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Lu Qing has not been back here for a long time.

The furnishings have not changed much in the past few years. Lu Fang's room is simple and clear, which is exactly the same as his style of work. Only the wall behind the sofa is hung with all the posters that Lu Qing has taken in the past few years, which adds a bit of life.

Lu Qing glanced over lightly, then quickly withdrew her gaze, stood still by the bed like this, and asked, "What did the doctor say specifically?"

"If you want me to take a good rest for a while, I can't use my brain too much. Overtime like before is not allowed." Lu Fang was calm, "But that's okay, I'll find time to watch your performance."

Lu Qing didn't speak.

"I'm sorry that something happened today, it delayed your game." Lu Fang said again.

"It's okay." Lu Qing said: "Anyway, I haven't handed over the song these two days."

Then the room fell silent.

They never had anything to say, Lu Fang had a bad temper before, and no matter what they said, they would irritate Lu Qing.Now that there is no tit-for-tat confrontation like enemies, the atmosphere is particularly cold.

"Why can't I write a song again?" Lu Fang finally asked, "Can you tell me?"

"Why else?" Lu Qing said: "Haven't you seen me in this state before? You saw less when I was beaten when I was young?"

After so many years, his tone was obviously calm, but Lu Fang's pupils shrank slightly, and he turned his head suddenly.

"But I'm not telling you this because of anything else." Lu Qing just stared at him like this, and after a while, said: "I want to tell Jin Gaoyang something, you'd better be mentally prepared first."

Lu Qing admitted that when he came over, he did have such a short-term overreaction.

Especially when Shi Yanxue said that sentence, it suddenly coincided with the phone call Lu Fang made to her three years ago.

"Lu Qing, something happened to my father, you have to go home." That's what he said at the time.

That day Lu Qing had just finished arguing with Jin Gaoyang over the sale of guitars. He stood by the side of the road waiting for the buyer to deliver the guitar, trying to calm the heaving of his chest, and was still seriously considering how to talk to Jin Gao later. When Yang asked about apologizing, Lu Fang continued, "Where are you now? Stand still and wait for me. I'll come and pick you up now."

At that time, Lu Qing didn't have such a strong heart. When he heard the news, his mind suddenly went blank, and an uncontrollable sense of relief surged up like crazy.Even years of demonic obstacles and shadows were clamoring wildly at this moment, almost engulfing him.

It was precisely because of this that he hadn't reacted until Lu Qing personally picked him up on the plane, and he suddenly remembered that he hadn't told Jin Gaoyang that he had something to leave for two days, but his cell phone It has been missing for a long time, and the plane is about to take off immediately.

Lu Qing didn't have any other thoughts, he had just finished arguing with Jin Gaoyang and left without making a sound, what would Jin Gaoyang think?He was about to get off the plane to contact Jin Gaoyang immediately, but this reckless behavior instantly angered Lu Fang.

"It's about to take off, where else do you want to go?"

"Who are you looking for, can't you wait until you go back? My father died because he fell off the bed while chanting your name. Now everyone is waiting for you by the coffin. You are not in a hurry and your father is messing around here instead? Lu Qing Do you still have a heart?"

Lu Qing suddenly stopped talking.

Yeah?He thought almost magically, would his father still say his name?

But now the position was completely changed, Lu Qing still rushed home in a hurry, but the one sitting on the bed became Lu Fang.When Lu Qing came here, he was in a trance for a moment, suddenly wondering if he was going to lose Jin Gaoyang again, his blood seemed to cool down suddenly, and he was so stiff that he could hardly walk, but luckily in the next moment, he saw the living Jin Gaoyang. Lu Fang.

"It's a good thing you didn't die." Lu Qing said again.

It can make him escape from the demon barrier suddenly and return to reality.

Lu Fang stopped talking.

No matter what, Lu Qing was able to say this to him, and even came back to see him even knowing that he was only slightly injured, Lu Fang was already overjoyed.So after a while, he nodded and replied to what he just said, "You tell him everything."

"Those things are related to him, you should say it." Lu Fang said.

When Lu Qing left the room, Shi Yanxue was standing at the door waiting for him.

"Are you ready?" Shi Yanxue was obviously not surprised that he came out in just a few minutes, and said, "I'll go see your elder brother too, if you're in a hurry to go back, get in the car and wait for me, I'm very happy come out faster."

Lu Qing is really in a hurry, just because he didn't write a song doesn't mean he wants to delay the game, especially when the past suddenly rushes in uncontrollably, he can't control himself more and more and wants to return to Jin Gaoyang's side, Even if he just left for half a day.

"Okay." He nodded.

Jin Gaoyang found that Lu Qing's mood had really deteriorated.

Although it's still not that obvious.He was in a hurry when he went out this morning, and it was completely dark when he came back.Jin Gaoyang had just come out of the music classroom when he received a call from Lu Qing.

