I made my love debut in a variety show

Jin Gaoyang was stunned for a moment.

When he came back, he didn't think about anything. Just the lack of news and being unable to connect occupied all his attention and reason. However, when he stopped in place at this time, he finally realized that he had just ended How urgent it is.

That feeling was so real that he could now clearly feel his heart slowly falling back, and the breath that was congested in his chest was finally slowly exhaled.

"What's wrong?" Lu Qing asked him instead.

"...I didn't see your news today, and I didn't call you back."

After Jin Gaoyang finished speaking, he subconsciously pursed his lips.

He was starting to feel something was wrong.

He and Lu Qing are just roommates, even if they are more affectionate, they are just friends. Lu Qing sends him messages every day to tell him about his activities, maybe it is just out of politeness and normal communication.

But that's not what he has to do.

He has his own freedom and space, so what is he worrying about?

However, when Lu Qing heard this, he suddenly seemed to be quieter.

Just like the day when Jin Gaoyang saw him, Jin Gaoyang was about to unwrap the cake, but found him sitting alone on the sofa, even the light couldn't get into his shadow.

"Lu Qing?" After a while, Jin Gaoyang probed gently.

"It's okay." Lu Qing waited for a moment, and finally said, "I'm okay."

"You..." Jin Gaoyang couldn't get rid of the broadcast he heard in the taxi just now, especially when he bit down the word, all his guesses became more and more certain.

So he tried again: "Do you need me to do something for you?"

Lu Qing raised his eyelashes abruptly.

It is obvious that they have been fully adjusted and suppressed, and they have closed themselves so that they will not leak a little when there is no one around.But when there was such a person who peeled away the stones to seriously visit the injured little beast hidden in the cave, for a moment, the little beast wished to turn its belly over for him to see.

"……nothing."

It took a long time before Lu Qing heard his own low voice.

His closed shell "clicked", as if a fatal gap had been cracked.

Jin Gaoyang quickly poured water for Lu Qing.

Originally, Lu Qing was going to the supermarket to buy things, but he didn't go now, he just stood at the entrance without moving.Seeing that Jin Gaoyang was busy for a while, he asked, "Aren't you going to do your homework?"

"I'm going." Jin Gaoyang paused, "Now I'll accompany you for a while."

After those thoughts surged up just now, his mind couldn't stop.

Does Lu Qing need him to accompany him?

If it's just an ordinary friend, it's probably necessary at this time, even if it's just to stay quietly and make sure he doesn't have anything else to do.But Lu Qing was different, he was always closed, Jin Gaoyang was driven by some emotions, he hesitated rarely.

Lu Qing nodded instead.

He took the warm water and drank it slowly, and put the cup beside him after drinking.After a moment of silence, he suddenly said, "Are you going home tomorrow? I'll pick you up tomorrow, okay?"

"Huh?" Jin Gaoyang turned his head subconsciously.

"I'm afraid you're worried." Lu Qing said quietly, "I'll let you see it anytime."

Jin Gaoyang suddenly stopped breathing.

All the rampant thoughts froze just now, and the strong wind suddenly tore away all the hesitation or uncertainty, and then the whole heart was swept away into emptiness and silence.

"Okay." He frowned and smiled.

Lu Qing sent Jin Gaoyang back to school.

When Jin Gaoyang was walking by the door, he asked, "Will you still call me?"

"Yes." Lu Qing nodded.

He turned off the phone for a short time today, mainly because it was too annoying for Lu Fang to call him frequently.Lu Chu's death has nothing to do with him, since the other party doesn't want him to live at all, why should he care about the other party.

But he never thought that Jin Gaoyang would rush home without even doing his homework if the two pieces of information were not received in time.

Lu Qing never said it.

But the moment he stood in the entrance and opened the door, he saw Jin Gaoyang panting and raised his head, the heat on the other person seemed to overwhelm him in an instant, invading his heart and blood, making his brain tremble. Blank briefly.

Is he a little sun?

