There seemed to be a tight string between the two of them. The contradictions and struggles accumulated in Qi Heju's heart for many years were on the verge of breaking out. Jiang Mengzhen felt depressed when he saw him, but he didn't know where the problem was.
Jiang Mengzhen was combing his hair while watching Qi Heju from the mirror. He was sitting by the coffee table holding a book, looking preoccupied, and hadn't turned the pages of the book for a long time.
"Second Young Master..." Jiang Mengzhen called him softly, Qi Heju seemed to have never heard of it, and only when he put his hands on the book did he raise his head blankly, "You didn't respond, what were you thinking?" Woolen cloth?"
"...nothing."
The answer was the same as before. Jiang Mengzhen couldn't ask what was on his mind. He just felt that Qi Heji kept too many emotions and secrets in his heart. However, at the age of 20, when he was supposed to be full of energy and reckless, he was always cunning. Heavy, as if wrapped in dark clouds and misty rain.
Jiang Mengzhen could think of the reason for Qi Heju's depression, only the fact that he lost the qualification of Yu Linwei, so he said softly: "It's spring again, the flowers that withered last year will bloom again this year, and the things that were missed will also bloom again this year." It will come back again, it’s yours, it’s always yours, and no one can take it away.”
Qi Heju lowered his head and didn't look at him, "What if that thing never belonged to me?"
"Why doesn't it belong to you? It's already in your pocket, it's just that the time hasn't come yet."
"Really..." Qi Heju said slowly: "Then when will this opportunity come? I'm too tired and I can't hold on anymore."
"The so-called sky follows people's wishes, as long as you have the heart, why not be afraid of futility?" Jiang Mengzhen stuffed the comb into his hand, "Don't always think about it, come here and help me comb my hair."
Qi Heju's movements were a bit clumsy, but extremely gentle. He picked out a strand of black hair with his hand and then combed it gently a few times. It would take him no idea how long it would take to finish combing Jiang Mengzhen's long hair like this.
"How can you be so careful?" Jiang Mengzhen smiled "puchi", "Just comb it."
"My hands are heavy, I'm afraid I'll hurt you."
Jiang Mengzhen looked behind him through the mirror, and met Qi Heju's deep and silent eyes. Jiang Mengzhen felt a little sweet in his heart, and said with a smile: "You peeked at me."
"Did you just find out?" Qi Heju is used to this silent gazing gesture, "Only when you look at me will you realize that I'm looking at you."
Since he was 12 years old, he has been secretly looking at him and thinking about him secretly. It took Qi Heju eight years to go from watching him from a distance to standing beside him, and how many twists and turns he felt in it is beyond words.Until now, Qi Heju still feels that he is secretly in love with Jiang Mengzhen, even though he is already his husband.
The two of them didn't speak any more, their eyes were intertwined in the bronze mirror, Jiang Mengzhen only felt that the moment was quiet and gentle, but he didn't know that people's hearts were changing and overturned in an instant.
Qi Queqiao has been the housekeeper for more than a year, and the people up and down are already familiar with it. Only the Wanyun Pavilion where Jiang Meng lives is self-contained. Most of the people who cook, comprador and even clean up are old people from the Hou family.Qi Queqiao is extravagant by nature, and the money in the business is often beyond her means, and sometimes she can't even pay her servants' monthly money. Mrs. Qi helped her make up for it a few times, but she refused to pay any more money. The idea hit Jiang Meng's pillow.
She first went to Master Qi to cry for poverty, and only said that the family needed to be more frugal, cut off all those who were not needed and were not domestic slaves, and reduced some ostentation. With the approval of Master Qi, Qi Que pretended to sell a few An old and weak servant, so he went to hold Yunxuan to cut off the ten young servant girls in Tsing Yi who belonged to Jiang Mengzhen on the grounds of being extravagant.Qi Queqiao is a more annoying person than her mother, so it stands to reason that Wan Yunxuan's servants don't need money from the public to support them, so what does it have to do with her?But she wanted to hold the housekeeper's wife's money in front of Jiang Mengzhen, and overwhelm the second young lady who was supposed to be the housekeeper.
Jiang Mengzhen didn't want to conflict with her, otherwise she would come here every day to make trouble and be even more restless, so he could only agree, Qi Queqiao took the opportunity to change a few women to come over to serve him, all of them were the most difficult and lazy, these people Naturally, the monthly money will no longer be paid by the Qi family.These wives entered Wan Yunxuan, it was like entering a golden nest, with less work and more money, and the master is extremely kind, these people's errands have long been well-fed, and seeing the situation, they all became disorganized.
