rose with snow

The air is slightly drunk, and the rain is getting heavier and heavier.

The glass windows cut off the wind and rain of the outside world, and the menacing raindrops turned into water in front of Song Yingshi's eyes, and fell smoothly, forming a curtain of water.

The water curtain separated the night scene, which was reflected in Song Yingshi's eyes, and even her eyes became blurred and affectionate.

If you look at it from the beginning, when she learned that Huai Xu was a crook two weeks ago, after being shocked, she chose to avoid suspicion with Huai Xu.

Humans are emotional creatures, and adults are mature creatures of interest.Before the confession, they had already become friends, coupled with the inevitable day-to-day relationship and interest relationship, it is too unrealistic and a pity to completely cut off contact.

The two went through several trials and tribulations, including ambiguity, hostility, and nights of drinking together.

In the end, they tacitly stopped the relationship at an ambiguous stage, kept silent about certain things, and the relationship entered a stable period, no longer deliberately avoiding suspicion, and no longer being so naturally intimate.

But at the same time, those things they never mentioned will quietly emerge at a certain moment, dominating their behavior and heartbeat.

Like Song Yingshi, it is difficult to find a reason to explain why she is curious about the world of ntxl to Huai Xu, and why she refuses to untie cp.

But Song Yingshi understood very well why Huai Xu asked her if she was warmed up in the practice classroom, and why she almost entangled with her in front of the bed at midnight.

They can only do a lot of things, but they can't say it, so they can maintain the delicate balance between the two under the pretense of confusion.

The smooth water surface like a white mirror was suddenly wrinkled by the spring breeze during that outing recording.

When her eyes always followed Huai Xu's figure, Song Ying realized that she seemed bent?

Before she had time to think about it, a few hours later, on the small road in front of the White Tower, she learned that Huai Xu valued her fans, and she heard that she wanted to concentrate on her career.

In fact, Song Yingshi should agree, idols fall in love, and idols are disqualified. Putting fans on them is a matter of breaking the house. Of course, you have to start a career when your career is rising. What's the point of having a long-term relationship?Song Yingshi always agrees.

It's just that when this matter fell on her own head, at that moment, Song Yingshi didn't think of this level at all, and only thought of one sentence: Then she doesn't have to worry about whether to bend or not.

Song Ying always deliberately ignores these things, and chooses to retreat from the way she came from, and become a straight daughter again.

She was cautious and pretended to be indifferent, but it was not easy to retreat.

Huai Xu on Ergong's stage made her unable to take her eyes off her, and her heart was so excited.

When she jumped onto Huaixu with difficulty, when she took Huaixu to the back of the curtain, when Huaixu asked her for a kiss, and she pretended not to know her lips to her palm, when she had a secret Xin Xin took Huai Xu's lips on the stage——

Everything is out of control again.

Last night she used the excuse of being tired and refused to think about it, but tonight...

She couldn't refuse Huai Xu tonight.

Now, she is in Huai Xu's arms.

Huaixu wrapped her around her like a flower pedicle, every piece of her flesh was sucking her.With Huaixu gently catching her, Song Yingshi couldn't get away.

Song Yingshi regained her composure, she hadn't figured out what to do next, Huai Xu's arms were tightened, and Song Yingshi's thoughts, which had just been organized, suddenly became disorganized.

Huai Xu won't want to...

Song Yingshi just got up, and there was slowly an empty space behind her.

Huai Xu backed away.

Song Yingshi let out a sigh of relief, but her heart became empty.She didn't even know what she wanted.

She closed her eyes and turned to look at Huai Xu.

Even though she had seen herself clearly, it was still difficult for Song Yingshi to change her attitude towards Huai Xu in just a few minutes.

She subconsciously obeyed the topic and plan just now, and smiled easily:

"Finished hugging? Then I'll go back to the room. Don't open the window again. I'm afraid you'll get sick. You have to go back to the White Tower tomorrow night. You should sleep well tonight and have a rest. I'll take you to play tomorrow. Think about it." There is nowhere to go."

Song Yingshi's calf muscles were clumped together, and her heart sometimes hung high and sometimes fell like she was riding a roller coaster, but she was still able to chat with Huai Xu relaxedly.

She could even tell Huai Xu a bunch of nonsense as if nothing had happened!

Song Ying was amazed by her acting skills for a while, she really became a master of acting after a long time.

Two steps away from Song Yingshi, in the dim light, Huai Xu forcibly suppressed his eager thoughts, and quietly observed Song Yingshi's expression.

