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Antidepressants?Why did he suffer so much for the past ten years! "

Qin Chuan didn't answer. He didn't have the courage. When Zhuo Yu's father found him, he hoped that he could cure Zhuo Yu.

He clearly knew that homosexuality was not a disease, but he still agreed. For the huge treatment fee, he used all the means he knew to treat Zhuo Yu, denying that Zhuo Yu liked men.

But Zhuo Yu was too stubborn. After three years in the mental hospital, Zhuo Yu insisted that there was nothing wrong with his liking, repeating the words "Brother Tong" over and over again.

So he only changed the method to blur Zhuo Yu's memory, making him forget about "Brother Tong" and that person. This method continued for another three years.

For six full years, he witnessed with his own eyes that Zhuo Yu gradually forgot about that person and returned to normal, but he also developed another disease, irritable, irritable, and paranoid. hurt oneself.

Qin Chuan clenched his hands and said tremblingly, "Don't, stimulate him."

Jiang Tong was speechless, just staring at Qin Chuan. He felt it on Zhuo Yu's birthday, so he didn't resist, for fear of further stimulating Zhuo Yu.

But he was not sure at that time, and now it seems that it was a side effect left by Zhuo Yu after being treated, and he could not control his emotional behavior.

"He'll hurt himself."

Jiang Tong frowned, and he didn't find any scars in the several close contacts with Zhuo Yu.

"thigh."

Jiang Tong didn't speak, recalling the few times he touched Zhuo Yu, he hugged him from behind. He didn't have a chance to see him, or Zhuo Yu didn't want him to see him at all.

His face darkened, Jiang Tong's eyes changed when he looked at Qin Chuan again, and Qin Chuan did not avoid it.

Perhaps this is the retribution he should have, knowing that everything he did would hurt Zhuo Yu, but he still did it for money.

He looked straight into Jiang Tong's eyes, and didn't back down from fear, on the contrary he felt relieved.Guilt will not fade with the passage of time, on the contrary, it will intensify, and only repayment can be calm.

Jiang Tong also realized Qin Chuan's thoughts, lit a cigarette and stood up indifferently.

Revenge on a person does not necessarily mean leaving an indelible wound on him, because after a long time, the scar will heal and it will no longer hurt.

But if you stick a knife in your heart, every beat is a tear that cannot be healed.

Jiang Tong smoked quietly, before it was burned out at his feet, leaving the room without leaving a word or unnecessary movement, under Qin Chuan's gaze.

After closing the door, Jiang Tong lit one again, abandoned the elevator and walked down the corridor step by step. He was enduring, and he must endure, and returned to the car with his red and swollen hands hanging down after punching the wall.

In the car not far away, Qi Ge rolled down the window and watched Jiang Tong's car go away, with a smile in his eyes under the lens, "As expected of a mad dog."

"Do you want to go up and have a look? What if someone dies?"

"He's not that stupid, find someone to keep an eye on Qin Chuan, and don't let him call the police."

15. Yes

It was just noon when Jiang Tong arrived home, and he heard the noise of fighting inside at the door, Jiang Tong quickly opened the door and went in, without even changing his shoes, tied up Zhuo Yu who was riding on Feng Yi, and hugged him.

"Xiaoyu!"

Zhuo Yu was clearly out of control as before, grabbing Jiang Tong's collar and questioning, "Who is he?! Why did he have your house key! He waited for you here all night?!"

Jiang Tong glanced at Feng Yi who got up from the ground, he seemed to be beaten badly, there was blood on the corner of his mouth, and his cheekbones were swollen.

Jiang Tong took a deep breath, held Zhuo Yu's face and explained seriously, "He is Feng Yi, a doctor. He gave me the medicine you asked me for. He is not gay."

Zhuo Yu didn't listen at all, and didn't believe it, he stared at Jiang Tong fiercely, his hands holding the collar kept tightening, trying hard to restrain himself.

Jiang Tong could understand, and clasped the back of Zhuo Yu's head and pressed it on his shoulder, "I am yours and no one can take it away. Believe me, Xiao Yu, Brother Tong will not let go this time."

Jiang Tong's words brought Zhuo Yu a certain degree of comfort, but it was not enough to calm down the fury in his heart. He broke away from Jiang Tong violently, punched him with a fist, and then threw Jiang Tong to the ground. Feng Yi hugged him from behind before falling down, and a needle was inserted into the blood vessel just like that.

"Feng Yi!"

Jiang Tong angrily pushed Feng Yi away, pulled out the needle and hugged Zhuo Yu who had calmed down, his pupils were bloodshot and scary.

Feng Yi clicked his tongue, "Damn! Treat him like a donkey with good intentions! Do you think he can calm down in that crazy state just because of your few words?"

Jiang Tong knew it was impossible, and also knew that he was impulsive. He withdrew his gaze, picked up the unconscious Zhuo Yu and put him on the sofa, turned around and reached out to Feng Yi, "The key."

Feng Yi wiped the corner of his mouth and sneered, "Jiang Tong, what do you mean?"