The women are in charge of sweeping and keeping vigil. The watchmen often sneak away in the second half of the night, and the sweepers just use a duster to make a few random gestures in the house.On this day, Biyan suddenly noticed that the hanging glazed lamp had fallen to ashes, and when she saw that there was still yesterday's tea in the teacup, she was so angry that she scolded the women.
"My lord, it's impossible for these people to die!" Jiang Mengzhen came back from a walk in the garden, and Bi Yan said angrily: "Every day I said that we have a lot of things in the house and how hard it is to clean them up. This is the most obvious—— There is a layer of dust, and they don't know how to wipe it off, they will just spend money for nothing!"
"You beat them..." Jiang Mengzhen took the lamp and realized that he hadn't wiped it for a long time, and his guilt rose again. He sat down and wiped off the dust bit by bit with a handkerchief. The lamp, which should have been put away long ago, has been hanging on his bedside for more than two years without knowing it.
"...You're wiping it again." Jiang Mengzhen raised his head when he heard the words, and saw Qi Heji standing behind him at some point, like a silent ghost, "Is this lamp so good?"
Jiang Mengzhen was stunned for a moment, and said doubtfully, "...you seem to care about this lamp?"
Qi Heju said coldly: "You care?"
"It's just an old thing..."
"Old things are the best. The so-called clothes are not as good as new, and people are not as good as old. The impression is always the best!"
After yelling these words, the veins on Qi Heju's forehead twitched. He didn't want to lose his composure in front of Jiang Mengzhen, so he clenched his fists and turned around and strode away. Jiang Mengzhen was yelled at and stood there for a while. Then he ran out in a hurry to catch up—he suddenly realized that Qi Heju probably knew the origin of this lamp, so he was so angry!
Qi Heju had long since disappeared, and Jiang Mengzhen chased him to the Ningbi Pool, his heart was in a mess, and he couldn't help muttering to himself: "How would he know? Didn't he be with Zhu Hen during the Lantern Festival that year? ..”
He hesitated for a long time before turning around and walking back, but when he returned to Wan Yunxuan, he saw Qi Heju standing in the room with a pile of broken glass fragments under his feet!
"You smashed the lamp?!"
Jiang Mengzhen was very surprised, and blurted out the question, Qi He heard it in his ears, only thought it was a questioning and accusation, the expression on his face was distorted for a moment, and the string in his heart finally broke with a "snap" ——It turns out that it only takes a moment to be heartbroken and to die.
Qi He laughed, turned around and said: "Yes, I smashed it. I have endured it for too long, and I don't want to see it again!"
He stepped on the pile of debris and crushed it fiercely with the toe of his boot. The shattered glazed lamp let out a whimpering cry. Qi He's bewildered dark eyes revealed a kind of frightening cruelty and madness. Staring at Jiang Mengzhen like a beast about to eat people, he said with a half-smile: "In your eyes, am I just a foolish child? You hang your token of love on the bedside Disgusting me - what do you think of me?!"
Qi Heju directly pierced all the questions to Jiang Mengzhen's face. Jiang Mengzhen was annoyed and ashamed by her husband's scolding. It turned out that Qi Heju had always known and had been suffering!He had never seen Qi Heji like this before, his dark eyes seemed to be on fire, and his expression was stubborn and ferocious. No one would believe that this Shura-like man in front of him had combed his hair so patiently. An old relationship has forced Qi Heju into such a terrifying appearance!Jiang Mengzhen stammered and explained: "Well, that's not a token...it's just a lamp, I thought you didn't know...I keep it because my cousin saved my life anyway... ..."
"I don't know, can you hang on to it blatantly?!" Qi Heju laughed again, his breath rubbing his vocal cords until his voice became hoarse and he couldn't breathe, "It's really interesting, it turns out that compared to the love of husband and wife, the grace of life-saving It's more important, that's right, I think so too! You only care about your savior, and you don't need to care about your husband's feelings at all, but I smashed your 'benefactor''s relic, what should I do?"
In fact, Jiang Mengzhen was more shocked than sorry that the lamp was broken, and Qi Heli looked so mad and painful, "It's okay, if it breaks, it will break. I didn't think about it. I didn't expect it." You care so much..."
"I asked you why you hang it, I asked more than once! But you don't care - you don't care about me at all, no one cares about me!" Qi He's eyes were red like an extremely wronged child, his parents ordered He is always short of love and deeply inferior. He wants to make up for this regret by Jiang Mengzhen, but the result is disappointment again, "If you care about me, you will be afraid that I will be sad, but you don't like me-I am already yours. Husband, you still don't like me!"
