After marrying Bai Yueguang, the little wolf dog turned into a scumbag

"You are finally back," Mrs. Qi opened her eyelids and glanced at Jiang Mengzhen, and said with a sneer, "I thought I had to come to the door to apologize to you in person before the princess would give up!"

Jiang Mengzhen said respectfully: "What mother said, it's just that I am not in good health. I am afraid that my mother will be worried, so I will go to my sister's place to recuperate for a few days."

"Those who know are like this, and those who don't know think I've been mean to you! Forget it, the second young lady has a sister who is a princess and a father who is a marquis. I will never dare to discipline you again. Go ahead, maybe next time I will be caught in the yamen and reprimanded!" Mrs. Qi suppressed her anger. Her power is forcing her to bow her head, she can leave when she wants, and she can go back when she wants. Where is her dignity as a mother-in-law?

"Mother, don't be angry. I am not strict in governing and should be punished. I will go to the ancestral hall to copy the family rules..."

"No need, how dare I ask you to kneel in the ancestral hall?" Mrs. Qi looked at Jiang Mengzhen coldly, a gleam of light flashed in her eyes. The husband and daughter-in-law with a strong natal family are naturally hardened at the husband's house. After Jiang Mengzhen entered the door Although she is patient and obedient everywhere, but when the people from the palace came this time, Mrs. Qi dared not speak up and could only let them go obediently. There was a trace of jealousy in her resentment towards him—if Jiang Mengzhen wholeheartedly helped Qi Heju and She fought, Mrs. Qi and Qi Queqiao couldn't say how much chance they had, the mother and daughter discussed for a long time, Qi Queqiao finally helped her come up with a plan to divide the two of them, Mrs. Qi wiped the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, and sighed deeply "I thought, Feng'er's death day is approaching, and I intend to copy and recite scriptures for him and dedicate merit, but my eyes are shaking and my hands are shaking... I wonder if you can do it for me?"

It has been a year since Qi Fengju passed away!Time flies, things are different, Jiang Mengzhen thinks of the late spring of last year, and he really feels like a world away. Seeing that he did not speak, Mrs. Qi stabbed deliberately: "Sure enough, there is nothing left when people leave. If you don't read other things, what should you read?" Let him save your life, how can you bear him tormented by karma!"

Jiang Mengzhen's heart trembled, and he lowered his head and said, "I am willing to copy the "Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva Sutra" for my cousin, and wish him happiness and ultimate liberation from suffering."

"Okay, very good." Mrs. Qi showed a rare smile, let go of Jiang Mengzhen and left.

Jiang Mengzhen returned to Wanyun Pavilion, burned incense and cleaned his hands after lunch, and went to the study to copy scriptures.

Junxiu's elegant handwriting fell on the paper one by one, and Jiang Mengzhen felt a deep sense of guilt in his heart. He was surprised that he didn't remember Qi Fengju's death day.The glazed lamp was hung by his bedside, as if "the sea was too difficult to be water, except Wushan is not a cloud", but when Jiang Mengzhen really thought of Qi Fengju, it was mostly when he encountered setbacks and his marriage was not going well. An old relationship is his refuge, a consolation for him to breathe and chat.

Jiang Mengzhen himself couldn't tell what his feelings for Qi Fengju were. If it was a deep love, how could he not remember the date of his death?If you have forgotten it long ago, how can you always remember it?And just like Mrs. Qi said, even though his feelings for Qi Fengju were not as deep as he imagined, Qi Fengju saved his life anyway. If he treats it as a taboo and doesn't mention it in order to avoid suspicion, he is really an ungrateful and thin lover.

There is a saying in the scriptures: "All sentient beings who have not been liberated... move through the dusty kalpa, bewildered and difficult, like a fish swimming in a net, it will be a long stream, slipping in and out temporarily, and then caught in the net again." Jiang Mengzhen wrote here , Write down, life is alive, and the body is stained with karma. Maybe when Qi Fengju gave his life to save him, the two of them will be destined. , the cause and effect between them is not over, so they are always entangled, making Jiang Mengzhen feel like a fish swimming in a net. He also tried to swim out of this net, but the various difficulties with Qi Heju made him feel like a fish in a net. Feeling timid and confused, he retreated into the net again and again, but he couldn't get rid of it.

