Chasing bamboo horses with games

Amid Lu Junqi's uneasiness, Wen Jing arrived as scheduled.

Needless to say, serving tea and pouring water, the trouble is after preparing the necessary things for the reception.

The two sat on the sofa, Wen Jing drank tea, Lu Junqi stared at her knees and had nothing to say.Not long after Wen Shaoyou left last night, his brother called to ask for a meeting. He had promised before, but the other party came to the door on his own initiative. Lu Junqi couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he had to agree.Since then, he has been in a state of anxiety, and the embarrassing situation at this time is not unexpected, but he is still at a loss.

Wen Jing didn't seem to be as calm as he showed, he sighed softly after drinking half a cup of tea, and opened his mouth: "Actually, I have been organizing my words since last night, but no matter how I modify it, it is still an embarrassing topic , let me just say it straight, how serious is your illness?"

This question was indeed unexpected.Lu Junqi even thought that he would ask about his relationship with Wen Shaoyou, but he didn't expect it to be so direct.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Wen Jing knew that he was trying to make things difficult for him, so he didn't rush him, but continued: "Xiao You came out to his family years ago, and we saw all the things on the Internet before, and my mother knew about it. After all, she is from the previous generation, her mind is not as open as ours, and she is scolded badly on the Internet, she was admitted to the hospital the day she found out about those things."

Speaking of this, Wen Jing suddenly had a strange expression on his face, and seeing Lu Junqi frowning at him, he hurriedly said, "Don't be nervous, she's fine, and she'll be discharged from the hospital the next day. It's just that she's old. Leaving her alone to think wildly is prone to accidents, so I just want to talk to you to understand the situation."

Only then did Lu Junqi heave a sigh of relief, but his heart was still heavy.

He said honestly: "I still can't participate in social activities. Occasionally, I can go to and from the hospital by myself. In most cases, I need someone to accompany me. The onset of bipolar disorder is also unstable. It may last for several months with only occasional ups and downs. Hospitalization may be required."

"Didn't Xiaoyou say that you are much better?"

"Well, that's just a comparison with previous years."

When he said this, Wen Jing didn't know what to say.This state can be regarded as an improvement, how bad it was a few years ago.

Wen Jing looked at Lu Junqi, who was getting more and more depressed, and the little figure that jumped into his house like a monkey when he was a child flashed past his eyes, and he didn't say anything dead: "What about you, do you want to be with Xiao You?"

Hearing the familiar question, Lu Junqi still didn't know the answer, but there was a subtle difference.

"I haven't made up my mind yet. Besides, I want to know the purpose of Brother Jing's coming here today. Is it because he wants me to drive Xiao You away?"

If Wen Jing hadn't been able to see his serious face, he would probably have mistaken him for provocation.

"I'm here to confirm my position. You are not children anymore, and you have probably thought about all the issues you should consider. Life is what you want to live, whether it is bitter or sweet, I have no right to make decisions for you If you are undecided, I will let Xiaoyou go home to live. If you also have the same intention, there must be someone who does ideological work at my mother's place."

The wrinkles between Lu Junqi's eyebrows deepened: "I'm sorry, is it really okay, auntie?"

"It doesn't matter what she is, but you can't force her to change her mind completely, can you?"

"I know."

Seeing his lack of confidence, Wen Jing lowered his head and asked, "I can understand your behavior as, do you also want to be with Xiaoyou?"

Lu Junqi still shook his head: "Brother Jing, I don't know how to express my thoughts." He paused, as if trying to organize his words, and then began to speak slowly, "I don't know if I like Xiaoyou. Still dependent, I often don't know what I think. I'm afraid that I want someone to accompany me because I finally feel lonely. Isn't that okay for everyone? If I promise him, I'm lying to him? I'm also afraid that he will finally one day It's normal to get annoyed by my moodiness, I also get more irritable when I can't control myself. The odds of recovering from bipolar are so low that if he leaves because of it, I don't even have a reason to comfort myself. What should I do? There are still many things..."

He didn't continue talking, but Wen Jing already understood.It is said that as long as there is someone in the family with a disease that persists, the whole family will have no peace, but in the end, the most uncomfortable thing is the patient. He has to bear the pain and tie the emotions of the family to his nerve endings. Tremors are no less than setting off an earthquake in the brain.

Wen Jing sighed slowly, and said: "You said that anyone is allowed because you feel lonely, so can anyone come into your house? If I wasn't Xiaoyou's brother, would you still let me in?"

Lu Junqi looked up at him, not understanding why he said this suddenly.

But Wen Jing got up at this moment and said: "Silly boy, think again. Remember to save my phone number. If you decide to be together, call me and I will arrange for you to go home to see your parents. If not, Let Xiaoyou move out as soon as possible. Indecision is not a good thing, but you can't make a rash decision on the spur of the moment. Since you haven't thought about it, then think about it carefully and give me the answer after the first month, okay?"

"Brother Jing won't stop it?"

"I said I won't interfere with you."

"But Auntie is sick from anger."

The topic turned to something that Wen Jing didn't want to mention. Seeing Lu Junqi's listless look, he had to sigh: "Let me tell you the truth, your auntie is in good health. After she heard the rumors on the Internet, give Xiaoyou called and choked up when she spoke. Xiaoyou was angry and refused to go home, so she pretended to be sick and scared us all night. When she was discharged from the hospital the next day, she took a feather duster to beat people and scolded people as soon as she got home. Come in full spirit."

He looked at Lu Junqi's tongue-tied expression, and continued, "So, don't worry about others. The key is you two. What kind of relationship is yours, and how you live your life is also your problem. It may happen after you are really together. It is also your responsibility.

"If you want to listen to my advice, I can't give it. Be realistic. Naturally, leave early and get better soon. Although my parents are in good health, they are depressed these days, and all kinds of troubles are not fake. It's not good to say Yes, if you two men are together, if something happens in the future, you will not be qualified to sign the consent form for surgery.

"However, I can't take the hardships that Xiaoyou has suffered all these years to find you as non-existent, and I haven't been cruel enough to make him give up his feelings. Besides being a son, I am also his brother. If you decide to be together Yes, that is a family, and solve any problems together. Except for death, there is no problem that cannot be solved. It just depends on whether you can face those problems together with him.

"After all, the decision is still in the hands of the two of you."

Lu Junqi listened to him quietly, rather than the embarrassment of causing trouble to others, it was more of the consciousness of being constantly rebellious.Feelings, reality, future... He has been thinking about a vague concept.If you can't figure it out, or if you can't think about it anymore, you just comfort yourself and take it one step at a time, using the excuse of letting nature take its course to escape, but ignoring the situation between them, there are never just two people.

"I will think about it carefully, and I will have a good talk with Xiaoyou again, and then I will contact Brother Jing."

"Okay, but don't worry, you take care of yourself."

"Ah."