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Night fell earlier as the weather turned colder.But tonight, the night was darker than usual, and the sky was so dark that people couldn't breathe.

However, Kang Yaochen didn't respond to these. He lay on the bed and let the arrogant darkness occupy his room.

Messed up.

Obviously decided to take it step by step, but why, why can't I just wait?

When I kissed that person's smile, the smile that was so beautiful that I was dazzled disappeared, and the astonishment, panic, and some incomprehensible emotions completely occupied that person's face. In the end, he ran away.

Fucked up, all screwed up!

That day, he didn't hesitate at all, disregarding his own obstruction and panicked explanations, and even his sister, he just walked away without looking back.

Then, when a new week came and I went to the library to look for him, he was not there; when I went to the classroom to look for someone, all I got was his indifferent indifference like a stranger; go forward.

During this entire week, the two people who have always talked about everything did not exchange a word, and they did not even meet their eyes.

Kang Yaochen, you are such a waste that you are too stupid to be thrown into the mountains and take up space!Look what you've done!

Kang Yaochen, who was tormented to the point of going mad by the loneliness of not being able to talk to Luo Xuesong, condemned himself countless times, but even after cursing himself thousands of times, that line of sight still refused to stop for him.

How many phone calls and messages have been dialed? Even Kang Yaochen himself can't figure it out, but they all disappeared; braving the cold weather and waiting at the stairs of the old building, no familiar figure appeared, which made Kang Yaochen even more worried. inner remorse.

Xuesong, didn't you even give me a chance to apologize?

If, if I don't even have time to contact you, I'd rather I didn't find out that I like you... No, I'd rather I didn't like you, so, please, don't do this to me again, lol I can do it, I can beat me, I can even spit on me, show up, talk to me.

Wrapping himself tighter with the quilt, the curled up Kang Yaochen was so regretful that he wanted to punch himself hard. If he could go back to that day, he would never kiss the cedar, no, he would never go out.

Xuesong, ignore me, you can do anything, don't ignore me.

"Ding ding ding", in the silent room, a pleasant piano sound sounded, but Kang Yaochen was lying motionless, he didn't want to pay attention to anyone now, even if the phone was beside the bed, he didn't want to reach for it.

Probably understanding the reluctance of the owner of the phone, the ring stopped after a few rings.However, after an interval of about 10 minutes, the piano sounded again. This time, the ringing lasted longer, as if it was bound to get a response from the master.

Annoyed by the noise, the annoyed Kang Yaochen got up abruptly, took the phone rudely, but couldn't see the caller ID, pressed the answer button, and shouted: "Hello!"

The person on the other end of the phone was frightened, and an obvious, small, monophonic "ah" was transmitted to Kang Yaochen's ears through an invisible electric current.

But this word, which is usually so small that no one notices it, made Kang Yaochen change from an angry tyrant to the most gentle person in the world in an instant.

This voice is...

There was no response on the phone, but it was this lack of response that made Kang Yaochen even more nervous.

"Is it cedar? Isn't it..."

"beep--"

The phone was hung up, and Kang Yaochen didn't know how to react to the rush busy tone.

He took the phone away from his ear, swiped it, unlocked the screen saver, and clicked on the caller ID. The eye-catching word "Cedar" came into Kang Yaochen's eyes sharply.

it's really him...

Ecstasy, disbelief, nervousness, all kinds of complex emotions filled Kang Yaochen's body, making his hands tremble uncontrollably when he called back.

It's really him, he called, did he forgive me?

Excitedly wandering around in the dark room, Kang Yaochen prayed secretly, don't let this rare chance of reconciliation slip away because of his recklessness just now.

The busy "beep-beep-" sounded again and again, until Kang Yaochen gradually changed from excitement to depression.

Cedar, answer the phone, please, answer the phone.

Slowly, as the monotonous busy tone became longer and longer, Kang Yaochen stopped pacing up and down, squatted down involuntarily, and scratched his hair in frustration.

Damn it, I'm an idiot, why didn't I answer the phone properly just now!

Cedar, Cedar, please let me hear your voice, I can't take it anymore.

However, when the sweet but indifferent customer service voice came from the phone, Kang Yaochen was disappointed.

Are you still refusing to forgive me?

I——I just like you, I don't know what's going on, but I really just like you!

If, if you never talk to me again, I will really die.

Sitting alone in the middle of the dark room, Kang Yaochen, who had been sailing smoothly and didn't know what troubles were, finally felt the pain of regret at this moment. It was a heartache that made it difficult to breathe.

Am I really going to just...lose you?

When this thought flashed through his mind, an inexplicable turbulent panic gripped Kang Yaochen's heart firmly, and along with the blood, the panic spread throughout his body, making him extremely uncomfortable.

No, I don't want to!

I never want to lose you!

Shouting in his heart, Kang Yaochen, who had made up his mind, had a firm look in his eyes, picked up the mobile phone that had just been thrown on the ground, and dialed that number again.

If you can't do it once, then you can do it twice;

"Beep-beep-beep..."

Already prepared for a long battle, when Kang Yaochen was still conceiving plans and organizing language, the "beep——" sound on the other end of the phone suddenly cut off.Because it was so sudden, Kang Yaochen paused for a while before realizing that the call was connected.

"..."

No one spoke on the phone, and Kang Yaochen on the phone didn't speak either. He couldn't remember what he was going to say just now.

However, listening to the sound of breathing from the other end of the phone, the flustered Kang Yaochen gradually calmed down.

"cedar."

The voice was deep and clear, and the tone of the call was so gentle that even Kang Yaochen himself was startled.

However, after saying this call, an indescribable joy was released from the depths of Kang Yaochen's body, making him smile for the first time in a week.

"cedar."

I like you.

"cedar."

I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much.

"cedar."

Thank you, thank you for taking this call.

I like you.