After marrying Bai Yueguang, the little wolf dog turned into a scumbag
Chapter 53 Missed Opportunity
Qi Heju originally thought that he would never show the sachet to Jiang Mengzhen. He didn't want him to know his elder brother's affection, and he didn't want him to discover his despicableness. Hiding it will only confirm another, more grievous crime.Qi Heju once again lost completely - even if Qi Fengju died, he still had relics to show his heart, and although he was alive, he was only hateful and even more hateful in front of Jiang Mengzhen.
Jiang Mengzhen was completely confused, he opened a sachet, and saw two lines of love poems written in it, "Once the sea was hard for water, except Wushan is not a cloud..." He recognized that it was not Qi Heju's words, and felt The handwriting looked familiar, and after a closer look, he was surprised and said: "How could it be my cousin's handwriting!"
"You really recognize it," Qi Heju gritted his teeth, and said slowly, "That's right, the sachet actually belongs to Big Brother——Big Brother asked me to give it to you."
"He entrusted you to give it to me?" Jiang Mengzhen never expected it to be like this, "Then how did it fall into Zhu Hen's hands?"
"Big Brother was giving me the sachet, Zhu Hen bumped into him once, he took one from me, and thought that the love poem inside was written to him by me... If you still don't believe me, you can go Confront Zhu Hen."
Jiang Mengzhen didn't say anything else, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed in silence, picked up the sachets scattered on the ground one by one, Qi Heju watched his careful movements, his heart seemed to be cut back and forth by a blunt knife, he I chose to conceal it last time because I was afraid that these sachets would arouse Jiang Mengzhen's feelings for Qi Fengju again, which was the last thing Qi Heli wanted to see.
Qi Fengju's love has passed through the yin and yang of life and death, and was finally known to Jiang Mengzhen after many years, and it is even more precious because the man has passed away. What he can see clearly is also his hidden despicableness.After so many years, Qi Heju was still beaten back to his original form. He was still that ugly naughty boy lying on the wall. He didn't deserve Jiang Mengzhen's blue eyes at all, and he would never be as good as his elder brother.
Qi Heju even felt a little regretful, both left and right were wrong, maybe he should admit his affair with Zhu Hen, continue to keep the secret of the sachet, and use Qi Fengju's affection to prove his innocence, just like using a straw shield to resist the worst Sharp Mao, he will only be pierced through the heart, and there is no way out.Ever since he was a child, has he ever won against his elder brother?He couldn't win with his parents, and he lost a complete defeat with Jiang Mengzhen. Qi Fengju's love is deep and lifeless, which makes him more and more despicable and despicable.
"Why?" Jiang Mengzhen stood in front of Qi Heju with a bunch of sachets in his arms, staring straight into his eyes and asked, "Why did you hide it? Why didn't you give these to me?"
Qi Heju opened his mouth, his throat was tight, and his vocal cords could hardly make a sound. After a while, he hissed: "You can just blame me..."
It's hard to describe the feeling in Jiang Mengzhen's heart. In fact, he is not as angry as he imagined. He even feels very little regret. Just like after the glass lamp was broken, what made him uncomfortable was the quarrel with Qi Heju. Instead of being sorry for the lamp, now he just wants to know the reason why Qi Heju doesn't want to give him the sachet. As for Qi Fengju's feelings for him, when he thinks about it again, it seems like a mirror in water, a dream in a bubble, gorgeous Unreal without any sense of reality.
"Tell me, why did you hide it from me?" Jiang Mengzhen asked anxiously, as long as his husband said a word or two to confess his feelings, he would tell him that these sachets were not that important to him at all If Qi Heju really had a heart for him from then on, this affection that was deeply hidden with the sachet is what Jiang Mengzhen wants to cherish at this moment.
Compared with the distance between life and death, standing opposite each other without knowing what the other party thinks is a farther distance. Qi Heju couldn't guess the intention behind Jiang Mengzhen's repeated inquiries, but felt that every "why" of him was pressing step by step. Forced, as if whips were whipped on his face, he was so ashamed, "...Because I'm jealous of him and don't want to help him, because the concubine born to a little woman hates the elder brother who is superior to others, it's okay!"
