The third year after the death of the emperor

Xie Wen was a little too light.

Xiao Xuanqian always felt that his body had been worn away to lose weight, and his internal organs had been emptied... Only pieces of finely stacked catkins were left, working hard to support his gentle and peaceful appearance.

Xie Wen's arm subconsciously circled around. How can such a reliance be obtained when the other party is conscious?Compared with the buzzing headless flies, Xiao Xuanqian has now learned a little how to seek forgiveness and how to make the teacher trust himself again, but whenever he steps too fast, it often causes Xie Wen's resistance and backlash.

He had to approach gently so as not to scare away the butterflies or frighten a tired, docile, scarred white stag.

When they reached the bottom of Qingyu Tower, Xiao Xuanqian ordered He Quan to look at Xie Tong, and then took the teacher upstairs.

Xie Wen was gently placed on the couch, his fingers were detached from the other's clothes, and he looked at the palm of his hand a little helplessly.The lampstand on one side suddenly lit up, and Xiao Xuanqian knelt on the ground to take off his shoes and socks, and put down the bedding to cover his legs and feet. Just as he was about to ask the guard how to make the hangover soup, he was pulled by a tiny force on his fingers.

Xiao Xuanqian turned his head and watched Xie Wen humbly hook his hand, then he moved his eyes up and looked at the other's stretched eyebrows.

"Cold." Xie Wen said softly, "The feet are cold."

Whenever he encounters some cold air, his hands and feet tend to get cold, let alone in the season of cold wind in winter.Hearing these three words, Xiao Xuanqian's heart suddenly softened, and he had no intention of leaving at all. He immediately sat on the bed, stretched out his hand to untie his outer shirt, and put the other person's feet into his warm embrace.

The cold instep was pressed against the opponent's arms, and the temperature was transmitted continuously.Xie Wen stepped on the opponent's hard abdominal muscles, her expression was still dull and dazed, the alcohol was surging, and the circles of her eyes were slightly red.

"Is it still cold?" Xiao Xuanqian asked him in a low voice.

Xie Wen shook her head.

The little emperor leaned over and untied the jade hairpin that fixed his hair, the bound long hair flowed down like a waterfall, the candle flame danced, Xiao Xuanqian couldn't help rolling his Adam's apple again, he licked his lower lip, Said: "I treat you well, don't hate me."

This is too naive, but Xiao Xuanqian's reaction is not so naive.

Xie Wen not only stepped on the hard abdominal muscles, but also the less childish part of the little emperor.Before he recovered, his ankle was held down by the other party. The young and handsome king took a breath and said in a low voice, "Don't move, just put it here obediently."

Sure enough, the other party no longer moved away.Xiao Xuanqian sighed deeply that he was despicable and bad, he ate the four words "respecting the teacher and respecting the way" into the dog's stomach, while staring at him reluctantly, he couldn't help leaning over to kiss him gently.

Xie Wen did not refuse.

The touches were so light, they fell harmlessly between the corners of his eyes and brows.Xie Wen lowered her eyes and let him get close, and let him rub her ears together. The breaths of the two merged together and flowed into the same temperature.

Xiao Xuanqian could hear his own heartbeat beating again and again, he was like a lonely believer longing for pity, flustered and flattered in front of partiality.What good is he?Is there any place that the teacher can like, let Xie Huaiyu accompany him, and not give up on him?

A deep inferiority complex suddenly filled the young emperor's heart.His childhood was hard and rough, and the world was suffering, but when he bowed his head and endured the humiliation to survive, he never really felt inferior...until Xie Wen reached out to him to help him.

This helpless Ninth Prince is a root in the stone slabs of the deep palace, ready to be trampled upon.But he never felt ashamed or looked down on himself, but suddenly someone transplanted him into a flower pot, took good care of him, and nurtured him with all his heart, and he slowly gave birth to a strong sense of humility——I’m just a weed, don’t you will grow a flower, you know?

Xiao Xuanqian kissed him, and suddenly said: "You are such a failed gardener."

Xie Wen didn't react, he raised his eyelashes and looked at the other side meekly.

"I mean," Xiao Xuanqian said, "I like you so much."