This is Qi Heju's emotional outburst after being extremely depressed. Jiang Mengzhen was involved in his emotions. Unknowingly, his eyes were dim with tears and his heart was aching. He should have noticed this long ago, and gently comforted his sadness as a partner, but Jiang Mengzhen ignored too many details, and instead became the culprit of his pain.
"...Who said I don't like you?" Jiang Mengzhen choked up and said, "You are very good to me, I, I like you..."
"Don't lie to me, I know who you like, I know more about you than you...But there is no man in this world who can bear his husband thinking about others!"
"I didn't think about him. That was long ago. I married you—I know very well that I married you."
"You didn't? You hung up his lamp, you copied scriptures and prayed for him—it's just a benefactor, right? Sometimes I really want to ask why you married me, but when I think about it, I don't think I'm qualified to ask," Qi Heqi Hearing his teeth "clacking" and trembling involuntarily, he called "Brother Meng" hoarsely. When Jiang Mengzhen heard this name and rolled down his tears, he said word by word: "... .. Marrying you is really asking for trouble."
Jiang Mengzhen was crying and wanted to hold his hand, but Qi Heju took a step back as if avoiding a tiger, "Don't touch me, and don't be nice to me...I don't think I'm yours Husband, it’s your dog. As long as you touch my head, I can’t help wagging my tail. If you give me two pieces of meat, I can’t tell the difference between east, west, and north. This time I don’t want to bear it anymore --I'm done!"
He quickly walked around Jiang Mengzhen, and fled away again. Jiang Mengzhen didn't even have the strength to chase him this time.He took a few steps back and sat on the bed. How could Jiang Mengzhen think that just a single lamp could bring the relationship between the two of them to such a precarious state.His so-called moral sense and breathing space have been killing their feelings. He thought it was noble, but in fact it was despicable. On this point, Jiang Mengzhen is irrefutable. Fantasy, ignoring what really should care about.
He raised his head to wipe away the tears on his face, and suddenly his whole body froze. Jiang Mengzhen finally knew what Qi Hexi would see sitting here—a delicate glazed lamp was missing in sight.It turned out that the reason why Qi Heju was gloomy and unhappy was that he was actually suffering and suffering every moment they were together.
The cloud hiding under the bed shrank into a fur ball and didn't dare to come out. It knew that it had caused trouble by breaking something, so it shriveled its ears and refused to listen to the intermittent weeping on the bed.
The author has something to say: really don't bear it, if you can't bear it, give up decisively!
Otherwise, while torturing yourself, you are torturing others.
Jiang Mengzhen was combing his hair while watching Qi Heju from the mirror. He was sitting by the coffee table holding a book, looking preoccupied, and hadn't turned the pages of the book for a long time.
"Second Young Master..." Jiang Mengzhen called him softly, Qi Heju seemed to have never heard of it, and only when he put his hands on the book did he raise his head blankly, "You didn't respond, what were you thinking?" Woolen cloth?"
"...nothing."
The answer was the same as before. Jiang Mengzhen couldn't ask what was on his mind. He just felt that Qi Heji kept too many emotions and secrets in his heart. However, at the age of 20, when he was supposed to be full of energy and reckless, he was always cunning. Heavy, as if wrapped in dark clouds and misty rain.
Jiang Mengzhen could think of the reason for Qi Heju's depression, only the fact that he lost the qualification of Yu Linwei, so he said softly: "It's spring again, the flowers that withered last year will bloom again this year, and the things that were missed will also bloom again this year." It will come back again, it’s yours, it’s always yours, and no one can take it away.”
Qi Heju lowered his head and didn't look at him, "What if that thing never belonged to me?"
"Why doesn't it belong to you? It's already in your pocket, it's just that the time hasn't come yet."
"Really..." Qi Heju said slowly: "Then when will this opportunity come? I'm too tired and I can't hold on anymore."
"The so-called sky follows people's wishes, as long as you have the heart, why not be afraid of futility?" Jiang Mengzhen stuffed the comb into his hand, "Don't always think about it, come here and help me comb my hair."
Qi Heju's movements were a bit clumsy, but extremely gentle. He picked out a strand of black hair with his hand and then combed it gently a few times. It would take him no idea how long it would take to finish combing Jiang Mengzhen's long hair like this.
"How can you be so careful?" Jiang Mengzhen smiled "puchi", "Just comb it."
"My hands are heavy, I'm afraid I'll hurt you."
Jiang Mengzhen looked behind him through the mirror, and met Qi Heju's deep and silent eyes. Jiang Mengzhen felt a little sweet in his heart, and said with a smile: "You peeked at me."
"Did you just find out?" Qi Heju is used to this silent gazing gesture, "Only when you look at me will you realize that I'm looking at you."
