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Um. "

Jiang Tong slept for several hours, got up and went out, Zhuo Yu was in the hall, holding a bowl of small noodles in his hand, half eaten.

Seeing Jiang Tong coming, Zhuo Yu got up and asked him, "Wonton, dumplings, which one do you want to eat?"

"It's all right."

"Wait, I'll cook."

Jiang Tong stepped forward and grabbed him, "Didn't you buy it back?"

"I bought one of the same, and it's all melted." Zhuo Yu pointed to the trash can, and there were three packaged paper bowls lying quietly inside, the untouched ones.

"Then go out to eat?"

Zhuo Yu stretched out his hand and rubbed the top of Jiang Tong's head, "I was very prescient. I asked the owner of the noodle shop to buy ready-made ones and put them in the pot directly."

"No! Can the boss sell like this?"

"Why can't it be sold? The boss not only sold me ready-made dumplings and wontons, but also gave me two small cabbages and sauce."

Jiang Tong was surprised. He stroked his chin and thought, "I think, after I go back, I can also buy some and store them in the refrigerator. When I'm hungry, I can cook them directly, saving time and effort."

"It can't be kept for too long, it will still be mushy if it is frozen into ice and then boiled, especially wonton, the skin is too thin."

"Then buy more dumplings, with thicker skins and more fillings."

"Okay! Sit here, I'll cook first."

62. Sunset

Facing the setting sun, Jiang Tong turned the steering wheel to show Zhuo Yu his driving skills, driving all the way on the winding mountain road, completely indulged.

Of course, the price was also very tragic. After stopping the car, Jiang Tong couldn't wait to open the car door and crouched on the side of the road, throwing up in the dark, his sore hair tingling for a while.

Zhuo Yu was not surprised, took out a bottle of mineral water from the trunk, handed it over to Jiang Tong after vomiting, wiped the sweat on Jiang Tong's forehead with a tissue, and asked him, "Are you still waving?"

Jiang Tong glanced at him unwillingly, spat out the water in his mouth and said, "It's not too much to be so sloppy once in a while, and what's more, it's me and not you."

"So when will your nausea get better? You'll vomit every now and then. If it wasn't for your gender, I would have thought you had it."

"The side effects of those medicines, you think I think about it." Jiang Tong said perfunctorily, "It's been much better for a while, but sometimes it's nauseating to eat too much."

Zhuo Yu hugged his shoulder distressedly, "Are there many? Have you counted how many dumplings you ate?"

"I don't remember."

"Five, and I didn't drink a few mouthfuls of dumpling soup. I'm afraid that an adult will starve to death with this amount of food."

Jiang Tong lowered his eyes humbly, "I don't do physical work, I just lie down every day, how much can I eat."

"No matter how little you eat, you can't just eat five, Brother Tong... Don't you feel that you are getting thinner now? You are still losing your hair."

As Zhuo Yu said, he grabbed Jiang Tong's head, and showed Jiang Tong with his palms, a few short hairs lay impressively.

Jiang Tong frowned, seeing Nie Wenshu lying haggard on the hospital bed, he was a little scared, and slapped Zhuo Yu's hand off, unwilling to face it.

Zhuo Yu was surprised by such an aggressive move. He looked at the people around him with a dignified and restless expression, hiding a bit of fear.

Zhuo Yu had no choice but to pay attention, turned Jiang Tong's shoulders to face each other, and asked, "Brother Tong, are you hiding something from me?"

"No." Jiang Tong replied, naturally turning his head to avoid Zhuo Yu's sight.

"Brother Tong!"

"Did I say no!" Jiang Tong pushed Zhuo Yu away in annoyance and walked aside, and lost his temper the moment Zhuo Yu followed him to hug him. He really didn't want to spend the last few months with Zhuo Yu What's wrong with getting angry, and I don't want Zhuo Yu to suspect anything.

He sighed: "Feng Yi said that the side effects of those medicines are very serious, affecting appetite and nausea, and the health is naturally bad if the indicators drop. It is normal to lose a few hairs, but I am afraid that if you lose too much, you will grow old soon , it’s not pretty.”

Zhuo Yu obviously didn't believe it, he asked Jiang Tong, "Is that really the case?"

"Otherwise?" Jiang Tong turned around to worry about him unhappily, "Or do you think I'm terminally ill and just die?"

"What nonsense!" Zhuo Yu scolded softly, "I was worried about your poor health. I asked you to go to the hospital for a check-up and you didn't go, so you took Feng Yi's medicine."

"I'm going to the hospital in this situation? Are you afraid that you want someone to lock me in so I can't get out!"

Zhuo Yu also realized that he had said something wrong, he sighed and hugged Jiang Tong tightly, and said: "You know I didn't mean that, I just feel uncomfortable seeing you like this. If you can't eat much, feel nauseous, and listless, As I get thinner and thinner day by day, I dare not use my strength, for fear of hurting you."

"It's okay, I'm almost used to it, anyway, I don't need to do anything, just lie down every day, don't consume, and don't need to eat too much."

"Why don't you go to the hospital for a physical examination? You can prescribe some vitamins if you can't eat."