Xie Wen's gaze was fixed, and he said in a low voice: "You said..."

"I like you so much." Xiao Xuanqian raised his hand to hold his cheek, "Huaiyu, do you know who I am?"

Xie Wen shook her head.

He is so obedient, such a time is rare in his life.Xiao Xuanqian thought while saying: "It's okay if I don't know. I'll get you a basin of hot water, and you can wash before going to bed. I'll accompany you to rest, is that okay?"

It was too much for him to ask this question, how could Xie Wen refuse him at this time.But when Xiao Xuanqian stood up, Xie Wen suddenly ordered: "Don't leave."

Xiao Xuanqian's body reacted faster than his brain, and he sat back all at once.He thought Xie Wen was more awake, but the other party just hugged the quilt and bent his knees, put his hands in front of his knees, his eyes looked at him motionless, and after a long while, he whispered: "Sit down."

Sitting in front of him, Xiao Xuanqian was already seduced a little bit impatiently.However, Xie Wen stretched out a hand and tugged at his belt—it was the same situation seven years ago.His hands are so weak, but Xiao Xuanqian can completely obey him.He was pulled very close by Xie Wen, and the two almost stuck together.

Xie Wen reached out and leaned into his arms.It seemed that the warm touch when he was drunk gave him a subtle sense of security.

"Hold me." Xie Wen said, "I'm going to piss that bastard to death."

Xiao Xuanqian froze for a moment, embraced him kindly, covered him with the quilt, followed him and said, "Okay."

"Xiao Jiu..." He obviously didn't know him, but when he recalled his name, he seemed to know who he was, "Xiao Xuanqian... respectful..."

When he shouted, Xiao Xuanqian agreed, but Xie Wen immediately got annoyed: "Noisy, you are not allowed to agree."

Xiao Xuanqian immediately shut up, he thought - who does the teacher think of him?Is it a tool man stake?

Xie Wen closed her eyes and stayed in his arms. If it wasn't for the slightly irregular breathing rhythm, Xiao Xuanqian would have thought that he was going to fall asleep.But soon he found that the other party's breath was getting more and more wrong. His hand moved from between the other party's hair and pressed against his cheek, making Xie Wen, who was buried in his arms, look up, only to see the other party's red eye circles .

His heart was stabbed suddenly, and there was sore pain. He raised his fingers to wipe away the wet tears from the corners of the other party's eyes, and said softly, "Don't cry. He doesn't deserve your sadness."

Xie Wen is usually as plain as water, cold as frost. He seems to be calm and indifferent to everything, with a kind of tolerance that is almost detached.

But at this moment, Xie Wen grabbed his wrist and retorted hoarsely: "I didn't cry."

"Okay... no, no." The other party has no strength, the strength covering the wrist is like a kitten's paw, or the kind that only has pads.But Xiao Xuanqian felt in a trance that he was really locked by him, unable to move, "Don't be sad, Huaiyu, you will have a headache."

Xie Wen grabbed his shoulders, but refused to listen to dissuasion, and buried her on his shoulders more and more, and said in a low voice: "Why don't you listen to me."

In an instant, Xiao Xuanqian's movements froze, and his palms slowly pressed against the opponent's back.

He wants to say I'm wrong, but he's said it a thousand times and ten thousand times, he's dying to say it, he's sincere, he's sincere every time—and every time Caught in a situation where there is still a next time.

"Why are you like this," Xie Wen choked up and whispered, "Isn't what I gave you enough? I'm trying my best to protect you, make up for you, and give you all the love... What your father, queen, mother and concubine didn't give, I'm thinking about you and fighting for you, why do you still...will..."

The rest of the words are inaudible.

He leaned on Xiao Xuanqian's shoulders, those tears were wet and hot, dripping through his clothes, and penetrated everything about Xiao Xuanqian.

Xiao Xuanqian once tried everything to touch his heart, but Xie Wen was like a tightly closed clam, who would rather be smashed or pried until the edges were cut off and his body shattered to pieces than to expose his soft and fragile parts.It wasn't until this time that he realized that by putting the oyster into the water and reassuring him, he could see the bright orb.

