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As a result of a sleepless night, Kang Yaochen slept all morning, until Xu Zheqiang saw him lying on the table during his lunch break, so he called him to get up for dinner.

Looking at Kang Yaochen who knew it was lunch break but still staying in the classroom, Xu Zheqiang said, "Hey, Yaochen, how can I see that you haven't been with Luo Xuesong lately? Not reconciled?"

Smiling wryly, Kang Yaochen, who just got up from the table, dared not tell the real reason, so he had to let Xu Zheqiang misunderstand.

If possible, he also wanted to reconcile, but Luo Xuesong refused to give him this chance.

Last night, because Luo Xuesong was afraid, he called and made Kang Yaochen so happy that he almost flew up, so early this morning, Kang Yaochen didn't even have to sleep for a while, and just waited on the way Luo Xuesong must pass to school, wanting to strike while the iron is hot , reconciled with Luo Xuesong.

However, what Kang Yaochen got was Luo Xuesong's indifference, that undisguised indifference tore Kang Yaochen's enthusiasm to pieces, and made him unable to even say a simple "morning".

It seems that he is still too naive.

What the hell is going on so that the guy doesn't stand up like a hedgehog with all his weapons on everyone?

Seeing such a complicated look on Kang Yaochen's face, Xu Zheqiang couldn't help but secretly marveled in his heart, but he didn't say much, but asked: "Speaking of which, did Luo Xuesong go to the same school as us before?"

"No, he's from the east side of the city. What's the matter?"

"Chengdong? That's strange. I always feel that Luo Xuesong looks familiar, as if I've seen him somewhere. If I didn't go to the same school, where would I have met him?" Suddenly, Xu Zheqiang seemed to have discovered the truth. Similarly, he clenched his right hand into the open palm of his left hand and said excitedly, "Ah, did I meet his sister Xuemei before? After all, the two of them look alike."

Gazing at the hurt friend, Kang Yaochen reminded: "Azhe, you are going to be a doctor in the future, can you stop laughing so wretchedly?"

"What's obscene? Brother, your eyesight is really bad." Putting his eyes back, Xu Zheqiang held his head high and said grandly, "Also, even though my father is the dean, it doesn't mean I have to be a doctor. You have to remember, I am a person with ideals!"

"...I don't understand, what kind of ideal is it to take the sky as a confinement?"

After school, Kang Yaochen habitually walked to the old building, ignoring the curious eyes of people passing by, sitting silently on the stairs leading from the fourth floor to the fifth floor, waiting for the figure who hadn't appeared for a long time.

Since you are willing to call me, why won't you listen to my explanation?

Did I—just let you down like that?

It is very painful to never get a response, but after getting a response and thinking that there is hope, but being thrown into a cold disappointment again, this is more painful than not getting a response all the time.

However, even so, Kang Yaochen was still very grateful, grateful to Luo Xuesong for calling at that moment.

No matter how you say it, at least, in Luo Xuesong's eyes, when he was afraid, he was still his reliance.

But, since this is the case, you should listen to me more, or I can listen to you, I can't stand this kind of loneliness.

Leaning on the increasingly cold handrail, Kang Yaochen stared blankly at the strangers coming up from the downstairs, and at the unknown people walking down the stairs. After watching, at last, there was no one there anymore. Passed by this road.

Sighing helplessly, Kang Yaochen knew that he was waiting in vain again today, or rather, he knew from the beginning that he would not be able to wait for that person, because that person is such a stubborn person.

Standing up, although it is not yet the time for the library to close, Kang Yaochen is a little disheartened after waiting for so long but has not been able to wait for anyone. Coupled with what happened this morning, Kang Yaochen has no energy to continue this kind of waiting up.

However, things in the world are always strange. Before you give up, there seems to be an inexplicable force that pushes you and makes you reluctant to give up.

Just when Kang Yaochen decided to leave, a familiar figure suddenly broke into Kang Yaochen's eyes, and suddenly froze the steps he was about to take.

cedar?

The people who came also saw Kang Yaochen, and he was also stunned, but he quickly recovered, and after recovering, he immediately turned around and wanted to leave.

"Wait a moment!"

Before he had time to think of words, Kang Yaochen had already spoken to persuade him to stay.In any case, it's useless to say the best words if the listener isn't there.

But this time, Luo Xuesong, who had been treating Kang Yaochen as air for a week, actually stopped obediently, even though his back was still facing Kang Yaochen.

Seeing the people stop, Kang Yaochen heaved a sigh of relief, but at the same time desperately searched for the words that he had rehearsed in his mind for a long time.However, after rehearsing for so long, the only thing I can think of now is "I like you".

I like you, that's why I kiss you.

You are going to be angry, that's right, it's true that I'm too stupid to make you angry.

I long for your forgiveness, but I know that I may not deserve your forgiveness, and I probably hurt you.

It's just, Xuesong, I like you, this is the first time I like someone so seriously, I don't know what I should do at all, can you stop and listen to me carefully?

I……

"I won't come to pester you again."

He thought about another theory, a theory that bullshit is not as good as it is, so what Kang Yaochen said was what Luo Xuesong wanted to hear.

"I will not look for you again, nor will I wait for you on the road you pass by."

I thought about reconciling with you, but you're not happy with what I'm doing now, are you?

"If——I mean, if, if one day, you feel that you can forgive me, then I will appear in front of you again. Of course, if you have something to do in the middle, you can call me, no problem at all, I... …I'm waiting for you."

Lowering his head, Kang Yaochen thought he could say these words in a chic way, but he obviously overestimated himself, and now, he was about to cry.

"In the future, you should come to the library. This is your place. Don't lose the only place where you can stay quietly because of me."

After saying the last sentence, Kang Yaochen hurried away without even saying "goodbye", otherwise, he was afraid that he would cry in front of Luo Xuesong.And this happened to be the pride of him, the only dignity left at present.

Even if you cry, you can't let him see it.