As soon as I got home, I saw Zha Gong pretending to be a white lotus

Looking up, although there are sporadic smiles in his eyes, there is a bit of charming aura around him.

Li Rui said, "He is Song Qinyi."

Looking at the photo, Luo Yizhou was stunned for a long time.

25. Chapter 25

The only difference between him and the person in this photo may be that Song Qinyi's hair at that time was slightly shorter, which could not cover the smooth forehead below.

Li Rui didn't speak anymore, his eyes just stopped on his face.In the test just now, he mentioned Chi Wenran, but if the other party was really Song Qinyi, how could he be indifferent to this name and didn't respond at all.

He still has many doubts, the most doubtful of which is why Sheng Yi can live in harmony with Luo Yizhou who has such a face.

The night was thick, and the moon did not even show a small crack throughout the night, and the wind blew on his face with a cool feeling.

Jing Chi returned to the residence, took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, and walked to the window to smoke.

His eyes lingered on the viaduct, and after an unknown amount of time, the phone rang.

Luo Yizhou's voice was indistinct after being drunk, "Are you asleep?"

Jing Chi sat on the sofa, dusted off the cigarette ash, and said in a flat voice, "No, I just got home."

Luo Yizhou seemed to be very drunk, and after a long while, he just read his name gently, "Best wishes."

Jing Chi has experienced this kind of state before, like a fire in his heart that is burning endlessly, and it can't be put out no matter what, until it burns to the end, there is only a mass of ashes left, and the empty heart will not die because it is no longer burdened. I feel the slightest relaxation, but in the boundless margin, there is a desolate desolation.

At such a moment, he would really want to talk to someone, but the second he opened his mouth, he found that he didn't know what to say.

Listening to the sound of breathing on the other end of the phone, Cheng Yi clenched her heart, "I'm listening."

He heard a moment of hesitation on the other side, and his breathing was heavy.

Luo Yizhou curled up in an unknown place, with a tepid and tangled voice tainted by alcohol, he said in a muffled voice: "Actually, I have known for a long time that people like me will never be liked by others."

Jing Chi glanced at the incoming call screen, and it was indeed Luo Yizhou, that's right, his tone was a pity for himself.

Who else could make him so sad?Only Ruan Baoer who made him a spare tire for three years.

Jing Chi covered his eyes.

There are many things he wants to say, such as: "Why are you so crazy."

"If people only live in the past, they will be finished."

"You can't just have Ruan Baoer in your life."

"You're being self-indulgent, you know?"

But he didn't say a word. These words were too hurtful.

Jing Chi watched the fireworks go off, and began to recall how Luo Yizhou fell in love with Ruan Baoer.

According to the plot line of the TV series, when Luo Xiwen died unexpectedly, Luo Yizhou was nine years old, and his impression of his biological father will always remain when Luo Xiwen hugged him and wrote his name.

Luo Xiwen wrote on the paper: "Xiaozhou, Nanfeng knows what I want, blowing dreams to Xizhou."

Luo Xiwen never came back after that.

Before Su Ran remarried, he was the only one in the family, and the only person he could talk to after school was probably his neighbor's sister, Ruan Baoer.

That was the only ray of light in his growth from childhood to adolescence.

Later, Su Ran remarried, and his stepfather was an upright and talkative person. In this combined family, he got a younger sister who was not related by blood. This younger sister was unconditionally happy and optimistic.In this house, everyone except him is smiling.

He has always been a gentle and good boy in front of people. Thanks to this handsome appearance, no one will know that deep in his heart, there is a demon roaring day and night.

Gradually, he discovered the dark side of his character, the unsteady mind when he was young, and stimulated by the increasing desire for blood, he was shocked and self-loathing.

The bipolar soul was placed in a container, and the extreme mental division made him doubt himself for a while. After his stepfather discovered his abnormality, he counseled him and took him to see a psychologist. The disguise in front of others continued, and his heart Breeding nutrients in the dark, malicious expansion, never ending.

He bought a rabbit and raised it from the time when the rabbit was as big as a palm. When the rabbit felt close to him like a friend, he took the rabbit to the woods behind the house, tied its hands and feet with rope, and kept it together for a long time. A little bit of dismemberment.

The blood was flowing, soaking into the dirt, and the throbbing muscles reminded him that the rabbit was alive.

When he looked at the rabbit's eyes, his indifferent eyes could be reflected from the rabbit's pupils that seemed to be shining with water. After the great pleasure, the gradual self-loathing struck again.

He put down the knife, and stroked the rabbit's lips with his bloody hand.He fed it carrots himself, and he killed it himself.

