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Jin Gaoyang: "..."

The room was dead silent.

Jin Gaoyang was stiff all over, not daring to move.There should obviously be countless thoughts swarming in his mind: When did he wake up?Does he know what he has done?Did he confuse the two of them in bed because he was too tired?But suddenly, it was blank again.

Lu Qing didn't speak either.

When he was awake, the sense of fatigue was not so obvious. His brows were as sharp and cold as in the past, but I don't know if it was because of the close distance. The reflection of Jin Gaoyang.

Jin Gaoyang wanted to speak, but he felt stuck in his throat.

"Jin Gaoyang." After an unknown amount of time, Lu Qing's voice suddenly broke the silence.

Probably because he had just woken up, his voice was a little hoarse, and it was especially light.But from this distance, the tone was obviously calm, but the scorching breath seemed to fall into Jin Gaoyang's ears.

"I've only been away for two days, and you're in trouble again?"

Jin Gaoyang was stunned suddenly.

Obviously just now he was still tense and stiff, the nerves in his brain stretched to the extreme.But the moment Lu Qing opened his mouth, he suddenly seemed to melt away, and even his heart softened slowly.

After another moment, he responded softly, "Yes."

Lu Qing didn't say anything.

The two were silent for a while, and Jin Gaoyang couldn't help asking: "Did you just come back?"

"Ah."

"When did you see the news?"

"I just saw it when I posted it. There are too many things so I didn't reply."

"Has Aunt Shi intervened?"

"Ah."

Jin Gaoyang paused.

"Thank you." He whispered.

Lu Qing lowered her eyes to look at him.

In fact, Jin Gaoyang was not used to such a posture. Lu Qing's legs had never moved away from the beginning, and it was almost impossible for him to move.The temperature around Lu Qing's body was also very high, so high that Jin Gaoyang even felt a little hot, and it was fine when he was talking, but once the two of them fell silent, he involuntarily pinched his sweaty palm.

He still felt...he should go to the lower bunk.

It's not a problem for the two of them to go on like this, let's not talk about whether the roommates will come back sporadically later and scare him to death, but now it's like this, there is really no way to sleep.

Jin Gaoyang wanted to speak countless words, but Lu Qing just kept looking at him soberly without any other movements, and seemed to be able to penetrate everything he was about to say.

"Yangyang."

Just when Jin Gaoyang finally squeezed out a sentence from thousands of words, and mustered up the courage to speak, Lu Qing suddenly called him.

For a moment, Jin Gaoyang felt that something was wrong with his emotions.

The pitch-black night has always been able to cover up countless turmoil, and all of Lu Qing's performances seem to be suppressing the storm, leaving only a terrifying calm on the surface.This state is infinitely close to his usual indifference and inhumanity, and the borders are blurred by the darkness, so he will be easily ignored.

But Jin Gaoyang is too familiar.

Lu Qing was often like this when his state was ups and downs three years ago, and he had never appeared some time ago.But now it's just to deal with his mother's inheritance... What's going on, what happened to him over there?

Jin Gaoyang suddenly felt uneasy.

He tried his best to distinguish Lu Qing's expression, and opened his mouth to say something, but those words that were originally prepared were all crushed in an instant, and they were choked up in his chest.

"I'm quite sad." Lu Qing said quietly.

Suddenly, the heart stopped.

The countless trembling and uneasiness just now condensed into reality in an instant, and the moment Lu Qing said it, Jin Gaoyang followed him and fell silent, like dust floating in the long night sky, no one can see it, and the wind blows Just drifted away.

Then there was no other sound.

Jin Gaoyang waited for a long time, wanting to wait for Lu Qing to tell him something else.In the past, Lu Qing never said anything, and it was all up to Jin Gaoyang to see it by himself, but now that he has said it, does he need to listen carefully?

But until Jin Gaoyang's drowsiness swept over at the end, he hadn't waited for the next step.