It's a pity that Song Yingshi is still open-minded.

Whenever Song Ying showed a little wavering...

Huai Xu's eyes darkened.

She is too impatient today.

When thinking of Song Yingshi having secrets with others and keeping her out of touch with the world, Huai Xu couldn't contain some of her dark thoughts.

The desire to monopolize all Song Yingshi's mind has always grown wantonly, and she chose to indulge tonight.

When looking at the indifferent Song Ying, Huai Xu was unwilling and disappointed, but more patient.

Because it was Song Yingshi, she had enough patience.

At least for now, they are still together.It's better than nothing.And it's much better.

take it easy.

Huai Xu slowly made way to leave the balcony, her eyes were still fixed on Song Yingshi, and her voice was deep and low:

"Okay, good night, Xiao Ten."

"Good night."

Song Yingshi lowered her head slightly, lifted her stiff calf, and walked out quickly, not forgetting to close the door of Huaixu's room, and closed it tightly without leaking a single crack.

She held the doorknob tightly, leaning her back against the door, staring blankly at the bright passageway with lights ahead, but her mind was full of the dark bedroom separated by a wall.

...For a moment just now, she saw Huai Xu's eyes.

She really thought she couldn't get out.

The worst thing about this is that Song Yingshi couldn't guarantee whether she would be obsessed when the lively beauty wanted to keep her.

"..."

Song Yingshi said to herself in an almost non-existent voice:

"What a terrible night."

She lowered her head and thought for another two or three seconds, then she slowed down and looked back at Huaixu's door before leaving, with a bright smile on her lips.

It was also a beautiful, wonderful night.

When Song Yingshi returned to the room, her footsteps started to be calm and brisk.

It's not like walking through a simple passage, but it's like walking from one end of the road to the other, or slowly firming up your choice, and at the same time acknowledging the road you're going to take, so the wind blows under your feet.

She had washed up a long time ago, and the home clothes on her body were a little wet from the bouquet.Song Yingshi changed into a clean one, looked at the time, it was still a while before going to bed.

She lit a scented candle, the candle was small but bright, and the sweet and sour scent of berries and the forest slowly diffused, making Song Yingshi slowly relax.

She leaned against the bed and swiped her phone, but she didn't seem to read the words, she couldn't connect them into sentences, and she couldn't even eat melons.

Song Yingshi chose to give up after swiping for 5 minutes, which is simply invalid for playing with mobile phones.

She hesitated for a moment, opened the various platforms again, and searched for keywords such as "ntxl", "Lily", and "Ji Zai" in the input box.

Although she denounced too much dross on the Internet before, but... But as a newcomer, she still has to firmly grasp the opportunity to gain knowledge, and she will not have a mobile phone when she returns tomorrow.

And she will definitely be with Huai Xu during the day tomorrow, so she can't search in front of Huai Xu.

Song Yingshi's reasons were extremely sufficient, so she used various trumpets to look them up without any psychological burden.

When she swiped onto Weibo, she saw that a straight girl had contributed an article to the big V of Jiquan, telling how she was raped, and the length was [-] characters.

After Song Yingshi watched it, she sympathetically gave the other party a thumbs up.She doesn't have the habit of leaving messages and interacting, but at this time no one has talked, so she couldn't help but follow up in more than 100 comments:

I just bent half an hour ago, and I'm in the same mood as the contributing lady #摇手

After posting, Song Yingshi went to Zhihu for a stroll.When she came back from browsing around, she found a new private message on Weibo.

The lady who contributed the manuscript actually sent her a private message.

"Hello, sister, it's also fate to be broken up on the same day. My girlfriend and I are playing in a group of Ji cubs. Do you want to come to play? We are very friendly! It doesn't matter if you don't, I wish you and your girlfriend 99 #love"

Song Yingshi didn't pay much attention to the front, her mental strength was completely absorbed by the last sentence.She replied:

"Thank you, she's not my girlfriend yet."

The other party replied quickly: "She didn't flirt with you, you bent yourself?"

Song Yingshi thought about it, and replied rigorously:

"When I was a straight girl, she thought I was Ji Zai, and thought we were together. I rejected her when I was a straight girl."

Opponent: "Tactical retreat, and then?"

Song Yingshi said with a sullen face: "Then she didn't do anything, I bent myself."

The other party: "Didn't do anything??? Damn, then she must be very good-looking #狗头, are you greedy for her body?"

Song Yingshi was not convinced: "I am very beautiful myself, why are you greedy for her body?"