People in the world of mortals are too easily tainted by love and hatred, and fall into many obstacles. Jiang Mengzhen is not a fool. He should have realized that his feelings for Qi Fengju are far from deep love, but Jiang Mengzhen's sense of morality prevented him from denying their feelings after Qi Fengju's death. Even though the two only had a crush on each other at the time, when he said it after he married someone else, there was always a sense of cruelty, as if he had no regard for saving his life. En, stepping on Qi Fengju's bones to seek her own happiness.In fact, it is not other people who trap Jiang Mengzhen himself, but himself—the sense of morality makes him feel guilty, and the expectation of loyalty to feelings makes him unable to let go of his heart.

Which one should he be emotionally loyal to, the person he was attracted to at first or his current husband?Can a person only love one person in a lifetime?If he completely forgot about Qi Fengju and fell in love with his husband instead, would it be half-hearted?If he admits his change of heart, does Qi Heju also have the right to like others?Jiang Mengzhen couldn't answer these questions. He had an inexplicable sense of betrayal in his heart. This feeling was not so much that he felt that he had betrayed his relationship with Qi Fengju, but rather that he had betrayed his expectation that the relationship should be loyal to one person.Only when he realizes that he has never really loved Qi Fengju can he get rid of this obstacle, but his moral sense stands in front of him, preventing him from facing this point directly.All kinds of self-limitation made Jiang Mengzhen unable to see clearly what he really wanted in his heart, and made him and Qi Heli miss it time and time again.

Jiang Mengzhen concentrated on copying. When he was thinking about Qi Fengju, his sense of morality and loyalty were in harmony. When Qi Heju broke into his thoughts, all the peace was broken, and he didn't know what to do.

Qi Heju came back from practicing martial arts, and went to Jiang Mengzhen's room to have dinner, everything was the same as before, but when the two got along, they couldn't find the original simple intimacy, each restrained, and talked a lot.

After dinner, Qi Hexi went to the study to read. Until late at night, he sorted out the books, paper and pens on the table, but found a stack of copied Buddhist scriptures. "Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva's Vow Sutra" is to accumulate merit for the dead. Tomorrow is Qi Fengju's death day. Jiang Mengzhen really has a heart, and Qi Heju tightly holds the rice paper in his hand. He just feels like falling into hell and being burned by karma burn!

He was so jealous, Jiang Mengzhen didn't come to see his desperate martial arts test, and even gave him a little time, but copied so many scriptures for his dead brother, it seems that in his husband's In his heart, a living Qi Heju was far inferior to a dead Qi Fengju!

Since marrying Jiang Mengzhen, Qi He has endured everything. Mrs. Ren Qi hit him in the face by grabbing Jiang Mengzhen and Qi Fengju's old affairs, letting the light hang on Jiang Mengzhen's bedside, and never showed any signs of trouble. He cared about those things, but this time, under heavy disappointment, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

Qi Heju rushed out of the study room and pushed open Jiang Mengzhen's door. Jiang Mengzhen had already changed into silk pajamas and was about to fall asleep. Bi Yan stepped forward to stop her, but Qi Heju said coldly, "Go out .”

Bi Yan was taken aback, and quickly looked at Jiang Mengzhen. Jiang Mengzhen saw Qi Heju's face was livid, and he didn't know where he offended him. Bi Yan's mouth would only add fuel to the fire, and said: "Go, we The second young master talks alone."

The door slammed shut, and Jiang Mengzhen turned around and sat down in front of the mirror stand, combing her loose long hair slowly, without asking why, just waiting for Qi Heji to speak.

"I want to ask you..." Qi He was furious, but he didn't know where to start. He saw the glazed lamp that was shining brightly, so he simply asked, "Why is this lamp always hanging?"

Jiang Mengzhen paused with the hand holding the comb, and said after a while, "Why did you remember to ask this? It's just a lamp."

Jiang Mengzhen didn't know that Qi Heju knew the origin of this lamp well, and just wanted to confuse it. Qi Heju cared more when he saw him like this, and said directly: "I saw the Buddhist scriptures you copied, but you still can't forget it. Brother, is it?"

"He..." Jiang Mengzhen tightly gripped the comb in his hand, "He saved my life after all..."

Qi Heju couldn't help blurting out: "He saved your life? He's a hypocrite!"