"The key!" Jiang Tong repeated, because he didn't think carefully, and he didn't want Zhuo Yu to misunderstand him a second time.

Feng Yi really laughed, pointing to the person on the sofa and asked, "Just because of a mental illness!?"

"Me too."

"Then you are really a match made in heaven! Jiang Tong! You fucking don't understand until now, you have already missed it!

ten years!Your so-called love has long since changed in nature. You are no longer simply fond of him, but the guilt that has tortured you for ten years!You don't love him anymore! "

"I love him! Ten years ago and ten years later! As long as I live, I will love him! I have let go once, this time I will not let go, unless I die!"

Feng Yi grabbed his hair irritably, turned his back to Jiang Tong, and immediately turned back to question Jiang Tong, "Then have you thought about it! You hold on to him now, let him ignite hope again! Wait for you to die What did you ask him to do that day?!

Crazy again?Crazier than you? !Jiang Tong!I beg you to wake up!You don't have the life to accompany him through this life, so don't pester him like crazy! "

Feng Yi's words were like a basin of ice water being poured down, which made Jiang Tong sober, and he was dumbfounded on the spot, not knowing how to react.

Zhuo Yu is only 28 years old, and he still has a long life to go.But he doesn't have so much time, he can't accompany Zhuo Yu to complete the journey of life, he can't leave Zhuo Yu alone!

Jiang Tong was confused at this moment, he opened his mouth and muttered for a while, he shouldn't pester Zhuo Yu, he can't pester Zhuo Yu.

He has ruined Zhuo Yu's ten years, he can't ruin Zhuo Yu's life, no!Can't!

Seeing Jiang Tong's painful and ferocious appearance, Feng Yi also felt uncomfortable, he took the spare key off the key chain and put it on the coffee table, "Think about it yourself, I put the medicine in the drawer, and I added a bottle of calming one, he You can also eat."

Feng Yi didn't know if Jiang Tong could hear what he said, but right now he really shouldn't get involved too much, after all, it was Jiang Tong's private matter and had nothing to do with him.

The door was closed, and Jiang Tong also fell to the ground in embarrassment. He finally made up his mind to be with Zhuo Yu desperately, but within a day's effort, there was nothing left.

He smiled, full of helplessness, and couldn't help but think about what wrong things he did in his previous life to have such a life, and how to repay the mistakes he made in this life in the next life.

Maybe he shouldn't expect an afterlife, and he doesn't want any afterlife.

Turning his head to look at the balcony, the thought of jumping up came again, maybe just like his birth, his life was a mistake, it was wrong from the beginning, and it should not continue to make mistakes.

Jiang Tong got up on the floor and walked to the balcony step by step. Even if Zhuo Yu hated him, he could still live for a few more years, but Zhuo Yu's love for him was too heavy. He owed Zhuo Yu for ten years. Ten years, I don't want to owe another decades!

Standing on the balcony, Jiang Tong turned around and glanced at the person on the sofa. He couldn't pay back the burden of ten years. The only thing he could pay back was this, and ended his wrong life in this way.

Turning around, Jiang Tong supported the guardrail with both hands, and when he leaped vigorously, there was a pleasant bell sound from behind, which was soft and comfortable.

Jiang Tong paused, his tensed muscles instantly calmed down, he turned around and went back to the room to find the source of the music.

It was Zhuo Yu's cell phone, Jiang Tong took it out, and the name "Lin Mo" danced along with the music on the screen.

Lin Mo...is a girl's name, and Jiang Tong easily thought of Zhuo Yu's fiancée, but he didn't answer it, and as a third party, he shouldn't answer the call either.

Putting it aside, the ringing of the phone next to his ear calmed Jiang Tong a lot, and he sat on the ground unknowingly.

He looked at the people on the sofa, thought of what Qin Chuan said, moved his eyes, and stood up accordingly.

Unbuttoning Zhuo Yu's trousers and taking them down, Jiang Tong found the wound Qin Chuan said was densely packed with old and new ones. Because the wound was not deep, it could not be felt at all after healing, leaving only some light-colored marks.

Jiang Tong also found a brand new wound on those wounds, a slender one with a bright color, not more than two days old.

He didn't dare to touch it, fearing that Zhuo Yu who was in a coma would notice, get angry with him, and lose control again.

He could only carefully pull up and fasten Zhuo Yu's trousers, picked up the phone that rang many times and pressed the answer button.

A worried female voice came from the phone, asking, "Where have you been? Why did you answer the phone? I'm dying of panic."

"I'm sorry, Zhuo Yu felt a little uncomfortable. He took a tranquilizer before falling asleep."

After hesitating for a long time over there, an uncertain question came, "Are you?"

Jiang Tong pursed her lips, not knowing what to say for a while, friend?Or an old classmate from the past?

It seemed that no answer was right, so he simply didn't answer, and said to the phone: "If it's convenient, please come and pick him up."

"it is good."

After reporting the address, Jiang Tong hung up the phone, sat back on the ground, Jiang Tong lit a cigarette, tried to calm down, and fell asleep unknowingly after putting out the cigarette butt.

He dreamed again, in the dream he went to a pure