Since he was 12 years old, he has been secretly looking at him and thinking about him secretly. It took Qi Heju eight years to go from watching him from a distance to standing beside him, and how many twists and turns he felt in it is beyond words.Until now, Qi Heju still feels that he is secretly in love with Jiang Mengzhen, even though he is already his husband.
The two of them didn't speak any more, their eyes were intertwined in the bronze mirror, Jiang Mengzhen only felt that the moment was quiet and gentle, but he didn't know that people's hearts were changing and overturned in an instant.
Qi Queqiao has been the housekeeper for more than a year, and the people up and down are already familiar with it. Only the Wanyun Pavilion where Jiang Meng lives is self-contained. Most of the people who cook, comprador and even clean up are old people from the Hou family.Qi Queqiao is extravagant by nature, and the money in the business is often beyond her means, and sometimes she can't even pay her servants' monthly money. Mrs. Qi helped her make up for it a few times, but she refused to pay any more money. The idea hit Jiang Meng's pillow.
She first went to Master Qi to cry for poverty, and only said that the family needed to be more frugal, cut off all those who were not needed and were not domestic slaves, and reduced some ostentation. With the approval of Master Qi, Qi Que pretended to sell a few An old and weak servant, so he went to hold Yunxuan to cut off the ten young servant girls in Tsing Yi who belonged to Jiang Mengzhen on the grounds of being extravagant.Qi Queqiao is a more annoying person than her mother, so it stands to reason that Wan Yunxuan's servants don't need money from the public to support them, so what does it have to do with her?But she wanted to hold the housekeeper's wife's money in front of Jiang Mengzhen, and overwhelm the second young lady who was supposed to be the housekeeper.
Jiang Mengzhen didn't want to conflict with her, otherwise she would come here every day to make trouble and be even more restless, so he could only agree, Qi Queqiao took the opportunity to change a few women to come over to serve him, all of them were the most difficult and lazy, these people Naturally, the monthly money will no longer be paid by the Qi family.These wives entered Wan Yunxuan, it was like entering a golden nest, with less work and more money, and the master is extremely kind, these people's errands have long been well-fed, and seeing the situation, they all became disorganized.
The women are in charge of sweeping and keeping vigil. The watchmen often sneak away in the second half of the night, and the sweepers just use a duster to make a few random gestures in the house.On this day, Biyan suddenly noticed that the hanging glazed lamp had fallen to ashes, and when she saw that there was still yesterday's tea in the teacup, she was so angry that she scolded the women.
"My lord, it's impossible for these people to die!" Jiang Mengzhen came back from a walk in the garden, and Bi Yan said angrily: "Every day I said that we have a lot of things in the house and how hard it is to clean them up. This is the most obvious—— There is a layer of dust, and they don't know how to wipe it off, they will just spend money for nothing!"
"You beat them..." Jiang Mengzhen took the lamp and realized that he hadn't wiped it for a long time, and his guilt rose again. He sat down and wiped off the dust bit by bit with a handkerchief. The lamp, which should have been put away long ago, has been hanging on his bedside for more than two years without knowing it.
"...You're wiping it again." Jiang Mengzhen raised his head when he heard the words, and saw Qi Heji standing behind him at some point, like a silent ghost, "Is this lamp so good?"
Jiang Mengzhen was stunned for a moment, and said doubtfully, "...you seem to care about this lamp?"
Qi Heju said coldly: "You care?"
"It's just an old thing..."
"Old things are the best. The so-called clothes are not as good as new, and people are not as good as old. The impression is always the best!"
After yelling these words, the veins on Qi Heju's forehead twitched. He didn't want to lose his composure in front of Jiang Mengzhen, so he clenched his fists and turned around and strode away. Jiang Mengzhen was yelled at and stood there for a while. Then he ran out in a hurry to catch up—he suddenly realized that Qi Heju probably knew the origin of this lamp, so he was so angry!
Qi Heju had long since disappeared, and Jiang Mengzhen chased him to the Ningbi Pool, his heart was in a mess, and he couldn't help muttering to himself: "How would he know? Didn't he be with Zhu Hen during the Lantern Festival that year? ..”
He hesitated for a long time before turning around and walking back, but when he returned to Wan Yunxuan, he saw Qi Heju standing in the room with a pile of broken glass fragments under his feet!
"You smashed the lamp?!"
Jiang Mengzhen was very surprised, and blurted out the question, Qi He heard it in his ears, only thought it was a questioning and accusation, the expression on his face was distorted for a moment, and the string in his heart finally broke with a "snap" ——It turns out that it only takes a moment to be heartbroken and to die.