"You can't say that, the dead are the greatest!" Jiang Mengzhen stood up suddenly, then he walked to Qi Heju, and said slowly: "I know you are upset, but my cousin is a good person, and he has protected you before." You... If you say that about him, who are you?"

Qi He was trembling with anger, Jiang Mengzhen didn't believe him at all, even if he told him the truth back then, Jiang Mengzhen might think that he was deliberately smearing Qi Fengju!In fact, as soon as the words came out, Qi Heju himself regretted a little. He didn't mention it after so long, because Qi Fengju really treated him well during his lifetime, and he didn't want to deliberately destroy the image of the deceased in Jiang Mengzhen's heart. Those with low self-esteem are more proud. If this is the only way to get Jiang Mengzhen, Qi Heju feels that he is invincible.He had already chosen to remain silent when he found out, and later on he would not maliciously expose the truth that the dead people tried their best to cover up. If that was the case, he would really be "what kind of person"!

Qi Heju clenched his fists tightly, swallowed the truth again, and said with a self-deprecating wry smile: "Who have I become? I really don't know, but do you know who you have become? You are my husband!"

Everything that the two of them concealed intentionally or unintentionally was exposed to the light. Qi Heli once promised to wait, but now he can't bear it anymore. give me some more time..."

"How long will it be?" Qi Heju asked relentlessly, "How long do you want me to wait?"

"If I forget it, it will only prove that I am a heartless person towards Qin Muchu..."

"How long does it take to be unreasonable? Three years, five years, or a lifetime?"

Jiang Mengzhen was forced by him to an unavoidable place, the defense line in his heart collapsed, he raised his head blankly and said: "If I... change my heart and like you, can you... change my heart and like others?"

Qi Heju never expected that he would say such a sentence. He did not realize Jiang Mengzhen's self-requirement and expectation of emotional loyalty in his words, but felt that Jiang Mengzhen was doubting his feelings, "I really don't know, I What kind of person do you think..."

Qi Heju turned and walked out, Jiang Mengzhen stared blankly at his back, thinking that their first quarrel after marriage would end with Qi Heju slamming the door, who would have thought that when Qi Heju arrived at the door, he would suddenly be loud again. After walking back, he hugged Jiang Mengzhen horizontally!

"Since I'm already so bad in your heart, why not make it worse?"

Jiang Mengzhen was thrown onto the bed by him in a daze, and Qi Heju pressed on him recklessly, with stubborn and fiery kisses pouring down on him, entangled and pressed on him as if he was going to eat him.

"Don't," Jiang Mengzhen gasped, hooking Qi Heli's neck with one hand, and pushing the other on his chest, "Tomorrow, tomorrow is..."

Qi Heli covered his mouth, "I don't care what day tomorrow is, you are my husband, we have worshiped heaven and earth, and today we are going to enter the bridal chamber...you must only think about me, wait On the day I die, copy the scriptures for me, pray for me, and don’t allow others to touch me for me!”

There was a thin callus on his hand from holding the gun, and the place where Jiang Mengzhen was touched by him was itchy and hot, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably.Qi Heju's dark eyes ignited a dark fire, and it seemed that something that had been suppressed was gushing out uncontrollably. At first Jiang Mengzhen tried to push him away, but then Jiang Mengzhen put his arms around him. His neck, and finally his slender ten fingers were all inserted into Qi Heji's hair, allowing him to devour him like a fire, burning the two of them into a handful of ashes that could not be separated from each other .

Bi Yan was guarding the door, and there were a few voices that sounded like quarrels in the room. She was worried, and leaned against the door to listen carefully. After a while, her face suddenly turned red.She coughed lightly as if to cover up, and said to the two young maidservants in green clothes who were on duty at night: "Go and boil some hot water, the young master will probably need it."

The hot water was prepared from midnight to dawn, Qi Heju opened the door with his upper body bare, and Bi Yan wished he could pour all the water on his face—this man is an animal, he can do that all night!

Qi He stopped the people who were about to enter the house to serve, and helped Jiang Mengzhen clean and scrub with his own hands. Jiang Mengzhen's long black hair covered the bed, and he fell asleep early from exhaustion.Qi Heju wrapped the sleeping person in a clean quilt. He sat on the edge of the bed and gently stroked Jiang Mengzhen's red and swollen lips with his thumb. He felt that he should be happy, but after being overwhelmed by joy, Qi Heli I just feel so empty and lonely.