She said this with extra confidence, she is a big beauty, and she is just curvy, so she really does not want women's bodies.I didn't dare to look at Huai Xu's body before mainly because... I was uncomfortable.

The other party was kind and generous: "Okay, okay, she is the one who is greedy for your body."

?

Song Yingshi put on a serious puppy face, and slowly replied: "You are right."

The other party: "Hahahahahaha, do you want to come to our group? We will give you advice. However, there is still a question that needs to be asked first."

Song Yingshi was a little moved.I don't really want to hear their ideas, but I mainly want to see what the other Ji cubs are like.

In her previous life, she didn't talk about emotional matters with her friends, and in this life, she didn't have a second Ji Zai friend (should) besides Huai Xu. She knew very little about this group, and she was currently between dissociation and integration.

It is always good to have one more way to understand, and the living person is more vivid.

After making up her mind, Song Ying said, "What's the question? You ask."

The other party replied quickly: "Are you a fan of Song Bao?"

Song Yingshi: "?"

The other party: "It's okay for passers-by, as long as you're not black. Our group is basically in the trap. If you're black, it's not easy to come hahaha."

Song Yingshi: ...

When she saw Song Ying, she didn't reply, but said warmly on the other side:

"Isn't there anyone who doesn't know about Song Bao? Oh, it's possible. Although everyone in the Lily circle knows it, it's normal if you just turned around + didn't watch the draft."

"Let me explain to you"

Song Yingshi's face was burning with shame, and she tried to keep her face expressionless:

"I know, no science popularization."

As the "Song" who threw herself into Song Baoli, she knew it too, clearly, clearly.

Yuanyuan opened the group called "Give a Jihui": "I sent the QR code to that sister, and she will come right away."

Delicate and soft 0: "Hahahaha"

Midnight Sad Rose: "Okay"

Yuanyuan was coaxed by the group of friends to submit an article, and the group of friends watched her comment area, and found a fresh little Ji cub who was on the same day as Yuanyuan, and encouraged Yuanyuan to call her sister quickly.

Yuanyuan symbolically invited the other party to play in the group, anyway, there are not many people in a thousand people.

Unexpectedly, the other party had a tortuous story, and the group of friends became more interested in her, so Yuanyuan formally invited her for the second time.

After Jing Xuan was busy with the fan club, she opened the thousand-person Ji Zai group, and saw that everyone was welcoming newcomers.

I don't know which narrow ghost manager changed the newcomer's business card to "Small Girl". With this cute ID, the newcomer was welcomed and teased by everyone. Some people even asked her about the length of her fingers.

Broken Shell Xiaoji: Why do you need to measure your fingers?

Seeing this, Jing Xuan felt that Xiao Ji had just broken her shell, she was so ignorant, so obedient.

She came forward to stop her: Be quiet, don't scare people.

Because of the multiple identities of Voting Huai Song Bao's No.1 group + the president of the support club + the big hand of the same person, Jing Xuan has a high prestige in the group, everyone is quite calm when she speaks, and chats honestly.

But Xiaoji, who broke the shell, was too shy, so she started diving after saying hello, and she also posted emojis when she appeared.Everyone gradually turned the topic to their source of happiness.

You have cat cake: "It's been 8 hours since Throwing Song Bao last sent candy."

Meng 0: "I don't know if they are on the bed or under the bed, on the same bed or on the same bed"

Want to be soft 1: "Today No. 13 repainting materials is over, hehe...hehehe..."

Strong man: "Guess who will be on and who will be off tonight?"

Around the provocative topic raised by the hunk man, a heated debate immediately broke out in the group.

In front of the screen, Song Yingshi was full of question marks.

She knows that everyone is the same when it comes to CP, but she has never fired CP with anyone, and she is relatively new to the business of being the protagonist.

Now I see a whole group of CP fans knocking on her and Huai Xu's CP, and even fighting for the sake of Mo Xuwu's up and down, this feeling is too...

Song Yingshi rubbed her arms, got up to apply a mask, cut out to reply to the news for a while, and communicated with everyone in the family group and Chunye group.

After she washed off the mask and finished her skin care, she cut to the penguin for a look.

Half an hour passed, and they were still arguing with their arguments. The arguments were all fallacious, and they could still make plausible arguments. Some outstanding players were fighting with each other with their tongues, and the atmosphere of the whole group chat was so hot that it was smoking.

"..."

Song Yingshi, with black lines all over her head, came out to tell everyone the truth:

"Don't argue, they slept separately."

