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Tong is the whole of his life, but now, he is sealed in a cage by countless shackles.

He doesn't want to let his parents down again, he works hard, has a girlfriend, gets engaged, and is about to enter the next stage of his life, becoming a "normal person".

For others, a life that is ordinary and can no longer be ordinary, how many hardships he has experienced for him, he should not give up, nor can he give up, he has already lost the courage of his youth, the courage to love Jiang Tong.

But he still felt unwilling, turned his head and leaned over, Zhuo Yu supported Jiang Tong's back of the head and kissed deeply, and after parting, he dragged Jiang Tong to the master bedroom involuntarily.

It's still the same as before, but this time Zhuo Yu looked at Jiang Tong's injury more gently, and he didn't lie on his side and hug Jiang Tong from behind afterwards, but put Jiang Tong half on his body, trying not to let go Touch the wound on the back.

Zhuo Yu stared at the person next to the pillow and asked, "Are you agreeing to everything?"

"Ah."

"Don't sleep with others, I think Brother Tong will only belong to me all his life."

Jiang Tong had no intention of falling in love with others and going to bed, he agreed without hesitation, and fell asleep leaning on Zhuo Yu's body because of fatigue.

When Jiang Tong woke up, he found that Zhuo Yu was still there. He also maintained the posture before falling asleep last night, half of his body lying on Zhuo Yu's body. He moved stiffly, turned around and lay on his back, and was chased by Zhuo Yu hold on.

"Get up and eat something?"

At this moment, Jiang Tong was hugged by Zhuo Yu, and he didn't want to leave so much for a while, he said: "I'm a little tired, let's lie down for a while."

Zhuo Yu didn't refuse, and he fumbled dishonestly with Jiang Tong's hand, biting his ear.

After a few moments, Jiang Tong also got angry and snorted. Jiang Tong grabbed Zhuo Yu's hand to keep him from moving.

"In no mood?"

There was no such thing as reluctance or reluctance, Jiang Tong turned his head to look at Zhuo Yu, and asked in a questioning manner, "Do you want to have an interview?"

Zhuo Yu was taken aback by this proposal, and he didn't agree or refuse, but let Jiang Tong get out of bed.

It seemed like a kind of silent resistance, Jiang Tong felt annoyed, knowing that Zhuo Yu didn't want to, why would he still say such a thing.

Jiang Tong followed suit and sat up. Before he could speak, he saw Zhuo Yu take out an unused roll of gauze from the medicine box. Was he going to bandage his wound?

Jiang Tong was not sure, raised his hand and glanced at his right wrist, and found that it was not stained with blood, let alone other wounds.

He looked at Zhuo Yu, walked back step by step, tore off several layers of gauze and covered his eyes.So Zhuo Yu didn't reject him, but agreed to his proposal with actions.

After being pushed back to the bed, the eyes covered with several layers of gauze couldn't see clearly what was in front of him, nor could he see the expression of Zhuo Yu hanging over him.He raised his hand to touch Zhuo Yu's face, would it be vicious?

It shouldn't be, because Zhuo Yu's movements are very gentle, just like last night, he was afraid of hurting him, and left a large kiss mark on him as if he lost control until later, chasing after him and asking Feeling, he will not give up until he answers.

Jiang Tong was a little hot, and the person lying on top of him was even hotter. He kissed him tiredly, and didn't let him take off the gauze blindfolded.

After a long time, the breathing of both of them gradually calmed down. Jiang Tong was really hungry before Zhuo Yu got up, put on his clothes and removed the gauze from his eyes.

"do you need my help?"

Jiang Tong sat up and wanted to take a bath covered in sweat. Although it was difficult, Jiang Tong didn't intend to ask Zhuo Yu for help.

He picked up the clothes and wrapped them around his waist as a cover, and went directly to the bathroom to wash the clothes he found in the closet.

It's not a good feeling, especially Zhuo Yu's behavior of buying a few large boxes of covers and not using them. If it wasn't because he likes Zhuo Yu, Jiang Tong would probably beat him to death directly, which is too much!

Trying to avoid the wound, he took a shower. Jiang Tong wiped off the mist on the mirror and checked his body. There was a clear tooth mark on his shoulder, and a series of obvious hickey marks on the side of his neck. In short, this time was better than the previous few times. It feels like you have to... invest in it.

Jiang Tong stared in front of the mirror for a long time, put on his clothes sluggishly and came out, before reaching the living room, he greeted Zhuo Yu, and was kissed deeply by Bi Dong on the wall, eager and crazy, once made Jiang Tong think that winter had passed, and it was over. It's the season of spring.

Turning his face away, Jiang Tong gasped for a few times, raised his hand to cover Zhuo Yu's approaching mouth, and refused for the first time, "Let me eat first."

Zhuo Yu frowned unhappily, but didn't stop him. He straightened up and let Jiang Tong go to the living room for dinner.

It was the porridge from last night, with some refreshing side dishes added, Jiang Tong ate three bowls in one go because he was so hungry, he put the chopsticks away, and Zhuo Yu took it into the kitchen to clean it.