"that is it?"
Qi He gave a low "Yes", he would rather Jiang Mengzhen accuse him of being dark and despicable than Jiang Mengzhen holding Qi Fengju's heart while trampling his feelings under his feet, he asked in a low voice unwillingly : "Didn't you hide something from me?"
Jiang Mengzhen was taken aback by the question, "What did I hide from you?"
"The medicine you drink..." Qi Heju's whole body tensed up, and he roared like a trapped beast: "It is said to nourish the body, but it is actually to avoid children, isn't it?!"
"You...how did you know about the medicine?" Jiang Mengzhen was greatly surprised, "Who told you?"
"You just said, does that medicine have the effect of avoiding children? Why didn't you mention it to me? Is it because I don't deserve to know? Or do you regret it long ago and don't want to have my child at all?" Qi Heju's eyes were red with hatred, and he recited the prescription word by word: "Cinnamon, aconite, rehmannia glutinosa, dogwood, wild ginseng, Poria cocos, astragalus... Is this your prescription? If I wronged you You, I will immediately kowtow to you and admit my mistake!"
Jiang Mengzhen hurriedly argued: "Although the prescription is so, the doctor said that this prescription is to dispel the cold air first, strengthen the foundation and cultivate the vitality, and then benefit the offspring! Now that someone has said these things to you, even the prescription Go ahead, if you have doubts in your heart, why don't you just ask me—sometimes I really don't understand what you are thinking!? I have been married to you for three years, why don't I want children? "
"...I don't believe it, we have been married for three years, how many days have we been in the same room? Have you forgotten, I slept in the study for the first year, and then I slept here, looking at your lamp every day!" He doesn't believe that Jiang Mengzhen has feelings for him, just like Jiang Mengzhen doesn't believe in his sincerity, Qi Heju looked down at the sachet in Jiang Mengzhen's hand, and said coldly: "Once the sea was difficult for water, except that Wushan is not a cloud—— That's probably why."
"You bastard!" Jiang Mengzhen smashed the sachet on Qi Heli's body, trembling with anger, "How can you miss me so much? If I don't want...don't want a child, I don't want to have a good time with you , can let you sleep in the study all the time, why bother?"
"Maybe it's interesting after all?" Qi Heju hugged Jiang Mengzhen and whispered in his ear: "This is probably the only thing I'm better than my elder brother. Weak scholar, and I have practiced martial arts for several years, which can make you happier in bed..."
Jiang Mengzhen's face was flushed red, he beat Qi Heju's shoulder hard, kicked his legs and said, "Let me go! You don't believe me, and I don't believe you. What's the point of us going on like this?" Feeling a stomach-churning discomfort, he couldn't help but cover his mouth and retch a few times, his stomach started to hurt again, he broke out in a cold sweat, and forced his face to say: "What's the joy in that? It's disgusting!"
"It seems that I'm useless even for this," Qi Hexi put him on the bed, and his heart became even colder. He squeezed Jiang Mengzhen's chin with his hands, and his eccentric and stubborn stubbornness surged up, "Although the lamp is not Now, you can keep the sachet again. What does it matter that I am a husband? I want to make you wholeheartedly, so you don’t have to drink those nasty medicines, which will make your body worse. I will leave from now on. You stay far away, and I will never come to make you sick again!"
"Are you stunned? I made a mistake about the glazed lamp, but I don't know about the sachet at all. How could you blame me? Even if you gave it to me back then, I wouldn't have done it for such an impolite thing." I won't accept it!"
The two were arguing fiercely, when someone outside knocked on the window and shouted: "Second Young Master, Young Master Xiao is asking you to go. It seems that a doctor has been invited in. I heard it's burning hot!"
"...understood."
Qi He responded with a frown, and then he moved. Jiang Mengzhen suddenly hugged his neck, and said with trembling eyelashes, "Don't go!"