Jin Gaoyang blinked his heavy eyelids, as if seeing Lu Qing's eyes closed, but he was not sure if he was asleep or not.Probably not, he has always been a light sleeper, and he will not feel sleepy if he moves a little bit. Now his thoughts are heavy, and he was tossed by himself just now, so he probably won't be able to sleep all night.

Forget it.

Jin Gaoyang has always been firm in his will, but he never seems to be firm in front of Lu Qing.

Go to bed first, in case Lu Qing wants to talk to him later.

He was really worried, and simply closed his eyes and held Xuanxuan's heart, waiting for Lu Qing to hear if he spoke suddenly.Then at some point, he was suddenly covered by drowsy drowsiness, and in the silent night, there was no more sound.

It was already the next morning when Jin Gaoyang woke up again.

His body has not yet awakened, but the consciousness in his head has already conditioned to remember what happened last night, and suddenly bounced off the bed.

I don't know what time it is, the whole dormitory is noisy, the dormmates who just came back from the music classroom all night are having breakfast, they pull their slippers and walk to his bedside, poking their heads and asking: "Yangyang, do you want to eat in the morning?" What? There are steamed buns with soy milk and fried dough sticks, as well as rice balls and noodles."

Jin Gaoyang's mind was disconnected for a moment.

Immediately, he had another conditioned reflex, and was so startled that he subconsciously touched the inside of the bed, and found that it was already empty, and he was the only one who fell asleep on the bed.

Roommate:?

"Yangyang?" The roommate rarely saw him awake at all, and asked strangely, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

It wasn't until a moment later that Jin Gaoyang's rationality finally returned slowly.

He gradually breathed a sigh of relief, adjusted his state, and then asked, "Where's Lu Qing?"

"It seems that I went out to buy something. I saw it just now."

Jin Gaoyang's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "When did you come back in the morning?"

"It's almost dawn, it seems that Lu Shen just came back not long ago, and he hasn't slept yet." The roommate said.

Hearing this, Jin Gaoyang's high-hanging heart finally gradually let go. He lowered his head to look at Lu Qing's bed. The quilt on the bed was neat and tidy. Did you sleep.

Inexplicably, Jin Gaoyang seemed to be stuck in something, silent for a moment, took out his mobile phone and carefully checked the information related to Lu Qing's mother.

Shi Wuqing, a famous contemporary musician, is a woman who can bear the word "legendary".In her whole life, music was not her wish or choice when she was young. However, she became a monk halfway and accumulated classic movements at a very fast speed. The fame came like snowflakes, which established her stability in the music industry. status.

But her health was not good, and she died when Lu Qing was 12 years old.

Jin Gaoyang knew about this matter, a lot of information had already been cleaned up in the year when Lu Qing just debuted, and Jin Gaoyang often heard him call his family members when they were in the duo before, and every time his expression changed Very ugly.Although Jin Gaoyang will not take the initiative to inquire, but he can know a little bit here and there.

At that time, he felt that Lu Qing didn't have a good relationship with his mother, or even with everyone in his family.Even Lu Qingqi's ups and downs at that time seemed to have a lot to do with his family, which once made Jin Gaoyang very worried about him.

So what's wrong with him this time?

After Jin Gaoyang finished reading the information, he was in a daze for a moment, then subconsciously went to Lu Qing's Weibo, and saw his speech yesterday.

Lu Qing didn't say anything when the bloody storm was at its peak, but just sent out screenshots of the broadcast volume and discussion popularity of Jin Gaoyang's two stages. protrude.The passers-by were hahaha non-stop, and the fans quickly occupied the comment area. From last night to now, they are almost crazy.

"Lu Shen is back." A roommate suddenly called out.

As soon as Lu Qing stepped in, the roommates surrounded him chatteringly, "God Lu, did you read what happened to Yang Mingjing two days ago?"

"Do you think these people are sick? If you are not strong enough, you should study hard. What are we Yangyang doing?"

"However, you came back late last night. When you came back, the Internet had almost stopped. Otherwise, you can still watch a good show."

"It is also possible now, and there is also Yang Yang's "Chasing" creation video. I never thought that eating a melon can force the program group to burst into updates. Now all the audience are overjoyed."

