After marrying Bai Yueguang, the little wolf dog turned into a scumbag

The great river went eastward, and all the wind and waves were swept away. Qi Heju stood on the bank of the river under the moonlight, and behind him were the lights of thousands of tents in the village of the Xuanjia Army.It has been more than half a month since they left camp to the riverside. I don't know whether it is because the fighting in the north is too tight or the rebels are still discussing and deliberating. The replies are all small teams of thousands of people, red scarves, yellow eyebrows, and green feathers. These three rebel armies with the largest number of people still have no reply.

Qi Heju felt a little anxious. He often stood by the river at night and looked at the opposite bank. Sergeants from the Xuanjia Army were also stationed at the opposite ferry, strictly controlling all the ships on the river. If there was an enemy attack or an urgent message, the soldiers on duty would immediately Kongming lanterns will be set up to notify the camp.The rebel army used the slogan of expelling the Tartars and restoring our country and rivers. It seems that they have the same goal, but in fact they have their own ideas. Let's sit down and have a talk first, and see if what Fubao Jin's son can get after he enters Beijing is worth fighting for.After wrangling in the game, if the interests of several parties can reach an agreement, they will take the banner and march north to fight the barbarians. If they can't negotiate, they will fight each other or attack each other, then it will be another plan.

The reason why Qi Heju is worried is not because the Xuanjia Army is weaker than others, but because one more battle will bring more uncertain dangers. He wants to arrange everything properly in the way with the lowest risk. Jiang Mengzhen Now that he is in the army, Qi Heju is not willing to put him in danger?The cold river wind was blowing on him, and the old wounds on his body were aching. Qi Heju had a trance dream last night. He dreamed that the wound on his right shoulder blade where he had been hit by a poisoned arrow burst open, and the drums of war were shaking outside. , but he couldn't hold up the spear/gun on the weapon rack, and broke out in a cold sweat.

"You are useless again, you are useless again!" Someone was repeating this sentence in his ear, at this time the orderly rushed into the tent, holding up the soldier's talisman and asked the general why he did not go to battle, "I can't take it!" It's shot..." Before Qi Heju could finish his sentence, the messenger suddenly turned into Jiang Mengzhen's appearance, looking at him with those phoenix eyes that looked like spring water and autumn waves in great disappointment, and said word for word. Said: "Why can't you keep your promise..." When the screen turned, he saw the carriage leaving Qi's mansion again, Qi He chased after him again like a collapse, he was exhausted from running, his heart and lungs were exhausted To burst in the cavity...

Qi He suddenly sat up from the bed, his pajamas soaked in cold sweat, he ran to the weapon rack barefoot and held the spear tightly in his hands, panting heavily, leaning on the gun with both hands, as if this It is the last straw that can be grasped before the end of despair.Qi Heju lowered his head and his shoulders collapsed. His left shoulder was pressing on the mountains and rivers, and his right shoulder was pressing on his feelings for Jiang Mengzhen. The scars on his body were piled up. He didn't know how far he could last. If the dream happened Really, what should he do?What should Jiang Mengzhen do?

Stars flickered in the boundless night sky, Qi Heju didn't wait for the Kongming lantern in the sky, but saw the light of a lantern from the corner of his eye. "General Qi, it's really you." It was Bi Yan who came, and she said indifferently: "Young master is making tea in a pavilion by the river, and when he saw someone over here, it seemed to be you from the back, so he ordered me to come and have a look , I invite you to have a cup of tea by the way."

Qi He was stunned for a moment, then looked up to the sky, and saw the full and bright moon, "It turns out that today is the fifteenth day, yes, on this day he often cooks tea and enjoys the moon... Thanks to Sister Biyan. "

"I can't afford to be your elder sister." Biyan turned around and led the way with a lantern in her hand, Qi Heju silently followed behind her, every time he saw Biyan, he would think of her anxious and almost crazy appearance outside Xiao Hua's courtyard, and he had no face at all. To initiate a conversation.

Jiang Mengzhen sat in the pavilion with a hand stove in his arms. He was weak and afraid of the cold, and had already put on a thick fur. Seeing Qi Heli approaching, he chuckled and said, "I see you have been standing there for a long time. The wind in the river is very cold, your clothes must have been blown through long ago, drink a cup of hot tea to warm up your body."