He bent down and rubbed Jiang Mengzhen's temple hair with the tip of his nose, his breath was full of sweet fragrance, Qi Heju closed his eyes and kissed Jiang Mengzhen who was asleep gently again.

Jiang Mengzhen heard the faint sound of water, and then he felt as if he had fallen into the Ningbi Pond again, and he was gradually out of breath. Will someone save him this time?The eyelids were so heavy that they couldn't be opened no matter what, as if they were submerged in water, Jiang Mengzhen moved slightly, and murmured: "Cousin..."

Qi Heju suddenly became stiff, and he sat up slowly, burying his face in his hands.

There was a noise outside the house, and Jiang Mengzhen was woken up by the noise. In a trance, he saw Qi Heli sitting by the bed with his back facing him in the morning light. There were obvious scratches on his beautiful back muscles. There are a few light scars, which are probably left by the family law for the cat.Jiang Mengzhen stretched out his hand to gently touch the wounds, Qi He trembled, and turned his head to look at him silently with dark eyes.

"My lord, there is someone in the wife's room," Bi Yan's voice came from outside, "She said that the wife asked you to go to the ancestral hall to chant scriptures, but I told you that you haven't washed yet, she didn't believe it, and she refused to leave!"

Qi Heju's expression changed, he stood up abruptly and opened the door, and sternly said to the woman, "He won't go! You go back and tell your wife that the second young lady is not feeling well, and you can't go today!"

"So it's not Miss Biyan who prevaricates my old lady." This lady is Madam Qi's confidant. The second young lady can't get out of bed!"

When Jiang Mengzhen heard this, she couldn't lie down anymore, she tried her best to get up with a sore waist and leg pain, moved to the door and said hoarsely to the woman, "I'll go..."

"Don't go!" Qi He put his arms around his waist, "You are my husband, you don't need to read scriptures for others!"

"...Let go!" Jiang Mengzhen felt that the woman's eyes were shooting at him like sharp arrows, and he was already extremely shy in his heart, how could he stand such a look?

Qi He was so annoyed that he shook his hands and left, put on some clothes indiscriminately, and rushed out the door with a gun in his hand.

After the old woman left, Bi Yan went into the room to wash and change Jiang Mengzhen. She hesitated and said, "Are you really going? With your body..."

"Don't talk about it! If I don't go, I don't know what to say..." Jiang Mengzhen was afraid of being teased, so he forced himself to go to the ancestral hall to accompany Mrs. Qi to read scriptures for a day.

When Mrs. Qi was finally willing to let him go, Jiang Mengzhen couldn't stand still, and was completely supported by Bi Yan.As soon as he entered the room, he saw Qi Heju standing in his room, different from the anger in the morning, he looked very calm and calm.When Jiang Mengzhen saw him, he was a little shy and guilty. They had a quarrel about Qi Fengju last night, but today he went to the ancestral hall in front of him in order not to fall into the trap...

Jiang Mengzhen just wanted to explain a few words, but Qi Heju said first: "I'm here to apologize. I didn't understand it in the morning. Now that I calm down, I really feel that yesterday's anger was really unreasonable. I forced you ...It's even more wrong. I let the evil fire go to my head, and you look so beautiful with your hair covered. I'm just a frivolous person. I couldn't hold it for a while. Let people know that it will never happen again.”

Jiang Mengzhen let out an "oh", his head was a little numb, and he vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say anything.Could it be that he really resisted hoarsely last night?In his impression, it was far from coercion, at most hesitant, why did Qi Heju seem to have made a huge mistake?They have already been married, aren't these things a matter of course?He just didn't want irrelevant people to know, who would want to publicize what happened in the boudoir?

Qi He jumped into the horns, and Jiang Mengzhen was ashamed to talk about these private things. Although the bodies of the two were infinitely fused and close, there was always a gap between their hearts, and they could not tolerate and understand each other.

"I will take the military strategy test in autumn. I have read all the books in the study. There is a library in the city. I will go there to study in the future, and I won't come back for dinner. You don't have to wait for me in the future."

Qi Heju left without looking back, Jiang Mengzhen was exhausted and uncomfortable, lying on the bed with all his clothes on and didn't even eat.Until autumn came, the two of them didn't say a few more words.