While talking and laughing, Lu Qingbian had already stopped by the bed.

Jin Gaoyang's eyelashes drooped slightly, meeting his gaze.

The voices of the roommates were still talking loudly in their ears, and they also mentioned the Weibo post Lu Qingfa had made, and all sighed wistfully why they listened to Jin Gaoyang's words so much that they didn't make fun of it.Lu Qing should have heard it, and his eyes were still glued to Jin Gaoyang's body, but he replied lightly: "They are also worthy."

"Damn it, God Lu is right. The pattern, see if you see it, this is the pattern!"

"But didn't God Lu post it himself?"

"? That's right, God Lu, what's the matter with you, God Lu!"

All around suddenly shouted, but Lu Qing just laughed inaudibly.

Jin Gaoyang couldn't help but pause, and went to look at Lu Qing again, and found that his condition seemed to have recovered.Calm, without any waves, last night's turbulent and uncontrollable emotions have already receded like a wave.

"Jin Gaoyang." Then Lu Qing said.

Jin Gaoyang was stunned, and subconsciously slowed down his breathing.

Does Lu Qing need to ask by herself?

It's not polite to rashly ask about other people's past, but Lu Qing is different.Since he started this conversation with himself, it means that he might also want to listen to it himself.

"Last night, I bumped into something on your bed."

Unexpectedly, suddenly, Lu Qing just slowly raised his eyes.

"It's a small wooden box, narrow, and it should contain..."

Jin Gaoyang was startled suddenly, and was so frightened that he stood up on the spot, and rushed forward to cover Lu Qing's mouth.

Lu Qing firmly supported him, for fear that he would fall off the bed.The four eyes met, Lu Qing's eyes were filled with a smile, but Jin Gaoyang's ears warmed up in an instant, and even the palm that touched his lips suddenly seemed extremely hot.

Until a moment later, Jin Gaoyang let go slightly.

Lu Qing smiled lowly, and then said: "You like it so much? Are you still staying until now?"

Jin Gaoyang: "..."

Ever since I shared the same dorm with Lu Qing, I can't hide anything anymore.

The poster that hung up in Huanyu Entertainment for three years, and the necklace that Lu Qing accidentally tore off when they were renting together, helped him get it repaired but never had a chance to return it.

"Jin Gaoyang." Lu Qing called him again.

Jin Gaoyang couldn't even hide the heat on his cheeks, he forced himself to turn around, "Don't call me!"

"Jin Gaoyang." Lu Qing still called him.

Living in this dormitory for so long, Jin Gaoyang never thought that one day Lu Qing would sleep on his bed, so all his things were under the pillow.Lu Qing called him, but he didn't answer, so he rummaged all over the bed, but after searching for a long time, he couldn't find it, and turned his head bravely.

Suddenly, he saw that the necklace happened to be in Lu Qing's hand.

A red gemstone with corners hangs from a silver rope.The broken part is that it took Jin Gaoyang a lot of effort to find someone to repair him so that no traces can be seen at all, and after several years of proper preservation, there is no trace of wear and tear at all, and the luster is extraordinarily beautiful .

"Just like that?" Lu Qing asked repeatedly with a smile in his eyes.

Jin Gaoyang paused.

All the consciousness in his mind was crushed by the gust of wind, leaving only a short blank in the end.Jin Gaoyang pursed his lips, barely evened his disordered and rapid breathing, and simply smashed the jar, "Yeah."

He just loves it.

This is not a particularly precious thing to Lu Qing.When Lu Qing just moved to the shared house, those few boxes were spread out, and Jin Gaoyang was frightened by the preciousness, but occasionally the two of them sat together, and Jin Gaoyang saw that when he picked up the cello, the red gemstone with edges and corners The image of him falling on the neckline as he leaned forward was suddenly imprinted in his mind.

And the moment this answer came out, the surroundings were completely still.

The roommates who finished breakfast did not know when they had already left, as if they were going to ask the teacher for help to read what they wrote last night at the frivolous pace after staying up all night.Apart from him and Lu Qing standing here, there was no other breathing.