Otherwise, how could it be so warm and bright.

However, after the mobile phone was connected, Lu Fang called again. After hearing the silence on the other end, he finally said helplessly: "Lu Qing, I didn't mean to ask you to come to express condolences, because all the media will be present at the funeral. , if you're not here, it will affect me a lot."

All these years, Lu Fang has been arranging all of Lu Qing's life.

When Lu Qing was 15 years old, he was not able to live independently. It was Lu Fang who sent him to the school to board in order to prevent any trouble between him and his father; It was Lu Fang who sent him to the mountain city to prevent him from being involved in the company's disputes.

But now that all the dust has settled, Lu Fang needs him to do this superficial work, so Lu Qing still has to go.

"it is good."

Finally, Lu Qing said.

Jin Gaoyang finally finished his experiment work on the second night.The seniors were all exhausted, drinking coffee on the sofa, waiting for Jin Gaoyang to write the final data analysis and report.

"It's hard work." Everyone sighed, "When you go to school next year, it will be your turn to do the experiment. You can grab another student to write the report for you."

"That's not necessarily true." A senior said: "According to Yang Yang's personality, maybe he will do experiments and write reports by himself."

"That's true." The other seniors laughed, "Yangyang is very serious in everything he does."

Jin Gaoyang also laughed after listening, but did not answer. After checking all the data and text for the last time, he submitted them and left the laboratory.

"Hey, Yangyang!"

The senior was simply wondering why he ran faster every time recently.

Obviously he wasn't like this before!

"Leave him alone." A senior said, "Most likely someone will come to pick him up."

"Is anyone there?" The others were terrified, "Lu Qing?!"

"Yes." The senior nodded, "And do you know who Lu Qing is? I didn't know at first, but I just glanced at the news when I went to the toilet, and I finally knew why he looked so familiar...!"

Jin Gaoyang didn't read the news, and didn't know that Lu Qing went home last night, and rushed back after the condolences today, and ran out immediately after receiving Lu Qing's news.

Lu Qing was holding the milk tea, following the sound, he happened to see Jin Gaoyang running towards him.

"Lu Qing." He stopped in front of him, smiled out of breath, and raised his brows brightly, "Have you waited for a long time?"

"No." After watching him for a moment, Lu Qing handed him the milk tea.

"Just right."

On the way home, Jin Gaoyang always felt that more eyes were cast on them on the way.Lu Qing put the hat on his sweater over his head, and said flatly: "Don't worry about it."

Then someone really is paying attention to them.

Jin Gaoyang felt strange, and turned his head to look at it. Fortunately, no one took pictures yet, and Lu Qing's indifferent gaze stopped someone as soon as he took out his mobile phone. He couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

"A little thing." Lu Qing said.

After the initial emotion, he didn't have any intention of hiding it.

This matter is also easy to say, when Lu Qing came home, he was ready to have a camera.At that time, Min Chang was talking to him while his teacher was standing on the lawn, and he silently raised his head, his tired eyes clearly showing.

His exhaustion had nothing to do with the funeral, he had just spent the night processing his emotions.He originally thought it would be difficult, but many times in the past he fell into a deep whirlpool, but now the news of Lu Chi's death suddenly pulled away all his emotions, and the overwhelming joy and relief almost made him lose control.

But he was sitting at the door of the porch, and the appearance of Jin Gaoyang when he pushed the door and entered repeatedly appeared in his mind, and he played Jin Gaoyang's song silently.

Lu Qing had this feeling from the first time he heard Jin Gaoyang's song.

It was hard to describe at first, obviously the arrangement and rhythm were pretty bad, but as he listened, the more he listened, the more peaceful he felt, and he listened to it all before he knew it.

Later, the deeper the contact with Jin Gaoyang, the hotter his songs became.

Sincere, fiery, just like him.At first, Lu Qing just sat in the living room and listened quietly. Later, after he placed the piano in the living room, all the other party's instruments were moved out accordingly. He began to sit on the ground, quietly staring at Jin Jin. Gao Yang's back.