"Why," Qi Heju leaned over to look at him, "Haven't you quarreled with me enough?"
Jiang Mengzhen pursed his lips and didn't speak, Qi Heju ruthlessly broke away from his hand and walked out, Jiang Mengzhen called him as if showing weakness, covered his stomach and whispered: "Don't go, I don't feel well either. ..”
"What is this again? It seems that not only you don't understand me, but I also don't understand what you're thinking--if I stay any longer, won't you be afraid to spit out disgustingly?" The atmosphere of the quarrel was suffocating. Feelings that don't belong to him are torture for both of them. Qi Heju shook his heart and said: "The medicine is three-point poisonous. If you drink less medicine, you will naturally feel comfortable." Then he strode away out.
Jiang Mengzhen was lying on the bed, her fingertips clutching the sheets were bloodless and pale, "What sachets, what prescriptions, why do you say that you have them? It's obvious that you are tired of me, it's all just an excuse ..."
At noon, Biyan yawned and walked into the room. She was startled when she saw the sachet on the ground, and saw Jiang Mengzhen staring at the ceiling in a daze with her eyes open. Where did the sachets on the ground come from?"
"...It's just another piece of evidence against me."
"Then...do you want to put it away?"
"Since he didn't give it to me at the time, he should have kept it a secret. How can I feel bad for showing it now? Time has passed, and the late intentions have changed. If you don't say something at the time, you will never have the chance to say it again... ...you take it, burn it or throw it away, it has nothing to do with me."
Biyan saw that he was in a bad mood, so she shut up and stopped talking. Jiang Mengzhen was talking about the sachet, but it foretells the ending between him and Qi Heju like a prophecy: "Time passes and circumstances change, and those who are late change their minds sooner." If you don’t say something at that time, you will never have the chance to say it again.”
The reason why Qi Heju refused to pass on the sachets back then was because he also liked Jiang Mengzhen, and Jiang Mengzhen didn't feel much nostalgia for these belated sachets because the people he really loved never It’s not Qi Fengju—perhaps a good love requires the right time, location, and people to have all three, but Jiang Mengzhen and Qi Heli don’t take the same. Don't return this opportunity that can still save everything.
The author has something to say: the quarrel makes me exhausted....... Qixi Festival and quarrel are more suitable ==
Jiang Mengzhen was completely confused, he opened a sachet, and saw two lines of love poems written in it, "Once the sea was hard for water, except Wushan is not a cloud..." He recognized that it was not Qi Heju's words, and felt The handwriting looked familiar, and after a closer look, he was surprised and said: "How could it be my cousin's handwriting!"
"You really recognize it," Qi Heju gritted his teeth, and said slowly, "That's right, the sachet actually belongs to Big Brother——Big Brother asked me to give it to you."
"He entrusted you to give it to me?" Jiang Mengzhen never expected it to be like this, "Then how did it fall into Zhu Hen's hands?"
"Big Brother was giving me the sachet, Zhu Hen bumped into him once, he took one from me, and thought that the love poem inside was written to him by me... If you still don't believe me, you can go Confront Zhu Hen."
Jiang Mengzhen didn't say anything else, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed in silence, picked up the sachets scattered on the ground one by one, Qi Heju watched his careful movements, his heart seemed to be cut back and forth by a blunt knife, he I chose to conceal it last time because I was afraid that these sachets would arouse Jiang Mengzhen's feelings for Qi Fengju again, which was the last thing Qi Heli wanted to see.
Qi Fengju's love has passed through the yin and yang of life and death, and was finally known to Jiang Mengzhen after many years, and it is even more precious because the man has passed away. What he can see clearly is also his hidden despicableness.After so many years, Qi Heju was still beaten back to his original form. He was still that ugly naughty boy lying on the wall. He didn't deserve Jiang Mengzhen's blue eyes at all, and he would never be as good as his elder brother.
