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Tong hates him and never sees him again!

Full of anger, he was suppressed by Ming Shaoqing and pressed the elevator again. What he should do now is to contact a good doctor and try his best to cure Jiang Tong!

Jiang Tong, who stayed in the room to rest, didn't know this, he had eaten and waited for Zhuo Yu to come back until late at night.

"Xiaoyu." Hearing the movement at the door, Jiang Tong went up to meet him, and caught the drunk man, "Why are you drinking like this?"

Zhuo Yu pushed him away in displeasure, "Do you care what I drink? You don't care at all! You always come when you say it, and leave when you say it! I don't care if I break it!

Drop me in school, do you know what they say about me?

Calling me a sissy is shameless, calling me disgusting, and I am willing to take off my pants and fuck you!

Jiang Tong...why do you think I jumped off!It's so high, I don't know if I will fall to my death!They wanted to see if I was really fucked by you! "

Jiang Tong, who was pushed away, bumped into the cabinet at the door, and the pain in his lower back was overwhelmed by his heartache again before he recovered. How could he not know, it was because he knew this that he killed Wang in that way Xu, he really hates it!

He hated himself for not being able to protect Zhuo Yu well, and wanted him to bear those things alone, and also hated Wang Xu for forcing Zhuo Yu to jump off the building, but he was able to get away with it!

But this kind of resentment was only left with bitterness after Zhuo Yu told it himself, because he didn't realize how desperate Zhuo Yu was at that time, so he jumped down resolutely, and what kind of mood he said to him like this!

"In the hospital, I can dream of the things they did and said to me every night! I was forced to treat the disease of liking men!

Day after day and year after year!Where were you then!doing what!Just because of your momentary cowardice, just throw it away!Jiang Tong!Why are you! "

Zhuo Yu roared angrily, grabbed Jiang Tong's arm and dragged it onto the sofa in the living room, choked Jiang Tong's neck and broke down crying, "Since you don't plan to follow me to the end, why did you promise me! Falling in love with you once! Then just throw it away like ten years ago! Jiang Tong! Why do you treat me like this! Why do you!"

Jiang Tong, who was pressed on the sofa, was in great pain. He wanted to speak, but his throat was restrained and he couldn't open his mouth at all. It became more and more difficult to breathe, and he was riddled with holes by Zhuo Yu's every word!

This time he really realized his mistake, because his selfishness pushed Zhuo Yu into such a situation!

Staring silently at Zhuo Yu, who was full of anger and unwillingness, Jiang Tong was powerless to struggle, and didn't want to struggle anymore.

The breathing became weaker and weaker, because the lack of oxygen made Jiang Tong instinctively struggle, but he was physically exhausted and unable to break free.

Jiang Tong grasped Zhuo Yu's wrist tightly, his vision became blurred, another attack of death spread in his consciousness, and he recalled every detail of being with Zhuo Yu when he was young, so beautiful.He really shouldn't be greedy for this long-gone love, and he doesn't deserve it!

Seeing the people under him slowly close their eyes, Zhuo Yu woke up with his hand hanging down weakly, he let go of his hand in astonishment, held Jiang Tong's face and patted eagerly, "Brother Tong?! Brother Tong I didn't mean it! Don't scare me! Jiang Tong!"

There was no response to the shouting, Zhuo Yu was frightened, he used chest compressions in a panic for first aid, once or twice, and then leaned down and pinched Jiang Tong's nose for artificial respiration, Jiang Tong who was in a dying state many times back and forth was violent. Turning back, he breathed a sigh of relief, covered his neck and coughed several times.

Seeing Jiang Tong who didn't react at all come alive again, Zhuo Yu hugged him excitedly, hugged him tightly, and called Jiang Tong's name over and over again, the tears that had stopped because of anxiety and panic poured out again, It all fell into Jiang Tong's neck, which was wet and cold.

Jiang Tong weakly raised his arms and hugged Zhuo Yu back, comforting him, "I'm fine."

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry..." Zhuo Yu kept apologizing. He was just out of breath and didn't want to be left behind by Jiang Tong. He didn't really want to hurt Jiang Tong!

Jiang Tong didn't blame Zhuo Yu, he knew that all this was caused by himself, opened his lips, Jiang Tong held Zhuo Yu's trembling lips and kissed, calming Zhuo Yu down with intimate contact.

At first Zhuo Yu was still stiff and didn't move, and then slowly eased up, holding Jiang Tong's face and kissing back frantically, until both of them were out of breath before letting go.

Zhuo Yu picked up Jiang Tong and put it on his lap, tightly strangled Jiang Tong's waist, buried his whole face in Jiang Tong's neck, and begged, "Brother Tong, don't leave me again."