Party Eleven: "You're outrageous!"

Xu Yidang: "You talk nonsense!"

Mutual Attack Party: "Impossible!"

Facing the enemy, the three families stood in the united front tacitly!

"..."

The master, who was pissed off by cp fans, turned off his phone in a funny way, and fell asleep.

Let's fight, let's fight.

I don't know if it's because she played too much on her mobile phone before going to bed, and Song Yingshi didn't sleep well.

She dreamed of Huai Xu.

Huai Xu stood by the sea, she was a touch of Klein blue in the pale sky.

In the sea breeze, her figure was blown to pieces.

The sea breeze is salty and wet, and the sea view is barren.

She walked into the sea step by step.

-

Song Yingshi took a sharp breath, opened her eyes at the same time, and woke up from the dream.

She took a few heavy breaths, grabbed the phone on the bedside table, found Huai Xu's WeChat and called a video.

There was no answer there, and Song Yingshi's rationality gradually returned to the sound effect, and she looked around.

...is just a dream.

What is she fussing about?

Song Yingshi moved her fingers and was about to hang up.

Just a second before her finger was about to drop, the video was switched on suddenly.

Huai Xu's face appeared on the screen.

She didn't seem to wake up yet, she was still lying on the pillow, her jet-black hair was scattered on the white goose down pillow, creating a feeling of heavy ink.

There was a hazy drowsiness on the face with no makeup applied, her eyes were half-closed, her face was sleepy, and her voice was hoarse after waking up:

"Song Xiaoshi, you better have..."

Song Yingshi guessed that she was going to ask her what's the matter, but she was really fine, so it couldn't be said that she was frightened by the dream.It seems that she is naive and unacceptable.

But Huai Xu stopped halfway through his words, propped up his upper body, and his expression gradually became clear:

"Call me suddenly... What's wrong with you? Are you sick?"

This was the first time Song Yingshi called her, and the distance between the two was so close, but Song Yingshi chose to call her, and Huai Xu realized something was wrong when she woke up.

When she looked carefully at Song Ying in the video, she didn't see any sickness, but she had better see it with her own eyes.

As Huai Xu said, holding the phone in one hand, she was about to wriggle out of bed.

Song Yingshi on the screen didn't know how to appreciate it, and suddenly covered her eyes and cried out:

"Huaixu, put your clothes on first, I'm fine, don't worry, you can arrange your clothes first!"

Song Yingshi covered her eyes in a very gentlemanly manner, but the glance had already been etched into her mind, and she couldn't get it away.

Huai Xu rubbed off a shoulder strap of her nightgown in her sleep, and when she got up, the collar of her nightgown on her right shoulder fell to her upper arm, and the already loose neckline was stretched even further.

The skin is as greasy as snow, lively and fragrant.

Fortunately, when Huai Xu was thinking about Song Ying at this time, she lowered her eyes to look at her chest, she had no intention of being flirty and cute, and quickly straightened her collar and walked out.

Song Yingshi sees that the picture in the video is getting closer and closer to her, and she has the habit of locking the door behind her back to sleep, so she immediately turns over and gets out of bed to open the door for Huaixu.

She trotted towards the door, and remembered something in the middle of her run, and turned around to take a picture in front of the full-length mirror.

Well, it looks okay. Although she didn't sleep well and her face turned slightly pale, she is still an out-and-out beauty.

Song Yingshi's camera was aimed at herself, Huai Xu didn't know what she was doing, and quietly watched her running around:

"Can you open the door?"

Seeing Song Ying so lively, she felt that she didn't have to worry about it.

Song Yingshi cleared her throat embarrassingly:

"Here it is, what are you in a hurry for?"

Song Yingshi opened the door.

A door frame separated the two of them, Huai Xu turned his head and wanted to go in, but found that Song Yingshi had no intention of giving way.

Huai Xu raised his eyebrows.

Song Yingshi gave the reason: "I didn't make the bed, it's a bit messy."

Huai Xu smiled softly, teasingly: "I don't know much about your bed."

Sometimes when Song Ying was in a hurry, Huai Xu would make the bed for her.

"..."

Song Yingshi was depressed.

It really is.

This is the disadvantage of eating grass by the side of the nest. The other side has seen all my virtues, and wait halfway before starting to pay attention to image?It was too late.

Huai Xu was very clear about the beauty not making the bed, what was she trying to hide?By the way, Song Yingshi reflected on what mirror she was looking in just now, did Huai Xu see too little of her just waking up?

It is true that getting up early makes people lower their wisdom.