Only then did I know, isn't it too late?

Xiao Xuanqian closed his eyes and took a deep breath, comfortingly stroking the back of the person in his arms, he said: "It's all my fault...I don't know how I can be worthy of you."

Xie Wen didn't hear his words, and was still immersed in his own world. He cried for a long time, couldn't breathe evenly, and began to cough intermittently, but still grabbed Xiao Xuanqian's sleeve, and said extremely sadly: "Is it me? It’s too heavy for you, you don’t know how to face me, so why don’t you kill me?”

"I didn't want to kill you." Xiao Xuanqian said, "I never thought about it, I just...I should have thought at that time, let you disappear in front of everyone, and be my Xie Huaiyu alone....I don't know what it is Which brain came up with it, I know it's wrong."

Xie Wen still didn't listen to his words, her voice became hoarse, but the spirit of alcohol came up instead: "When did I ask you to self-mutilate? If you can't find the reason, look for it. If you can't figure it out, just think about it. If you can't solve it." Just come to me. Since I was a child, I have never hit you, why are you doing this."

He paused, bit his lip, and lowered his voice, "I gave you that knife so that you will not be bullied and become self-reliant, so why do you use it to injure yourself and tell me to kill you? People grow trees and flowers, and if they die, they will be sad, wouldn’t I be sad?”

Xiao Xuanqian was completely stunned, he looked into the eyes of the other party, those eyes were obviously looking at him, but in the blink of an eye, tears fell silently.

He didn't know what to say, the feeling of headache came again, but this time it was not out of control, but this time, there was a trance, soft and restrained force, he subconsciously held Xie Wen's hand Hands are like a life-saving straw for a drowning person.

"You might as well stab me to death with a knife, I'll go back and see if I'm still alive over there." Xie Wen whispered in a low voice.

Xiao Xuanqian hesitated for a moment, then asked: "Over there?"

Xie Wen looked up at him, still a bit confused, but after he vented all the pressure, he finally felt sleepy, pulled Xiao Xuanqian's sleeve to wipe away his tears, then turned over and lay back, pulled the quilt over his shoulders, Huddled into a ball, after half a moment, he ordered in a bad tone: "Turn off the lights."

Xiao Xuanqian blew out the candles, and didn't think about the hot water sobering up the soup, Xie Huaiyu refused to cooperate, how could he pull people up and toss again, it's okay if he is halfway sleepy, if he gets up tomorrow, Xiao Xuanqian I don't know where to find it again.

The little emperor was wiped with tears all over, so he had no choice but to take off his outer shirt, slipped into the quilt with only a thin layer, hugged him from behind, and the body temperature was transmitted immediately.

In winter, although the charcoal burning in the house is flourishing, it is the first month after all.Xie Wen was able to shrink back at first, but after not two sticks of incense, he turned around, buried his head in Xiao Xuanqian's arms, and found a more comfortable position on his chest. His sleeping position was both conservative and gentle. , sleeping very docilely in Xiao Xuanqian's arms.

Taking advantage of a ray of cold moonlight, Xiao Xuanqian looked at his eyebrows in the dark.The teacher has been crying for too long, the corners of his eyes are still red, and his eyelashes are moist and black, shining brightly under the moonlight.He couldn't tell what it was like not to appear now, he suspected that now was just a dream, and he couldn't tell which period he was acting now.

But he felt this reservedness and unreserved caring about love, but he felt it twice.

Xiao Xuanqian stared at the other party, he wanted to kiss Huaiyu's red eyes from crying, but after thinking about it, he just hesitated and carefully touched the gentle moonlight that fell on him.

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The next day was bright, and on the second day of the Lunar New Year, Guo Jin stepped into the Peony Pavilion silently, carrying countless expectations from the adults on his body, and holding a stack of temporary memorials in his arms. He rehearsed several times in his heart and planned to No matter what, when I persuaded His Majesty—together with the Emperor Master—to go back, I bumped into someone head-on.

