As soon as I got home, I saw Zha Gong pretending to be a white lotus

Pseudo-perfunctory rhetoric.

Shengyi is still busy. Although the bid failed, there are still some things that need to be finished.He looked up from the folder, picked up his phone and looked at the time, "Why don't you leave so late?"

Then his eyes swept over the table, saw Li Rui's resignation letter, and raised his eyebrows kindly, "Li Rui, you realized such a result after an afternoon of enlightenment, or do you think that I even resigned a letter?" Are you unable to get the letter out?"

His tone didn't fluctuate much, and he was exhausted from lack of sleep, "Take the things back, if you feel wronged, go and cry, don't bother me at this time."

Li Rui hesitated to speak.

He turned around silently, and when he was about to go out, he kindly stopped him, "Have you eaten yet?"

Li Rui: "No."

"Buy two meals and come back."

Shengyi's taste has always been very fixed. The beef noodle restaurant opposite the office building has bought it for Li Rui once since he came to the company, and has been eating it until now.

Braised beef noodles with a side of beef.

Li Rui ordered two. Not long after he sat down, the phone rang.

Seeing the caller ID, he walked out of the noodle shop, took a deep breath and connected, "Mom, what's wrong?"

Weeping came from the phone, intermittently, like a thin wire rope strangling my heart, and the unstoppable pain slowly spread up.

His soothing words on the other end were pale: "I will find a way, and it will be fine."

His father's illness can no longer be delayed, but what about the money?

At the beginning of the bidding, the rival company was bound to win. I don’t know where I learned about his father’s illness. I thought he would be a breakthrough, so I offered generous conditions. Not only did I give money, but I also promised to accept him after the event was completed. Provide a job opportunity to the next level.

Li Rui refused without even thinking about it.

However, the reality is not a small game played by children. Sometimes a righteous choice does not get a bright reward that matches it. On the contrary, the upcoming result is likely to be worse than a despicable betrayal.

He even began to waver, if he had known that this project would be in his hands sooner or later, would he have made the same choice.

At least that way, under the gossip, he can still accept what he deserves.

His ecstasy lasted until Sheng Yi finished his meal, and the noodles in front of him didn't even move a few times.

Sheng Yi should have heard the chat in the tea room, he put down his chopsticks, and lit a cigarette, "Being angry is punishing yourself with other people's mistakes, it's not worth it."

Li Rui: "No."

He dragged the ashtray with good intentions, and the ash fell off, "You are not in the right state recently, something at home?"

He shook his head, "No."

Sheng Yi lowered her eyelashes, didn't delve into it any further, and said in a very light tone, "My parents didn't exist when I was a sophomore in college. They were in a car accident."

He looked at the yellowish color of the cigarette butt, "Beibei has a congenital heart disease. She has been in a coma since hearing the news. It was almost brought back from the gate of hell by a doctor. When the condition was recurrent and the most serious, I needed to stay in bed. I was at school during the day and at night. Going to the hospital, after Beibei was hospitalized, the family savings were seven or eighty-eight eighty-eight, and the hospitalization fee seemed to be unable to pay, so I sold the house left by my parents, and used the money to treat Beibei's illness, and started an internship. I worked hard in a big company, and I know how to drink water. During this period, Beibei's condition deteriorated once, and she was hospitalized again. Fortunately, Wen Ran helped me take care of Beibei at that time, and then I jumped out with Yuan Xi to work alone. After a good night’s sleep and telling myself that I can’t fail, the result is a long period of mental anxiety. It seems normal now, but if something goes wrong, you will suffer from insomnia when you are nervous. You see, everyone has had a difficult past. Can survive The past is naturally good, if you can't hold on, just say it, there is nothing shameful."

He knew that Shengyi had a younger sister who was in poor health and recuperated from illness all the year round, but what he didn't know before was that what he experienced, Shengyi had experienced, and even experienced more.

After the conversation that night, Li Rui found that there was a sum of money in his account, which was enough for him to meet his urgent needs.

The money was sent from a personal account of kindness.

He wanted to say thank you, but didn't say it.

During the period when he took his father to the hospital here for treatment, Cheng Yi basically turned a blind eye to his late arrival and early departure.

One morning, when Li Rui came back from a week's leave, he knocked on the door of Shengyi's office and delivered the documents.

Sheng Yi seemed to see the reason from his haggard face, sighed, patted his shoulder, and said, "My condolences."

Having kept silent all this time, waiting in silence, Li Rui was overwhelmed by the surging emotions. He didn't even say hello, and quickly turned and left.

He originally thought that after going through this incident, there would be no other reason to prompt him to leave here.

On a certain occasion, after drinking for three rounds, his face was slightly drunk, and he couldn't hold back his words, and was so drunk that he was dead.

The driver drove them home, and he sat in the back row with good intentions, and suddenly realized that this was the feeling of being surrounded by this person in his arms.

