I am the son of the leader of the martial arts alliance

The first time he heard Qiao Shifang say that he liked him, Yun Shouli could still say that he heard it wrong, that the ancients expressed friendship between friends differently from modern people.

But when Qiao Shifang expressed his thoughts again, Yun Shouli could no longer deceive himself and others. He understood what Qiao Shifang meant, and it was precisely because he understood that he felt a little ridiculous.

He has never been in a relationship. According to what his former colleagues teased him about, he probably doesn't even know whether he likes men or women.

He thinks that he does not discriminate against any kind of feelings, the feelings are his own, and no matter how many outsiders have opinions, he can't empathize with them, but if he doesn't understand, he just doesn't understand.

In his eyes, falling in love is like studying mathematics. Some people can easily get full marks in the exam, while others will fail if they try their best.Such a result sometimes has nothing to do with hard work or not, it requires talent.

He thinks that he is not talented in love, otherwise he would not have been in a relationship in his thirties in his previous life.

He is not a straight man as others say, he really just doesn't feel in love with anyone.

Don't look at him as having no talent for love, but in his heart, his requirements for love are not low at all.

Even if his parents pressed him hard, he never thought of just finding someone and getting married.He feels that doing so is not only irresponsible to himself, but also irresponsible to others.

Humans are inherently selfish animals, and when encountering problems, the first thing they think about is themselves.

If he randomly finds someone to marry, something will happen, because he has no feelings to rely on, he is not sure if he will compromise or give everything for the other party, what about the other party?He was even more uncertain.

Instead of living in uncertainty, he would rather keep waiting, waiting for the person who can make him willing to give everything.

Some people may say that he is too extreme and pursues perfection in relationships. His parents said the same thing about him in his previous life, but he doesn't want to change himself.

Everyone has their own choices about life and feelings, and he wants to be the master of his own feelings.

It is precisely because of his cautious view of feelings that he finds Qiao Shifang's sudden expression of liking ridiculous.

Qiao Shifang really likes him, is it love?Or a temptation, a momentary impulse?

He thinks that Qiao Shifang and Qiao Shifang are a normal way of getting along with friends, and apart from the time they spent together when they were young, they only got along for more than a month.

All he knew about Qiao Shifang was what Qiao Shifang was willing to let him know. He knew almost nothing about Qiao Shifang, and he had a lot of secrets about him. Qiao Shifang didn't know anything, so how could he say so easily? Are you happy with his words?

Yun Shouli looked at Qiao Shifang's more serious expression than usual. He didn't want to lose his only friend, so he could only speak out his thoughts.

"Qiao Shifang, do you understand me? What do you like about me? Can you be sure of your feelings? I don't know who you are, but judging by your appearance, you should not be a small family, and you won't understand disrespect There are three, the principle that no descendant is greater.

I know that many people in history, in many dynasties, had very bad moral integrity. They fell in love with others, married and had children at the same time, you plan to do the same?

Also, I don't think that a person with your personality can fall in love with someone in just over a month.What is your purpose, tell me, I am at your place now, you don't have to use this kind of thing to test me. "

Yun Shouli's questions followed one after another, and the wine in Qiao Shifang's hand also went glass after glass, and the wine in the small jug soon disappeared.

Only then did Qiao Shifang put down the wine glass in his hand, and said, "You think I'm testing you? How can you think I'm testing you? I've loved you for 13 years, so why would I test you?"

13 years?Yun Shouli propped his dizzy head, and wanted to shout out that it was impossible. He was only so old 13 years ago, and Qiao Shifang was only so old. Did Qiao Shifang know what liking was at that time?He didn't believe that no matter how precocious the ancients were, it was impossible for them to be so precocious.

Only Qiao Shifang continued: "I have liked you since the first time I saw you. You are like the little white cat my mother gave me. You are so obedient and cute. I am very happy when I am with you." , I wanted to take you away, but I broke my promise.

I have received all your letters, read each of them carefully, and replied to each of them, but for some reason those letters have never been delivered to you.

If I can't be with you, I will send someone to guard you.I practice martial arts desperately, thinking that one day I will become very powerful, and I will pick you up in person.

When I was finally able to pick you up, I didn't dare.Later I heard that you might be in danger when you went to Huzhou, so I couldn't hold back and went to find you.At that time, I really just wanted to see you. If you were not in danger, I would leave.

I have someone to miss, who is far away from me.If you don't see it, you will only miss it. When you see it, you will know that people are not enough.After taking the first step, I want to take the second step, and the third step, and I can't stop at all. "

Yun Shouli felt that Qiao Shifang's words were like a heavy hammer, which made him dizzy. The other party's words made him understand some things, but also confused him.

He knew why the other party knew many things about Qiao Shifang. It turned out that the other party had been paying attention to him for so many years, and he also knew why this person took good care of him along the way. Have different feelings for him.

It would be a lie to say that he was not moved. For so many years, he always thought that he was alone. When he died, he would be silent and no one would care.

Now someone says he cares about him and everything about him, how can it not be moving.

But if he was moved, he still couldn't understand Qiao Shifang's feelings for him. Just because of a little liking for his friends when he was a child, can a person fall in love with someone crazily for more than ten years?

He really doesn't understand.Moreover, he himself has no other feelings for Qiao Shifang other than friendship, so he cannot accept the other party's confession.

"I..." Yun Shouli was about to say something, but Qiao Shifang interrupted him very impolitely for the first time: "Little cat, I have two names, one is Qiao, and the other is Shifang, which was given to me by my mother." My name. Therefore, in the world of ten directions, all sentient beings, my mother hoped that I would understand what is sentient beings.