After tidying up, Zhuo Yu put the water glass on the coffee table and said to Jiang Tong, "There is an important meeting in the afternoon."

The implication was that he wanted to leave, Jiang Tong said "um", he has no reason and no right to dominate Zhuo Yu.

"Can you do it alone?" Zhuo Yu asked worriedly. In the situation yesterday, Zhuo Yu was also worried that one day Jiang Tong would die quietly at home.

Jiang Tong smiled lightly, "What's wrong, I've been here for so many years."

Such a smile made Zhuo Yu think of the stranger he met at Jiang Tong's house that day, so that person has been guarding Jiang Tong for so many years, pulling him back from the brink of death time and time again?

Zhuo Yu frowned, feeling uncomfortable, but had to admit that he didn't have the time to look after Jiang Tong.

Reaching out his hand to find the key ring in his pocket, Zhuo Yu silently turned the key down and put it on the coffee table.

Seeing Zhuo Yu's behavior, Jiang Tong felt uncomfortable. He forgot to give Zhuo Yu all the keys. He mistakenly thought that Zhuo Yu would not come back after leaving the keys, so he suddenly became so enthusiastic.

He was very scared, watching Zhuo Yu put down the key and got up, without any emotion, firm and decisive.

Jiang Tong knew very well that he shouldn't pester Zhuo Yu, but when he saw Zhuo Yu's leaving back, he couldn't restrain his inner impulse.

Standing up suddenly, Jiang Tong quickly caught up and grabbed Zhuo Yu's wrist. He couldn't say a word to keep him, but just looked at Zhuo Yu.

The four eyes met, and neither of them understood the other's thoughts. Jiang Tong was afraid that Zhuo Yu's departure would be a farewell, and Zhuo Yu only thought that Jiang Tong was emotionally unstable and was reluctant to let him go.

Zhuo Yu lowered his head and kissed Jiang Tong's lips, fearing that the deep kiss would waste time, he said: "You should have a good rest, don't go to the store, and eat less takeaway, there are still a lot of porridge and vegetables in the refrigerator , heat yourself."

Like a dying person confessing his last words, Jiang Tong felt very uncomfortable. The slight sound of closing the door sounded, and Jiang Tong was completely chased into the darkness, losing all light.

Maybe he shouldn't have said those words when he was sober, maybe Zhuo Yu's original purpose was just to get him back the 10% equity, so now Zhuo Yu should leave, as if he never came back to him, and Impossible to go back to him.

Obviously he has made enough awareness, Jiang Tong still regrets it, he has nothing left, and now even his last hope has disappeared, nothing left!

He hated himself, hated his own birth, why did people who should not have come to this world come to this world regardless of his wishes.

Why is he not a normal person, why does he have to have such a disease, why is he a different kind and likes men of the same sex as him, why does he have to meet Zhuo Yu and let him lose it completely!

Why is his life all wrong...

23. Life

Sitting on the railing of the balcony, Jiang Tong looked at the mountains on the opposite bank, leaving only dark outlines in a row when night fell.

In his mind, Jiang Tong recalled the indifference of his family when he was young, they were all born in the same life, they were both sons, why could Jiang Chen get what he couldn't get so easily.

Nie Wenshu didn't love him, but he was born for the sake of the Nie family and Jiang Sheng, giving him life, but he also lost the parental affection that a life should have.

Let him meet Zhuo Yu and fall in love with Zhuo Yu when he was most confused in his life, and also took Zhuo Yu away during his most fearful days, drowning and struggling in the darkness.

He thought, if life is born with pain, it is born wrong, why does he make mistakes again and again, why doesn't he just end this life that was wrong from the beginning!

Clutching his chest tightly, Jiang Tong looked down at the lights on the road downstairs, because he still had an obsession in his heart, which was his love and guilt for Zhuo Yu.

But now, he has repaid his guilt, just like he abandoned Zhuo Yu ten years ago, and he was also abandoned here by Zhuo Yu ten years later, and the remaining obsession in his heart was broken. same method.

Closing his eyes, the wind from tall buildings rang in his ears, blowing his short hair and trembling eyelashes. In his life, he had nothing to worry about.

Letting go of his hand, Jiang Tong slowly lowered his head, leaning his body down, feeling happy in his heart, he was finally free, and left the world he should have come to without regret.

Suddenly there was a rush of footsteps behind him, Jiang Tong opened his eyes, circled his hands from both sides to bind his falling body, and hugged him down forcefully.

With a plop, Jiang Tong fell into someone's arms, followed by a muffled groan, followed by scolding, "Are you sick at night?"

Jiang Tong froze for a moment, got up, turned around and pulled up the person on the ground, "Why are you here?"

"Why am I here? If I weren't here, you would have gone to Guixi!"

Qi Ge rubbed the back of his head with a look of displeasure, and took out the glasses on his chest that were crushed by Jiang Tong to take a look, "I have to pay for this, I have been with me for many years, lucky thing!"

Jiang Tong didn't care about this, and asked him, "How do you have the key to my house?"

"I asked Feng Yi to get it. I told him that you hadn't taken your medicine for several days. I was afraid that if you fell ill and died, no one would take care of you, so I came to see you.