He repeated in his heart time and time again that he was not a normal person, but a pervert, a lunatic, a mentally disabled person, a soul with nowhere to rest under his skin, and a monster that would never be accepted by others.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard footsteps behind him.Even if you pass by in a sea of ​​people, you can recognize whose footsteps it is.

Luo Yizhou didn't look back, but his footsteps paused for a while. After seeing what he had done, he took a deep breath, walked over quickly, and hugged him tightly from behind.

He was once accepted by someone, and that person told him, "You are just sick, and people will always be sick. Some people are sick physically, and some people are sick in their hearts."

For this person, he once tried to be a normal person, actively receiving treatment, and sinking the unknown secrets in his heart into the sea.The isolated island in my heart is trying to build a bridge across the sea and get closer to the mainland.

But he is very clear that he is an active volcano that may erupt at any time, he approaches but dare not touch it, beside Ruan Baoer, he always looks like an ignorant brother next door, watching her and the scumbag flirting with each other.

If there is no light, you don't know you are in darkness.He was once infinitely close to the light.

Only in the end, it was all lost.

Jing Chi leaned on the sofa, gradually fell asleep under the long silence on the other end of the phone, and heard Luo Yizhou's vague voice in a daze.

His voice was shallow, as if he noticed that Jing Chi was about to fall asleep: "Today, I saw something."

Jing Chi, "Huh?"

"My heart," he said.

Jing Chi hummed, thinking, talking crazy again.Isn't your heart already buried with Ruan Bao'er?

Afterwards, sleepiness started to set in, Jing Chi hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, he couldn't bear to have a sweet sleep, hugged the sofa cushions, and vaguely heard Luo Yizhou's last words: "Xing Yi, do you still remember Chi Wenran? "

Jing Chi said vaguely, "Huh?"

He had never heard the name.

It seems that this character has not been mentioned in the TV series. Since there is no role in the show, I am afraid it will not be an important role.

After a long time of no response, Luo Yizhou hung up the call.

After nearly two months of hard work, the short drama filmed by the photography club has reached the post-production stage. Most of the editing work is done by Mingmei. The members of the club have a strong mother filter, and every second of editing is distressing.

They gathered at the coffee shop near the school on weekends, and it has been a month since Luo Yizhou and Jing Chi appeared together last time.

Lin Xiaochen asked Jing Chi on WeChat almost every day what happened to him and Luo Yizhou.

Jing Chi: "What can I do, I'm not very familiar with you, okay?"

Lin Xiaochen: "Oh, okay."

Originally sitting opposite, Lin Xiaochen asked him on WeChat: "Just now Luo Yizhou asked me if the club activities are over, he is coming now, I asked him to come? No problem?"

When Luo Yizhou came in, the girls sitting in the corner of the coffee shop, who were still chirping and chatting, fell silent one after another. They pulled the cuffs of the other one by one, and gradually focused their eyes on him.

Ever since Lin Xiaochen guessed that Luo Yizhou was going to open a room last time, every time he saw him, he would ask, "Are you alone?"

Luo Yizhou nodded calmly, "Yes."

Lin Xiaochen pushed the ordered coffee over, "I just ordered it."

However, Luo Yizhou did not take his seat, he walked up to Jing Chi.

Ji Jingchi caught a glimpse of him walking towards him, and before he had time to say a few words, Luo Yizhou reached out and put his hand on the back of Jingchi's.

The bite marks on his left hand have completely faded away, and only a little invisible mark remains of the burn.

Luo Yizhou's voice rang in Jing Chi's ear: "Come out with me."

While speaking, the breath caressed his ears, and Jing Chi almost lost his grip on his coffee cup.

He followed Luo Yizhou, one after the other, to the glass greenhouse behind the cafe.

The flower house is built on a lawn, like a crystal house described in a fairy tale. Since winter, the grass is green and yellow, and the dream is bleak.

He stood still in front of the greenhouse, and asked Luo Yizhou suspiciously: "What do you have to say here?"

When Luo Yizhou came, he kept his head down, his slightly long hair hanging in front of his eyebrows, his expression was unclear, hearing his voice, it was like he had just had a dream that was thought to be long but was actually short, and now he woke up from the dream , the clarity in the eyes is better than before.

Jing Chi thought he was going to say something, but no, he just looked at him.

That look is too complicated, I really can't tell what it means.

Jing Chi wanted to leave subconsciously, but was suddenly grabbed by his arm.

Before the next one raised his head, the oncoming breath hit the tip of his nose.

Jing Chi's eyes were wide open, and his mouth could not be closed in shock, so that the kiss was so unimpeded that they entangled each other.

He couldn't believe it, but everything in front of him was actually happening.

Ji Jingchi's brain was buzzing non-stop.

He followed Luo at a loss