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Kicking the man to the ground, he himself took half a step back due to inertia.

After standing firmly and meeting the other three men, Jiang Tong took some strength to knock them all down. He wanted to ask why he did it, but a black sports car rushed over with a bang.

Jiang Tong remembered the license plate, and it was the culprit who splashed water all over his body last night. He was thinking of cleaning it up together, but when the people in the car got off, Jiang Tong forgot everything, and stood there dumbly, with eyes in his eyes. Only the tall man remained.

The man was very tall, 1.8 meters by 1.9, nearly [-] meters, wearing a long black windbreaker, short hair, handsome and handsome, but lost the gentleness of many years ago, leaving only the indifference he had never seen before .

Jiang Tong didn't speak, let alone call that person's name, he knew very well that he had already lost his qualifications.

He watched the man approach step by step, ignoring the syringe in the man's hand, only the gentle boy from ten years ago remained in his mind.

The first semester of the second year of high school with Zhuo Yu happened to be November, and the temperature suddenly dropped to only a few degrees. Zhuo Yu got a bad cold and asked for leave to go to the hospital. He also happened to skip class to study his sexuality.

Coming out of the Internet cafe, he saw Zhuo Yu coming out of the outpatient clinic, holding a lot of cold medicine in his hands, wearing thick and fat clothes, like a fleshy caterpillar.

He laughed again, and stepped forward to block Zhuo Yu's way. At that time, Zhuo Yu was afraid of him because of the influence of the shower room. When he saw him, he made a detour and ran like a fool.

As soon as he saw Zhuo Yu running, he chased him without thinking, caught him and pressed him against the wall and kissed him. At that time, Zhuo Yu was half a head shorter than him, and his strength was still weak. No, she was pressed against the wall and kissed for a long time, tears fell down.

"What? I kiss you, you are at a disadvantage?"

He remembered what he said at the time, Zhuo Yu was very aggrieved, kept rubbing his lips, and shouted at him, "I'm a man!"

"What about men? Except you can't have children, you can go to bed with kisses!"

After finishing speaking, he dragged Zhuo Yu into the Internet cafe and opened a private room for two, and forced Zhuo Yu to watch the videos for a while, and afterwards he said, "Kiss, go to bed, nothing wrong!"

It was Zhuo Yu's first encounter with homosexuality, and he couldn't accept it. He ran away crying while holding the antipyretics he bought. He didn't know why he followed, but he followed behind Zhuo Yu. They all want to kidnap someone to bed and bully Zhuo Yu like in the video until he cries.

2. Regret

Later, when the two went to the river together, Zhuo Yu stopped and asked him with a pair of red eyes, "Do you like me, or do you just want to sleep with someone like a video?"

"How do I know, anyway, I want to try it with you right now, the others are not interesting."

"But how can two men be together? They can't get married."

He smiled, and looked up at the sky with his back leaning against the guardrail. It was gray, and it looked like it was going to rain again, "I'm not going to get married, even if I like a girl."

"why?"

"Hey! Do you think you are happy to be born in this world?"

Zhuo Yu ignored him, just looked at him, his rabbit eyes were full of doubts.

He was still smiling and said calmly, "I felt that I was not happy at all when I was born in this world, and I shouldn't even be born. But no one discussed with me, and gave birth to me on their own. A life, but no love for me. There is a song that sings well, a child without a mother is a grass, and I am the grass that lingers on and the wild fire can't burn."

Later, they talked a lot by the river, and they came together unknowingly, and became lovers. It was Zhuo Yu who had a cold and aggravated it because of the cold wind, and he came to school a week later.

His thoughts were interrupted by the stabbing pain in his neck, Jiang Tong raised his eyes and glanced at the man in front of him. He never thought that ten years later, the boy would become so tall that he would even need to look up to him.

Some pain, more cloudiness, he saw the man opening his mouth, but his ears couldn't hear clearly, his mind was in a state of confusion, and he couldn't think.

Gradually, his vision also became blurred, his body fell down weakly, and hit the ground heavily, the rain wet his face, and the cold touch made him wake up for a moment, and it was only for a moment, after that Jiang Tong completely lost consciousness and fell into endless silent darkness.

Jiang Tong stayed in the dark for a long time, and scattered memories of the year with Zhuo Yu, holding hands secretly during self-study, accompanying Zhuo Yu to the library to read, and taking a seat for Zhuo Yu to eat, would be on a whim Pulling Zhuo Yu to skip class and go to an Internet cafe to open a private room to study the video, and also in the middle of the night, when the roommates are asleep, they will touch Zhuo Yu's bed to kiss and cuddle.

A year is very short and very long. It is so short that we can talk about it all year round, and it can be as long as we get along day and night for more than 200 years except for holidays.