Song Yingshi had a wave of reflection, and at the same time she found a reasonable reason, she stepped back a few steps to let Huai Xu in.

The layout of the two suites in this building is not bad, Huai Xu just glanced at it, then asked Song Yingshi:

"what happened?"

Song Yingshi had no choice but to say vaguely:

"I'm not sick, I'm just scared by a nightmare, I didn't wake you up on purpose, sorry."

It was only dim outside the window, Song Yingshi felt sorry for Huai Xu for not letting her sleep in during the holidays, so her tone was extremely soft.

"It's only after five o'clock. Go back and sleep for a while. I'll make dinner and call you to get up again. How about it?"

"lunch?"

"Breakfast." Knowing that Huai Xu was teasing, Song Yingshi snorted, "Early lunch is also fine."

Huai Xu nodded.

When Song Yingshi agreed, she pushed her outside.

I don't know why, but when she thinks that she is in front of Huai Xu without washing, hairdo, or changing clothes, she feels a little uncomfortable.Do I have to get used to this again?

Pushing all the way to the door, Huai Xu suddenly turned around and confirmed it in a slow voice:

"Are you okay? Just a nightmare?"

Song Yingshi was slightly startled.

There was no joking look in Huai Xu's eyes, nor was there any temptation to hide the hook, just pure, wanting to make sure that Song Ying didn't need her help.

"..."

Something is going on now, Song Yingshi thought, her heartbeat seemed to be speeding up.

The corners of Song Yingshi's lips could not help but curl up, and she held Huai Xu's hand, with the palm facing her.

Her forehead hit it, her eyes were still looking at Huai Xu, her voice was sweet:

"Look, the body temperature is normal, nothing."

Huai Xu felt the temperature of Song Yingshi's forehead carefully, and his brows gradually stretched:

"Ah."

Huai Xu's heart gradually fell back, she wanted to stay with Song Ying for a while.But remembering that Song Yingshi had a nightmare and didn't sleep well, she suppressed her thoughts, pressed Song Yingshi's head, and said softly:

"You sleep a little longer, there is no rush for breakfast, brunch is just right."

Song Yingshi nodded.

Huai Xu said again: "If you have nightmares again..." call her.

When Song Ying thought of the nightmare, she disliked the bad meaning, frowned and shook her head:

"I won't do it, I don't want to do it, and I will never have this nightmare again."

Huai Xu thought she was afraid of the horror scene in her nightmare, so she smiled reassuringly:

"Well, Xiao Shi has a good sleep."

Song Yingshi thought about it, she really didn't have anything to say, and she was a little afraid that Huai Xu would find out that she had become clumsy today.

Take it when you should, and then glanced at Huai Xu who was in front of her, Song Yingshi said good morning to Huai Xu peacefully, and went to catch up on sleep.

This one slept well when she returned to the cage to sleep with Song Ying, without dreaming, and finally woke up from hunger.

She picked up her phone energetically and looked at it. It was 10 minutes past 5 o'clock.

Song Yingshi quickly got out of bed to wash up, and was about to go to the kitchen to show off her skills, but when she went upstairs, she smelled the smell of food.

She turned to the kitchen and saw that Huai Xu was already busy.

"...you got up so early?"

Huai Xu fiddled with the oven without looking up, and said, "It starts at 09:30, it's getting late. Get ready to call you, wait a little longer."

"..."

Song Yingshi remembered the bold words she said in the morning that she was going to cook, and she was silent for a while.

Why is it so difficult to get a better impression score?

Song Yingshi was rather discouraged, and collapsed on the sofa like an honest waste waiting for dinner.

Bored, she took out her phone and saw Ji Zaiqun who were always at 99+.

When Song Yingshi poked in, she no longer threw herself into Song Hug, but chatted all over the screen, and she relaxed to browse the daily chats of the Ji cubs.

Because she said "good morning", she was caught by the elusive Yuanyuan on the spot.

Yuanyuan: "Xiao Ji, how are you and Ji Zai who broke you? Is there any progress? Let's chat, we can give you advice."

Song Yingshi glanced at the kitchen and saw that Huai Xu was busy, so she decided to chat for fifty cents.

"We live at my house now. Because we were busy with work a while ago, we finally had a holiday. We slept until nine or ten o'clock. I said I was going to cook, but she took the lead. Now I am waiting for her to cook."

Song Ying sent it out, and a person came out of the group to reply her.

If you don't believe me, there is 1 in this group: "Isn't this Throwing Song Bao?"