My other name is Mu Yi, Yi, Yue Ye.It is the name my father gave me, and I hope I can be happy.

But what is emotion and what is happiness, I didn't understand until I was ten years old.

Even if my dearest relative dies, I still can't understand it, and I can't shed a single tear in front of her tombstone.

Everyone said mine was a cold-blooded person, doomed to kill and kill all my life, until I met you.

The first time I held you in my arms, you said that my arms were very warm, and I also felt that you were very warm, a kind of warmth that I had never felt spiritually.

The time when I was with you when I was a child was the most comfortable time in my life.

It's a pity that I was too young at that time, and I didn't understand what you meant to me. I just wanted to take you away naively, but I didn't succeed in the end.

The parting came too fast, suddenly something happened in Luoshu Pavilion, I was taken away by Luo Ziyou, I didn't expect to be separated from you for 13 years after I left.

At that time, I came out of Luoshu Pavilion to find you, but my father was seriously ill, and I wanted to help my brother stabilize the court.

When I was 21 years old, when I was going to look for you, I got the news that you were seriously ill because of blood.

At that time, I had just carried out a killing, my body was covered in blood, and the enemy's corpse was under my feet. Can you understand my mood?How dare a person like me with blood on my hands go to you!

Maybe it's God's will, I'm destined not to provoke you.

But people are so selfish sometimes, knowing that they should let go, but they are not reconciled.Two years later, I heard that you were in danger, so I found a reason to save you, thinking of going to see you, and telling myself that maybe I would give up if I saw you.

However, when I hug you again, there is no one or anything that can replace that kind of joy.So I accidentally decided to take you to the barren state, to Zhenguan City.

Facts have proved that delusion is delusion, how can it come true, you still have to leave, and I shouldn't have feelings. "

Having said that, Qiao Shifang got up, walked up to Yun Shouli, and stretched out his hand to hug him, but in the end he just patted Yun Shouli's head.

Looking at the tired and confused person, he continued, "Stay out of the world, neither joy nor worry. This is the origin of the name Wuyoujiu. Do you know why he is called this name?

It was originally a famous wine produced in Lingzhou, but due to the complicated process and the consumption of precious materials, very few of them were successfully brewed.

And because it is mellow, soft and has certain benefits to the body, it is a rare fine wine, so Wuyou wine was designated as a tribute exclusively for the royal family after the father came to the throne.

But what few people know is that after drinking it, combined with a royal secret medicine, the drinker will forget everything after drinking when he wakes up the next day. "

Yun Shouli tried his best to open his eyes that were almost closed, trying to wake himself up, and asked in shock: "You gave me alcohol and drugged me? Then why are you confessing to me? I'll tell you tomorrow." Just forget, what are you tossing about?"

He really felt that Qiao Shifang was unreasonable. After dumping so many amazing news on him, he didn't give him a time to react at all. He made him drink alcohol and drug him. Is it just a joke?

"Yeah! What am I tossing about? I also want to know! Kitten, I really like you. I know you will leave after all, and I am not willing to let you go casually, and I don't want you to be frightened and have no freedom.

What you want most is to live freely and safely, so I only make it difficult for you this time, and I just want you to know my heart.

Don't worry, don't make things difficult for us, our future relationship will be just as you expected, just good friends.

My willfulness only exists tonight, and there will be no more in the future.Thank you, kitty, thank you for being willing to come with me to the barren state, and let me have a good memory. "

Before losing consciousness, Yun Shouli just wanted to swear in his heart, Qiao Shifang, Qiao Shifang, it’s usually so hard for you to talk, but now you drug me, but you can’t stop talking, if you have the ability, let me wake you up Say it again!

Qiao Shifang, or should be called Mu Yi, saw that Yun Shouli was completely drunk, and carefully supported the other party's chin to prevent the other party from knocking on the table. Feeling the touch in his hand, he unconsciously rubbed it twice with his fingers. , Suddenly realized that this was wrong, sighed, picked up the other party, walked indoors, and put him on the bed.

He helped Yun Shouli take off his shoes and coat, fetched water himself, and scrubbed him. After finishing all this, he sat by the bed, looked at the sleeping man, and said softly, "Go to sleep, Good night."

When Yun Shouli woke up, it was already high in the sun, and he felt that he slept really comfortably.

After arriving in the barren state, he felt at ease, and he slowly developed the little habits of his previous life, such as getting up every day, he would have a short period of confusion, not knowing where he was.

When the confusion passed, everything that happened last night flooded into his mind.

Qiao Shifang confessed to him last night!Also said a lot of words, a huge amount of information.But, didn't you say that you drugged him?

Doesn't it mean that he won't remember anything?What is going on now?

Could it be that Qiao Shifang lied to him, or was unwilling to be forgotten, and gave him the antidote?

Are you so capricious?Could it be that Qiao Shifang has changed from the image of the Sand Sculpture Overlord in language since he was a child to the current one in action?

Yun Shouli didn't understand what happened, but he didn't want to go out for the time being. He hadn't figured out how to face Qiao Shifang, and he would definitely be embarrassed after meeting him.

With the idea that being able to hide for a while is a moment, and being able to delay for a while is a while, he made up his mind that he would not go out until he had figured out how to face Qiao Shifang.

It's a pity that things backfired. Just as he was thinking about not going out, Steward He's voice came from outside: "Master Yun, are you awake? It's almost noon, you haven't eaten breakfast, you can't even eat lunch, it's harmful to your body not good."

Facing anyone who is old enough to be his grandfather's housekeeper in this era, Yun Shouli can't be rude to the other party, and can only be honest in the face of the other party's earnestness.