Lu Qing stopped talking.

Jin Gaoyang's heart became more and more slow and stagnant, his back was tense, and he did not move for a long time.

"Come down." I don't know how much time passed, but Lu Qing's voice became quiet, "I'll help you wear it."

The lower bunk is Lu Qing's bed, and next to it is a long table.Jin Gaoyang jumped wildly between Lu Qing's bed and the long table, still thinking that Lu Qing's meaning should not be to ask him to go to bed, and finally sat down at the table in a proper manner.

Lu Qing didn't mind, and looked down at Jin Gaoyang's neck.

Unlike his friends who also played labels at the time, Jin Gaoyang seldom brought any accessories.

He was clean, sharp and sharp.The neck is fair and slender, and when she lowered her head quietly like this, she actually revealed a rare sense of embarrassment and obedience.

Lu Qing put on the pendant for him, lowered her eyelashes, and twisted the silver buckle carefully.

The design of the buckle is not complicated, and the movements of Lu Qing's hands are not slow, but for some reason, Jin Gaoyang feels that the time is extraordinarily long, and the slight and slow sound of metal rubbing on the back of his neck vaguely grazes his eardrums , Sometimes Lu Qing's fingertips touch unconsciously, leaving a hot mark on the skin.

"Jin Gaoyang." Lu Qing called his name countless times.

Jin Gaoyang didn't dare to guess his thoughts casually, and his back was still stiff.

"You should know that when I was 12, my mother died."

Who knew that this time, Lu Qing's tone was unprecedentedly light.

"He died on the piano, the cause of death was sudden cardiac death, and the score written for me was only half written."

The secret thought in his mind that he didn't dare to think about just now surged violently, Jin Gaoyang's scalp exploded, his blood poured out, and he turned his head subconsciously.

But Lu Qing held him down.

His fingers pinned to his chin, preventing him from looking at himself.The fingertips that touched his skin were obviously warm, but after the initial violent tremor, Jin Gaoyang's heart suddenly felt like a basin of cold water was thrown into the air, and his whole body felt like falling into an ice cellar.

……and then?

With just a few words, Jin Gaoyang didn't believe that this would have such a big impact on Lu Qing.

Lu Qing didn't say anything else.

When Jin Gaoyang finally stopped trying to turn his head, he let go of his hand and twisted the buckle slowly and silently.

This is not something worth talking about.

Lu Qing's mother, Shi Wuqing, the legendary musician who is honored with glory, is extremely fond of glory and fame, so she will never allow her son to fail. She feels that since Lu Qing's talent far exceeds him, then Lu Qing must It became even more astonishing.

So the day before yesterday, when Lu Qing got on the plane, he already knew what he would see. The scene of Shi Wuqing teaching him music when he was alive was constantly overlapping in his mind.He was born with a predetermined future path, those tortures day and night, severe beatings and scolding, and retching when he saw music once.

And whenever he felt the pain, he could always look up to see his mother being even more cruel to him.She painstakingly composed for him over and over again a more suitable method for him to perform, and researched more stunning pieces, in an attempt to make Lu Qing ascend to the god position when she debuted.Then in such tireless days and nights, he became sick from overwork.

Until the age of 12, the piano sound stopped abruptly.

Lu Qing put down the cello and looked at everything in front of him indifferently.

"She didn't die for you."

When setting off, Shi Yanxue once calmly reminded him, "You have to remember this, your whole family is wrong."

The demon in Lu Qing's heart is no longer what it used to be, so he also calmly dealt with the handover and change of copyright with the relevant person in charge, and finally got it in his hands, including the half of the unfinished part that was written back then. It is an attempt to make Lu Qing's amazing music score as soon as he makes his debut.

At this moment, the room was extremely silent.

Jin Gaoyang suddenly felt a slight "click" on the back of his neck.

The buckle has been fastened firmly, Lu easily opened his hand and called out: "Jin Gaoyang."

He called Jin Gaoyang too many times today.