Qi Heju even felt a little regretful, both left and right were wrong, maybe he should admit his affair with Zhu Hen, continue to keep the secret of the sachet, and use Qi Fengju's affection to prove his innocence, just like using a straw shield to resist the worst Sharp Mao, he will only be pierced through the heart, and there is no way out.Ever since he was a child, has he ever won against his elder brother?He couldn't win with his parents, and he lost a complete defeat with Jiang Mengzhen. Qi Fengju's love is deep and lifeless, which makes him more and more despicable and despicable.
"Why?" Jiang Mengzhen stood in front of Qi Heju with a bunch of sachets in his arms, staring straight into his eyes and asked, "Why did you hide it? Why didn't you give these to me?"
Qi Heju opened his mouth, his throat was tight, and his vocal cords could hardly make a sound. After a while, he hissed: "You can just blame me..."
It's hard to describe the feeling in Jiang Mengzhen's heart. In fact, he is not as angry as he imagined. He even feels very little regret. Just like after the glass lamp was broken, what made him uncomfortable was the quarrel with Qi Heju. Instead of being sorry for the lamp, now he just wants to know the reason why Qi Heju doesn't want to give him the sachet. As for Qi Fengju's feelings for him, when he thinks about it again, it seems like a mirror in water, a dream in a bubble, gorgeous Unreal without any sense of reality.
"Tell me, why did you hide it from me?" Jiang Mengzhen asked anxiously, as long as his husband said a word or two to confess his feelings, he would tell him that these sachets were not that important to him at all If Qi Heju really had a heart for him from then on, this affection that was deeply hidden with the sachet is what Jiang Mengzhen wants to cherish at this moment.
Compared with the distance between life and death, standing opposite each other without knowing what the other party thinks is a farther distance. Qi Heju couldn't guess the intention behind Jiang Mengzhen's repeated inquiries, but felt that every "why" of him was pressing step by step. Forced, as if whips were whipped on his face, he was so ashamed, "...Because I'm jealous of him and don't want to help him, because the concubine born to a little woman hates the elder brother who is superior to others, it's okay!"
"that is it?"
Qi He gave a low "Yes", he would rather Jiang Mengzhen accuse him of being dark and despicable than Jiang Mengzhen holding Qi Fengju's heart while trampling his feelings under his feet, he asked in a low voice unwillingly : "Didn't you hide something from me?"
Jiang Mengzhen was taken aback by the question, "What did I hide from you?"
"The medicine you drink..." Qi Heju's whole body tensed up, and he roared like a trapped beast: "It is said to nourish the body, but it is actually to avoid children, isn't it?!"
"You...how did you know about the medicine?" Jiang Mengzhen was greatly surprised, "Who told you?"
"You just said, does that medicine have the effect of avoiding children? Why didn't you mention it to me? Is it because I don't deserve to know? Or do you regret it long ago and don't want to have my child at all?" Qi Heju's eyes were red with hatred, and he recited the prescription word by word: "Cinnamon, aconite, rehmannia glutinosa, dogwood, wild ginseng, Poria cocos, astragalus... Is this your prescription? If I wronged you You, I will immediately kowtow to you and admit my mistake!"
Jiang Mengzhen hurriedly argued: "Although the prescription is so, the doctor said that this prescription is to dispel the cold air first, strengthen the foundation and cultivate the vitality, and then benefit the offspring! Now that someone has said these things to you, even the prescription Go ahead, if you have doubts in your heart, why don't you just ask me—sometimes I really don't understand what you are thinking!? I have been married to you for three years, why don't I want children? "
"...I don't believe it, we have been married for three years, how many days have we been in the same room? Have you forgotten, I slept in the study for the first year, and then I slept here, looking at your lamp every day!" He doesn't believe that Jiang Mengzhen has feelings for him, just like Jiang Mengzhen doesn't believe in his sincerity, Qi Heju looked down at the sachet in Jiang Mengzhen's hand, and said coldly: "Once the sea was difficult for water, except that Wushan is not a cloud—— That's probably why."
"You bastard!" Jiang Mengzhen smashed the sachet on Qi Heli's body, trembling with anger, "How can you miss me so much? If I don't want...don't want a child, I don't want to have a good time with you , can let you sleep in the study all the time, why bother?"