"You can't take vitamins casually, what if there is a conflict with my medicine?"

"Come back and ask Feng Yi, he should know."

Jiang Tong pursed his lips and forcibly changed the topic, "I'll talk about it later, don't we want to watch the sunset? Let alone the sunset, the moon should come out."

Zhuo Yu glanced sideways at the sun hanging down from the west, and then at the person in his arms, obviously avoiding it, but he didn't know why.

He didn't get to the bottom of it, it's not that he doesn't care, it's that Jiang Tong deliberately avoided it, even if he continued to ask, it's useless, he still needs to find a good time.

Back in the car, the atmosphere was suddenly silent. Jiang Tong didn't say a word, but silently scratched his head, staring at the hair in his palm.

There are many reasons for hair loss, such as malnutrition, mental stress, etc. It is also possible that his health has deteriorated during this period, so he lost more hair.

Still on the top of the mountain, Zhuo Yu didn't insist on pulling Jiang Tong out of the car, and the two sat in the car and looked through the windshield to see the scenery of the sunset on the west mountain. It was not as shocking as the sunrise, or maybe he was not in a good mood at the moment .

Tilting his head, Jiang Tong looked at the sunset, feeling uncomfortable for a while. He was quite afraid at the moment, afraid that he was already at the end of his battle, just like the setting sun, sinking into the mountains and forests, falling into darkness, and the sun would rise again At that time, he didn't have the chance to live again.

Sometimes he also wonders what will happen when he dies, and whether he is really ignorant or not.

But he really died once, trapped in darkness, with Zhuo Yu as a boy in front of his eyes.

A frown, a smile, and a cry are deeply embedded in his mind. If there is a soul after death, he will probably stay by Zhuo Yu's side in that state, watching Zhuo Yu grow old slowly, and finally reconcile with him. He also returns to dust.

But now, he can't seem to do it.

Lowering his eyes, he thought of Qi Ge in the setting sun, that big boy who seemed mature and powerful but actually had a fragile heart. He didn't know what Qi Ge was doing at this time. Did he secretly follow him again, watching from a certain corner? Him and Zhuo Yu.

In fact, he didn't understand Qi Ge's thoughts, why he was willing to stand behind him, seeing him and Zhuo Yu together, if it was him, he would not be able to do it.

Perhaps it was Qi Ge's inner paranoia, his paranoia towards him, and his paranoia was left to Zhuo Yu from the beginning to the end.

The word intercede is the most difficult to understand. Jiang Tong believed it at this moment, so he hesitated and worried, unwilling to betray Zhuo Yu, and also unwilling to disappoint Qi Pavilion.

Turning his head, Jiang Tong looked at Zhuo Yu, "If you could do it all over again, Xiaoyu, would you still want to meet me and fall in love with me?"

"Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

"I don't know, it's just contradictory." Jiang Tong stretched out his hand and hit Zhuo Yu on the back of the hand, "I thought that as long as it was love, it didn't matter gender or age. But I would also think, if I didn't treat you at the beginning Confession, I didn't hold you tight, you will be very happy in the past ten years. Maybe you married Lin Xi early and have a happy family with a pair of lovely children."

"I've said it before, Lin Xi and I are not what you think."

"She loves you more than I do." Jiang Tong said seriously, "Because she loves you, she is willing to give up the happiness that a woman should have and promise to marry you. Because she loves you, she chooses to tolerate seeing you and me together Together.

Because she loves you, she hides all her grievances and unwillingness in her heart.Compared with my selfishness, her love is the real love. "

Zhuo Yu was stunned. He and Lin Xi were childhood sweethearts. He always regarded Lin Xi as his own sister, and never thought about it. Now that Jiang Tong mentioned it, Zhuo Yu felt uncomfortable.

Lin Xi loves him?So agreeing to marry him is not a so-called friendship and help, but a willingness to give because of love for him? !

"Xiaoyu, we have missed a lot in the past ten years, and because of the paranoia in our bones, we can't let go of the past. What I owe you and your obsession with me, we have made up for it during this period of time.

As you said, don't ask about the future, just look at the present, this is our life.But what about after the separation?What are you going to do?Married to Lin Xi?This is so unfair to her! "

"I know, but I..."

"So, try to like her, fall in love with her, Lin Xi is someone worthy of your liking."

"But it's you I love! It's always been you!" Zhuo Yu emphasized, several blood vessels protruded from the clenched hands due to excessive force, which looked very hideous.

Jiang Tong frowned and clenched Zhuo Yu's hand, realizing that he could not continue to stimulate Zhuo Yu, so he softened his attitude and leaned over to kiss Zhuo Yu to calm his restlessness and restlessness.

The hot and humid kisses parted, Zhuo Yu breathed heavily, watched the sunset and the night rise, slowly took out a cigarette and lit it, "Brother Tong, it's just the two of us now, can we not mention anything else?"

Jiang Tong Yinghao lowered the car window to blow the night breeze, and did not let go of Zhuo Yu's hand.

He tried to change the subject, and after thinking for a long time, he opened the car door and walked down.Zhuo Yu got out of the car and put the half-burned cigarette