How many times did he kiss Zhuo Yu in that year?How many times have you masturbated?After counting it carefully, he actually remembered it clearly, and it was because his memory was still fresh that he lived in such pain!

Gradually, consciousness and hearing came back. Jiang Tong opened his eyes and was stung by the long-lost light. He narrowed his eyes and tried to raise his hand to block the light. His hands were tied behind his back.

Jiang Tong tilted his head and followed the voice in his ear. The man was sitting on the sofa answering the phone, talking casually, and staring at him all the time.

It doesn't feel good to be stared at like this, Jiang Tong naturally turned back, looked around, and found a camera set up.

Is this revenge for him?

Jiang Tong twitched the corner of his mouth mockingly, and the man hung up the phone and walked over, opened a glass bottle with one hand, covered his mouth with one hand, and put the glass bottle under his nose.

Jiang Tong had never used these things before, but he also knew what was in the bottle. He didn't resist much, and took a few breaths, and his body changed immediately.

It was very hot, very hot, Jiang Tong bit his lip uncomfortably, curled up sideways on the bed, his body trembling uncontrollably.

Seeing that the effect of the medicine started to take effect, the man went to the camera set up to turn it on, and Jiang Tong, who was patiently alone on the bed, opened the door and went out.

Jiang Tong felt bad, his clothes were soaked with sweat in just a few minutes, he tried to wriggle his hands to break free, but he struggled tighter and tighter, and soon used up all his strength.

The following time was extremely long for Jiang Tong. He didn't know how long it had passed, but he completely gave up resistance, let go of his bitten lips and panted heavily.

I don't know how long it took before the closed door was opened. The man seemed to have taken a bath and changed into a loose bathrobe. His short hair was also wet.

The man came over, grabbed Jiang Tong's shoulders and turned it over suddenly, making Jiang Tong kneel on the bed.

How does it feel to be fucked by someone you like?

Probably not so good, after all, it is his lover who has been separated for ten years now, and he is full of hatred for him, otherwise, he would not expand at all, and the pain would not be suppressed by medicine.

Jiang Tong often thinks, if he hadn't been with Zhuo Yu ten years ago, hadn't said those things to Zhuo Yu, and hadn't left Zhuo Yu alone, what would they be like ten years later?

Will they be together forever?

With a house for two people and a stable job, you don’t need to be rich, you just need Zhuo Yu to be by his side, accompany him, rely on him, occasionally quarrel with him, quarrel with him in a blink of an eye. alright……

But unfortunately, there is no "if" in this world at all, there are only realities that have happened.

He left Zhuo Yu behind ten years ago, and failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a boyfriend, let alone fulfill his promise to Zhuo Yu.

He left Zhuo Yu alone in the school. Faced with strange eyes, accusations, and abuse, Zhuo Yu insisted on not flinching until Zhuo Yu was blocked in the shower room of the dormitory. jumped down.

Four floors may not necessarily lead to death, but it is enough to ruin Zhuo Yu's life.

He still remembers the blood stains left after the downstairs of the dormitory was cleaned, and also remembers the school's comments on this matter, so harsh!Zhuo Yu endured it alone for half a month.

He didn't know how much courage Zhuo Yu chose to jump off, how much disappointment and resentment he had. He went to the hospital to find Zhuo Yu, and was kicked out by Zhuo Yu's parents without even seeing him, hysterical It's all about blaming and cursing.

"Why wasn't you the one who jumped off the building!"

Yeah, why not him?

It was he who liked Zhuo Yu first, it was he who brought Zhuo Yu to this thorny road, it was he who swore that he would protect Zhuo Yu well, it was he who told Zhuo Yu that he must wait for him!

It was he who made Zhuo Yu suffer the violence and humiliation that he should have endured at school, and he was the one who should have jumped from the fourth floor!Not Zhuo Yu!

He didn't remember how he left the hospital. He only knew that Zhuo Yu was taken away by his parents when he went to the hospital the next day. No one knew where they went, and even if they knew, they wouldn't tell him.

Because his existence will only bring misfortune and harm to Zhuo Yu!

He doesn't deserve the so-called happiness either!

From birth, he was a bug that shouldn't exist!

Like a large piece of garbage, Jiang Tong was pushed out of the car and thrown on the side of the rainy street, deserted and deserted, no one paid attention to it.

He lay on his back on the ground laughing silently, letting the cold rainwater hit him and drenched him!

He waited for ten years, and finally waited for the lover whom he owed for ten years. He was drugged, raped, and thrown on the rainy street like garbage. Jiang Tong was willing to accept everything. He will repay it, no matter what Zhuo Yu does to him, he will suffer until Zhuo Yu forgives him, or he dies first.

Jiang Tong laughed for a long time in the rain, and then slowly got up after a car roared by,