"Maybe it's interesting after all?" Qi Heju hugged Jiang Mengzhen and whispered in his ear: "This is probably the only thing I'm better than my elder brother. Weak scholar, and I have practiced martial arts for several years, which can make you happier in bed..."
Jiang Mengzhen's face was flushed red, he beat Qi Heju's shoulder hard, kicked his legs and said, "Let me go! You don't believe me, and I don't believe you. What's the point of us going on like this?" Feeling a stomach-churning discomfort, he couldn't help but cover his mouth and retch a few times, his stomach started to hurt again, he broke out in a cold sweat, and forced his face to say: "What's the joy in that? It's disgusting!"
"It seems that I'm useless even for this," Qi Hexi put him on the bed, and his heart became even colder. He squeezed Jiang Mengzhen's chin with his hands, and his eccentric and stubborn stubbornness surged up, "Although the lamp is not Now, you can keep the sachet again. What does it matter that I am a husband? I want to make you wholeheartedly, so you don’t have to drink those nasty medicines, which will make your body worse. I will leave from now on. You stay far away, and I will never come to make you sick again!"
"Are you stunned? I made a mistake about the glazed lamp, but I don't know about the sachet at all. How could you blame me? Even if you gave it to me back then, I wouldn't have done it for such an impolite thing." I won't accept it!"
The two were arguing fiercely, when someone outside knocked on the window and shouted: "Second Young Master, Young Master Xiao is asking you to go. It seems that a doctor has been invited in. I heard it's burning hot!"
"...understood."
Qi He responded with a frown, and then he moved. Jiang Mengzhen suddenly hugged his neck, and said with trembling eyelashes, "Don't go!"
"Why," Qi Heju leaned over to look at him, "Haven't you quarreled with me enough?"
Jiang Mengzhen pursed his lips and didn't speak, Qi Heju ruthlessly broke away from his hand and walked out, Jiang Mengzhen called him as if showing weakness, covered his stomach and whispered: "Don't go, I don't feel well either. ..”
"What is this again? It seems that not only you don't understand me, but I also don't understand what you're thinking--if I stay any longer, won't you be afraid to spit out disgustingly?" The atmosphere of the quarrel was suffocating. Feelings that don't belong to him are torture for both of them. Qi Heju shook his heart and said: "The medicine is three-point poisonous. If you drink less medicine, you will naturally feel comfortable." Then he strode away out.
Jiang Mengzhen was lying on the bed, her fingertips clutching the sheets were bloodless and pale, "What sachets, what prescriptions, why do you say that you have them? It's obvious that you are tired of me, it's all just an excuse ..."
At noon, Biyan yawned and walked into the room. She was startled when she saw the sachet on the ground, and saw Jiang Mengzhen staring at the ceiling in a daze with her eyes open. Where did the sachets on the ground come from?"
"...It's just another piece of evidence against me."
"Then...do you want to put it away?"
"Since he didn't give it to me at the time, he should have kept it a secret. How can I feel bad for showing it now? Time has passed, and the late intentions have changed. If you don't say something at the time, you will never have the chance to say it again... ...you take it, burn it or throw it away, it has nothing to do with me."
Biyan saw that he was in a bad mood, so she shut up and stopped talking. Jiang Mengzhen was talking about the sachet, but it foretells the ending between him and Qi Heju like a prophecy: "Time passes and circumstances change, and those who are late change their minds sooner." If you don’t say something at that time, you will never have the chance to say it again.”
The reason why Qi Heju refused to pass on the sachets back then was because he also liked Jiang Mengzhen, and Jiang Mengzhen didn't feel much nostalgia for these belated sachets because the people he really loved never It’s not Qi Fengju—perhaps a good love requires the right time, location, and people to have all three, but Jiang Mengzhen and Qi Heli don’t take the same. Don't return this opportunity that can still save everything.
The author has something to say: the quarrel makes me exhausted....... Qixi Festival and quarrel are more suitable ==
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