So all the emotions last night were swept away by the out-of-control storm, and finally the clouds and mists were pushed away, and they all calmed down under the music of Jin Gaoyang.

It is precisely because of this that he can calmly treat Shi Yanxue's conversation with him today, whether it is going back and forth, or the scene of mourning, or even the photos exposed by the media. It can't be so simple.

Jin Gaoyang soon found out too.

After the two returned home, Jin Gaoyang glanced at his phone casually, and found the news and news sent to him by his friends, and suddenly realized that his intuition was not wrong.

When he came back last night, Lu Qing was probably going through a great catastrophe, the outside was calm without any waves, but the inside was like a ravaging storm.

Jin Gaoyang unknowingly settled in place.

Lu Qing noticed his movements, and when she looked back, she found that Jin Gaoyang's gaze was light but extremely focused.

"Lu Qing?" He asked tentatively.

"Yeah." Lu Qing replied calmly.

This sentence was like a response to all the worries, Jin Gaoyang pursed his lips, and the blood that had been surging and condensed at the moment of hearing the news just now slowly began to regain consciousness.

"If there is a next time, I will accompany you." After a long time, Jin Gaoyang finally said.

"If you need it," he added seriously.

Lu was slightly taken aback.

The next time he said it was Lu Qing's emotional change.

Lu Qing knew that his emotions were very unstable, he didn't deliberately hide it, and Jin Gaoyang could also see it, but neither side said anything.Sometimes Jin Gaoyang just smiled at him, but he has never been so straightforward as this time.

"it is good."

So Lu Qing also laughed lowly.

"Then we've agreed."

I don't know if this sentence played a role, Jin Gaoyang felt that Lu Qing's mood seemed to be much lighter for a moment.

He had always been carrying a heavy burden before, until this moment, he seemed to really raise his head and face up to all of himself.

It is precisely because of this that when Jin Gaoyang was with Lu Qing, he always felt an extremely subtle and strange feeling from time to time.

He was already used to his pick-up and drop-off, and when he went to get his grades after the exam, he still couldn't help turning his head to look at him when he walked to the school gate.

"Should I go straight to dinner after I get it?" Lu Qing fixed the location of the restaurant on his mobile phone and said, "You have a game tomorrow, isn't it convenient for you to eat spicy food?"

"Yeah." Jin Gaoyang nodded, and suddenly smiled again, "But it doesn't matter if you like to eat, the impact is not that big."

Although it seemed a bit rotten in Lu Qing's mouth, Jin Gaoyang has never lost a game near here.It's either the first or the second. Anyway, there are bonuses, so Jin Gaoyang can get the money to pay the rent.

However, Lu Qing had already ordered a private restaurant for porridge, then locked the screen and threw the phone into his pocket, raised his head and said goodbye to Jin Gaoyang seriously, "See you later."

"See you later." Jin Gaoyang said.

And when Jin Gaoyang came out with his grades, he saw Lu Qing on the phone.

He couldn't tell who the other party was, but Lu Qing's expression was not so good-looking, he didn't lose his temper, but his eyes were cold, just like the day we just met.

"Let me enter the entertainment circle?" Lu Qing sneered, "Going to give you a tool to make money?"

In the end, Jin Gaoyang only heard this sentence.

Jin Gaoyang was a little surprised, and walked over lightly, but still alarmed Lu Qing.Lu Qing was obviously a little annoyed by talking to the other party, and saw Jin Gaoyang paused slightly when he turned around, and then hung up the phone directly.

Jin Gaoyang was still stunned for a while, and said: "...have you finished?"

It seemed that Lu Qing didn't even say "goodbye".

"Yeah." Lu Qing didn't hide anything, "I don't want to tell her anymore."

"Does someone want you to enter the entertainment industry?" Jin Gaoyang asked curiously.

"My aunt." Lu Qing said, "Shi Yanxue."