Seeing his natural attitude, like seeing an old friend, Qi He didn't know whether it was sadness or joy, so he just sat opposite him, slowly drank a cup of hot tea, and then took a deep breath while holding the porcelain cup , "It's so fragrant...it's still the same as before. I haven't had such a good tea for a long time." In the past three years, he drank more and drank less tea. No matter how late, there is always fragrant hot tea to drink, but even if he ordered the sergeant to prepare the same tea in the barracks, the taste would no longer be the same in the mouth, there is no tea fragrance, only bitterness.

"If you like it, I'll ask Bi Yan'er to send you some of this tea tomorrow."

"It's not about the tea." Qi Heju stared at Jiang Mengzhen's more beautiful face under the moonlight, and said nostalgicly, "It's you... only the tea you make has this taste."

Jiang Mengzhen looked at him silently for a while, then lowered her eyes and poured another cup of tea for him with her own hands, "Drink as many cups as you like... In fact, the taste of tea leaves is the same when brewed. The difference is just your illusion, the taste in memory is always the best."

Qi Heju shook his head, "No, the tea you make is the best."

Jiang Mengzhen smiled slightly, and he cast his eyes on Mingyue Dajiang. After a long while, he suddenly said "Hey" and said excitedly, "It seems to be snowing!"

Qi Heju looked up and saw sparse ice crystals floating down from the sky, like snow and rain, making the scenery by the river clearer and colder. He stood beside Jiang Mengzhen and looked at the river scenery in the snow. Jing this person does not seem to belong to the world, but seems to be in the palace of Guanghan.

The turbulent waves hitting the shore were like piles of snow. The two stood side by side, and Jiang Mengzhen asked softly: "The weather is going to get colder, have you prepared your winter clothes?"

"There are uniform cotton padded clothes in the camp, and I also have a thick leather armor, just wear that." The men in the barracks just ate and dressed indiscriminately. In the past three years, how could anyone have cared about his food, clothing, hunger and cold?Only in the days spent in Wanyunxuan, Qi Heju's food and clothing expenses will be properly and meticulously arranged by others. He doesn't have to be taken care of by others, but the tender and considerate relationship between husband and wife unconsciously spreads His heart was so soft and hot, after he lost it all of a sudden, his daily life turned into a dawdling, coping casually and muddling along.

"After this kind of snow beads, the cotton clothes will be soaked in a while, and the old wounds on the body are most afraid of this kind of coldness." Jiang Mengzhen paused, and turned to look at him, "I was going to keep that sea dragon fur fur. It’s for you, but Bi Yan took it away with her when she was packing up, so it’s just right now..."

"Mengzhen!" Qi Heju interrupted him in horror, he never thought that Jiang Mengzhen would give him the fur!There was a bloody smell in his throat, and he couldn't continue what he said, and he didn't know what to say. In the Infernal Hell, Jiang Mengzhen's calm words caused him torment like karmic fire. This kind of cruel torture to conscience is thousands of times more severe than Jiang Mengzhen beating him, scolding him, hating him and resenting him!

A mouthful of thick blood poured into his mouth. Qi Heju turned his head and covered his mouth with his hands. Ever since the Xue Jicao incident happened, after he vomited blood once in Aunt Zhou's yard, Qi Heju felt heartache when he was emotionally agitated. The problem of vomiting blood, he bent down enduring the pain and swallowed the mouthful of blood. Jiang Mengzhen was startled, and hurriedly reached out to support him and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

This was the first time they touched each other after their reunion, and they all trembled, Qi Heju tried to stand up straight, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's okay... I just don't understand, Mengzhen, why are you being so nice to me? Your dowry is gone, and many things can never be found again. You only have these things left, why would you give them to me, the sinner who killed you and your child?! Don’t give it to me, don’t give me anything , I can't bear it... how can I deserve it!"

Qi Heju became more and more choked up as he spoke, tears rolled in his eyes, Jiang Mengzhen felt uncomfortable seeing this, he sighed softly and said: "It seems that you just ignored everything I said to you on the swing. .....I said that I don't hate you, you are not a sinner, but a man I loved, these words are not adulterated at all, why don't you believe it? Things are for people to use, so what is unworthy , what you are doing for me now is a desperate thing, what is a fur fur?"

"...that's not just a fur," Qi Hexi's tears fell on Jiang Mengzhen's face. He couldn't explain the value and meaning of the Hailong fur in his heart for a while, so he could only repeat it stubbornly. Said: "Not just a fur!"

