

Wen Shaoyou took the lead in turning around and walking towards the outpatient building, and joked, "Your brain is active again at this time?"

Lu Junqi followed behind him step by step: "Hey, can't you say that?"

"Of course not."

"Tsk."

The two of them stumbled to the waiting area, and as soon as Lu Junqi sat down, he tilted his head and closed his eyes to rest.Wen Shaoyou sat beside him, lowering his head and holding a notebook to write and draw.

Unlike ordinary hospitals, there are not a lot of patients waiting in line to go to work, and the waiting area has always been quiet.It took a while to hear the sound of leather shoes stepping on the floor approaching. Wen Shaoyou raised his head and saw someone coming. He was about to say hello but was stopped.

Dr. Huo held wolfberry tea in one hand, and slapped a few lists on Lu Junqi's face with the other.

Wen Shaoyou was dumbfounded: "You are..."

Lu Junqi was taken aback. After touching the list and seeing the person in front of him clearly, he took a deep breath and told himself not to be angry, and he would be fooled when he was angry.

"Well, it seems that I have really grown up and can hold my breath, not bad."

"Are you so smart that you can prescribe a checklist without asking a doctor?"

"Are these routine checks, or did you develop new symptoms during the time you escaped multiple follow-up visits?"

"No." The guilty Lu Junqi deflated like a punctured balloon.

"Electrocardiogram?" Wen Shaoyou glanced at the top list, feeling a little strange.

Lu Junqi was still thinking about how to explain it, so Dr. Huo said with a smile: "People who are sick and take medicine all the year round will have some effects on their heart, kidneys and so on. There is nothing serious about the previous examinations, just routine examinations. Prevention first."

"Ah, yes. Thank you for taking care of Xiaoqi all these years." Wen Shaoyou stood up and bowed to Dr. Huo.

Dr. Huo waved his hand and said with a smile, "It's nothing, it's just what I do."

Lu Junqi sighed, seeing the two of them talking and laughing happily, he felt like the yellowing cabbage in the field, a bit desolate.

Dr. Huo went to the office during working hours, Lu Junqi and the others went to the self-service payment machine to pay, and then went for the examination obediently.

There are a few reports that show results immediately, and some that won't be available until the afternoon.Taking advantage of the waiting time, the two went to the hospital cafeteria to eat.

"Do you have to check on an empty stomach every time?"

"Well, we need a blood test." Lu Junqi gnawed on the steamed bun and said, "You should go back to the company later, the report won't be available until the afternoon, so it's useless for you to stay here."

Wen Shaoyou knew that what he said was reasonable, but he was still worried.

Lu Junqi knew what he was worried about, and felt a little embarrassed: "That time was an accident, really, I don't know what kind of convulsions I had that time, I haven't had that kind of convulsions in the hospital for so many years, you see I was hospitalized later. Are you okay too?"

"All right, I'll pick you up later."

"No need, you only have a little time to rest late, you'd better have a good meal, don't run away. I'll wait, just go back with Ms. Wu."

Wen Shaoyou scratched his head, a little frustrated, but still had to accept it.

"What's this for? Don't you think I've troubled you enough? Wouldn't you be happy if you didn't come to pick me up?"

"Yes, can't you?" Wen Shaoyou put down the porridge bowl and looked up at him.

"No." Lu Junqi felt a little uncomfortable, and looked away, but at this moment, the nonsense broke out, and he couldn't find a suitable one to change the subject.

Seeing his embarrassed appearance, Wen Shaoyou suddenly dissipated the irritability that had just accumulated in his heart, and returned to drinking porridge with a smile.

After eating breakfast in silence, Lu Junqi sent Wen Shaoyou away and returned to the waiting area.

There were not many people who made an appointment for registration in the morning. They sat in the waiting area with their heads bowed clearly, sending out a signal that strangers should not enter.Lu Junqi sat in an empty corner and waited silently for his number to be called.The examination can be done in advance while no one is there, but there is still a queue for consultation.

It was his turn around ten o'clock, and there was another back and forth between Dr. Huo and Dr. Huo.He seemed to sort out something, and it seemed like he couldn't solve anything.

Dr. Huo looked at him with a confused look on his face, and said with a smile: "It is said that it is rare to be confused. For you, being confused is the rarest thing. Don't always try to figure out everything. You don't have to worry about things that didn't happen. It’s not clear. Relax, continue with the previous pace of life, take care of your body first and then talk about other things, don’t worry.”

"No rush."

"I know it's hard to talk. That's it, bring the report in the afternoon, and then we'll see if we need to adjust the dosage of the medicine. You should go to rest first, and don't run into the corridor again."

"Okay, then I'll go out first."

"Well, let's go."

Lu Junqi slowly walked to the green area of ​​the hospital, wondering if he was so worrying?After fainting once in the corridor, everyone told him worriedly.He complained a few half-truths, but knew that they were concerned about him. He sighed and sat on the bench, put on the hat of the down jacket, and squinted at the gray sky.

He blew on the wind for a long time with his thoughts wandering, and when he came back to his senses, he couldn't help thinking that Dr. Huo's first fame might really have to be planted on him.Almost every time I use a different method to guide him, let him not think too much, and usually remind him, but it has no effect at all.

"Ah, it's so annoying."

Lu Junqi felt that his troubles were linked together.Originally, he was only troubled by the change in his relationship with Wen Shaoyou, but now he understands that the so-called change is just a unilateral sense of distinction that he suddenly discovered his feelings for, and his attitude is the same as before, so he just I am even more worried that I will hurt him by doing stupid things, and I also feel that the current way of getting along is a bit ambiguous, and I am afraid that it will send him the wrong signal, but I can't say it directly.

Although he didn't force himself to think of an ugly Yinmao like before, but this state is really not comfortable. He decided to listen to Dr. Huo's words, took out his mobile phone, and tried to divert his attention.

As it turns out, no.As soon as he opened the sliding screen lock, there was Wen Shaoyou's unread text message: I will wait for you to triumph together.

Lu Junqi stared at it for a long time before realizing that it was the nonsense he said in the car when he came.What kind of trouble is this man?Responding to his nonsense so seriously made him even more at a loss.