For some reason, an inexplicable idea in my heart took root and sprouted, and it grew vigorously day and night, filling my heart, and I couldn't let go of anything else.

Later, when he was on a business trip, and there was another drinking party, he helped Sheng Yi hold back the wine, but the other party looked at him with a puzzled look: "You can't drink it like I do, what can you do?"

Li Rui was pulled by that thought, paused for the hand blocking him, and withdrew.

There was constant chatter at the wine table.

Li Rui looked at Shengyi's wine glass as it was empty and full again, and wanted to see him get drunk, but he didn't want him to be really drunk.

Afterwards, both he and Shengyi were drunk, and he helped Shengyi back to the hotel room.

The lights came on one by one, and he turned them off one by one, leaving only the bedside lamp in the room, lying on the bed without any warning.

Jiu Zhuang was cowardly, if he was still sober, he would never have dared to put his hand on his face, and even touched it twice.

The touch of the hands was different from the tenderness of a girl, but it felt surprisingly good. The smoothness of the skin greatly stimulated Li Rui's drunken nerves.

He leaned over and kissed the kind face.

My heart is still clamoring.

Reason pulls back and forth.

Yan Shengyi was awakened in the end. When he was drunk, he usually reacted a little slower and looked forward with a little ignorance.

Since then, all the rational thoughts in Li Rui's head have disappeared.

He pressed the shoulder of kindness, and kissed the lips that were close at hand.

Then he encountered fierce resistance, and after breaking away kindly, his body paralyzed by alcohol stumbled and ran to the bathroom in a panic, and soon Li Rui heard the sound of vomiting one after another.

He walked out of the room silently, closed the door, leaned against the wall and covered his face in frustration.While sober from alcohol, he understood that Shengyi's coveting of the same sex was completely unacceptable, and the degree of resistance was far more intense than he imagined.

If you drink it with kindness, you won't be impressed.

So the next day he was hungover and had a stomachache. Although he doubted what happened last night, he was still not sure.

It's just that since then, he has always alienated Li Rui.

Li Rui was left out in the cold for a while, until finally he put the resignation letter on the table again, the other party was startled and asked him the reason.

Having experienced the trials and tribulations of the world, Li Rui is much smoother than before.

Only this time, he still said it almost out of anger, "Mr. Yan, I'm going to climb high."

He even disclosed the name of the other party's company and the position communicated to him.

He almost said, I want you to stay, as long as you say a word, even if you frown, I won't go anywhere.

But he smiled kindly and said, "Congratulations."

On the last day of resignation, after handing over the matter at hand, Li Rui politely declined the farewell banquet for his colleagues, and walked downstairs to the parking lot with the cardboard box in his arms.

He put the suitcase into the trunk, and suddenly heard a familiar voice: "Have a meal before leaving."

Kindly treat him to a farewell meal at that beef noodle restaurant.

While waiting for a meeting, he was like an old father sending his baby to school, smiling and chattering endlessly, saying that he is the best intern he has ever taken care of, he is down-to-earth and capable, and he is thoughtful, so he can boast a little bit about him over and over.

Li Rui watched him speak, but felt bitter in his heart.

He interrupted Yan's kind parting words, and after a period of ups and downs in his emotions, he revealed a rare calmness: "Brother Yan, I can't return that money to you for the time being."

Sheng Yi didn't expect him to stay silent for a long time, and the first thing he said was not to complain to him, but this, he waved his hand: "It's okay, anyway, I don't wait for money, so I'm not in a hurry."

In fact, Li Rui has already saved enough money after commissioning several projects.

He delayed paying back the money because he wanted to give each other a bond so that they would not really break up in the future.

He looked at Shengyi's chattering mouth again, and thought in his heart: Thank you, Thank you.Thank you for keeping me going when I questioned the justice of this world and my own choices.

A gust of cold wind blew away the strong fragrance of osmanthus, pulling Li Rui back from his thoughts.

He looked down at the cigarette that was about to burn between his fingers, threw it on the ground and stomped it out.

Looking up again, the lights in 1201 dimmed.

Li Rui brushed off the osmanthus petals on the windbreaker and walked towards the parking lot.

24. Chapter 24

Jing Chi has suffered from severe insomnia recently. He can't sleep at night and can't get up during the day. His biological clock is completely reversed.

He has been diving in the insomnia bar for more than a month, summed up all kinds of weird sleeping positions, and is experimenting one by one.

As the sky gradually darkened, he drew the curtains tightly, and the room was pitch black, almost to the point where he couldn't see his fingers. He crawled into the bed in the dark to get sleepy, and just as he was about to fall asleep, he heard the phone ringing.

Jing Chi rolled a circle on the quilt before answering the phone: "Hello."

"Hello, there are shops in the city center here, sir, do you want to consider..."

Jing Chi hung up the call directly, and he returned to his phone