Why was Jiang Tong willing to leave Zhuo Yu behind again? He hugged Zhuo Yu's head and said, "Xiaoyu, you know I don't really want to leave you behind. You can wake up at any time, but I can't! I don't want to When did I suddenly wake up and see you lying beside me, not breathing at all.

Xiaoyu... I, you should know that if you have seen me go crazy, as long as we are still together, something like that will happen sooner or later! "

"No! It was an accident, you were just suddenly stimulated and that's why it happened!"

Zhuo Yu argued, constantly tightening his arms, "Tomorrow! I will send you back tomorrow, only the two of us, so this kind of thing will not happen! You will be well controlled, just need to shut yourself up in the room and sleep for a while." Feel like nothing will happen!"

Jiang Tong was in pain from being strangled, he snorted and said: "It's only temporary, I can't predict it every time, lock myself up in advance! You can't control me! Xiaoyu! I know You are angry that I promised to accompany you and leave you again!

I don't want that either, if possible, I would like to stay by your side for the rest of my life, waiting for you to come back at home every day!

But many things are not what I think!Did you forget what happened just now?

You nearly strangled me, but you'll wake up and give me first aid!

But I can't!After I went crazy, I couldn't wake up with my own will, so I could only let him toss all his energy and fall into a deep sleep, but it would be too late!

I owe you so much, I can't finish it all my life!

I don't want to owe you another life!I don't want to keep you in trouble, it was ten years ago, it is now again, I really don't have the courage! "

Zhuo Yu is not so, so many years have passed, even if he admits that he still loves Jiang Tong, he doesn't have the courage to regard Jiang Tong as everything in his life like he did when he was young.

Jiang Tong lowered his head and approached Zhuo Yu, choked up and said: "Xiaoyu! I love you! This has never changed because of the passage of time. Because of this, I can't accept that I will stay by your side and hurt you for a long time. Bring you down.

I know, this time I am selfish, delusional to walk with you for a while, even if I die, I don't think I will regret it! "

The word death is too heavy for Zhuo Yu, after all, he really almost strangled Jiang Tong just now, he raised his head and stroked Jiang Tong's face, also choked up, "Brother Tong, don't say that, don't say anything Immortal! Okay?"

Jiang Tong smiled helplessly, lowered his head and kissed Zhuo Yu's cheek, "But people are going to die after all."

Zhuo Yu shook his head again and again, "We are still young, and we still have a lot of time to create our own memories, Brother Tong! Don't say that, I feel bad!"

No matter how uncomfortable Jiang Tong was, he still wanted to say it. He knew that although it was cruel to say it, if he didn't say it now, Zhuo Yu would be in more pain when he left!

58: tears

He stroked Zhuo Yu's face, and said lightly, "You said, you were lucky to meet me in high school, why not me! At that time, I just met my biological father, who was living in a mental hospital. Take care of yourself.

I'm so afraid that I will become like that in the future, I even think that it will be fine if I die, and I won't become like that after I die, because I shouldn't have been born anyway!

But God let me meet you and fall in love with you at that time, I think, even if I will go crazy in the future, I will be locked up in a mental hospital and never get out, just being able to keep such a memory with you is enough!

But our time together is too short, I only spend one birthday with you, and count down to one New Year.

I didn't just want to talk to you about Wang Xu's matter, I just wanted to find an excuse to die!

Then it won't be painful!But my heart stopped, my thoughts still exist, I miss you very much, even if you only hate me, I still want to see you again!

I just endured it like this for a whole ten years!I face the balcony every day, thinking about jumping off!Just jump off!Jump off and be free!Just jump down and there will be no pain at all! "

Tears fell from the corners of Jiang Tong's eyes. He was crying, and he lowered his head to the corner of Zhuo Yu's mouth in Zhuo Yu's astonishment, his heart throbbing, "Xiaoyu! I finally met you again. Originally, I shouldn't have promised you again and again, but I really couldn't let you go.

Knowing that you are getting married soon, you can live a normal life and have a happy family, I still selfishly want to have you, even if only for a short time, but I don't realize that I always have to leave, let You used your sincerity, but I will throw you away again!

But I can't be selfish forever, I don't have the life to love you and stay with you, we can only go so far, we can't move forward. "

Even though he was reluctant to let go, Zhuo Yu knew in his heart that he and Jiang Tong were destined to be separated. Jiang Tong was afraid of hurting him unintentionally, and he didn't know how many times he could bear Jiang Tong going crazy in front of him. Promised to be with him for the rest of his life, but he couldn't promise to guard Jiang Tong I.

Is it time to call it a day?

Zhuo Yu looked at Jiang Tong, they were all the same in essence, they were tortured by this love for ten years, no one was willing to let go easily, even after knowing the result, Zhuo Yu still made the same decision as Jiang Tong.