"Are you coming already?" Jin Gaoyang immediately said: "Then I'll come to pick you up, have you had dinner yet?"

Who knew that before he could finish speaking, Jin Gaoyang stopped and saw Lu Qing in the corridor.

Lu Qing obviously came back in a hurry, and his eyes were a little tired, but that didn't stop him from striding towards Jin Gaoyang. The moment he stood still beside Jin Gaoyang, Jin Gaoyang suddenly felt that he seemed to be want to hug myself.

But he didn't, he stopped slowly, just staring at Jin Gaoyang.

"Lu Qing." After a while, Jin Gaoyang slowly put down the phone, and couldn't hold back his soft shout.

"It's okay." Lu Qing said.

After he finished speaking, all his emotions seemed to dissipate suddenly, and he said, "Shall we go eat first? I didn't eat anything today."

Jin Gaoyang paused, but in the end he just nodded, "Okay, I bought you mochi just now, you should fill your stomach first."

When Lu Qing was away today, a lot of things happened in the program group.Chang Qingling came to the program group again today, tossing the contestants to the point of crying and howling. Jin Gaoyang listened carefully to the comments of other groups, and then told Lu Qing one by one.

After listening quietly, Lu Qing asked, "Are you going to eliminate two groups this time?"

"Yes." Jin Gaoyang nodded, "In the end, there will be eight finalists left."

The co-op stage is nowhere near as high an elimination rate as the break stage.It would be a pity to eliminate anyone at the current level of the game. Jin Gaoyang was not worried about their results, but instead asked: "How are you today? I heard that your elder brother is fine. Do you feel tired? Do you want to go back to rest early?"

"How do you know he's okay?" Lu Qing suddenly frowned.

"Watching the news?" Jin Gaoyang couldn't help being stunned, "Your elder brother is quite famous."

"..." After a long while, Lu Qing finally lowered his eyelashes, and said lightly, "En."

Probably in the same line, Lu Fang inherited his father's talent when he was born, and has been by his father's side since he was a child.In fact, Lu Qing felt that he was redundant for a long time. It was his mother who felt that no one would inherit his music, and that's why Lu Qing came into existence.

But it's clear that he hasn't lived up to his parents' expectations for a long time.

Severely criticize the daily routine, if it's just the mother, it's fine.His father obviously didn't like him either, especially on the day his mother died for him, the family and the outside world were all in turmoil, and his father vented all his fury on him. He was angry that Lu Qing was obviously a genius , but was unable to bring glory to the family for a long time, and finally killed his mother.

At that time, Lu Qing indifferently felt all the slander, speculation and family malice, did she think that she was really a genius?What can he do?Is there anything he hasn't done?

So in the next few years, when his father vented his anger several times, Lu Qing suddenly retaliated uncontrollably. His father couldn't believe that his submissive son would strike so viciously, and the blood on his forehead was dazed. land.

But at that time, Lu Qing felt the joy of venting like never before, and repeatedly recalled the days when his mother finally left these days, feeling almost abnormal, feeling like a new life.

There was probably something really wrong with him.

From then on, Lu Qingbian and his father were at odds.

Stripped of the "obedient" skin, Lu Qing became more and more sharp and unruly. Whenever he angered his father, his ruthlessness and mercilessness would always leave behind his father's fury Fear of names.The father felt that the child he raised was starting to lose control, and Lu Qing could no longer bear the expectations he had entrusted to him, and he was even dangerous enough to threaten his own life.

So his father's mind gradually turned cold, and he began to wonder if Lu Qing should die.

At the age of 15, Lu Qing really left home.

This was suggested by the elder brother. It is impossible for the elder brother to just sit back and watch the family really die. He never favored anyone. In the end, he had no choice but to send Lu Qing to an expensive private school so that he could study and train himself.

That's why Lu Qing never felt any hatred towards Lu Fang. When he went home in the morning, he was even afraid for a moment that he was really dead.

At this time, all Lu Qing's thoughts were out of control, and he suddenly thought: how should he tell Jin Gaoyang about these things?

Did he say he was sick?

To say that he is violent and out of control, is he actually a pervert?

He probably knew Jin Gaoyang's background, his parents were both knowledgeable and gentle university professors, and he was very warm and friendly with Jin Gaoyang before his death, probably this was the only way to develop Jin Gaoyang's temperament.And such Jin Gaoyang will be liked by so many people.

"That's right." At this moment, Jin Gaoyang suddenly turned his head, "Can you eat sushi now?"

He was worried just now when he heard that Lu Qing hadn't eaten all day, so he immediately called the nearby Japanese grocery store to place an order, the place was close, and Lu Qing usually liked to eat.

He was also worried about Lu Qing's poor appetite, so he couldn't help asking a few more questions, "If I can't eat, I'll change to another one."

Lu Qing couldn't help being slightly startled.