This name is like a spell that can soothe demons. After calling it so many times, Lu Qing's tone seemed to be extraordinarily calm.

Jin Gaoyang turned his head slowly with a blank mind, but only met his dark eyes.

"Let's go eat." Lu Qing said.

Jin Gaoyang's stomach can't eat heavy oily and spicy food, usually the roommates didn't bring him food, so Lu Qingbian specially bought him some small bread and milk to cushion him, and then took him to eat morning tea.

Jin Gaoyang couldn't calm down.

Lu Qing's mother died when he was 12 years old, and he was already 19 years old when he brought two suitcases to rent with him. Jin Gaoyang knew that he was studying outside at that time, with thorns all over his body and no friends. Jin Gaoyang was really thankful for being able to get along well with him in the future.

But his father died three years ago, just when he was separated from him not long ago.During that period of time, Lu Qing could not be contacted, and then he appeared in the sky not long after, showing his outstanding musical talent to the entire entertainment circle, and ascended to the position of the top ceiling in one fell swoop. He is still indifferent and willful to this day. Dare to approach.

So what happened to him then?

His heart was severely blocked, like floating duckweed, trembling constantly, even this meal was tasteless.Afterwards, Lu Qing seemed to be planning to go back to catch up on sleep, and Jin Gaoyang accompanied him back. Just when he returned to the corridor, Zhao Ai called.

"Sister Zhao Ai." Jin Gaoyang stood on the balcony to answer.

"I called you after finishing yesterday's incident." Zhao Ai said: "Up to now, all the smears, rumors, and groundless rumors on the Internet have been cleaned up. You just have to play well."

Jin Gaoyang had expected it a long time ago, nodded and said: "Okay."

"In addition, this matter was handled so quickly, mainly due to the cooperation of the three parties. Universal Entertainment, the program team of "The Most Powerful Musician", you should know that our own team is responsible for putting pressure on Yang Mingjing and forcing him to Reveal the truth and issue an apology statement, "The Strongest Musician" released a rough cut of the music classroom to prove your strength, and there is another party...Penglai Entertainment, Lu Qing, Shi Yanxue."

Jin Gaoyang couldn't help but pause.

"Shi Yanxue told me this way, Lu Qing is bound to you now, if anything goes wrong with you, Lu Qing will definitely suffer from it, so she must make sure you are clean, and make a big deal out of it." All those who smeared and spread rumors were exposed and warned, although the method is very tough and it is easy to offend people, but it doesn't matter, the result is what we want to see."

"The most important thing is." Zhao Ai said: "I know her temper too well. She said so, but the reason is that Lu Qing must have asked her to do these things. Lu Qing hopes that you are what you are. What he looked like when he debuted. Since he did it, I have an obligation to synchronize this information with you."

After speaking, the call fell silent for a while.

Zhao Ai was waiting for Jin Gaoyang's reply, Jin Gaoyang raised his head, but was stunned for a moment.

He was standing at this position on the balcony, in front of him were several trees that had grown for many years.The green leaves are lush, and I don't know why they are stretching towards the balcony. As long as the wind blows slightly, the leaves will clatter and fall on the balcony.

The sun is shining, dappled through the shadows of the swaying trees.

He couldn't describe that feeling, obviously it wasn't the first time he heard Lu Qing's support for this matter and him.But the sudden uncontrollable thoughts were still raging, congested in his chest as if they were going to explode his heart.

The thoughts in his mind were flickering, last night when Lu Qing suddenly said the phrase "I'm pretty sad" in the silent night, and today his fingertips were pressing on his neck to prevent himself Looking back at him, his tone was calm, like rock waves and torrential rain.

Until suddenly, the rocky waves solidified and the shower stopped.

All the pictures overlap and freeze, Wan Lai is silent, Jin Gaoyang's mind seems to be more lucid than ever before.Nothing else matters, neither the past nor the future.

All that matters is now.

He stared at the greenery growing along with the sun, and suddenly thought.

That being the case, can he become Lu Qing's sun?