Jin Gaoyang's impression of this name suddenly became clear.

Shi Yanxue is the gold medal manager of Penglai Entertainment. He has brought out several kings and queens in his hand. Now that his hand is empty, there are rumors that he has already become the management of Penglai Entertainment, and he will no longer personally Take charge of these.

But judging from what Lu Qing meant, she seemed to really want to take Lu Qing with her?

"There's something wrong with her." Lu Qing said again.

Jin Gaoyang turned his head, suddenly a little surprised.

I don't know when it started, Lu Qing is not stingy even when scolding people.He gradually recovered from his lifeless state, and even expressed his emotions very straightforwardly.

"Lu Qing..." Jin Gaoyang said: "Would you like to swear a few more words?"

Lu Qing:?

"It sounds good." Jin Gaoyang.

Lu Qing: "..."

Seeing that Lu Qing almost blurted out that sentence, Jin Gaoyang blinked.Lu Qing looked at him for a moment, and finally patted the back of his head lightly, "Let's go."

Jin Gaoyang followed behind, immediately laughed, and continued: "I'm serious about Lu Qing, but if you really enter the entertainment circle, there should be many people who like you."

"Yes." Lu Qing said: "Shi Yanxue also said the same."

But he doesn't care.

It doesn't matter whether others like him or not, Lu Zhi and Shi Wuqing haven't even given him any love for so many years, so he still survived.

He has a little bit of hope now, he thinks that it is enough for the person around him to like him.

If there is such a day.

Lu Qing's eyes were light, and he didn't turn his head, but Jin Gaoyang's laughing voice was still in his ear, blowing wordlessly along with the wind.

Jin Gaoyang didn't expect at the time that he had just heard Lu Qing talk about the entertainment industry, and he had to face the same choice.

When Jin Gaoyang went to participate in the competition the next day, he happened to meet Zhao Ai.

Zhao Ai sat under the stage, originally just listening casually.The competition was jointly organized by several labels, and no tickets were required. She just came here to visit friends, and out of professional habits, she also stopped by to see if there were any good seedlings.

But what he didn't expect was that the singers who were frequently mentioned by major labels and were rumored to be relatively high-quality, Zhao Ai didn't have any disturbances in his heart. On the contrary, when Jin Gaoyang appeared on the stage, he was quite surprised. look up.

She finds it strange.

Jin Gaoyang didn't make a mistake, but his performance was definitely not amazing, but the moment he appeared, the audience in the audience seemed to sit up straight, and after he left the stage, the people around him all cried out in unison. Regretfully sigh.

He has a very unique quality that hasn't been tapped yet.

This quality is attractive, but no one knows what it is now.

So when the competition ended, Jin Gaoyang won No.2 without any surprise, and also received Zhao Ai's business card.

"Hello." Zhao Ai's eyes were gentle, "Can we have a meal and talk together?"

At that time, Lu Qing was waiting for him outside.

Jin Gaoyang can promise her to eat, but not today, the first person he wants to see after each performance is only Lu Qing.

He just took the business card and said politely, "Can I do it tomorrow? After I get out of school."

From this day on, Zhao Ai would appear in Jin Gaoyang's field of vision from time to time.

Zhao Ai is very quiet, she looks like she never cares about her work, she just strolls around the city, occasionally asks Jin Gaoyang, and occasionally just asks when his next performance is.She clearly and bluntly expressed her desire to understand Jin Gaoyang, but it was limited to this.

After Jin Gaoyang talked with her for the first time, he also knew her occupation and purpose.

"A very senior manager of Huanyu Entertainment, she should be the vice president now. She even took care of Shi Yanxue before." After seeing this business card, Lu Qing couldn't help but glance at it, and said, "If she sees If it is you, you will have a very good future in the entertainment industry."

"Are you going?" Lu Qing asked again.

"I don't have any plans yet." Jin Gaoyang thought for a while, and said, "Creatures are also quite interesting."

Lu Qing looked at him, and asked suddenly: "Do you think everything is interesting?"