He found that Jin Gaoyang seemed to be like this all the time, no matter what state he was in, he was always thoughtful and ironing, allowing the scorching breath to squeeze into his blood, almost densely.

"Hmm." He replied softly.

In fact, Jin Gaoyang thought more than that.

It's just that he didn't say anything at the time, and quietly accompanied Lu Qing after dinner that night, and only picked up the notebook after returning to the dormitory, as if he had to go to the music classroom.

"Yangyang, are you still going so late?"

When the roommates noticed his movement, they couldn't help being slightly stunned, and said, "Isn't it not long since you came back?"

"En." Jin Gaoyang nodded, then said after a pause, "There are some things that need to be changed."

At that time, Lu Qing didn't know what Jin Gaoyang was going to change, but since he was going, he would go too, so he got up and walked side by side with him.

Jin Gaoyang waited for him for a few steps, and then asked: "Do you know that we are actually going to record a clip in this session? It is similar to our performance at the previous theme meeting, and it is to warm up in advance of."

"I know." Lu Qing nodded.

But other groups have handed in, only their group did not hand in.

Now fans on the Internet have begun to worry about them. The two obviously have a very high degree of tacit understanding, but the delay in handing over the song seems like a big problem no matter how you look at it.

"Actually, if the program team allows us to hand it in a few days later, we should be able to hand it in." Jin Gaoyang began to flip through the notebook, saying: "I even adapted a song during the day when I have nothing to do."

At that time, Lu Qing just glanced at it.

Since he was not in the program group during the day, Jin Gaoyang should be trying to arrange music.But then when the two of them went to the music classroom, Jin Gaoyang didn't know why his pace was a little hurried, and in the end he trotted all the way, opened the door for Lu Qing in advance and walked in.

Then he picked up the pen, without even thinking of lifting the piano cover, but quickly added the finishing touches to the song during the day.

In fact, Jin Gaoyang was very worried about Lu Qing.

Just when Lu Qing had just left in the morning, at that moment when he was staring at him with terrifying silence, Jin Gaoyang's heart seemed to freeze for a short time.Then he sat in the music classroom, back and forth, uneasily flipping through the scores that Lu Qing had written before.

He was thinking, after Lu Qing came back, would he become like when he wrote "The Sun"?He still still remembers that night when Lu Qing just came back from dealing with his mother's music copyright, he was so quiet in the dark night that it was almost fragile, as if the wind would blow everything away.

Jin Gaoyang was keenly aware of his abnormality at that time, but he didn't dare to breathe, and he didn't dare to ask any more questions.

At times like this, what can I do?

The moment I saw Lu Qing tonight, this kind of emotion was all condensed into essence. Jin Gaoyang couldn't even control the strength of his writing. Yes, you should be very familiar with it, do you want to hear it?"

Lu Qing took it over to look at it, and suddenly stopped.

What he adapted was nothing else but the song "Three Strings of Moon" that Lu Qing wanted to use.This piece of music is already very light, like the wind that cannot be grasped, drifting far away, and there is still a wet drizzle, holding a silent black umbrella.Sounds like a song written for a funeral.

However, in this short period of time, Jin Gaoyang not only rewritten all the decadent and gloomy atmosphere in the paragraph, but even suddenly filled it with his unique vitality.

"I didn't change his tone, I just added some layers to it." After Jin Gaoyang finished speaking, he hummed a few more words softly.

His voice was always like this, and it sounded melodious and clear in the quiet corner at this moment.There are leaves outside the window that seem to be rattling with the wind, Lu Qing looks at him, and feels that he seems to have this kind of power forever.

But everything that passes through his hands will become warm and bright.

"Because I'm thinking today, I don't seem to be doing it right recently." After Jin Gaoyang finished humming the song, he chuckled at Lu Lu, "You have been sorting out the past and sorting out the music, so I can't do nothing Doing, besides waiting, can also dissipate heat, right?"

His eyes were bright, he looked at Lu Qing and said, "Does it sound nice to you, Lu Qing?"

All sounds fell silent.

Lu Qing's pupils dilated, and suddenly his heart beat wildly.

He recognized that Jin Gaoyang made up this piece specially to coax him, and he could feel the change of the whole paragraph from the first note.Jin Gaoyang seemed to want to do this from the very beginning, but it wasn't until this time that he suddenly burst out again.

And this kind of outburst made Lu Qing's mind suddenly go blank, and all the thinking and wandering during this time disappeared.

If he really had something to express, why would he need to carefully consider how to present it? Jin Gaoyang just looked at him like this and gave the most suitable answer.

No matter how embarrassing he is, he just needs to be straightforward.

"Yangyang."

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Qing finally spoke out.

He took a deep breath, until now he couldn't control the blood rushing backwards, staring at Jin Gaoyang and said: "Do you want to go home with me?"

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