It was just a little bright in the sky, and they couldn't see each other clearly, and they could only recognize their identities when they bumped into each other.Jian Fengzhi, who came to pay New Year's greetings, was stunned, looking at the serious and rigid face of Superintendent Guo Jin, he stood under the Qingyu Building, first looked at Superintendent Guo, and then looked up at the three-story building.

A line of big characters appeared in Jian Fengzhi's mind - the motherfucking is over.

He immediately turned around and ran wildly, wanting to rush up to protect Xie Wen's safety, but although Guo Jin was a servant, he stretched out his hand very well. He took three steps behind him and took two steps at a time, grabbing Jian Fengzhi by the back of the neck, connecting the end of his collar Come here.

Guo Jin's face moved closer, and he said with a smirk: "If guard Jian disturbs that head, our family will accept it."

Jian Fengzhi shrank his neck suddenly, confirmed that Xiao Xuanqian was really on it, and was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and smiled awkwardly: "What are you talking about? Isn't it, Guo, Mr. Guo, you are also here to pay New Year's greetings haha Well, you really have a lot of relatives, sir..."

Guo Jin let go of him, fixed his eyes on the young man, and warned: "Don't worry about it here, if you dare to make trouble, I guarantee you will be paralyzed in bed without illness or pain."

Jian Fengzhi didn't dare to move, he looked upstairs eagerly, pulled Guo Jin's sleeves and insisted on greeting: "Why are you here, I will calculate the time when you return to Beijing, at least it will take several days to get back to Beijing." Pass by Luodu..."

Guo Jin pushed his hand away and said, "If you stay away from Mr. Xie, your life will be saved."

Jian Fengzhi followed behind him step by step, constantly muttering: "My lord, don't bother about Mr. Xiao... Although I was busy with something in the world a while ago, I also know that Mr. Xie is There is a child, that daughter was fostered by relatives before, and she looks like him—it was carved out of the same mold..."

Guo Jin understood Xiao Xuanqian's thoughts deeply, and said without changing his face: "Mr. Xie's child is the son's child."

But Jian Fengzhi heard it wrong, his eyebrows were tangled together fiercely, thinking what does this mean, how could he be His Majesty's child?Aren't they both men?After thinking about it, he asked again: "What you said is..."

"It's literally." Guo Jin said impatiently, "That's Daqi's princess."

Jian Fengzhi immediately settled there, her feet seemed to have taken root.He stayed there for a moment, recalling the mysterious anecdote in the rivers and lakes a while ago, and took a deep breath... Was this born by His Majesty, or was it born by the Emperor's teacher?Their children?One of them can have a child?

He was thirsty, thinking that the Gu masters in Miao Jiang also had some miraculous skills, which could make dead people give birth, but he hadn't heard of such a thing?Jian Fengzhi was originally from the rivers and lakes, and he had heard countless rumors, and Shen Yuexiao's storybook had washed his brains again. If he went astray this time, even eight horses would not be able to turn around.

He followed Guo Jin upstairs quietly, and before he saw Xie Wen, Guo Jin's footsteps also stopped.He looked up and saw a little girl with a red headband sitting outside the screen.

Xie Tong stretched her waist. She is a system, and she doesn't need to sleep. Sleeping is just a habit of human beings. When she came back last night, she saw the scene where her scalp was numb. She pretended to sleep for a while and then woke up.

Sitting at the table, Tongtong stretched his body, turned his head and gave a "shh" to the person who came, then pointed to the inner room with a gap in the door, and whispered: "Sleep—sleep——"

Guo Jin leaned over and nodded, dragging Jian Fengzhi to go down and wait, Xie Tong called them from behind and asked them to sit in the outer compartment for a while.

Before Guo Jin answered, Jian Fengzhi lowered his voice and hurriedly said, "Okay, okay", then swam back from Guo Jin's arm like a fish, and sat down at the table in the outer compartment.

In order to see that this person would not make trouble, Guo Jin had no choice but to cup his hands and sit down together.But on this quiet and awkward morning of the second day of junior high school, only the snow-white jade lion with its big tail raised leisurely and leisurely got in through the crack of the door, lightly and silently.

The author has something to say: In fact, Teacher Xiao Xie hit him, but he forgot when he was drunk hhhh