Jiang Mengzhen let go of the hand holding his arm, and gently wiped away the tears on Qi Heju's face with his cold fingertips. Under the snowy moon, his face and voice were so gentle that they were ethereal and distorted, "Fool, Fool...clothes are just clothes, why do you think so much?"

Qi Heju couldn't bear it anymore, and hugged him tightly into his arms. Jiang Meng leaned on his chest without struggling to resist. The hug again after three years made both of them want to sigh .Qi Heju's heart almost jumped out of his throat. Too many things happened in this pavilion beyond his imagination. A secret and humble expectation was ignited in the bottom of his heart. Every time we met, Qi Hexi used a lot of self-control to control himself not to touch Jiang Mengzhen. Tonight, he finally hugged his sweetheart back into his arms, and his arms couldn't help but move. The tighter it is, the more I don't want to let go.

The two embraced tightly like tenon and tenon joints, Jiang Mengzhen closed his eyes, and said after a long time: "Your tears are hot and your heart beats fast...Is it all because of me?"

Qi Heju rested his chin on Jiang Mengzhen's heart, "Of course, my emotions are always for you."

"This is wrong, you shouldn't put all your emotions on me..." Jiang Mengzhen said in a muffled voice: "Every time you see me, I can see the pain and regret in your eyes, even if you don't Tears also seem to be crying, that is not what I want to see, I want to treat you well and get along with you comfortably, but it seems to add a lot of burden to you and make you more sad...you consciously You owe me, I can't turn this corner for a while, but I don't enjoy your guilt and guilt, I just feel tired and heavy, you don't owe me anything, so don't do this again, okay?"

Qi Heju shuddered behind his back, "You mean...I make you feel tired and upset?"

"I just can't see you like this. How many days have you had a happy life since you were a child? I know how difficult it is for you to get to where you are today. You should go chic, proud, and have a teenage madness." , that is in line with your age and actions, not because I am depressed all day long," Jiang Mengzhen pressed his hand gently on his heart, "let go of your heart, I have let go, and you let yourself go Bar."

The more Qi Heju listened, the more something was wrong, the fire in his heart was extinguished by a basin of cold water, and he asked in a daze: "...You let go? You mean, you treat me well because you let go?"

Jiang Mengzhen nodded, "So I want to help you let go, you have to tie the bell to untie the bell, I want to help you untie the knot in your heart with my own hands, so that you don't want to be filled with debts and guilt towards me."

Qi Heju's arms were stiff, he looked down at him and said, "You let me let me go, and then what?"

"Then you'll feel enlightened, and you won't feel indebted to me, you won't be morose."

"And then what?"

Jiang Mengzhen was taken aback, "...what do you mean?"

"Then what will happen to us?" Qi Heju stared at Jiang Mengzhen, and spit out a few words from trembling lips: "At that time, there will be no 'us' anymore, right?"

Jiang Mengzhen didn't answer directly, but turned to look at the river and said, "You were waiting for the letter from the other side, right? The date of the alliance is approaching, but the person who should come has not come. The future is uncertain and the situation is unpredictable. I am not I don’t believe you, it’s just that no one can grasp the four words of Jiangshan Tianxia, ​​and there is no need to shy away from mentioning the word death. Maybe you and I will return to the underworld soon. Whether there will be “us” in the future, the result is not important, what is important is Live every day well and don't trap yourself in the pain of the past."

"No..." Amidst the falling snow and the sound of the waves, Qi He's heart felt cold, he slowly lowered his arms, lowered his head and said hoarsely: "For me, the most important thing is the result, I am willing to give everything For a better result!"

Qi Heju tensed up and waited for Jiang Mengzhen's next words with clenched fists. A thin layer of ice crystals had accumulated on the ground, shining a cold and clear light under the soft moonlight. The two faced each other Standing there, there was a moment of silence, and then he heard Jiang Mengzhen whispering: "What is a good result? Untie the knot and not owe each other, isn't it a good result?"

Qi Heju's voice was as light as smoke, but it was like thunder in Qi Heju's ears. Qi Heju finally understood why Jiang Mengzhen treated him so well - because Jiang Mengzhen never thought of getting back together with him!He just wanted the two of them to be safe and let each other go, so Jiang Mengzhen was extremely tolerant and open-minded about many things, and didn't even ask about Xiao Hua's fate.The other side of extreme tenderness is extreme cruelty. Jiang Mengzhen's gentleness as before made him linger in dreams and give birth to expectations, but Qi Heli finally saw the background of this tenderness clearly tonight-it was the murderer in the dark night and moonlight. Blood knife light!