Qi He laughed, turned around and said: "Yes, I smashed it. I have endured it for too long, and I don't want to see it again!"
He stepped on the pile of debris and crushed it fiercely with the toe of his boot. The shattered glazed lamp let out a whimpering cry. Qi He's bewildered dark eyes revealed a kind of frightening cruelty and madness. Staring at Jiang Mengzhen like a beast about to eat people, he said with a half-smile: "In your eyes, am I just a foolish child? You hang your token of love on the bedside Disgusting me - what do you think of me?!"
Qi Heju directly pierced all the questions to Jiang Mengzhen's face. Jiang Mengzhen was annoyed and ashamed by her husband's scolding. It turned out that Qi Heju had always known and had been suffering!He had never seen Qi Heji like this before, his dark eyes seemed to be on fire, and his expression was stubborn and ferocious. No one would believe that this Shura-like man in front of him had combed his hair so patiently. An old relationship has forced Qi Heju into such a terrifying appearance!Jiang Mengzhen stammered and explained: "Well, that's not a token...it's just a lamp, I thought you didn't know...I keep it because my cousin saved my life anyway... ..."
"I don't know, can you hang on to it blatantly?!" Qi Heju laughed again, his breath rubbing his vocal cords until his voice became hoarse and he couldn't breathe, "It's really interesting, it turns out that compared to the love of husband and wife, the grace of life-saving It's more important, that's right, I think so too! You only care about your savior, and you don't need to care about your husband's feelings at all, but I smashed your 'benefactor''s relic, what should I do?"
In fact, Jiang Mengzhen was more shocked than sorry that the lamp was broken, and Qi Heli looked so mad and painful, "It's okay, if it breaks, it will break. I didn't think about it. I didn't expect it." You care so much..."
"I asked you why you hang it, I asked more than once! But you don't care - you don't care about me at all, no one cares about me!" Qi He's eyes were red like an extremely wronged child, his parents ordered He is always short of love and deeply inferior. He wants to make up for this regret by Jiang Mengzhen, but the result is disappointment again, "If you care about me, you will be afraid that I will be sad, but you don't like me-I am already yours. Husband, you still don't like me!"
This is Qi Heju's emotional outburst after being extremely depressed. Jiang Mengzhen was involved in his emotions. Unknowingly, his eyes were dim with tears and his heart was aching. He should have noticed this long ago, and gently comforted his sadness as a partner, but Jiang Mengzhen ignored too many details, and instead became the culprit of his pain.
"...Who said I don't like you?" Jiang Mengzhen choked up and said, "You are very good to me, I, I like you..."
"Don't lie to me, I know who you like, I know more about you than you...But there is no man in this world who can bear his husband thinking about others!"
"I didn't think about him. That was long ago. I married you—I know very well that I married you."
"You didn't? You hung up his lamp, you copied scriptures and prayed for him—it's just a benefactor, right? Sometimes I really want to ask why you married me, but when I think about it, I don't think I'm qualified to ask," Qi Heqi Hearing his teeth "clacking" and trembling involuntarily, he called "Brother Meng" hoarsely. When Jiang Mengzhen heard this name and rolled down his tears, he said word by word: "... .. Marrying you is really asking for trouble."
Jiang Mengzhen was crying and wanted to hold his hand, but Qi Heju took a step back as if avoiding a tiger, "Don't touch me, and don't be nice to me...I don't think I'm yours Husband, it’s your dog. As long as you touch my head, I can’t help wagging my tail. If you give me two pieces of meat, I can’t tell the difference between east, west, and north. This time I don’t want to bear it anymore --I'm done!"
He quickly walked around Jiang Mengzhen, and fled away again. Jiang Mengzhen didn't even have the strength to chase him this time.He took a few steps back and sat on the bed. How could Jiang Mengzhen think that just a single lamp could bring the relationship between the two of them to such a precarious state.His so-called moral sense and breathing space have been killing their feelings. He thought it was noble, but in fact it was despicable. On this point, Jiang Mengzhen is irrefutable. Fantasy, ignoring what really should care about.
He raised his head to wipe away the tears on his face, and suddenly his whole body froze. Jiang Mengzhen finally knew what Qi Hexi would see sitting here—a delicate glazed lamp was missing in sight.It turned out that the reason why Qi Heju was gloomy and unhappy was that he was actually suffering and suffering every moment they were together.
The cloud hiding under the bed shrank into a fur ball and didn't dare to come out. It knew that it had caused trouble by breaking something, so it shriveled its ears and refused to listen to the intermittent weeping on the bed.
The author has something to say: really don't bear it, if you can't bear it, give up decisively!
Otherwise, while torturing yourself, you are torturing others.
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