Jin Gaoyang is a person who likes to learn very much.

He can calm down to work on various experimental data, and he can also have a lot of creative inspiration, and go crazy with the audience at the performance scene where the heat wave explodes.His enthusiasm seems to be endless, bursting out anytime and anywhere.

So he is interested in many things.

But seriously, it seems that there is nothing worth chasing against all odds.

"Yeah." Jin Gaoyang turned his head and smiled, "That's pretty good."

Lu Qing also nodded.

He is completely different from Jin Gaoyang.

For a long time, he felt that he had nothing.

So faced with such a choice, Jin Gaoyang and Lu Qing actually had no extra reaction.Zhao Ai was not in a hurry, the more she got in touch with Jin Gaoyang, the more she felt that he was worth getting in touch with, and sometimes she would go to school to pick up Jin Gaoyang, just in time to bump into Lu Qing who was also waiting at the door.

Lu Qing was playing with his mobile phone at first, but when he saw this, he locked the screen, and said flatly: "You will be easily misunderstood like this."

"Really?" Zhao Ai smiled slightly.

After the end of the last semester, Jin Gaoyang successfully became the first in his grade, not to mention a few more awards on the honor column, and the idea of ​​analyzing the experimental data at the end of the semester was also circulated as a classic case in the whole college.

Jin Gaoyang was instantly more eye-catching than before, and now anyone who cared a little bit about the school's news, no one didn't know his name.

Lu Qing, who came to pick him up every day, became the focus of everyone's attention.

"He's here, he's here, this handsome guy is here again!"

"I've seen him here since last semester, is he Jin Gaoyang's boyfriend?"

"Wow that's really possible too."

"A handsome guy matches a handsome guy, woohoo, I love it so much!"

"Look at how similar their temperaments are, they must be husband and wife!"

"Where is it similar? It seems that this one is not easy to get close to, okay? You haven't met Jin Gaoyang, I don't know. Jin Gaoyang just looks cold when he doesn't speak, but in fact he is super nice..."

"Hey, but there is a very temperamental teacher who came to Jin Gaoyang these days, why?"

"Is it Jin Gaoyang's music teacher outside?"

"No, Jin Gaoyang doesn't seem to have signed up for any music lessons."

"Who is that, I'm a little curious..."

All the whispers were undisguised, even if they lowered their voices, they would occasionally reach the ears of the two.Zhao Ai finds it very interesting, Lu Qing is a person who keeps his face, but actually cares a lot about other people's evaluation of him and Jin Gaoyang.

So she continued with a smile, "Because I disturbed others discussing your relationship with Jin Gaoyang?"

"Lu Qing." Probably because of Shi Yanxue's relationship, Zhao Ai looked at Lu Qing as if he was looking at a junior, and said softly: "If you really have an idea, it doesn't make any sense to just hide it in your heart of."

"Other people's remarks, what they say, and their evaluations have no effect on you. Even if they are nice, they are nothing but mirrors." Zhao Ai said: "You should understand this best."

Lu Qing suddenly turned his head.

Zhao Ai still had a gentle look on his face. He obviously talked to Jin Gaoyang the most these days, and only met Lu Qing occasionally, but for some reason, he suddenly hit the nail on the head.

Lu Qing did think a lot of things in his heart.

Probably because it took a long time to meet Jin Gaoyang, and Jin Gaoyang's friends would see them walking side by side from time to time, eating together and going out to play together.His behavior is undisguised, and his thoughts are clearly revealed. Even if he is a good roommate, it is a bit too eye-catching to achieve this level.

So more than once, Lu Qing heard the senior who came out with Jin Gaoyang ask quietly and with a teasing smile: "Yangyang, tell me the truth, in fact, he is not your roommate, but your boyfriend, isn't he?" ?”

Then Jin Gaoyang's smile lightly poured into Lu Qing's ears.

His heart froze for an instant, and he began to think almost uncontrollably... Can he do it?